Lovely Allergen

"You don't need to make it public if you like someone. I don't mean to force you."

The smile on Zhang Siyun's face faded, "But it seems that your parents are more concerned about your relationship and marriage. If you don't tell them, they still think that they can introduce you to a suitable girl in the future. The problems between you and her There will only be more and more in the future, and as time goes on, she may really leave you, do you know how uncomfortable a girl is when her heart is tired? Please, this should not be the result you want, right? "

Seeing Song Yu's frown, Zhang Siyun held his chin, "Really, these are all words from the bottom of my heart."

Hearing Zhang Siyun's repeated agitation, Song Yu looked at her with some doubts, "What are your plans?"

"Me?" Zhang Siyun blinked, "plan?"

"Didn't you just say to put your plan on hold for the time being." Song Yu explained lightly, "I have liked this person for many years, and I will only recognize him in this life."

"I know, don't worry, I don't have any plans." Zhang Siyun took a sip of coffee and put down the cup, "What I'm saying is to put it aside for the time being to give myself a step. I fell in love at first sight after a long time, but you have a girlfriend, which made me fall in vain It’s really sad to have a heart in the past. But I’m a person, sad is more than face, I don’t want to make you cry and pour a cup of coffee on you, how ugly it is.”

"Ah, being friends is also for the sake of mutual dignity. I can't just scold you and run away. Don't mention pursuing your plan. Just talk and don't take it seriously. Maybe I'm going to date a new handsome guy next week. With someone like you Friends only affect my peach blossoms. We are not the same kind of people. You are a lover, and I want to enjoy life to the fullest."

She stood up, paid the bill, and finally said to Song Yu: "Hey, to be honest, what if your parents accept it after you work hard? If you can be liked by someone, then there is no such thing as heaven and earth."

"True love is very powerful, and you have to believe in fairy tales once in a while. Classmate Song Yu."

He was alone, thinking for a long time in the deserted coffee shop.

In the next few days, Song Yu submitted three applications to change his graduation topic, but they were all rejected in the end. He was tired of submitting various materials every day, running around in different offices, but still to no avail.

When the quota for insurance research was confirmed, Song Yu had already approached Professor He, who was his favorite research direction, but he was too busy. Song Yu waited for him outside the office for several days in a row, and happened to bump into him the last time. Professor He was very surprised different.

"I know you." Professor He pushed, "You are very famous, why do you want to come to us?"

Song Yu chatted with him a lot, and finally Mr. He finally agreed, and patted him on the shoulder, "Young man, this is the most tiring and hardest job here, and it's also very dangerous. We serve the people completely."

"I know."

"Okay, I think you are quite determined. Come here after graduation."

Thinking of what Professor He said, Song Yu finally took the rejected application and knocked on the door of Professor Zhang's office.

Professor Zhang calmly asked Song Yu to sit and chat, but Song Yu refused.

"Song Yu, as I said before, you want to change direction during your master's degree, that's fine, we can talk about it after you get a master's degree, don't worry." Professor Zhang poured a cup of tea and pushed it in front of Song Yu, "Why don't you even have a bachelor degree? You have to change the topic? This is against the rules. Who do you think has done this?”

Song Yu looked into his eyes and said indifferently: "Mr. Zhang, I said that I don't want to be forced to leave. When I first chose your subject, you wanted me to study with you in graduate school, but I told you at that time that I The future research direction is another, you said yes, no problem. But what you did later was not like this. People should have a sense of boundaries, you have done too much and interfered too much.”

"I'm right, but Song Yu, you also know that you have the best future with me. Including your father, I have talked with him for a long time, and he is also very satisfied with the future plan I set for you ..."

"Mr. Zhang." Song Yu interrupted him, "My father is different from you. He may be persuaded by you for a while, but he will respect my interest. And..."

"It's impossible for me and your daughter, please respect me and her."

"This is all for later, Song Yu." Professor Zhang folded his hands, "You are almost finishing the first draft of your thesis, and the results are ready-made, even if I set this precedent for you, will you still be able to graduate smoothly? Don't you want everything from before? Be realistic, kid. You've got a long way to go."

After hearing this, Song Yu laughed, "Mr. Zhang, I don't want it anymore. Thank you if you are willing to let me change it. If you don't, I can apply for an extension."

"The insurance research institute has come down and you told me to postpone it? Song Yu, is there something wrong with you?"

"I can take the exam again, and I won't fail the exam based on my ability. As you said, I still have a long way to go." Song Yu's expression on his face was open and indifferent, "So I can't be controlled by others, I just walk Choose your own path."

After speaking, he turned and left the office, tore up the rejected application form, and threw it into the trash can.

When I went downstairs, I received a WeChat message from my mother and sent a lot.

[Ms. Lin: Xiaoyu, borrow the computer in your room from your mother!I'm in a hurry to change a menu but my notebook ps can't use it anymore. ]

Song Yu sent the password as he walked.

[Xiao Yu: Remember to turn off the phone for me. ]

In order to avoid seeing Zhang Siyun again, Song Yu moved out of the laboratory, but fortunately, on the day of moving things, Professor He on the same floor saw that he asked Song Yu, who was carrying the box, to follow him.

"You can sit here." He opened the door of the laboratory and pointed to an empty seat, "Your senior went for an internship, and you won't be able to come back until graduation." He patted Song Yu on the shoulder, "Young man, work hard, There's nothing you can't get through."

After Professor He left, Song Yu put the box on the table, and the senior next door turned the swivel chair to face him, "Junior brother, you want to come to our group."

"I hope so." Song Yu said briefly.

The phone rang again, it was still from Lin Rong.

[Ms. Lin: How strange, why can’t I find your ps save path? ]

[Ms. Lin: My God, my things are not for nothing, right? ]

Seeing all the crying faces she sent, Song Yu replied helplessly.

[Xiaoyu: I searched everywhere and found it. There are only so many folders in the computer. ]

"We all know about the quarrel between you and Lao Zhang, he is really bad, what's the matter with using his own power to suppress the students." The senior shook his head, "It's so embarrassing that Lao He knows about the trouble. "

Another senior sister smiled and said, "What's so embarrassing about Lao He? He was still in the office that day and said with a smile that if he knew that such a sought-after student liked him so much, he should have gone to teach undergraduates to complete the project. He was too busy." Yeah, I missed a baby."

"Lao He has the character of an old naughty boy, and he is not afraid of Lao Zhang." The senior pressed the ballpoint pen in his hand, "Junior, come on."

Song Yu thought, if it is really postponed, it would be good to pass the exam, there is no difference between a year earlier and a year later.

Leaving the teaching building, Song Yu wanted to make a call to Le Zhishi, but unexpectedly the call came first, it was from Nan Jia.He hesitated for a moment, but connected anyway.

"What's up?"

"Yes." Nan Jia asked on the other end of the phone, "Let me make a long story short, are you and Lele having a conflict? Why do I see him in the school hospital alone? I don't know what happened, and maybe he just doesn't want to It makes you worry. I just went to get the medicine and saw it at the payment office on the first floor. I wanted to accompany him, but after thinking about it, he should need you more now."

"Thank you."

"You're welcome. Go ahead."

Song Yu didn't know how he drove to the school hospital, and his mind was in chaos.There are too many straws that have weighed on him recently, and he can hardly count them or distinguish them.

But he never thought that Le Zhishi would secretly go to the doctor alone instead of relying on him.

There are always a lot of people in the hospital and it is very chaotic. The pale lights hit many sad faces, and the disinfectant roughly kneads all the complicated smells together and pokes them straight into the nasal cavity, making people uncomfortable.Song Yu tried his best to maintain a calm appearance, looking for injection rooms that were full, and finally saw him at the end of the corridor.

Le Zhishi was sitting on a bench in the corridor wearing a thick black cotton jacket, wearing Song Yu's gray plaid scarf, and a black woolen cap, his pale face sunk in, his eyes wide open, staring at his hand. The mobile phone placed horizontally.

There was an infusion stand next to him, and there was still a little in the bottle, which seemed to be finished soon.Blue veins protruded from the back of the hanging hand, and the needle was stuck in it, but Le Zhishi had no expression on his face, and looked very good, neither crying nor fussing.

Song Yu was emotional for a while, and his eyes were a little sore.He walked towards Le Zhishi, and finally squatted in front of him.

Le Zhi was stunned for a while, his big light-colored eyes stared blankly at Song Yu, his dark brown eyelashes moved, and finally he let go of the hand holding the phone, lifted it up and touched Song Yu's. forehead.

Then he said, "Why are you here?"

When facing Le Zhi, Song Yu couldn't say a single serious word.He grabbed Le Zhishi's hand, not too concerned about whether this was the school hospital or whether there would be familiar people, held it and kissed the back of his hand.

"Why didn't you tell me when you were sick?" Song Yu looked at him with a soft tone, "Have you got a fever?"

"Low fever, 38 degrees." Le Zhishi smiled at Song Yu, not wanting him to squat, and pulled him up, "You are so busy, I can do it myself."

Song Yu stretched out his hand to embrace Le Zhishi in the aisle where people were coming and going.

"You can't see a doctor alone when you are sick."

Le Zhishi was a little unnatural about this kind of exposure to the school hospital, but when he heard Song Yu's firm words, he wanted to laugh, "How can there be such a rule."

"Our family has such rules." Song Yu touched his face and added, "Our future family."

Le Zhishi wanted to say when we will have a home, but he felt that this sentence was too sad, so he looked up at the hanging bottle.

"It seems to be over." He patted Song Yu, and stretched out his hand to pull out the needle himself, but Song Yu stopped him, "Can't pull it out by yourself, are you stupid? There is no hemostatic swab." But his tone soon slowed down, "Hey, I'm going to call the nurse."

Seeing Song Yu's back, Le Zhishi still felt that it was not real. He touched the needle and it hurt a little.

He thought of coming out of the study room in a daze, queuing up to pay the fee at the school hospital, and mistakenly getting the receipt for the medicine, so he was scolded by the doctor for taking the medicine in vain.The injection room is full of people, so he can only give injections in the corridor, which is windy and there are people smoking secretly.

After suffering for two hours, I finally felt that my suffering was coming to an end, which was a great progress in my life.But in the end, Song Yu still appeared.

Le Zhishi really wanted to know why Song Yu mastered the skill of being able to find himself anytime, anywhere, so that maybe one day, when Song Yu was having the hardest time, he would not be so slow.

The nurse pulled out the needle when he was in a daze, and said softly to him, "I'll come tomorrow too." Lezhi expressed his gratitude, and Song Yu grabbed his hand, pressed a cotton swab for him, and just pulled Go downstairs and drive him back to the apartment.

On the way, he told Le Zhishi the good news that Professor He took the initiative to let him into the laboratory. Le Zhishi was very happy and kissed him several times at the red light.

Song Yu didn't say anything else.

Back at the apartment, Song Yu turned on the air conditioner and turned up the temperature, urging Le Zhishi to take medicine and rest. He obediently took off his padded jacket and lay down on the bed. Suddenly, he thought of something, took out a chocolate candy from the padded jacket, and put it on the bedside table.

"Take your temperature again." Song Yu took the thermometer and sat on the side of the bed, and when he handed it to Le Zhi, he saw the candy at the same time.

"I'll eat it for you. I can't eat it anyway. There seems to be flour in it."

"Where did you get it?" Song Yu picked up the candy and glanced at it, then put it back, "Another person gave it to you?"

Le Zhishi nodded, "There was a four-year-old boy on the bench for my infusion, and he gave it to me." His expression became a little cute, his eyes brightened, and he described to Song Yu, "He is a little Like you, your hair is very black, your eyes are also very black, and you look very good-looking. And it's very awkward."

Song Yu showed a puzzled expression, but Le Zhishi took his arm and continued, imitating the appearance of a little boy, "He just said, you look so strange, why do your eyes look like this? His mother taught him a lesson. , Said he was rude, he said sorry awkwardly, then took a candy from his pocket and stuffed it to me, and said to me, 'This candy is not good, I don't like it, give it to you'."

Le Zhishi laughed, "His mother told me that this is his favorite candy, and he never gave it to others."

After finishing speaking, he looked at Song Yu, "Does it look like you?"

Song Yu had an expression of unwillingness to admit it.

"At that time, I wondered if you were so cute when you were four years old." The smile on Le Zhishi's face gradually faded, and his eyes were a little absent-minded, "Brother, you like children very much, right?"

Song Yu frowned, "Why do you ask that?"

Le Zhishi said with a relaxed tone, "Because you always tell me about being pregnant."

The light in the bedroom is very warm, shining on Le Zhishi's fair face, even the fine down is soft, and his voice is very soft, "You know, no matter how many times we go to bed, we won't have children .”

Some things can never be realized, just like some sugar can never be eaten when you know it.

Song Yu's heart seemed to be pulled down by these words.

"That's me teasing you."

If he knew that these things would happen later, there would be the possibility of being forced to form a family and marriage, Song Yu would never choose such a cheap joke that might make Le Zhishi sad.

He's just so happy.Every minute and every second with Le Zhishi is very happy and free, and he can't get it from anyone or anything.This kind of happiness was a little strange to Song Yu, so after he got it, he was at a loss and cautious, and then he turned into an immature boy in front of Le Zhishi, saying some ridiculous things to amuse his lover.

"I don't like children at all. They are very noisy, cry and quarrel, and take up other people's energy." Song Yu confessed truthfully: "I know we won't have one, so I dare to joke. To be honest, the importance of that child To me, sex is more than an identity, like the father of your child, or your partner, because the more identities we have about love and responsibility, the harder it is for you to leave me, isn't it?"

"But it's best not to have it." Song Yu even said a little angrily, "I don't want anyone to take away my feelings from you. If you have a child, you will definitely put your heart on him. I don't want it. , we only need you and me in this family."

Le Zhishi was a little surprised, he didn't expect such an answer.

He hesitated and asked, "Do you really not like little babies?"

"I don't like it." Song Yu leaned over, kissed Le Zhishi's forehead, and stroked his cheek.

"And I already have a baby, I just want to raise him."

Le Zhishi suddenly had a sore nose and felt sad, but he didn't cry.Song Yu hugged him, coaxed him to sleep, told him not to worry, not to be sad, he was there for everything.

He said gently that it would be fine, that they would be much better when they woke up, and they would be more relaxed and free than they are now.

The effect of the cold medicine gradually took effect, and when I knew it, I was groggy and fell asleep in the embrace full of security.

I don't know how long I slept, Le Zhishi suddenly had angina in his sleep, opened his eyes, and called Song Yu's name uncomfortably. A note saying [I'll be back soon, I'll bring you something delicious, wait for me to go home. ]

He stared at the note, and then looked at the clock on the wall. It was already eleven o'clock in the evening, and he felt uneasy.For some reason, he thought of Song Yu's behavior in the school hospital, ignoring other people's eyes, and the words Song Yu said when he coaxed him to sleep, and seemed to have vaguely got many clues.

Le Zhishi picked up his cell phone and called Song Yu, but no one answered, so he calmed down and called Lin Rong.

Also no answer.

The idea was confirmed, Le Zhishi ran downstairs, but couldn't find Song Yu's car, so he took a taxi and went back to Song's house.

He ran up the elevator, anxiously waiting for the elevator door to open, and when the door opened, his hands were shaking. For a moment, Le Zhishi found that he was wearing cotton slippers, and there was still a fever-reducing patch on his head that had not been removed. He looked unconscious and embarrassed.

After calming down for two seconds, he opened the door and heard Song Yu's father's voice. When he came to Song Yu's house when he was three years old, it was almost the first time he heard Song Jin lose his temper.Although there is no hysteria, but also lost the gentleness of the past.

"Song Yu, I think that as a father, I have never made any demands on you. I have never stopped you from what you want to learn, including when you said that you were going to change direction to study emergency surveying and mapping of natural disasters. In my heart I'm very reluctant, but did I tell you? Have you ever thought about it for so many years, every time I turn on the news and see people who died in that kind of disaster, I will have nightmares at night and think of you, Uncle Le. "

His voice was trembling, "You said that you want to do this kind of dangerous work because emergency surveying and mapping rescue can make the world less children like Lele. You said that, even if I have a shadow in my heart, I won't Yes, I agree."

Hearing this, Le Zhi froze.

Song Yu never told him this.

"But what about you? What are you doing? Dad took back Uncle Le's only flesh and blood, and hoped that he would grow up well. He didn't want you to take him on such a road and make him suffer! You will make me dozens How do I go down to meet him after leaving in the next year?"

"Song Jin, Xiao Yu took the initiative to come back and tell us, which means that he has considered it..."

When Le Zhi heard Lin Rong's voice, with an indistinct cry, his heart suddenly ached.

"Consider? He admitted that he likes men. If you hadn't accidentally read that letter, would he have told you directly that the person he was dating was Le Zhishi?"

Lin Rong held back her crying, "Then what do you ask the child to say? Of course he doesn't want it to be like this. Do you really think that Xiaoyu is the one who will deliberately seduce Lele? Isn't that letter already obvious? Xiaoyu he "He didn't even think about what to do."

Song Jin was silent for a few seconds.

These few seconds are like years to Lezhishi.

"Song Yu, you said you like men. There are so many men in the world, why did you choose Lele? He grew up with you, almost like a brother. Don't you think it's strange?"

Song Yu's voice finally appeared, "To be honest, I don't like men either. I only like Le Zhishi. There are many people in the world, and I'm really weird and abnormal. I just like growing up with myself. brother. Dad, do you think I'm not in pain?"

After a long time, Song Jin spoke again, and the emotion in his voice seemed to have changed again.

"Of course you can say that you like Lele right now, and you must have him. What about later? Young people nowadays break up easily. One day you change your mind and leave, and you want to be with someone else. Song Yu, what will you do when you let Lele know?" ? Can he continue to live in our house? How do you let outsiders see him and talk about him?"

"He hasn't had a home since he was three years old. On that day, it's impossible for you to return to the brotherhood. Are you going to let him try the feeling of being homeless again? Xiao Yu, you are on a road that you can't turn back." way!"

"I know." Song Yu said decisively, "I never thought about turning back."

Le Zhishi walked from the entrance to the living room, every step was difficult in just a few meters.

He finally wants to peel off the protective shell of darkness and reveal his true self in the light.

Lin Rong's voice seemed to be right next to her ears, "Xiaoyu, you haven't thought about turning around, so what about the other way around?"

If one day, Lezhi will be with someone else.

"Conversely..." Song Yu smiled bleakly, "Le Zhishi can turn around at any time, and I am willing to let him go. But as long as he doesn't want to leave me, I will never let him go."

"I don't want to leave him."

When Le Zhi came out from the entrance passage, the dazzling light from the living room hit him.

The parents in the quarrel looked at him, but Le Zhishi's eyes fell on the printed paper on the floor, and he bent down to pick it up.

[To someone who will appear in the future:

I don't really want to say hello, or even have you show up.But I know that there will be such a day. In order to let you take better care of Lezhishi and avoid danger at the beginning of the relationship, I have prepared for a rainy day and wrote this "Handbook for Relationship with Lezhishi", please read it carefully.

First of all, Le Zhishi suffers from a severe wheat allergy.Apparently, all wheat related things are out of his league, hope you don't allow him to eat cake just because he asks for it (he is very good at being coquettish), even a little bit may kill him.His allergic symptoms are very dangerous, ranging from rash and diarrhea to severe asthma.

This is the second point I want to remind you. You must carry his medicine with you. It is best to master the method of first aid for asthma. It is not difficult. If you need it, I can send you the video tutorial I learned before. It is very useful , please be there for him when he needs it.

His parents passed away very early, I hope you don't mention it too often, although he doesn't say it, but he cares about it in his heart (and don't take him to watch too many family-related movies, he will get a headache if he cries too much.)

Also, he's terrified of thunder, and he's been that way since he first came to my house.Please don’t laugh when you see this, don’t look down on being afraid of thunder, because he is really afraid, you have to respect his fear.In fact, the way to overcome it is very simple, you just need to cover his ears and sleep with him at night, even if you don’t hug him (of course, you can hug him and kiss him, you are not me).

Le Zhishi loves sweets and small animals. He likes to eat soup dumplings (you need to eat the skin) and rice noodles for breakfast. He is addicted to reading comics, please don't question his preferences.And he is very good at painting and handicrafts, please cherish his works, don't throw them around, he will be sad when he sees them.If he gives you little stickers that can do anything, I sincerely hope you don't abuse them.

Although the above description may make you retreat, you are lucky, because Le Zhishi is the kindest and gentlest child in the world, he will not ask you to do too much, and he has no temper, and it is even difficult to refuse others, I hope you You can teach him how to say no, and I hope you can tolerate his dietary taboos and understand his petty temper when he is sick (he is actually very cute when he quarrels).

I have written a lot of deletions, deletions, and deletions. If I think of new ones, I will add them.You may feel that I am overstepping the mark and have no position.But if six-year-old me could have received such a letter before meeting him, I would be glad.

Please be nice to him, don't let Le Zhishi cry, he likes to cry very much.If you feel bored, please send him back, or notify me as soon as possible to pick him up.Please don't leave him alone.

Le Zhishi's elder brother, Song Yu]

What he couldn't see was that the original filename was [5201010 (Fourth Draft of Manual)], saved five years ago.