Lovely Allergen

Le Zhishi's condition was not very good. After the doctor's diagnosis, he believed that in addition to fever, depression and anxiety were also the main triggers for the onset of the disease.

"Emotional ups and downs can't be so big, the child has been sick for so long, you should know." The doctor wrote the medical record by hand, and said to Song Jin and Lin Rong, "The cyanosis of the nails has not disappeared when I came here, and it is severe. You are a father. For mothers, pay more attention to the child's psychology, as for asthma, mental care is sometimes more important than physical care."

Both of them couldn't stop nodding. Lin Rong felt pain in her heart when she heard the word "depressed mood". She couldn't imagine that this kind of word could be associated with Lezhishi.

Le Zhishi lived in the hospital, during which Lin Rong didn't open the shop, and went to watch every day, and almost didn't go home at night, just sleeping on the small spring bed in the ward.Song Yu came to exchange with her, but she also urged her to go back to school to prepare for her graduation.

Like going back to childhood, this feeling is very familiar to Le Zhishi.While talking to him, Lin Rong would peel out the fruits at a leisurely pace. Apples and pears were cut into bunny shapes, pineapples were cut into small fans, and red pomelo was peeled. Fruit plate, put a small fork on it and put it in front of Le Zhishi.

Because Lin Rong was with him, he didn't hate being hospitalized when he was a child, but he didn't like the smell of the hospital.

In the past, Lin Rong would accompany Le Zhishi to watch anime in the ward, but the anime Le Zhishi liked were all juvenile manga. Lin Rong always picked the emotional line in it, and asked him from time to time, is this boy and that girl a couple? ?Do they both like each other?

When I was a child, Le Zhishi always said solemnly that they had no time to fall in love, they had to become very strong.

Nowadays, Le Zhishi mostly watches TV dramas with Lin Rong. When she is excited, she will make admiration like a little girl, and then say to Le Zhishi, Uncle Song won’t play such fancy things. Still he was gentle.

During the few days in the hospital, the TV in the ward happened to be broadcasting an idol drama, and the two of them often watched it while eating snacks.

Seeing the heroine surprise the heroine, Lin Rong bit off a sweet potato fries, held the remaining half in her hand, and stared at the TV to ask Le Zhishi.

"Is brother romantic?"

The tone of her saying this was as natural as when she was complaining about Uncle Song.

But Le Zhishi was dumbfounded. They had opened up their hearts and talked a lot in the past two days, but almost tacitly avoided the details of their relationship.Le Zhishi was afraid that speaking out would make Lin Rong sad.

He didn't expect Lin Rong to ask suddenly, and thought he had heard it wrong.

Seeing that Le Zhi didn't respond, Lin Rong turned her face again and looked at him with an expression of "I knew it", "Brother doesn't know how to fall in love, right?"

Le Zhishi's face became hot again, and his tongue began to tangle, "Ah, I... my brother..."

Lin Rong laughed, "It scares you, he bullies you, tell me if he bullies you."

"No, no." Le Zhi was so panicked that he almost knocked over the fruit plate on the quilt, and quickly supported it, then explained to Lin Rong with red ears, "Brother is very good, he is very gentle and romantic..."

"Really?" Lin Rong looked very gossipy, "I can't tell at all!"

Seeing this expression, Le Zhishi seemed to be inspired a little bit, and searched for evidence that could convince Lin Rong, "Really, my brother is very romantic. Every time he goes out for homework, he will bring me a small gift."

"Really?" Lin Rong nodded, "As expected of my son. What gift do I bring you?"

"Stone." Le Zhishi added, "Very expensive stone."

Lin Rong burst out laughing, and when she saw Le Zhi's confused face, she found it even more funny, "Oh boy, it's you. No one else would find Song Yu romantic."

Le Zhishi blinked quickly a few times, and tried hard to argue, "Aunt Rong, the stone he gave is really beautiful. He picked it up by himself. I'll bring it back for you to see next time. He even gave me a stone. Sunflower, he was there for me every time I needed him."

"I think he didn't pick up stones, he picked up a treasure." Lin Rong ate the remaining half of sweet potato fries, "Oh, to be precise, his father picked it up for him."

An advertisement started to play on the TV, and Lin Rong was about to change the channel, when she heard Le Zhi say again, "And no one will write that kind of letter like my brother..."

Lin Rong paused for a moment with the hand that was pressing on the remote control, feeling a sharp pain in her heart.She was silent for a few seconds, then smiled, "Yeah, only people who love you will do this. Especially for people like my brother who have never lacked anything since childhood, it is difficult to have what they want. Once you have it, It should be difficult to let go. He tried very hard to suppress himself, I understand..."

She turned her face and stroked Le Zhishi's hair, "I said a lot in front of you to ask my brother to find a girlfriend. You must have been very sad at that time."

Le Zhishi subconsciously shook her head at first, but she couldn't fool Lin Rong.

"I don't really want to do anything, I just feel that my brother is so lonely." Lin Rong smiled, "Now I feel relieved."

"But..." Le Zhishi said with some difficulty, "We can't get married, and there won't be..."

Before he finished speaking, Lin Rong said carelessly, "Why can't we get married? You can hold a wedding in Yang and Qizhe's yard. The marriage certificate is just a piece of paper. Back then, your father and I were not..." She said it smoothly, and quickly corrected it, "You and I, Uncle Song, both of us eloped. Your father drove us to a small garden. When we got married, it was just the three of us. He was the witness of the marriage." People, took out a piece of crumpled paper and read a bunch of nonsense words, even the ring was bought with your father's money."

As she said that, Lin Rong lowered her head and smiled, "It's so funny. At that time, I was not afraid of anything, so I followed Song Jin wholeheartedly. I didn't have a household registration book, so Le Yi wrote one by hand. I really didn’t think it was that new to get the certificate, it might as well be written by your father.”

Listening to what Lin Rong said, Lezhi seemed to be able to see that scene, and kind of wanted to see his father at that time.

"It's not important." Lin Rong pulled the topic back, "And I don't want to take care of children anymore, I will be a grandma as soon as I have children, God, I can't imagine." She touched her face, "I Still feel small. I don't want to be a grandma."

Lezhi was amused by her.

"But in the future, life will be stable..." Lin Rong stroked his arm, "You can adopt children. There are too many poor children in this world. If you adopt one, you can save one."

Le Zhi lowered his brows and eyes, feeling uneasy.In the past, he imagined many possibilities after the showdown with Song Yu's parents, and his expectations were not too good. He never imagined that he would sit here, listen to Lin Rong's ridicule and comfort, and even plan the future for them Life.

He put the fruit plate aside, leaned over to lean on Lin Rong's shoulder obediently, and hugged her, his movements were full of dependence.Lin Rong also hugged him, and when she wrapped Le Zhi with her warm and soft perfume, she said to him very preciously, "Be with my brother well. He loves you very much and cannot leave you. We are now knew."

"We love you too, so stop thinking about leaving, okay?"

Le Zhishi nodded and said yes. After a long time, he said awkwardly: "Aunt Rong, I can't live without you either. I love you and uncle very much too."

It's always hard to say love between family members.

On the one hand, it feels heavy, and on the other hand, it feels hypocritical.It seems that life should be a little more vulgar, like the pace of continuous progress, and it should be down to the ground.But three meals a day, all year round, every inch of passing time is engraved with traces of love.

In the evening, Song Yu came, just as Lin Rong was going back to bring marshmallows and oranges for a medical examination, and the two changed shifts.

There was no one else in the single ward. Song Yu came in with a bouquet of flowers and closed the door gently. When she saw Lezhi, she was sitting on the bed with headphones on, writing coursework in a notebook.The air conditioner in the room was turned on very warmly, and he was covered with a loose hospital gown, revealing a slender neck with a pale complexion. His brown hair, which had grown to the jaw line, was pulled up halfway and tied behind his head, leaving only a soft, curving strand The broken hair still falls on the face.

He tapped the keyboard very lightly, and when he was concentrating, he pursed his lips, very cute.

Song Yu took out a white snow mountain rose, raised his hand and threw it on the hospital bed, and it fell into Le Zhishi's arms impartially.He looked at a flower that suddenly appeared with some doubts, picked it up, and looked forward in confusion, only to see Song Yu standing in front of him, wearing a checked coat and no glasses, holding a large bouquet of white flowers with one hand flowers, the corners of the mouth slightly raised.

Le Zhishi half-raised her face and smiled at him, "You look like you're going to a wedding."

Song Yu walked to the bed and handed the flowers to Le Zhi, as if explaining something, "This is the only beautiful bouquet in the flower shop, I bought it casually."

But it doesn't look casual at all.In the light-colored gauze paper are snow-white roses, off-white ranunculus, freesia and baby's breath, which are very similar to wedding bouquets, and are also very suitable for the pure white hospital room.Le Zhishi liked it very much, so he stretched out a hand to touch Song Yu's wrist, but Song Yu held it back.

Looking down at the blue-purple pinhole on the back of Le Zhishi's hand, Song Yu rubbed his fingertips lightly, interlocking his fingers.

"Good news or better news, which one do you want to hear?"

"Okay." Le Zhishi did not hesitate, "The better ones will be put at the end."

Song Yu held his hand, "I don't need to postpone my graduation. Professor Zhang promised not to block me from graduating due to personal matters, and to go through the normal process, and from now on I don't need to work in his group. I have officially joined Professor He group."

Le Zhishi happily hugged Song Yu and put his arm around him, "Great, I've been worried about your graduation, now it's fine, and there's no need to change the topic." He had some doubts again, "Why is Mr. Zhang Suddenly changed your mind?"

"Zhang Siyun did it." Song Yu stroked Le Zhishi's back, "She knew that Lao Zhang took me the graduation card, and thought he was despicable, so she threatened him by going back to the United States, and took back her certificate of free love and free marriage by the way. initiative."

Le Zhishi whispered in admiration, "As expected of her."

"And she has a date at the speed of light." Song Yu briefly described, "It's a Spanish student."

Le Zhishi let out another wow, his eyes lit up, and was soon slapped unceremoniously by Song Yu, "Why are you so excited?"

"I'm not excited."

"Your eyes are bright." Song Yu raised his eyebrows.

Le Zhishi leaned against him, and explained to him in a low voice with a cold nasal voice: "I'm just curious about what it looks like..."

"It's not as good as yours, don't look at it." Song Yu brought the flowers to the table for him, and pulled up the quilt.

"Is there another piece of good news?" Le Zhi still didn't forget, grabbed Song Yu's sleeve, "the better one."

Song Yu also put his hands back under the quilt.The twilight of early winter shines through the glass window, making Le Zhishi's skin transparent, the tiny fluff on his face can be seen faintly, and his pair of light brown pupils are as clear as amber.

"Dad took me to visit Uncle Le's grave yesterday."

It was said to be a tomb, but in fact it was just a clothes tomb, but Song Jin arranged the tombstones of him and his wife next to the two elders of the Le family who died young.Afraid that Le Zhishi would be sad, they seldom took Le Zhishi with them, but the Song family went there at least twice a year, and they would go to talk about good things. It was like a tree hole with no reply.

Le Zhishi hummed softly.Song Yu continued: "He told Uncle and Aunt about us."

As a father, Song Jin expressed his apology to the two deceased friends on behalf of his son, and also made a promise that he would supervise Song Yu and let him take good care of Le Zhishi.

"He said at the time," Song Yu conveyed, "After Olivia was pregnant, you joked that if you were a daughter, you would just make a baby kiss. Having a son-in-law like Xiao Yu is definitely a great thing to take advantage of. There may be some things that have nothing to do with We didn't expect the same, but now Xiaoyu is better than when he was a child, I hope you can accept him."

Le Zhishi was a little jealous and wanted to laugh, "You can say these things with a deadpan face and even praise yourself without embarrassment."

"It's just a retelling, without any processing." Song Yu held his hand, "Do you know what I was thinking at that time?"

"What?" Le Zhi looked at him.

"You were engaged to me when you were still in your mother's womb."

Le Zhishi was a little embarrassed, "You're just processing it now, what uncle said was baby kiss."

Song Yu raised his eyebrows indifferently, "It's the same with minor differences. Anyway, you were already mine when you were an embryo."

The four words of boasting and not being ashamed are simply too suitable for Song Yu, I thought when I knew it.

"I'm starting to suspect that you're presenting this as better news, purely for braggadocio and exaggeration."

Song Yu shook his head, and also grabbed Le Zhishi's hand and squeezed it, "No. Dad is willing to take me there, which means that he accepts us, and hopes that his uncles and aunts will accept us. He said that although the eyes of outsiders cannot be controlled, at least we must With the blessings of my parents."

Song Yu said with a sad expression on his face, "He also said that because he went to see your design competition last time, after going back that night, he watched "Brokeback Mountain" with my mother. They were all very sad, Especially when I found out about us later, I always thought of the last plot of the movie."

After finishing speaking, Song Yu kissed the back of Le Zhishi's hand, on the muscles and bones like pinholes and leaf veins, "We are very lucky."

Lezhi nodded.

They overdraw their unreliable sweetness under the dense dark clouds, expecting the worst and waiting for the storm to come, and finally they wait for a dense drizzle, moistening everything silently.

Song Yu didn't say anything, but in front of Leyi and Olivia's grave, he changed his words in his heart out of selfishness, and secretly called their parents.

Because I really like the idea of ​​baby kissing, I specially picked a bouquet that looks like an engagement bouquet.

Afterwards, he felt that what he did was ridiculous, and he didn't want Le Zhishi to know, so he locked himself in silence together with many small things that were dusty in his heart.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, the weather was particularly good, Jiang Yufan brought hot red bean milk tea to pick him up.

"Huh? Didn't Shen Mi say he was coming?" Le Zhishi burst the milk tea and took a big sip.

"Hey, he's being stalked by that guy from the last pass." Jiang Yufan shivered from the cold, "It's the guy who competed with you, he's skinny and not tall."

Le Zhishi's eyes widened suddenly, "Xu Lin? With Shen Mi??"

"Yeah, it's like watching a basketball game. It happened that Shen Mi performed very well in that game, and then he started running to find Shen Mi every day. Just look for him. He's very arrogant and can make excuses. After a while Print out a lot of news questionnaires and find him to sign, and then ask him to be a media volunteer, every day."

Le Zhishi had pictures in front of his eyes, and couldn't help laughing.

"Do you think Xu Lin has taken a fancy to Shen Mi?" Jiang Yufan scratched his straightened hair.

Le Zhishi was a little surprised, "You...you saw it?"

"My girlfriend said it, and she also said that they are compatible." Jiang Yufan smirked, "I think they are very funny, they like each other. It's so noisy when they are together."

Jiang Yufan's tone was very relaxed, just like when he first heard Le Zhi tell him about his idea of ​​designing his last outfit, he just applauded subconsciously, saying it was amazing, and he had no other questions.

Le Zhishi suddenly discovered that the people around him were very tolerant.

This may be God taking away the beloved father from others, and desperately trying to make up for him in other ways.

Although shortcomings and gifts cannot be offset, each has its own beauty.

Back at school, Le Zhishi's life was almost the same as before. He was busy with his studies every day, and occasionally met Xu Lin who was pestering Shen Mi in public classes. He was still a mixed-race sweetheart.

But what is different from the past is that they would go home for dinner every weekend. Time and longing healed everything. The awkwardness of getting along after coming out of the closet gradually smoothed out. The change of identity did not bring much sense of distance. even closer.Lin Rong even thought that she had mastered the magic weapon to deal with Song Yu's sarcasm - pull Le Zhi when she came out.

"Much more useful than Song Jin." Lin Rong hugged Le Zhishi proudly.

But Le Zhishi's heart was beating a bit. In truth, he was still very afraid of Song Yu.

Christmas is coming, they ordered a big Christmas tree this year, and there are many decorations, but the tree has not yet arrived, and the plan to decorate with the children can only be temporarily put on hold.

There was a very important ball game before the festival, Song Jin wanted to watch it very much, so he took a roundabout tactic, "Xiao Rong, didn't you say you were looking for a photo album in the afternoon? Let's take a look together, we haven't seen it for many years."

When Lin Rong heard this, she immediately stood up, "Yes, I found another one." She ran to the storage room and took out a very thick and large old photo album, and sat on the short pile carpet next to Song Yu and Lele .Song Yu was playing a game and didn't pay much attention, but Le Zhishi's attention was attracted. He had his chin resting on Song Yu's shoulder to watch him play, but as soon as Lin Rong sat down, he turned to follow him.

"Wow, I was so funny when I was a child, my hair is so curly."

Song Yu glanced at it, with a smile unconsciously on the corner of his mouth.

"You were super cute when you were young, and you'll be very popular when you take them out." Lin Rong patronized to show Le Zhishi's photos, but she didn't watch TV any more. So Song Jin turned on the live broadcast of the game contentedly, occasionally glanced at the photo album, and followed the comments a few times. sentence.

"This!" Le Zhishi, as if he had found a treasure, brought the photo album to Song Yu, patted him on the shoulder and begged him to read, "Look, brother, when you were a child!"

Hearing Lin Rong's non-stop laughing, Song Yu didn't have any good premonition, so he glanced curiously and resisted rolling his eyes.

"boring."

"What's boring? It's so cute. This is my favorite lipstick." Lin Rong said with emotion, "My elder brother was cuter when I was young, right? Lele, you can even put on makeup for him."

Le Zhishi looked at the little Song Yu who was wearing lipstick and blue eye shadow in the photo, the cuter he looked.

"Don't laugh at me." Song Yu stared at the phone screen. In the game, he was lying on a high place and using a magnifying glass to find the enemy, and said flatly, "You don't know how many skirts she forced you to wear when you were young." .”

"Skirt??" Le Zhishi was shocked.

Song Yu quickly knocked down one, and calmly hummed, "The kind that pretends to be a princess, and Disney will send a lawyer's letter after reading it."

What kind of description is this, when I know it, I complain in my heart.

Lin Rong's point was not quite right, "What do you mean by forcing? Lele doesn't know how to cooperate more. She is super happy wearing a skirt. She doesn't cry or fuss when she wears a wig, and she likes shiny lip gloss the most."

Le Zhishi had complicated writing all over his face, "Is that so..."

"That's right." Lin Rong imitated his childhood tone, "You still ask me, Aunt Rong Rong, am I pretty?"

Song Yu raised his eyebrows.

Le Zhishi couldn't believe it, he flipped through the photos, "No, did you remember it wrong?"

Lin Rong felt something was wrong, "There is one missing photo album at home. I didn't find it when I looked for it before. I don't know where it went. Normally, it should be at home."

Song Yu's game circle was reduced to the minimum and he entered the match point.

"Xiaoyu, did you see that there is also a photo album, on which Lele is wearing a princess dress."

"It's at my place." Song Yu blurted out while fighting fiercely.

"Where are you? When did you take it away? Why don't I know?"

it's over.Song Yu showed Le Zhishi the celebration interface of eating chicken, and Marshmallow sat in Song Yu's arms with a small toy in his mouth. He was still a little confused, "What?"

"Why is Lele's photo album in your place?"

Song Yu was silent.The marshmallow kept jumping up to his face and wanted to lick him, so Song Yu also covered the cotton candy's mouth.

Le Zhishi didn't know this at all, hugged Song Yu's arm, and asked him in a low voice if it was true.Song Yu didn't speak, and his expression was a little awkward.

"Good shot—" Song Jin shouted excitedly at the TV, suddenly found that the atmosphere was extremely quiet, glanced at it with some guilt, and then continued to watch uneasy.

"Oh, I see," Lin Rong deliberately teased him, "My brother must have missed you, so he took you away."

Song Yu didn't want to admit it, so he deliberately said, "I make instant noodles."

"Really?" Lin Rong smiled, and gestured with her arms in the air, "That photo album is so-so big, and your suitcase fits in one, so you can't fill a Chinese banquet with it, right? "

Le Zhi laughed so hard that she almost fell on Lin Rong's shoulder, but was pulled up again.

Seeing Le Zhishi's beautiful smiling eyes, Song Yu pinched his face a little vindictively, shook it, stared at his lips that were glistening with water, as if they had really been painted with transparent lip gloss, and there was a little Meaning of threat.

"So funny? Little princess."