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The New Year has not really come yet, and some people have already celebrated in advance, setting off a string of firecrackers in the early morning of New Year's Eve.

Even the twelfth floor can be heard clearly.

"Damn." Before opening her eyes, Lu Shiqing turned over first, covered Chen Fang's ears with her palms, and frowned, hoping that they could continue to sleep.

Chen Fang woke up early, and it was rare for him to lie on the bed for a while, leaning on Lu Shiqing's arm to watch him.They had been arguing until midnight last night, and when Lu Shiqing took him to take a shower, he couldn't even open his eyes, and the energy he expended couldn't be replenished by sleeping.

Lu Shiqing didn't seem to be falling asleep either, her brows were so wrinkled that they could kill a fly, until the second firecracker downstairs scrambled to go off, and Lu Shiqing finally opened her eyes.

"Morning." Chen Fang stretched out his hand to wipe away his frown.

"Morning...you woke up too early." Lu Shiqing buried her face in Chen Fang's neck, and the extraordinarily hot breath swept across Chen Fang's collarbone, spreading to the depths covered by the wide pajamas.Lu Shiqing hugged Chen Fang's waist closer, and his eyes showed a little light in the confusion of consciousness, "It seems that I am not tired enough."

"Brother Qing, I can't take it anymore." Chen Fang broke Lu Shiqing's hands around his waist, "Loosen your hands, your waist is still sore."

Lu Shiqing let Chen Fang go happily, lying lazily on his shoulder like a big dog, not knowing whether he was asleep or awake again, and opened his eyes again after a long time, as if he was completely awake, and asked Chen Fang: "Are your legs sore? Do you still have the strength to go out?"

"Where are you going?" Chen Fang asked.

"Go somewhere different."

Lu Shiqing made a fool of herself and decided to put into practice today an idea that she had thought about casually before.

He has not yet reached the age where family belonging is so important, and he does not think that the cold house that looks unpopular and has no good memories can be called "home".

He couldn't get one of the thousands of lights on the reunion day.

So he wants to shuttle and run among the lights with the person he likes.

It's also quite romantic.

Laying on the bed for a while, having a meal and tidying up, the two of them went out after the most noisy burst of firecrackers in the evening.

It was a bit dark, but the various buildings and decorations on both sides of the road made the whole city as bright as day, the gradient lights were running endlessly, dense vehicles were flowing on the road, and the crowds were pushing one after another, returning home like an arrow.

Lu Shiqing and Chen Fang mixed in. No one knew that they were about to wander around at the moment of family reunion. They didn't feel sorry for themselves, they just held the remaining belongings in their hands and brought them with them, and they were no less unfortunate than anyone else.

There are naturally many people like them.Remember each other and you will not be forgotten.

In the busiest commercial district, there are not many shops open. From a distance, only a door that is conspicuous in the bright lights and not very special can be seen, like a black hole hidden by escaping light spots. Personally drawn in.

The bar that does not close on New Year's Eve, comforts wandering souls with feasting and feasting, or lovers who have a strong affection for the New Year.

"I suddenly feel a little regretful." Lu Shiqing pulled Chen Fang to stop at the door of the bar, hesitating for a moment, "I'm afraid I'm trying to spoil you. Although I'm not a bad person, you are really kind gone."

After all, before meeting Chen Fang, no one cared about him, and most of the attention he received was malicious, it might as well be none.He had allowed himself to be a bad person, put the malice he got into his fists and returned them to them, and mixed the boredom that had nowhere to vent with alcohol to volatilize in these places that others regarded as uneducated.

But his heart is not broken.

Perhaps it is for the purpose of being able to frankly share the past, present, and complete self when I bring Chen Fang here today.

"A place itself is not good or bad, only people can divide it like this. If you have to define the degree of good and bad, you will only be better than me, really." Chen Fang glanced at the glass door of the bar, then at Lu Shi Qing, "I haven't been to a bar yet, I want to try."

Lu Shiqing smiled, led Chen Fang through the door, and wrapped his arms around him tightly.He would only let Chen stay within his reach, so that he could see this different world with peace of mind, and he didn't want the smell of tobacco and alcohol to contaminate his precious oxygen.

After entering the bar, Lu Shiqing took Chen Fang into a small booth, just the two of them, Lu Shiqing ordered some fruit plate snacks casually, there was not much wine, and he only ordered an alcoholic drink for himself, and a glass for Chen Fang fresh juice.

There was a lot of noise outside the booth, and the people who came here on New Year’s Eve to have fun were all young people, writhing their bodies on the dance floor with strong rhythmic music.

The laser light shone into the booth and swept across Lu Shiqing's face. He took a sip from the misty cup expressionlessly, leaned back on the sofa, and turned to look at Chen Fang.

Chen Fang also looked at him, motionless, as if it had been a long time.

"Why do you look at me like that..." Lu Shiqing immediately leaned over to touch the tip of Chen Fang's nose, and asked for proof, "Is it too different from the me in your impression that you don't like me anymore?"

Chen Fang didn't speak.

The unresponsive silence was obviously only for a moment, but it made Lu Shiqing flustered, pulled Chen Fang's arm, as if fleeing, "Then let's go, don't stay here anymore, let's find a place to eat dumplings Go. Didn't you plan to make dumplings? We're going to..."

"No." Chen Fang opened his mouth, paused, and said, "You are very handsome."

Chen Fang looked at Lu Shiqing, the corners of his eyes were drooping, the corners of his lips were tightly pursed, and his lines were very sharp. From his appearance, he was not the kind of obedient and obedient boy.Although it is wrong to judge people by their appearance, the feasting, spicy alcohol, and dazzling light sources here do match Lu Shiqing's appearance and temperament very well. There is an irrepressible ruffian, but it makes people feel at ease.

He is usually familiar with Lu Shiqing who wears a school uniform, eats stinky tofu, and always rubs against his neck. It has been so long, but this is the first time he has seen him come to a bar and drink alcoholic beverages. It is indeed the same as the image in his impression They are far apart, but they are both Lu Shiqing.

A different Lu Shiqing, a complete Lu Shiqing.

But no matter what it was like, he still panicked because of Chen Fang's silence for a moment, imprinted Chen Fang in the center of his bright or dark eyes, and still did not let go of his hand holding Chen Fang.

Still the same.

Lu Shiqing coughed lightly, as if to ease the embarrassment, took another sip from the cup, licked his lips and said, "If you're handsome, you won't dislike it, right?"

"I'm not Yangou, I don't only like handsome ones." Chen Fang shook his head, seeing the subtle changes in the expression on Lu Shiqing's face, he said with amnesty, "But I only like you."

"No, can we stop panting, my heart is about to stop." Lu Shiqing handed the freshly squeezed juice on the table to Chen Fang's mouth, and coaxed him angrily and cowardly, "This answer is very simple. Alright, come on, let's end this topic."

Chen Fang took a sip of the juice and said to Lu Shiqing, "I want to try your drink."

"Ah, there's wine here, I'm afraid you won't be used to it, and I don't know how much you can drink, so don't drink it and get drunk again." Lu Shiqing said, "I'm not that bastard who takes advantage of others."

"I know, just try a little bit." Chen Fang promised.It was an element about Lu Shiqing, even though he knew it was not suitable for him, Chen Fang still wanted to try it.

"Okay." Lu Shiqing took the glass of alcoholic drink, hesitated but didn't hand it to Chen Fang, took a sip by herself, with the little moistness around her lips, lowered her head and sucked Chen Fang's lips.

The spiciness and sweetness are infinitely magnified during kissing, entangled with the senses and confronted with each other, making people feel restrained and uncontrollable.

Lu Shiqing sucked Chen Fang's lips for the last time, as if strictly controlling the amount of alcohol Chen Fang consumed, withdrawing the last bit of insignificant spicy, leaving Chen Fang with unfinished sweetness.

"You said, just try a little bit."