restart breathing

Chen Fang's hand paused, and the last inspection report that fell on the ground seemed to be extremely difficult to pick up. He tried several times but failed, and finally Lu Shiqing reached out to help.

He took the checklist that Lu Shiqing handed over, and inevitably looked at him. Lu Shiqing's gaze was calm and not sharp, but it forced Chen Fang to sink his head.

"Where are the family members? Are you accompanied by family members?" The strange doctor asked Chen Fang.

The seemingly ordinary question was a bit difficult for Chen Fang.He didn't know whether he should answer, nor how to answer.

There was not a long gap between words, but Lu Shiqing's reply instead of Chen Fang sounded without hesitation for a moment: "Teacher, I am his family member."

"Student Lu, what a coincidence, don't worry." The doctor nodded, smiled kindly, turned to Chen Fang and said, "Let's go, let's go into the room, just chatting, don't be nervous."

Although the doctor in front of him looked very kind and reliable, Chen Fang still hesitated to move forward, and even subconsciously stepped back a little, hiding half of his body behind Lu Shiqing, as if the two people in front of him were also wearing white coats to treat illnesses and save lives, but Chen Fang I only believe that Lu Shiqing can save him.

"There are rules, I can't accompany you in, but I will always wait for you outside, and never leave, okay?" Lu Shiqing whispered to Chen Fang, gently stroking his hunched back.

The palms on the back are warm and powerful, allowing Chen Fang, who is almost curled up, to slowly stretch out, even as if he can accept Chen Fang as it is, with a surprisingly solid and reliable feeling, as if telling Chen Fang that he has been guarding behind him, no matter what Nothing will let him fall.

Chen Fang entered the room slowly, the door was closed, Lu Shiqing sat on the waiting chair in the corridor, and carefully read all the inspection reports of Chen Fang one by one.

Let Chen Fang look directly at his own illness, not only for Chen Fang, but also for Lu Shiqing, it is something that requires courage to do.Seeing the pain endured by his loved one is no better than his own suffering. He didn't feel the sweetness of the long-lost reunion in his heart for a moment, but was occupied by the indelible sourness and dullness.

The last time Chen Fang had an accident in the middle of filming and was sent to the hospital by him, the situation was urgent and the conditions were limited. Lu Shiqing only did a few checks on Chen Fang, and the data and results were far less accurate and reliable than today's systematic and comprehensive gland check.Now he was looking at the test results and diagnoses one by one, his frown never loosened, and his face became more and more gloomy as he turned the pages of the documents.

Even though there had been an early warning before, even Chen Fang's need to receive psychological counseling had been expected, but when Lu Shiqing saw every diagnosis result from Chen Fang's physical condition, he still couldn't help but feel shocked. Among the many unspeakable emotions, which one is more sad, angry or regretful?

At that time, Chen Fang left from his side, probably because he was ready to never see each other again, but he wanted to play tricks and let him come back to him.

Four years, Lu Shiqing only spent four years in exchange for Chen Fang, as well as the scars on his wrists, damaged glands and tooth marks on the back of his neck.

dent marks...marks...

Lu Shiqing never asked about the source of Chen Fang's scars, it was just a tooth mark around an omega gland. As an alpha, Lu Shiqing reflexively linked these two things together.

But Chen Fang hates alpha, so how could he be marked by alpha?

During the temporary marking, Chen Fang's frightened expression flashed through Lu Shiqing's mind. As if he suddenly thought of something, he panickedly took out a page from a stack of inspection reports and examined it carefully.

It seemed that the doubts had been answered, the puzzlement between Lu Shiqing's eyebrows dissipated for a moment, but his eyes suddenly turned into ice caves, and he shivered from the cold.

When Chen Fang came out of the psychiatric room, his complexion was not very good.It's not easy to ask about the content of the conversation. Lu Shiqing only asked Chen Fang if he was hungry after tossing for a long time. Chen Fang nodded and said that his mouth was very bitter, and he wanted to eat something sweet and fried sugar cake.

Lu Shiqing agreed, took half a day off, and took Chen out of the hospital.

The place selling fried sugar cakes is not near the hospital as Lu Shiqing said.When Lu Shiqing was halfway through the car, Chen Fang, who had been in a daze on the co-pilot, suddenly said that it was too far away, and it was okay not to eat. Lu Shiqing insisted that it was not far, and silently increased the speed of the car.He took Chen Fang to drive for half an hour before arriving at a snack street outside the high school campus. It looked more formal than the student street outside the Fifth Middle School back then, but the food sold was similar, such as fried sugar cakes, stinky tofu and other snacks. enduring.

Lu Shiqing was wearing casual clothes and queuing up behind a group of high school students. Chen Fang watched in a daze, as if a similar scene had happened yesterday, and it had happened every day before.

It seems that there has never been a long period of time missing between them, but there is only such a small distance that is visible and within reach. The boy hurried over a few steps, and he can put the steaming fried sugar cake into his hand. inside.

Chen Fang took small bites of fried sugar cakes, leaned his arms against the car window, and didn't speak much along the way, as if he was immersed in the sometimes complicated and sometimes cold street scene outside the window, and occasionally made a very light and cute chewing sound like a small animal .Lu Shiqing seemed to have been relieved of the heaviness just now by this peaceful atmosphere, and his complexion improved a little. He turned on the car stereo and played some soothing light music.

It took the time of seven pieces of music to get home.

Chen put down the car and followed Lu Shiqing upstairs, lowered his head sullenly at the door of the house, as if he was secretly gathering courage, and asked aloud after a while: "Can I... can I go to work? Just do the previous work, OK?"

Lu Shiqing led Chen Fang into the house, pretending to be relaxed and joking: "Everyone wants to take a vacation at home, but you want to work."

"I don't want to become an idler...I don't want to become an abnormal person." In order to increase the probability of Lu Shiqing agreeing to the job request, Chen Fang added eagerly: "The shooting is usually during the day, and I still have time to come back to make dinner. It won’t let you come home from get off work hungry.”

Lu Shiqing looked at him with some amusement: "You are not abnormal...and we live together now, I didn't take you in out of sympathy, and I don't need you to do anything for me in return. I just want you to be well, May I?"

Chen Fang pursed his lips and nodded heavily.

Lu Shiqing sighed softly, as if agreeing to Chen Fang's request was a concession made because he couldn't bear it, and couldn't help but exhorted: "When you are working, try not to go to places where pheromones are mixed. Your glands are sensitive to information I am a little sensitive to hormones, if you feel uncomfortable or have fever symptoms, remember to contact me immediately, and you can’t inject inhibitors yourself.”

"I know." A smile finally appeared on Chen Fang's face, "The doctor told me all these things, and I will listen."

"Just listen to what the doctor says." Lu Shiqing looked at Chen Fang, "What about mine?"

"I'll listen." Chen Fang pursed his lips and smiled lightly, the corners of his eyes curved down in a small but familiar arc, and handed the document bag containing all the test results to Lu Shiqing's hand, "I'll listen to you, Doctor Lu. "