Lovely Allergen

This question made Le Zhishi lose sleepiness.

He guessed that Song Yu would not answer, so he thought about the answer himself.

Up to now, they are still in an underground love affair that cannot be seen. Le Zhishi has not and cannot tell anyone he is familiar with that he is Song Yu's lover. For Song Yu's studies, this answer is even more inappropriate.

"I lived in his house since I was a child."

Le Zhishi's rhetoric was a bit too brief, and Zhang Siyun couldn't help being curious, "Eh? Why?"

"Because my parents are gone, um... my father was good friends with Song Yu's father before he was alive."

"God. Sorry, I didn't mean to."

Seeing the sadness on Zhang Siyun's face and a trace of sympathy that was not obvious, Le Zhishi felt complicated.

"It's okay, nothing. They passed away very early on in my life, I don't remember much of it."

In order to alleviate the guilt of others, he said things against his will and tried his best to maintain a smile on his face, but he didn't want to be understood as an adopted brother, "But I'm a boarder and have no legal relationship. We...we are just We grew up together."

His "just" was aimed at the previous sentence, because he had selfish intentions and didn't want Zhang Siyun to feel that he was really Song Yu's younger brother.But to Song Yu's ears, this series of answers seemed to clarify something bad.

Song Yu looked ahead, the strong wind blew the leaves into the sky, fluttering around, and they couldn't fall to the ground.

He didn't know whether he wanted them to hit the ground, or to stay adrift.

"That's it, no wonder he takes care of you so much. I feel that you have a very good relationship, and you may be closer than many brothers." After speaking, Zhang Siyun smiled and looked at Song Yu. It's noon. Let me treat you to dinner as a thank you."

"No need." Song Yu declined, "It's just a trivial matter."

Zhang Siyun did not directly insist on the invitation, but let it go strategically, "Let's talk about it later."

"Oh, by the way, my dad talked to me about your graduation thesis. I heard that you have basically finished it. Thanks to my dad, I read some of your writing. I am also very interested in your topic selection... ..."

The way she talks about professional topics looks more attractive, and most of the conversations are things that she didn't know much about when she was happy.

In the past, when Lezhi encountered something he didn't understand, he would feel sleepy, but sitting here today, he couldn't sleep at all.

Facing academic questions, Song Yu will not be as silent as he is when dealing with personal questions, and will basically answer them, while Zhang Siyun is a person who is very good at asking questions.

After going back and forth, he didn't seem to be as embarrassed as he was at first.Song Yu didn't extend his resentment towards Professor Zhang to the car anymore, he was polite but kept a distance, and talked with Ms. Zhang like two colleagues discussing academics.

Le Zhishi listened silently, wanted to say something but couldn't get in the way, he was specialized in art, so he could only follow Kua Songyu's words, then looked at the crowded traffic ahead, staring at the license plate number of the car in front of him .

"This is very valuable." Zhang Siyun praised Song Yu's innovation without hesitation.

"Someone has already done it before." Song Yu said lightly, "I just follow along."

"If you complete the research with my father, there will be a lot of results." Zhang Siyun leaned on the back seat and exclaimed in a cute tone, "Ah, sure enough, smart men are the sexiest."

Le Zhishi felt a little cold, as if there was a faint air leak, but he was sure that he was the only one who felt that way, so he shrank into the padded jacket, leaned quietly for a while, finally opened his eyes, and asked Song Yu in a weak tone , "Can I watch anime for a while?"

"Didn't it mean that there is no update?" Song Yu looked at him, "Besides, looking at the phone in the car is prone to motion sickness."

"It's okay, I want to watch it again." He took out the earphones and put them on by himself, and then said to Zhang Siyun, "I'll watch the video for a while, you guys talk first."

Seeing Zhang Siyun smiling, Le Zhishi turned back and watched the video alone, turning the volume up loud.

In fact, he has watched this episode four times, and there is really nothing to watch. It only lasts 10 minutes, and he can even memorize the dialogue.It's obviously a very funny and lively plot, I probably watched it too many times, and I didn't feel much when I knew it.

He was wearing earphones, and he could vaguely hear Zhang Siyun laughing, feeling very happy. He also wanted to hear what made him so happy, but his other self stopped this idea.

After one episode finished, he clicked on the previous episode, pretending it wasn't over yet, but it was already here, Song Yu stopped the car.

Le Zhishi took off his earphones and unbuckled his seat belt, and heard Zhang Siyun's suggestion, "It's all here. Look, there is a good western restaurant over there. It has been open for many years. Let me treat you to dinner."

Zhang Siyun smiled and pointed to the watch on his wrist, "It's a bit late now, it's okay for you to be hungry, and can you let my brother be hungry too?"

Le Zhishi was distracted, a little dazed, and when he heard them talking about himself, he nodded in a daze, "I can do anything."

Song Yu looked at him, didn't want to go, and finally refused.

Zhang Siyun didn't force it, and took the suitcase from Song Yu's hand, "Now you ask me to owe you a meal, and I have to find a way to pay it back next time."

Before leaving, she suggested exchanging contact information, but cleverly added Lezhishi's first, and then said to him, "Just push your brother's WeChat to me, my hands are cold, so I won't scan the QR code. "

After she left, Le Zhishi hesitated for a long time, but still silently pushed Song Yu's WeChat, and then closed the lock screen.

Le Zhishi thought, Zhang Siyun is indeed a generous and good at chasing people, he is not stalking, he knows how to make progress step by step, his innate self-confidence is also very attractive, as if he has never lost in front of anyone, That's why he is so confident, even if he encounters Song Yu's indifferent personality, he can take it step by step with confidence.

If I could have her speaking skills, maybe I wouldn't pester Song Yu hard for so many years.

But in the next second, he comforted himself that Song Yu liked idiots.

"Are you hungry? There is a shopping mall in front, and there should be many restaurants in it."

Lezhi said he was not hungry, but also said yes, so he went there to eat.

They entered a Thai restaurant, and Song Yu ordered as usual, but this time Le Zhi ate very little, and the desserts and drinks were barely touched.

"You have a bad appetite today."

Le Zhishi smiled, "I must have eaten too much in the morning." He began to count the types of breakfast.

After Song Yu listened quietly, she looked up at him, "Aren't you happy?"

Le Zhishi lowered his head and took a bite of the pudding, "No, I'm just motion sick."

Song Yu paused, as if he was seriously thinking about what to say, "There will be no further possibility between me and her, this is entirely their own decision."

"I didn't think there would be." Le Zhishi's voice was very soft, as if floating.

He felt as if he had been seen through by Song Yu. Although he was used to this, he didn't want Song Yu to feel that he was someone who couldn't tolerate sand in his eyes.

He wasn't at all, there were countless people who liked Song Yu from childhood to adulthood, and he had been listening to Song Yu's gossip since he was in middle school, collecting love letters for him, and even conveying his confession, and he was already used to it.

Even if Zhang Siyun asked him to help pursue Song Yu today, Le Zhishi would find it hard to refuse.

Seeing that he stopped talking, Song Yu was quiet for a few seconds, thinking of Le Zhishi saying that they just grew up together in the car, she couldn't help but feel a little disappointed, but she still said to Le Zhishi in a gentle tone, "You don't have to explain so much to her. .”

Lezhi knew that he was talking about the relationship between them.He lowered his head, as if in a daze, and after a while, he asked back in a very soft voice, "Then what should I do? Say nothing like you, or just tell her that you are my boyfriend, please She won't show affection to you any more, and ask her father not to interfere."

"I'm not naive enough to be out in front of your mentor because of my possessiveness."

"Lele..." Song Yu stretched out his hand and put it on the back of his hand.Le Zhishi did not refuse.

His unhappiness didn't last long. When he heard Song Yu calling him, Le Zhi suddenly felt that he was going too far. What he said just now must have made Song Yu uncomfortable, so he quickly let go of his emotions.

"I'm sorry, brother." Le Zhishi smiled, "I didn't mean that."

The phone vibrated, Lezhi checked it, and it was Zhang Siyun's message.

[Monica: Little handsome guy~ I just added him, thank you for picking me up with Song Yu today.My sister is going to school tomorrow, and I will bring you delicious food! ]

When he knew it, he bowed his head and returned the message.

[Le Zhishi: No need, I didn’t do anything]

[Monica: Yes, yes, by the way, what kind of cake does Song Yu like?I think he just celebrated his birthday recently, so I thought it would be appropriate to make him a cake. ]

"Who are you chatting with?" Song Yu asked, "Zhang Siyun?"

"Stop talking to her." Song Yu said again.

"I have to say a few words if I add it." Le Zhi still lowered his head as before, and gave Zhang Siyun a very pertinent suggestion.

[Le Zhishi: He doesn't eat desserts, coffee might be more suitable. ]

After finishing the meal, Le Zhishi said that he was going back and had classes in the afternoon.

Song Yu settled the bill, took Le Zhishi back to the underground parking lot, hugged him for a long time, and received a call from his father after getting in the car.

He kept frowning when he spoke, "I delivered it home, no..."

The car was very quiet, and when I was happy, I felt that my hearing ability seemed to be magnified, and I heard some words vaguely and sensitively. When I pieced them together, I probably asked Zhang Siyun about his personality.

"Personality is not something that can be clarified just by meeting... I don't think it's appropriate." Song Yu explained to the other end of the phone, "We only talked about academic issues."

"Well, I see, I'm driving, don't talk about it."

When they arrived at the school gate, Song Yu didn't open the door, as if he and Le Zhishi were locked in the car, and it took a long time before he said, "Lele, don't be sad."

The tone of his words reminded Le Zhishi of what Song Yu said before, "As long as you are not sick, you can lose your temper however you want."

But he thinks he can't, not to mention he really has no temper.

"I'm not sad, really." Le Zhishi felt that his current emotions could not be called sad at all, and it was much better than before when he realized that Song Yu wanted to live with someone else. After all, now he knows that the person Song Yu loves is him, no one else.

He noticed that Song Yu's cell phone was on again, and it showed Professor Zhang, but he didn't speak, but felt sorry for Song Yu.It felt like everyone was pressing on him, including myself.

He touched Song Yu's arm, and hugged him gently across the armrest box between them, trying to comfort him.

Le Zhishi wanted to say that he liked him very much, but in the end he hesitated and didn't say it.

He put himself in Song Yu's shoes and thought that hearing his liking at this time was probably also a kind of pressure.

Compared with Song Yu's unhappiness, the awkwardness in Le Zhishi's heart seemed to be getting smaller and smaller, and finally almost disappeared, leaving only tiny bits and pieces.

Song Yu calmed down for a while, and the vibration on the phone disappeared. He kissed Le Zhishi's face, said that he loved him very much, and finally let Le Zhishi go to class.

Zhang Siyun came to the school the next day, sent a picture of the scenery she took to Le Zhishi, and then said that he bought him a cake.Le Zhishi couldn't tell about her allergies, so she went to the cake at the place she agreed on, and thanked him very seriously.

Zhang Siyun smiled and waved his hands, telling him not to be polite, and when he saw him wearing a plush house coat, he offered to send him back to the dormitory. The two continued to walk for a while and chatted about some topics.

"Has your brother always been this unsmiling character?"

"That's right." Le Zhi said softly again, "He's not my brother."

"Oh yes, I'm a bit fluent." Zhang Siyun laughed, "I think he and I have quite a common language, maybe because of our close majors, we can talk to each other quite well, but if we take you as a reference, I feel that the task of communication is still far away.”

Le Zhishi thought of their conversation in the car and thought it was true.His thoughts seemed to be dull, and after a few seconds, he asked dully, "Sister Si Yun, do you like Song Yu?"

"Am I being too obvious?" Zhang Siyun's eyes widened, his tone became lighter, and he smiled cutely, "You know? He is really my type. Although his personality is a bit cold, it doesn't hinder him. I think he should be the kind of person who will be very gentle after dating, judging by his attitude towards you, he is very nice, he must be very soft inside."

Lezhi even wanted to say yes, you are right.But he didn't.

When they got downstairs, Le Zhishi bid farewell to Zhang Siyun, went upstairs alone, and shared the expensive-looking cake he received with his roommates.

He dipped a little of the cream on his finger, tasted it, and it was delicious, he couldn't deny it.

Winter is getting closer and closer, and the wind hits my face like a soft knife scraping. It has rained again in the past few days, and the temperature has dropped faster. Le Zhishi worked hard to keep warm, but his nose is still a little stuffy. He was very afraid of getting sick, but he found that whatever he was afraid of would come.

In addition, he has another very mysterious discovery - once a person notices something and puts one thing in his eyes, he will definitely encounter it again and again.

For example, I ran into Zhang Siyun and Song Yu in a deserted coffee shop on campus.As soon as he entered, he saw Song Yu's back. The two were sitting at the same table, talking face to face, but they still looked like a good match. Zhang Siyun was beautiful and straightforward, and his rules of communication were beyond reproach.

Le Zhishi stood at the door and didn't continue walking. He excused that it wasn't warm here, and dragged Jiang Yufan and Shen Mi away to another self-study spot.

Later, he swiped into the circle of friends of Song Yu's senior sister in the laboratory, which was added when he was giving snowflake crisps.

[Junior Brother Bingshan, the flower of Gaoling in the feeling laboratory, is expected to be melted by enthusiasm. ]

Then it was Lin Rong's call. She saw the video of Zhang Siyun's speech from somewhere, and when she shared it with Lezhi, she rarely praised her, saying that she was better than she imagined.

"The big professor's daughter is still different, right Lele?"

Le Zhishi said yes, a little self-deprecating, talking about the other party's strengths, "The personality is also very good, very beautiful, and the ability is also very strong, and I can talk to my brother professionally."

"There's still a chance. You should try to persuade brother, don't be too indifferent when interacting with girls. It's easy for girls to feel wronged."

Le Zhishi could understand Lin Rong's words. After all, he had experienced it himself, but he still asked unwillingly, "What if my brother doesn't like her?"

Lin Rong thought that Song Yu had told him, "Really, brother said that? Well, I think this girl is already very good. But this is beyond my control. Maybe your brother will change his mind after a while. It’s time to go to someone’s house.”

Lezhi didn't say any more.

His love did not stop because of the sudden addition of a girl.

They send messages and chat as usual every day, eat and study together, and hug and kiss in the dark corners of the campus, but Song Yu can feel the changes in Lezhi.

He became more sensible and obedient than before.He doesn't ask anything about Zhang Siyun, doesn't show any unhappy side, takes the initiative to share jokes and interesting things around him with Song Yu, and all his intimate actions towards Song Yu seem to be giving his little energy.

Song Yu persuaded him to stay in the apartment, and Le Zhishi readily agreed.But he didn't sleep well all night.

Le Zhishi was very relaxed when he was sleeping soundly, and he would press Song Yu's arm without any scruples, but he wasn't like this recently, he adjusted his posture very carefully, breathing very lightly.

When he woke up in the morning, Song Yu kissed his forehead and asked him how he slept. He pursed his lips and smiled, his eyes were also bent. He said sincerely that he slept soundly, and then hugged him, as if he was afraid of losing his sleep. look.

When other people were present, someone would make jokes about him and Zhang Siyun, calling her "the new beauty", and Le Zhi would nod in response, saying that she is indeed beautiful.But in the corner where no one is there, in the apartment where there is only each other, Le Zhishi will hug him over and over again, keep getting close to him, and even take the initiative to invite him, as if hoping to gain and prove something from the intimate contact.

Song Yu wanted to occupy Lezhishi from the beginning of puberty, but it was not such Lezhishi.

At the group meeting on Monday, Professor Zhang called Song Yu "my family" in front of everyone, which made him get up very uncomfortable, and left the meeting directly under the pretext of going to the bathroom.

want to vomit.

All of this made him breathless, like a huge net covering Song Yu inside, while Le Zhishi drifted outside the net in a daze.If Le Zhishi was more self-willed, complained to him or lost his temper, Song Yu would not feel sad.

But in fact, the second time Zhang Siyun came to the school, Song Yu politely but clearly stated that he did not intend to fall in love.

The first time she went to the laboratory, Song Yu couldn't stop her, after all, it was her father's laboratory.

But he also couldn't stand this kind of forced meeting and arrangement.

Song Yu wanted to make some things clear in person, but Zhang Siyun felt that the conversation should be in a suitable place for conversation, such as an on-campus coffee shop.

"You speak very absolutely, as if being in love is a kind of career plan for you." Zhang Siyun didn't feel too disappointed when he heard this, but laughed directly, holding the silver spoon with his fingers and gently stirring the hair in front of him. coffee, but his eyes were on Song Yu who was sitting opposite.

"You guessed right, I like you very much, so you can reject me more directly, and you don't look like a tactful person."

"However..." Zhang Siyun put his hand on his cheek, "Since you are single, I should have a chance to pursue you."

"I'm not single." Song Yu calmly told her, with a firm tone, "I have someone I'm in love with, and I love him very much, and I care about what he thinks."

Zhang Siyun paused, as if thinking about something, she tried to read a trace of evidence of lying from Song Yu's face, but there was no evidence, Song Yu was as firm as if he had only one person in his eyes in this life, so infatuated.

"That's how it is." She smiled generously, "Then I'll put aside my pursuit plan for now, and just be friends honestly. Although I'm really curious about what kind of girl you like, I feel like you don't really want to Say more."

She brushed her long hair on her shoulders, tapped her fingernails on the table lightly, "Song Yu, you're dating a girl your parents don't like, right? It looks like they were completely fooled Otherwise, how could it be my turn?"

"Are you really not going to talk about it with your parents?"

Song Yu thought the time was more mature, at least after he graduated, after he repeatedly confirmed that Le Zhi really would not regret it because of him.

But now he regrets it a little.

He wanted to show it right now, but he knew how he should deal with himself in the future, and whether the person in front of him could be trusted.

Very inappropriate, Song Yu thought of Xu Qichen in the past, and his chest began to tingle.

He was afraid that Le Zhi would be hurt in the slightest.

Seeing his silence, Zhang Siyun was a little puzzled and said: "If you fall in love secretly, the other party will be wronged no matter what. No matter how much you care, you can't avoid your parents' matching, such as me."

She recalled how Song Yu coldly called her Miss Zhang when they met for the first time, and now she thinks it is very reasonable. No boy can bear being forced by his parents and mentors to meet another girl when he has a lover, let alone Song Yu. The proud son of heaven.

She couldn't help laughing, and sighed again, "Song Yu, a person as good as you is stared at by many people. I rejected a Miss Zhang, and maybe Miss Wang, Miss Li and Miss Yang. Can your girlfriend be accepted? Got a few tosses."

The author has something to say:

After Song Yu returned to school, she was forced to meet Miss Zhang twice. The first time Miss Zhang went to the laboratory (he couldn't hide from him) and the second time she was rejected by the coffee shop.

What Lele encountered was the scene of rejection for the second time. In fact, most of the stimulation he received came from other people around him, but other people did it unintentionally without knowing it.

I don’t write sweet text tags. From the beginning, the supporting role was out of the closet and the campus violence line and the big show in the rain in the previous chapters. Everyone should understand that this is not the background for the same sex to be accepted without distinction. Similar to now, coming out is not as simple as it is now.

In addition, I did not force myself to write this book. I don’t know why this chapter is still controversial. I can’t figure it out.

Lele is not a "completely optimistic and confident" character design. If you think it is, there must be a misunderstanding. He is very happy on the surface, but in fact he lacks a sense of security and needs a strong close dependence. He clings to his brother since he was a child and went to his university. Looking for him, separation anxiety, collapse after falling in love with my brother, and even a bit of skin hunger and thirst at certain times, and asking for anything from my brother, these are the real happy moments under the surface.The reason for this is very simple, because there is nothing but yourself when you know.

Can foster families keep them for a lifetime?Can love last forever?It's hard to say.

Can a person who has very little have the confidence to reject others at any time?It is difficult, so Lezhishi will always be the one to satisfy others.Be it friends or lovers.

He can talk about death without hindrance, because he thinks it's easy, accidents are unpredictable, that's how parents go.So he cherishes the Song family very much. This is an easter egg he got that doesn't belong to him. The more warmth he gets, the more insecure he will feel.It’s fine if you don’t have it at first, but once you have a little bit, you’re afraid of losing it.

I saw someone say that if his parents were not dead, he should be as confident as Ms. Zhang. Yes, there is really a big difference between having parents by his side.If Le Zhishi has it, then he will have very superior conditions. His father is a big reporter and his mother is kind and gentle. He grew up under the pampering. He has a cute face and character, both talent and ability, which is perfect.

It's cruel that he didn't become such a person in the end, which was the crack hit by a lifetime of regrets in his life.

Sensitive, consider others more than yourself, innocent and kind, and sometimes even cruel to yourself, this is the time to know.