Lovely Allergen

Hearing Lin Rong's words, Le Zhi sat on the bed in a daze for a long time, and when he came back to his senses, tears were streaming down his face.

Ever since she was with Song Yu, Lezhi, who fell asleep in his arms, had many nightmares that no one knew about, such as being smashed when they hugged and kissed, Lin Rong and Song Jin were extremely angry and hysterical.The bizarre images in the dream are all broken and scarlet, full of collisions, blows and sharp and piercing buzzing, like some kind of endless warning.

People are right that reality and dreams are opposites.

In reality, the parents suffered more pain than anger, more panic than bewilderment, because they loved them so much that they couldn't even find a point to hurt them.

Le Zhishi thought he was really cruel, but he was a child who only understood the law of exchange since he was a child, and he was grateful when he gained a little, and immediately took out a part of himself to exchange with others.

[Thank you, do you want it?This is mine, for you, I can give you a lot. ]

Even staying in a hotel with his lover, no matter how expensive it is, he would still want to pay for one night.

He can't accept anyone's love with peace of mind.

After possessing Song Yu, it was even more impossible.If he wanted, he could indeed enjoy the care of the Song family for a lifetime, like a family member who really belonged here, but he didn't dare.

He never mentioned it, but Lezhishi will always remember the conversations he overheard in the hospital, and the word "outsider" will always be nailed in his heart.

Because today I don’t know what will happen tomorrow, and I’m not sure when this love and concern will dissipate, so I can’t help planning my future life, planning what he will do after losing these good things, lest when the day really comes, he will be cornered.

No one wants to live alone, and he doesn't want to leave the family.

But he needs to be prepared for that.

At two o'clock in the morning, the night was uncomfortably quiet, Lezhi walked to the door of Song Yu's room and tried to push it.As usual, Song Yu didn't lock the door.His room was finally not so dark, not with the curtains closed.The cold moonlight pierced in, splitting a small piece of light on the carpet.A part of the quilt was raised, motionless, like a cold mountain in the dim moonlight.

Stepping on the soft carpet, Le Zhishi approached lightly. He thought of his past self inappropriately, thought of various methods and steps, and hoped that he could stay in Song Yu's room.Only now did I realize that at that time, he was also very eager to stay.

At that time, they were separated by an unbreakable barrier. It seemed that they were very close to each other, but they couldn't touch each other.

Lifting a corner of the quilt, Le Zhishi quietly slipped in, finally felt a little warmth, and hugged Song Yu's back from behind.This hug seemed to have been a long time ago, Le Zhishi put her face on his back, and her arms were tightly wrapped around her.

"Aunt Rong asked me to accompany you." Le Zhishi said softly.

Just by holding her, he knew that Song Yu was not asleep, even the sound of breathing was easy to distinguish.It was too cold in his quilt, Le Zhishi was even a little glad that he had a low fever at the moment, at least at this time he could pass on a little more temperature to Song Yu.

His hand gently touched Song Yu's arm, as if coaxing him to sleep.Song Yu lay on his side in front of the moonlight, a tear slipped silently from the corner of his eye, hidden in the soft fibers of the pillow, as if it had never existed.

After a while, Song Yu turned over, wrapped Le Zhishi's body in a hug full of security, and hugged him back.His forehead was pressed against Le Zhishi's forehead, "Is it still burning?"

"Does it hurt?"

Le Zhishi's nose was sore and his eyes were swollen and sore. He shook his head, didn't say a word, but hugged Song Yu tightly.

Song Yu seemed to be sighing, and the words he asked seemed to be quickly dissipated in the night, "Why did you wake up all of a sudden, it would be better if you didn't come."

Le Zhi was stunned for a second before realizing that he was talking about himself.In Song Yu's vision, he should lie on the warm bed in the apartment and sleep until dawn. When he was immersed in his dreams, Song Yu would take the initiative to show his cards to his parents and bear everything by himself.

He hardly dared to imagine this possibility, because Song Yu would definitely package him as a perfect victim and describe their difficult love as an innocent deception.

"I'm coming." Le Zhi raised his hand to touch Song Yu's face, the moonlight crossed Song Yu's shoulders and fell into his light-colored pupils.

"Song Yu, I won't leave you alone to face this."

His palms were hot, with real warmth.

Song Yu pressed Le Zhishi's lips and gave him a peaceful and brief kiss, as if this was all he had.When he hugged Le Zhi tightly, he almost wanted to rub him into his body.Song Yu in the past would never hug him like this, he was always gentle and could sell Le Zhishi with an inexhaustible sense of security.

But tonight he seems to have returned to the time four years ago, five years ago, or even earlier.

He turned back to the little boy who was at the beginning of his love, and his desire was cut off by the end at a glance before he had time to grow naturally, as if he was begging with his body, unable to let go of his embrace, unable to let go of his beloved.

They fit tightly together, as if there was no chance of separation.

"We are really bad." Le Zhishi's voice was very low, breathing hard between words.All kinds of things at night float in front of my eyes, like images projected in my mind by a broken projector, which cannot be turned off.

Unable to get Song Yu's response, he couldn't help asking: "If you had expected today's scene earlier, would you still hope that I would fall in love with you earlier?"

The sooner you fall in love, the sooner you cheat.

"Hope." Song Yu quickly gave him the answer this time.

When he hugged Lezhi, his voice was a little hoarse, "I'm going crazy thinking about it."

Hearing this answer, Le Zhishi only felt sad. He buried his face in Song Yu's neck, "I think so too."

Song Yu touched the back of his neck and asked him why in a low voice.

"This way you will know earlier that the recipient of the letter you write is only yourself."

Le Zhishi smiled weakly, "I will also know earlier that how many plans I have made are in vain. As long as you love me and need me, it is impossible for me to leave you."

Song Yu wrote "Please don't leave him alone" in the letter of planning for a rainy day, but Ke Lezhi planned all the possibilities of a person's life ahead of time.

Fall in love earlier, and the secrets hidden in each other's pain can be resolved.

Song Yu is probably the only person in the world who has noticed Le Zhishi's personality flaws. He didn't even dare to write it in the letter, and emphasized that "he has no flaws."

In fact, he has, he is very afraid of being separated, and he is keen to please.In order to make Song Yu happy and satisfied, he can do anything.

The same goes for others, to a greater or lesser degree.

"Lele," Song Yu held his face and met his gaze. Those deep eyes could almost see through Le Zhishi's appearance and directly see into his heart. "Besides me, Dad, Mom, your Friends, your admirers, many people love you, and love you without expecting anything in return."

Le Zhishi stared at him fixedly, a layer of moist light gathered in his eyes, but he was so stubborn that he didn't even blink his eyes.

"Baby." Song Yu stroked his face tenderly, "You don't need to repay love, you deserve it."

"You are not a child without a home, your home is here. If you do leave, they may spend your whole life here watching you come back, just like Dad said, they will cook a lot of dishes you like , waiting for you to come home and eat."

Le Zhishi still looked at him like this, but her eyelashes were trembling slightly.

His stomach was hurting, as was his throat, and a lot of emotions were churning.

Frowning, Le Zhi couldn't help asking: "What about you?"

Song Yu smiled palely, put his palm against his side face, and rubbed his brow bone with his fingertips.

"I'll look for you. I'll look for all the good cities in the world."

"Then you will have a hard time finding it." Le Zhishi pursed his lips and lowered his eyes.

Song Yu's eyes were very gentle, "Have you forgotten the hide-and-seek we played when we were young?"

As long as Song Yu searched from room to room, and when he really came to his hiding place, and called out his name, Xiao Lezhi couldn't wait to run out to meet him, begged him to hug him, and said to him, brother, Why are you so powerful, you found me all at once.

"If you don't want to part with me, you will come out."

Le Zhi frowned, as if trying to suppress his emotions, but finally couldn't help but nodded and hugged Song Yu.

The stray puppies plan to live a good life. They will be very careful when crossing the road. When it rains, they must find a place to hide from the rain. They must also try to find food for themselves, because there is no shelter or feeding.

It may also keep returning to the park it was taken to, find the lawn where it used to run, and secretly smell the familiar aroma of green grass.

What's so hard about living alone?

I'm afraid that once the former owner reappears, it will still forget about it and rush to his arms.

Song Yu's arms will always be the safest refuge, and the only place where Le Zhishi has a sense of belonging.

He is his without payment or exchange.

They embraced each other and took advantage of each other's body temperature to keep warm, but no one dared to ask or think whether their parents would accept it, so they could only snuggle through the night.Le Zhishi was worried that Song Yu couldn't sleep well, so he didn't sleep well all night. He vaguely dreamed that Song Yu was gone, woke up again, and found that he was still sleeping beside him, with his hands on his shoulders, and he breathed a sigh of relief. Post him to continue sleeping.

Repeated several times, when it was daylight, he finally couldn't sleep anymore, he stared at Song Yu's face for a long time, and smoothed his frown.His throat was uncomfortable and he really wanted to cough, but he was afraid of waking him up, so Le Zhishi got up lightly and went to the bathroom to cough.

In the mirror, he looked very thin and haggard, his face was as white as paper, but his lips were burning red.Le Zhishi washed up a bit, but his throat still felt uncomfortable and he felt it was difficult to breathe, but his heart was restless, he just wanted to see how Song Jin and Lin Rong were sleeping.

But they seemed to wake up earlier, when Le Zhi went downstairs, before they reached the living room, they heard the news at a very low volume on the TV, as well as their voices.

Le Zhishi hid behind the side of the stairs, standing quietly, Lin Rong's vague voice became clearer and clearer, like the morning light.

"Can't you see it? The two of them are inseparable at all. It's not the same as those young people who just started dating. Their relationship is very deep."

"But what if one day..."

Lin Rong's voice was crying again, "Don't say it's just in case... I was so uncomfortable last night, I couldn't sleep, so I quietly went to Xiao Yu's room to see if they were asleep. Do you know? They were all tight Sleeping in your arms is like the kind of baby who is particularly afraid of being separated."

"Forcing them not to be together now in order not to know when they will come, then my two sons will be gone."

She sobbed softly, "I don't care about other people, I just want them to live a good life and be happy every day...Xiao Yu, he has kept everything in his heart for so many years, is it because of this? My son Can't sleep, I don't even know as a mother."

Le Zhishi took a deep breath, but he felt a little weak. The too emotional night put too much burden on his body.He was a little weak, listening to their voices, leaning his back against the side of the stairs.

He heard Song Jin say regretfully: "But I always feel sorry for Le Yi, it seems that I didn't teach the children well, I didn't guide them well, so I let them..."

"If Leyi is really still alive, he must also hope that Lele will be happier, and that Lele can be with the person he likes. Isn't that how we were all back then? My father didn't let us be together, he forced me to be with him How sad you were when someone else got married, have you forgotten?"

Seeing that Song Jin frowned tightly, he stopped talking.Lin Rong sighed, "I thought about it all night. Why did Lele want to leave? Maybe he felt that he had no home since he was a child. Although we treated him well, we were not biological after all. Later, he fell in love with his brother. He felt sorry for us and was afraid of being killed by us. Get out, so I always think about going first..."

"It must be like this." She repeated sadly, "That's why my Lele wants to leave."

The more she thought about it, the sadder she became, "Leave them alone, isn't it good? The children haven't done anything heinous, and they're not real brothers. If others want to say it, let them say it. It's not for other people's mouths."

After a few seconds of silence, Song Jin sighed helplessly, "That's how it is."

He added, "We may not be used to it at first, so we shouldn't show it, and don't make our children sad."

"Why are you trying to steal my words?" Lin Rong complained to him, and wiped away her tears with a tissue, "Really, quickly throw away the unfinished cigarette, don't smoke anymore, Lele smells like coughing. "

As soon as she finished speaking, she felt something was wrong. She felt that she had heard the sound of breathing, and she got up from the sofa like a conditioned reflex, and followed the sound to find Le Zhishi who was lying on the ground behind the spiral staircase.

"Lele!" Lin Rong half hugged the tearful Lezhi who was having an asthma attack, and anxiously called Song Jin's name, "Hurry up and bring the medicine!"

While taking the medicine, Song Yu also went downstairs, saw Le Zhishi collapsed on the floor, and walked quickly down to his side.

The high fever and emotional agitation caused asthma, and Le Zhishi was still weak after taking the medicine, so his family sent him to the hospital.Le Zhishi on the hospital bed fell asleep peacefully, the cold medicine in the infusion bottle trickling down the thin plastic tube into his veins.

Lin Rong sat beside him, wrapping Le Zhishi's hands with her hands, shedding tears at the hospital bed just like when he was sick when he was a child.

Song Jin called Song Yu out and led him to the window at the end of the hospital corridor.He was different from the father who was so exhausted that he was almost aging overnight. His mood stabilized, he wore a decent suit, and slightly restored the elegance and gentleness of the past.

But the question he asked was very direct and clear, as if he was calculating the magnitude of his son's fault.

"You and Lele, how far have you been dating?"

Song Yu didn't hide anything, and said calmly, "I did everything."

"You asked for it?"

Song Yu lowered his eyes: "I asked for it."

"You, Song Yu..." Song Jin tried hard to suppress his emotions, "Lele is so young..."

"I'll be responsible." Song Yu looked up at him, "Dad, I've grown up so much, my performance shouldn't be bad, but I never promised you anything."

His eyes were firm, "But I can assure you, there is no one in this world who can love him like I love Lezhi, there will never be."

Song Jin looked away, he couldn't refute Song Yu's words.

"I'm sorry for hiding you for so many years." Song Yu used a weak tone that almost never appeared in normal times, "I don't expect you to forgive me or accept me, I just hope you don't blame him. He really cares about you feel."

Song Jin was facing the window, and the cold wind was blowing on the lawn of the hospital, blowing down the crumbling leaves and a pair of birds that depended on each other.

He fell into a long silence, shook his head, and finally just said to Song Yu, "Take good care of him, don't be sorry to Uncle Le."

After a while, Song Yu nodded solemnly, and heard him say again.

"Last time I asked you how you were doing in Yang and Qizhe's yard. You said it was fine and you were very happy every day. I always remember this, because I don't think it's like what you said. I think you are real. I was very happy when I encountered something good. Now that I think about it, I understand why.”

"Since we are together, let's be happier in the future." He looked at Song Yu, "As parents, we only want you to be happy."

After speaking, he said that it was cold outside, and told Song Yu to go back, and asked Le Zhishi to take a leave of absence, while he went downstairs to buy some fruit.

Song Yu returned to the ward after taking leave, and saw Lin Rong measuring Le Zhishi's wrist with her index finger and thumb in a circle, looking at his slender wrist with frowning frowns.Seeing Song Yu coming in, she sighed, her tightly pressed lips trembling.

Song Yu walked over, took a chair and sat beside her, and pulled her into his arms.

Their mother and son were very strange. Song Yu could think of a hundred ways to argue with Lin Rong, but he couldn't tell her what he kept in his heart.It seems that they are far away, but just hugging, Lin Rong's cold face will collapse.

She pushed and shoved her son's hug, and reached out to hit him again, but she didn't dare to hit him too hard, and she didn't dare to cry out to make a noise to Le Zhi, and finally shook her head repeatedly, as if admitting defeat.

Hearing that Song Yu confessed to her, the reluctance in his heart surged up again.

What's wrong?Didn't really do anything wrong.

She sniffed and didn't want to speak, so she took out her mobile phone to edit.

After a while, Song Yu's phone vibrated.

[Ms. Lin: You are not allowed to think about it in the future, give me a good rest, go home and eat more, or I will take Lele with me. ]

Seeing this news, Song Yu actually smiled.

In the quiet ward, their voices were converted into words, but their tone and emotion could be accurately transmitted to each other's hearts.

[Xiaoyu: Bring me and dad along, and carry your bag. ]

The prompt on the dialog box changed again and again. It was typing for a while, and then disappeared for a while. Song Yu waited for her mother's answer after I don't know how long it was repeated.

[Ms. Lin: I will carry them all by you. ]

[Ms. Lin: The whole family. ]

The author has something to say: Yang and Qizhe: It is a metaphor that the bad environment has passed, and the smooth and good times have begun.From "Song History Le Zhi".

(It's true Song Shi Lezhi)

The original sentence describes the spring, "The wind responds, and the calendar is restored. The sun and the sting, everything is spring."