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After saying a long farewell to Lu Shiqing, Chen Fang stepped on the trembling rusty iron stairs and walked up step by step.

The mood was relaxed and joyful, and his footsteps were lighter than usual. Chen Fang was like sparks jumping on a fireworks stick.

It was Lu Shiqing who lit him up.

Turning from the stairs to the corridor, the light was cut off by the wall, and the darkness once again enveloped the eyes.Sensing this change in the environment, Chen Fang suddenly couldn't move his feet.

It's not because he's tired, it's just a subconscious resistance, the place he doesn't want to set foot in and can't escape for the time being, the so-called home.

The familiar iron door was closed tightly, and the dusty glass window next to it was mostly covered by curtains. From the gap that was not tightly closed, the rapid entwining breathing and vulgar words of men and women could be heard.

One of them is his mother.

A pheromone smell escaped from the crack of the window. It was pungent and pungent. Chen Fang frowned and pulled up his collar to cover his mouth and nose.

It's a different taste, a different alpha.

But in Chen Fang's eyes, they are all the same, and the alphas are all the same.

It's just as dirty and filthy, just a beast driven by instinct... No, it's even worse than a beast.They are fierce ghosts in human skin, plundering wantonly with claws made of desire, trying to turn the world into their own hell.

Chen Fang swayed, as if standing on the edge of hell and about to be pulled down into the abyss by sharp claws.

He hated alpha to death.

Suddenly, he felt a pain in the glands in the back of his neck, followed by dizziness, and his legs lost the strength to support his body. Chen Fang knew that he was affected by alpha pheromone.He stumbled and ran across the corridor, leaning on the rusty handrail of the stairs, his body lost his strength and slid down a little bit, subconsciously glanced downstairs, and the figure who was still there just now had left.

Good to go.

He was in the most embarrassing state, even he hated it, and he didn't want Lu Shiqing to see it all.

Chen Fang was fortunate and envious that Lu Shiqing was a beta, he didn't need to be superior or delicate, just being ordinary was fine.

Ordinary, how many people are unwilling to be ordinary, but for him it is an unattainable luxury.

Lu Shiqing is now lying on the bed in the dormitory, but he feels as if he is floating, both his body and consciousness are floating.

He didn't know how he did it, he lit the whole box of fireworks sticks with Chen Fang like a normal person, accompanied Chen Fang back to the classroom to get his schoolbag, and then sent Chen Fang to work in that old car and then sent him to work. After sending it home, I finally rode my bike back and entered the dormitory in a hurry.

It seems to be no different from usual, but every cell in his body except the brain cells seems to be able to perceive the source of this difference.

What changed?

"I like you too, boyfriend."

Just now Chen Fang called him boyfriend.

So, he is Chen Fang's boyfriend now, and they are lovers now.

I rely on, lover.

The kind you can hold hands and hug and kiss and say I love you, lover, right?

Lu Shiqing still finds it inconceivable that on an ordinary New Year's Eve, two fireworks sticks were lit, and one even fell to the ground, which changed them from ordinary classmates at the same table to the most intimate lovers .

Why is Chen Fang so easy to deceive!

No, it's not a lie, you can't say that about yourself.A liar will not struggle for so long like him, and in the end, he will be like a fool, and put himself into it without hesitation.

And it's really nice after taking it in.

Lu Shiqing hugged the quilt and smiled, not knowing whether he was asleep or not, he was in a daze, and the picture of him and Chen on the bridge was played on a loop in his mind all night.

"Boy friend."

Lu Shiqing woke up joyfully just before the bell rang in the dormitory.

When he went to the classroom in the morning, Chen Fang was already doing math papers on his seat, as if he had encountered a problem, his frown was only relaxed when he saw Lu Shiqing, and as usual, he smiled and said something : "Morning."

"I don't know which question, let me see." Lu Shiqing rubbed her eyelids that hadn't been fully opened, and made herself fully awake to give Chen Fang a lecture.

To Lu Shiqing's surprise, the way he and Chen Fang got along did not turn upside down because of the change in their relationship. All the entangled and excited complex emotions returned to the right track the moment he saw Chen Fang, back to the familiar, Very comfortable feeling.

Chen Fang is still Chen Fang, and he is still him. This does not conflict with the fact that they are each other's lovers, and there is no need to make changes.

Besides, he was originally a very calm person who was not surprised.

"Understood, thank you." Chen Fang put away the paper.

Lu Shiqing smiled, just about to say you're welcome, when she saw Chen Fang whispering, "Boyfriend."

He took back what he had just said calmly.

A 1.9-meter man, with a thick body hooked up like a boiled shrimp, buried his face in his arms, and his back trembled slightly and frequently. body.

"What's wrong with you?" Chen Fang felt that something was wrong, a little worried, and asked in a low voice.

"It's okay." Lu Shiqing raised his head, besides a smile that he couldn't hide, there was also a flush that spread from the base of his ears to his neck.

"Is there something wrong with you?" Chen Fang frowned. He had never seen Lu Shiqing like this before. "Didn't you have a fever? Go to the school infirmary?"

"No, I'm not uncomfortable." Lu Shiqing patted her face, managed to calm down her breathing, turned to Chen Fang and said with a smile, "I just, I like you so much."

After hearing this, Chen Fang confirmed that Lu Shiqing was not sick. He calmed down and let out a long sigh of relief.

"Call me again." Lu Shiqing lightly bumped Chen Fang's elbow, wanting Chen Fang to look at him.

"What's your name?" Chen Fang turned his head back.

Lu Shiqing clicked his tongue, and an uncontrollable smile appeared on his face, "That's right, that one just now."

"Oh, boyfriend boyfriend boyfriend." Chen Fang said three times in one breath, afraid that people around would hear him, his voice was small but clear.Seeing Lu Shiqing's satisfied expression, Chen Fang couldn't help laughing, and with a hint of anger, he took a paper on Lu Shiqing's desk and said, "I want to hear it from you at any time, and there are still a few days before the end of the semester." Exam, you review quickly."

"Okay." Lu Shiqing tilted his head and saluted, and said to Chen Fang as if showing off: "Boyfriend."

The feeling of studying with her boyfriend is somewhat different. It is rare for Lu Shiqing to study seriously, and someone will accompany her to work hard together. The piles of papers and self-study classes at the end of the semester are not so difficult.

After finishing the last subject, Lu Shiqing walked out of the examination room, crumpled up the test paper and threw it into the trash can. The joy of relief only lasted for a moment.

The semester was over, he had to go back to his home in the urban area, and Chen Fang had to stay in the North District.

Lu Shiqing suddenly began to complain that the final period was too short.

Damn, he and Chen Fang have only been dating for a few days, and they are about to start a long-distance relationship!

The classroom was extremely noisy, but no one cared about it. Everyone was immersed in the joy of the holiday after the exam. Only Lu Shiqing sat on the seat frowning, as if there was an invisible hood separating him from the others.

"I'm going home." Chen Fang just returned to the classroom from his examination room, and said to Lu Shiqing.

"En." Lu Shiqing replied listlessly.

He is packing things in his schoolbag. In fact, he doesn't know how to read these books when he brings them home, but now he doesn't have the heart to think about them. His mind is full of disappointment that he won't be able to see Chen Fang every day. Put it in your schoolbag.

They've only been together for a few days, and it stands to reason that they don't have a deep emotional foundation, and they won't scratch their heads after being separated for a while.

But now he is uncomfortable, very uncomfortable.

"Here, do you want to take back the books from last semester?" Chen Fang saw that Lu Shiqing picked up a copy of Compulsory Physics II, and glanced into his bag again, "You packed so many, don't you think it's too heavy?"

Lu Shiqing threw the bag aside irritably, and simply didn't pack it up, and pulled Chen Fang's sleeve to go out from the back door of the classroom.

"There are a lot of things in the dormitory, help me tidy them up." Lu Shiqing's voice was very deep, and it sounded like he was worried.

Of course, Chen Fang knew why Lu Shiqing was depressed, so he replied "OK", and he led him away until he entered the dormitory.

Zhou Fan had already packed up his things and went home. The messy piles of objects were put back together, and the bedroom was much more spacious.Lu Shiqing moved out the stool for Chen Fang to sit on, and started packing some clothes and daily necessities by herself.

"Didn't you want me to help you clean up? You didn't tell me what to do either." Chen Fang watched Lu Shiqing back and forth stuffing things into the suitcase, walked to the side and took out the crumpled clothes from the suitcase, looking after himself Stacked up, "Then I'll find a job myself?"

"No need." Lu Shiqing tore off the clothes in Chen Fang's hands, and folded the clothes into small pieces like him, "Sit down."

He didn't intend to ask Chen Fang to help him with anything, he just wanted to find a place where there were only the two of them, and let Chen Fang stay with him for a while.

Although he couldn't talk or look at him when he packed up his things, Lu Shiqing knew that Chen Fang was by his side, so even if he didn't do anything or make a sound, it still made him feel at ease.

Chen Fang didn't listen to his words and went to sit down, and found a seat closest to Lu Shiqing within the non-obstructive range, and stood aside to watch him.

The clothes in Lu Shiqing's hands had just been folded and lost his patience, and he threw them aside. Suddenly, he didn't know what to do, and stared at Chen Fang in a daze.

"Come here." Chen Fang opened his arms towards Lu Shiqing, "Come here for a hug."

Seeing Chen Fang's movements, he couldn't hold back the pain in his heart anymore, his whole body was like a puddle of ice cream that hadn't melted yet, and even his hair drooped down.

Obviously his body was larger than Chen Fang's, but when surrounded by those two thin arms, Lu Shiqing still felt that he was completely embraced by Chen Fang's embrace.

"What should I do?" Lu Shiqing pressed his head on Chen Fang's shoulder, his face ached from the sharp shoulder blades, and he refused to move away from the pain, his nose became sore, "Damn, why am I acting like a bitch?" .”

Chen Fang patted him on the back a few times, "Don't rub your nose on my clothes."

"Damn it!" Lu Shiqing straightened up, sniffed subconsciously, and complained with red eyes, "Do you have any sympathy? I'm your boyfriend anyway, so you can't comfort me." !"

"Okay, I know." Chen Fang rubbed his hand on Lu Shiqing's waist a few times, and sighed softly, "I don't want to part with you either."

"Give me your contact information." Lu Shiqing took out her phone and pressed the button to add contacts viciously, "I keep calling my boyfriend boyfriend, and I don't even know my phone number, so I have to ask for it! "

"It's not that I won't give it to you, I... don't have a mobile phone." Seeing Lu Shiqing's immediately frustrated expression, Chen Fang immediately continued, "But I have thought about it, I can use it at home, in the shop and the small shop downstairs. call you from your landline."

"Then don't forget, without this phone call, I have nowhere to go to you." Lu Shiqing put his arms around Chen Fang, hugged him hard, and gently rubbed his cheek against Chen Fang's ear tip, "Part-time job Don't be too tired, and also, pay attention to safety, when I'm not around, be careful of Heipi's gang... Remember to call me every night when you get home to report your safety."

"Okay." Chen Fang rubbed against Lu Shiqing's neck, stretched out his hand to embed himself tighter in Lu Shiqing's arms, "I wish my boyfriend a happy holiday."