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"Damn! Chen Fang! He packed up his things and moved away without saying a word! I fucking thought you were playing with me and disappeared!"

There was a sound of irritable jumping feet from the receiver, and the loud voice shocked Chen Fang to frown. Lu Shiqing, who was at the side, could also hear the subtle voice from the receiver. He was not there when he should be by Chen Fang's side Xu Jin, the unreliable beta who always makes people hate him.

"Ah, I'm sorry. I left in a hurry and forgot to inform you..." Chen Fang looked ashamed, "I was about to call you just now, but I didn't expect you to call first."

"Fart! Don't tell me these useless things!" Xu Jin's voice was still high, "Where did you move? Where is your ex-boyfriend doctor classmate?"

"Yes, I'm with him." Chen Fang admitted.

"Oh, let me tell you, I don't even know if you have something urgent, I'm afraid you didn't even think of me?" Xu Jin talked a lot, and now he has reason to talk non-stop. "I was thinking about sending you some nutritional supplements during your fever period. How about you just sing me an empty city plan? I almost called the police, you know?"

"Okay, I'm sorry I was wrong." Chen Fang admitted his mistake well, and then said: "My fever period has just passed, so I don't need to buy anything, thank you."

"Oh, it's...it's over." Xu Jin's tone of fire seemed to be poured with half a basin of cold water by Chen Fang's calm and calm words. With a few words, he returned more than half of the reason he had just occupied, and said with a strong face: "You are accompanied by your doctor boyfriend. I'm still a fart. I'm sure I won't be remembered if I'm fine. Tell me, what's the matter?"

This is the advantage of getting along with Xu Jin, others are a little too realistic, guilt or entanglement are useless emotions for him, and usually don't last long.There are many priorities in his life, and Chen Fang will never be the most important one. For a person like Chen Fang whose heart has already been filled and has no more space to let go of other people and things, this kind of getting along is the least burdensome.

"I'm in good health, and I want to continue working." Chen Fang said directly, he knew that Xu Jin would probably also wish for it, after all, livelihood is definitely ahead of love, "Help me find some work."

"When did you ever miss a job?" Xu Jin said with a smile, paused, and asked Chen Fang in a lower voice: "Hey, so you and your doctor classmate have rekindled their old relationship?"

"Ah." Chen Fang bit his lip, looked at Lu Shiqing who was watching him but didn't respond, and didn't know how to answer for a moment.

Only dead ashes can be revived, which made Chen Fang realize that the relationship between him and Lu Shiqing originated from the old youthful love/love, which was burning vigorously at that time, and was once extinguished by him tragically, even if he was lucky enough to rekindle It also seems to have a vicissitudes of life.Perhaps people have selfish instincts to avoid their own mistakes, Chen Fang was a little reluctant to admit it, but Xu Jin was right.

"It's the resurgence of the old relationship." Lu Shiqing said suddenly, leaned slightly and approached Chen Fang's cell phone, and said in a volume that Xu Jin could clearly hear: "Chen Fang and I are together again. Thank you for always treating him Take care, and... I was impulsive at the school gate that time, I'm sorry."

"Fuck, if you two reconcile, just make up, don't mention this, okay?" Xu Jin was a little annoyed, and hurriedly changed the subject: "Where is Chen Fang? Let me tell you, there will be a filming in a few days..."

Lu Shiqing smiled, leaned back on the sofa at one side, and looked at Chen Fang silently with a restrained expression.His eyes are still drooping in spite of himself as always, but now when he looks at people seriously, his eyes are much deeper than before, as if he is always on his mind, like a deep pool of thin ice.

Feeling this kind of gaze, Chen Fang just said "um" a few times when he heard the phone call, and hung up the phone not long after.

"Xu Jin speaks freely, don't pay too much attention to it." Chen Fang looked at Lu Shiqing's eyes, and spoke cautiously.

"He's not wrong." Lu Shiqing was silent for a moment, then suddenly asked: "When did he meet you?"

"Ah." Chen Fang was stunned for a moment, as if the question was unexpected, he hurriedly began to think about the answer: "Probably... three years ago."

"Three years." Lu Shiqing murmured in a low voice, and suddenly chuckled, "Longer than me."

Calculated, the time he and Chen Fang were really together was only two years. Compared with the four years of separation and the countless people and things that appeared in Chen Fang's life during these four years, the two years seemed insignificant .

The idea of ​​revival of old love is not pleasant, but Xu Jin was right.Lu Shiqing did not deny that he and Chen Fang had been separated before, so he is very jealous now, jealousy is calculated in units of one hour and one moment, the time that he unfortunately missed and others had by chance.

"You want to supply me." Lu Shiqing was jealous, but she didn't want to put too much pressure on Chen Fang, so she pretended to be relaxed while tidying Chen Fang's hair at the temples: "You know I'm preoccupied, and I'm a big deal in this matter. Don't want to lose, so you have to help me win, you have to beat them all."

Chen Fang put his hand on the back of Lu Shiqing's, put his cheek against his palm, and nodded slightly.

Today's near-ideal state often makes Chen Fang start to think. He has experienced so many involuntary things in the past, but they still meet again after countless twists and turns. Should he obey his fate, or should he have unyielding fate earlier? Take it into your own hands.

If possible, he would never let a person like Lu Shiqing, who was always so self-confident and shrouded in light, make such a request to him so embarrassedly now.

Because Chen Fang would never let Lu Shiqing lose.

Time can be counted, but it cannot measure sincerity, nor can it determine feelings.

Delivering your sincerity means everything is settled.

As long as you think, you will always be my destined winner.

On Chen Fang's first day back to work, the shooting was scheduled in the morning.

One minute before the set alarm clock rang, Chen Fang opened his eyes, stretched out his hand to turn off the alarm clock on his mobile phone, and turned around to find that Lu Shiqing had also woken up earlier, and was lying quietly beside him watching him.

"Well, you woke up so early." Chen Fang turned over and happened to be hugged by Lu Shiqing with his arms stretched out.He vaguely remembered the night when it rained a while ago, Lu Shiqing said he couldn't sleep, he woke up suddenly, and seemed to realize the seriousness of the problem, "Can't you still sleep? You didn't sleep all night, did you? "

"Think about it, it's not that serious." Lu Shiqing smiled, "Wake up early, just to send you to work."

The shooting location and the hospital where Lu Shiqing practiced happened to be on the same road, and there was plenty of time. After the two arrived at the location, Lu Shiqing was not in a hurry to leave. He followed Chen Fang into the dressing room, and saw that he was sitting in the room and was making fun of the little girl who was a makeup artist. Xu Jin.

When Xu Jin heard the sound of opening the door, he saw Chen Fang for the first time. The smile on his face was half brewed, and then he saw Lu Shiqing who came in behind. Look, you can bring your family with you at work.”

"You're just sour, get up quickly and don't occupy the stool." The little girl smiled, then turned to Chen Fang and said, "Come on, let's get ready for makeup."

Xu Jin reluctantly moved his butt and stood some distance away from Lu Shiqing.Later, people entered the room one after another, holding clothes and various modeling props, and surrounded Chen Fang in the middle.

Standing at the door, Lu Shiqing saw Chen Fang in the mirror.He sat quietly amidst the noise of the crowd, his thin body was covered by a wide white shirt, his soft and tender red lips were painted by the makeup artist, but his eyes deviated inattentively, looking straight at Lu Shiqing.

Just look at him alone.

I don't know how long the two of them have been looking at each other indirectly. The work alarm clock set by Lu Shiqing vibrates in his pocket. He can't go past the people around him to disturb Chen Fang, so he just gestures to him to go out.Chen Fang nodded slightly when he saw it, and the little girl who was drawing his eyebrows immediately fixed his chin, not allowing him to move around.

Before going out, Lu Shiqing subconsciously glanced at the idler who was standing beside him, thought for a while and walked over, and said to Xu Jin who looked uncomfortable: "Let's go out together for a breather."

"Actually, I think the air in this room is quite good." Xu Jin rubbed his nose, trying to suppress his sensitivity to the smell of cosmetics due to rhinitis for many years, but couldn't help but sneezed for a moment.

"Rhinitis should stay away from this kind of environment." Lu Shiqing politely handed Xu Jin a pack of tissues, "Actually, I also have something to ask you."