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"You are getting more and more proficient at drilling the fence." Standing outside the fence, Chen Fang smiled as he watched Lu Shiqing easily pass through the gap sideways without hitting his head this time.

"You didn't bring it." Lu Shiqing thought of the embarrassment of getting into the fence with Chen Fang for the first time, and his face became hot again, and he hurriedly changed the subject: "Go...where to go!"

"Didn't you bring me out? Do you want me to think?" Chen Fang tilted his head to look at Lu Shiqing.

"Ah... that's right." Lu Shiqing swept his eyes along the side of the street, looking for inspiration, when a string of crackling firecrackers splashed everywhere with sparks and scraps of paper on the opposite side of the road, both of them were shocked by the sudden attack Shocked by the loud noise, he covered his ears and hid in the distance.

The series of noises stopped, and both of them thought that the world was finally quiet. Just as they put down their hands covering their ears, the small cannon with sparks in the firecracker pile suddenly exploded again. The two of them trembled again and were shocked again. The other party's reaction was amused, looking at each other and laughing.

"You are so brave, is it because you are afraid that you don't watch horror movies?" Lu Shiqing joked.

"You were also shocked by the firecrackers." Chen Fang pulled Lu Shiqing's hand that was still covering his ear before he could put it down, "If you want me to say, we are the same, so don't hurt each other."

Lu Shiqing lowered his head and laughed, just as he was about to say something, another fireworks went off not far away.

It is not as harsh as the sound of firecrackers, only a roar when the fireworks suddenly light up, and occasionally burnt paper scraps fall around.

The flickering light enveloped them, Chen Fang looked up at the stars splashing down in midair, unaware that Lu Shiqing was watching the fireworks in his eyes.

The scattered light spots gathered in the dark pupils, like a grand meteor shower, even people like Lu Shiqing who never believed in these things wanted to make a wish to him.

Not greedy, he just has one wish.

It's just that except for Chen Fang, even a real meteor shower may not be able to help him realize it.

The fireworks in the sky were endless, and the two of them looked up from time to time, and they arrived at Student Street after strolling.The New Year's Eve is lively, even the stalls on the side of the road are extraordinarily numerous, and there are some new faces that I don't know very well.

Lu Shiqing carefully identified the products displayed on the new booth from a distance, suddenly smiled, and said to Chen Fang pretending to be mysterious: "I know why we two came out."

Chen Fang was still in a daze, and saw him walking straight to the front stall, and when he caught up, Lu Shiqing had already paid the money, holding several colorful long flat boxes with three words printed on them.

Fairy, female, awesome.

"Get it for me." Lu Shiqing stuffed the box into Chen Fang's hand, turned to get the bicycle locked in the shed, and rode in front of Chen Fang, "Come up, find a place to set off the fireworks."

"Oh, good." Only then did Chen Fang figure out the situation, sat in the back seat, looked at the word "fairy" on the box again, and couldn't help laughing, "I really didn't expect that you are so tall and big by yourself. Boys, they actually know how to buy fairy sticks."

"Ah, should I buy a fairy stick?" Lu Shiqing asked back.

"I didn't expect that you would take me to set off fireworks." Chen Fang managed to hold back his smile, "You don't look like someone who likes these things."

"It's fine if someone likes it." Lu Shiqing smiled, wondering who just watched the fireworks without blinking.

Chen Fang knew that Lu Shiqing was talking about him, and he was really in a daze when he watched the fireworks just now.

He likes these things, likes the way these light spots dance, warm and bright, as if they can bring hope to people.

It's just that he rarely has the opportunity to set off fireworks, and he also rarely has the opportunity to hold these hopes in his hands.

Today, I was caught off guard and filled my arms.

The bicycle drove along the familiar route, through the small pine forest, and stopped by the cross-sea bridge.

Tonight, the seaside was surprisingly calm, and there was no strong sea breeze. Otherwise, the idea of ​​the two of them setting off fireworks would be blown back to the horror movie in the school classroom.

Lu Shiqing was frantically pouring out the firework sticks in the box, when he heard Chen Fang sniffing aside, he saw that the tip of his nose was red with cold.Mingming kept shrinking his neck into his collar, but as if he didn't know the cold, he stared at the unlit firework stick without blinking.

"Wear it, one for each person." Lu Shiqing took off one of his gloves and handed it to Chen Fang, "How about I give you the scarf too."

"No need." Seeing that Lu Shiqing was about to take off his scarf, Chen Fang stopped him with a smile, "You'll be cold if you wear it for me."

"How about..." An immature idea popped up in Lu Shiqing's mind, "Half for one person?"

Without having time to consider the feasibility of this approach, the practice first came to a conclusion.When Lu Shiqing put the other end of the scarf on Chen Fang's shoulders, he realized that the scarf was not long enough, and only a short section remained after wrapping around their necks.

Arms are next to arms, the posture of the two standing together is a bit awkward, and no one proposes to change it, as if they are greedy for the intimacy brought by this awkwardness.

"That, I, I lit the fire."

In order to avoid embarrassment, Lu Shiqing decided to get straight to the point, holding a lighter and aiming at the ignited end of the pyrotechnic stick.For some reason, the disappointing hand was still shaking, and the other end of the fireworks stick was shaking slightly, and it was hard to touch the flame.

The small sparks finally ignited, Lu Shiqing forgot what was embarrassing or not, and quickly handed the firework stick to the people around him, "Chen Fang, hurry up, here you are."

Chen Fang also reacted quickly, catching it with his gloved hand.But the gloves were bought according to the size of Lu Shiqing's palm, and he wore them a bit too big, and the space of several fingertips was empty, and he couldn't hold the firework stick that Lu Shiqing handed over.

The top-heavy small iron rod fell with sparks, Chen lowered his consciousness and wanted to bend down to pick it up.

"Don't pick it up, I'll light another one." Lu Shiqing said, aiming the lighter at the fireworks stick again.

Although he heard Lu Shiqing's words, Chen Fang had already bent down and pulled the scarves around the two people's necks with big movements, dragging Lu Shiqing a few steps towards Chen Fang's direction, and the scarves also slipped loosely. .

Chen Fang felt the pull of the scarf around his neck, and he didn't have time to pick up the dropped fireworks stick. He straightened up in a hurry and turned around, but the tip of his nose rubbed against Lu Shiqing's chin.

Both of them froze in place because of the fleeting touch.

They are so close.

It was so close that Chen Fang could smell the faint smell of pine branches on Lu Shiqing's body, so close that he could clearly hear the burning sound of the fireworks stick in Lu Shiqing's hand, and so close that he could see Lu Shiqing's eyes because Brighten up by reflecting the sparks of sparks from pyrotechnic sticks.

I don't know how long I stood like this, it seems like a long time, and it seems like only a moment, but the firework stick in Lu Shiqing's hand has gone from burning to completely extinguished.

But his eyes were still so bright, and it didn't seem to be because of the sparks.

"I... the scarf is too short." Chen Fang made a sound first, lowered his eyes and didn't know where to look, but Lu Shiqing was the only one in his vision, he paused and continued: "Next time I will weave a little longer. "

"...Is there a next time?" Lu Shiqing looked down at Chen Fang, her eyelashes, the tip of her nose and her lips. She didn't actually know what she was talking about, but just followed Chen Fang's words.

"It should be... yes." Chen Fang replied in a low voice.

"Chen Fang."

"Ok?"

"Can I be your boyfriend?"

Lu Shiqing lost consciousness for a moment, only to belatedly realize that the words came from her own mouth.

Damn, did you really say that?

Just for a moment, the irrational cells in the brain took the lead, without going through other redundant links, as if directly controlling the mouth and tongue, and just said this.

I didn't have time to think about my words over and over again, I didn't give myself time to react, and I didn't leave any room for regret.

Nothing to regret either.

What's the matter, he just likes Chen Fang, likes it for a long time, really likes it.

From hearing Chen Fang call his name on this bridge, from the first time I hugged him here, no, maybe earlier, from the first time I saw Chen Fang and decided to stand in front of him, and never again He couldn't stop the thought from taking over his mind.

The words that had been saved for so long finally came out, but Lu Shiqing only felt relieved for a moment, and the time waiting for the response was even more tormented.The soaring performance indicators of his body lasted for too long, and he was a little worried that he would not be able to bear it anymore.

Regardless of whether it is successful or not, it is very embarrassing to collapse because of nervousness at this time.

I thought the answer to this question was only good or bad, but Lu Shiqing heard Chen Fang's response was not any of them.

"The last time I came here, when I called your name, I asked you how you felt, but you didn't seem to answer me." Chen Fang said, "Can you tell me now, how does it feel?"

"Feeling..." Lu Shiqing licked his lips. He didn't have the impulsive courage to support him. It was still a bit difficult to say it, but if he didn't say it at this time, he might not have the chance to say it in the future, "I like you, Chen Fang, I thought That said, I like you."

After saying this, Lu Shiqing felt as if his heart had stopped suddenly, as if he was no longer in this world, or the whole world no longer existed.

Only Chen is in front of my eyes, really, I can't feel anything other than him.

Chen Fang's eyelashes trembled a few times, and said, "It seems that the two of us feel the same."

"Ah..." Lu Shiqing breathed a sigh of relief, feeling alive again. His heart, which seemed to have stopped suddenly just now, suddenly beat fast, nervousness and excitement mixed with various complicated emotions, as if it was about to break through his heart. body, but it was still a little short, he wanted a clear answer, "What... does this mean?"

"It means..." Chen Fang looked into Lu Shiqing's eyes, his tone was light but serious, "I like you too, boyfriend."