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"I rely on you to wait."

After Lu Shiqing left such a sentence on the phone, Chen Fang didn't hear him again, followed by rustling and eager-sounding footsteps, as if they were going down the stairs.

Lu Shiqing lives on the twelfth floor.

After the sound of the wind in the earpiece merged with the sound in his ear, a few minutes later, Chen Fang saw Lu Shiqing running straight out of the gate of the community, wearing only slippers, wrapped in a down jacket that reached to the calf, and half of it was exposed The calf was outside, and the protruding joints of the ankles were a little red from the cold.

"Come on, go home."

Lu Shiqing dressed herself thinly, and gave half of the warm space in the down jacket to Chen Fang, wrapped her tightly in her arms, and wrapped up the wounds left by the cold wind on Chen Fang's skin.

Chen Fang was taken home by Lu Shiqing.

Lu Shiqing woke up too early today, leaving no time for Chen Fang to find excuses.Originally, he was still guilty of not fully thinking about the reason for his sudden visit, but Lu Shiqing didn't ask any more questions. When he entered the door, he cupped Chen Fang's cold face with his slightly warm palm, and licked him with warm and soft touch. Blown chapped lips.

When the snow was the heaviest this winter, Chen Fang warmed up with a kiss, as if spring had come early, and he was among the revived things.

Lu Shiqing took off his down jacket, which contained only the T-shirt and shorts he wore when he was sleeping. After walking outside, he was blown through by the cold wind. He took off Chen Fang's coat, and wanted to tuck him into the bed that still had some warmth inside.

"Hurry up, you're freezing." Lu Shiqing took Chen Fang's cold hand, and the soft and delicate touch became extremely rough. At the same time, Chen Fang's inaudible gasps and tight wrinkles caught his gaze. The raised brows seemed to be due to pain.

"What's going on?" Lu Shiqing sat up with a half-lying body, and took Chen Fang's hands to examine carefully.

There were many fine scars, deep and shallow pits left by the gouged out flesh, and several places where the skin that had not completely fallen off suddenly lifted up, revealing the pink flesh that should have been properly covered, with some blood color, and no scabs yet. It seems shocking.

"Yes..." Chen Fang always lowered his eyes when lying, not daring to look at Lu Shiqing. On the broken glass, it's okay, it doesn't hurt."

"What's all right? Is that all right?" Lu Shiqing frowned in a heroic manner, "Why didn't you tell me? Don't I need to know about such a big deal?"

"Look at what you said, what a big deal it is. It's really not that serious, I'm afraid you'll worry." Chen Fang said it easily, and even smiled lightly, "If it wasn't for this injury, I wouldn't have this vacation. , how can I come to you."

"You can still laugh."

Lu Shiqing glanced at Chen Fang, then looked down at his scarred hands.His eyes were serious, as if he was solving the most difficult math problem, even though the false answer had been clearly laid out in front of him.

Chen Fang felt guilty, and felt that Lu Shiqing's serious concern was the sharpest blade in front of his random excuses, and the pain was more painful than crystal ball shards piercing his palm.He tried to take his hand away from Lu Shiqing's gaze, but he was held carefully and firmly.

"You are really worrying." Lu Shiqing said, got up and got out of bed.

"Where are you going?" Chen Fang held Lu Shiqing's hand instead, and the wound was tingling because of the skin folds, but he didn't realize it, and he didn't realize that his tone already meant to persuade him to stay, as if he knew himself well. A stray puppy who made a mistake, dared not admit it, and begged for one more chance to repent.

Maybe he was too guilty and cowardly.

But he is indeed a vagabond.

"Look for the medicine box, you need to take care of your wound." Lu Shiqing said and turned to leave, but was still grabbed by Chen Fang's weak hand.

"It's already been dealt with. Don't worry about it, just stay here." Chen Fang looked at Lu Shiqing, as if he could only feel at ease if he didn't leave his sight, and thought about the untimely episode where Lu Shiqing was caught just now. Interrupting the thought, said: "Don't you want to lie down for a while? Let's go together."

Lu Shiqing was dragged by Chen Fang and looked at him, as if he still hadn't given up on helping him treat the wound, but he didn't move.

"Lie down with me for a while." Chen Fang lowered his head, adding some credibility to his words, "I came here by car early in the morning, and I haven't woken up yet."

Lu Shiqing sighed helplessly, leaned against the bed, knelt down to help Chen Fang take off his socks, held his cold toes and put them under the bed, and then lay down, hugging Chen Fang as usual.

Lu Shiqing's embrace was the environment Chen Fang was most familiar with, and his mind relaxed. Chen Fang soon fell asleep, feeling more at ease than ever before.For the first time since the vacation, he was not awakened by a strange and depressing nightmare, but a slightly tingling and soft touch in his palm.

Chen Fang opened his eyes and saw the familiar and broad back. Lu Shiqing was putting his arms on his legs, holding the sterilized cotton ball with tweezers and carefully dabbing on every large and small wound in his palm.

The awakened consciousness transmits the unsharp pain to the senses, and the dominant fingers curl up slightly, and Lu Shiqing turns his head.

"You're awake. Did I hurt you?" Lu Shiqing lost Chen Fang's dissatisfaction before going to bed, and only frowned because she was worried that her movements would not be measured. She spread Chen Fang's hand and put it on Blow lightly from your mouth.

"It doesn't hurt." Chen Fang moved his head to Lu Shiqing's lap, "I woke up when I was full of sleep."

"I'm full from sleep, do you want to eat?" Lu Shiqing put away the medicine box beside him, "When you were sleeping, your stomach barked louder than the dog barking downstairs."

Lu Shiqing ordered takeaway. It is hard to say whether it is breakfast or lunch at this time. It doesn't matter if you can fill your stomach.

At the dinner table, Lu Shiqing was removing the bones from the ribs and putting them aside, even carefully removing the sporadic and sharp bones.

"The broken bone hurts, I should clean it up, but you have to be careful not to get it when you eat it." Lu Shiqing put the meat into the Chen Fang bowl, and then asked casually: "In such a hurry in the morning, why don't you eat it?" Why did you suddenly think of coming?"

Looking at his movements, Chen Fang naturally knew that broken bones were difficult to deal with, so he also imitated Lu Shiqing's bone-cutting movements, removing all those messy things in his mind like picking out broken bones. Just smiled and left a sentence "Suddenly miss you, here I come".

Lu Shiqing also chewed the meat and smiled. He didn't know whether he liked the boned meat or the answer Chen Fang gave him.

They talked about the New Year again.Chen Fanglai said that he wanted to accompany Lu Shiqing to celebrate the New Year, but the two people who had hardly celebrated the New Year since they were young grew up together and couldn't think of a reason.When Lu Shiqing stayed at home alone, he didn’t plan to celebrate the new year. He asked Chen Fang’s opinion first, and said that he could make dumplings. Lu Shiqing thought it was troublesome, and his kitchen was never used. Have a New Year's Eve cannonball in bed.

The question of how to celebrate the New Year is sad for Chinese composition and math problems.

"Forget it, forget it." Lu Shiqing leaned back irritably, "I can spend whatever I want with you, but I spend it once a year, and it's nothing special."

The reason why they are bothered is that they subconsciously think that this new year is special, and the special thing does not lie in which node they will usher in the new year.

If you don't have someone you like to accompany you, it's just day after day, and New Year's is nothing special.

"You are the most special."