Lovely Allergen

After separating from Nanjia, Lezhi also forgot to eat, and went back to the dormitory alone in a daze.

It was meal time, and there was no one in the dormitory.Le Zhishi's eyes hurt, his energy was low, and he felt dizzy. He planned to take a hot bath and take a nap.However, his luck and condition were similar. Halfway through the wash, the water heater in the dormitory suddenly broke down, and no matter how much he adjusted the water, it was freezing cold.There is no other way, Le Zhishi can only rinse it off quickly, dry off the water and change into clothes.

During the period, Song Yu sent two messages to Le Zhishi, one was to say that he was called out to do a ground survey and could not train with Le Zhishi after dinner, and the other was to ask where he was.

Lezhi, who got under the quilt, was so cold that his teeth chattered, he typed out the words "sleeping in the dormitory" with shaking hands, and set his phone to do not disturb mode.

He didn't know how long he had been asleep.The whole dream was extremely fragile, he woke up as soon as he moved, and soon fell asleep again after waking up, so the dream was also broken, all of which were childhood memories, each of which was related to Song Yu.No matter in dream or in reality, he is the one who chases until he falls, but every time Song Yu will turn around and wait for him, except for the last time.

Song Yu left without looking back, his back disappeared very quickly, everything around him melted to the point of flowing down, the scene was weird and bizarre, everything was dyed red, and when it turned into a hot and viscous molten liquid that enveloped Lezhi, he Can't breathe, nowhere to run.

When he was on the verge of suffocation, Le Zhishi woke up as if saving himself.It seemed that someone was calling his name under the bed, but he couldn't lift his eyelids, he only felt his eyes swell and hurt, and his bones all over his body were extremely sore. It took a little effort to turn around, and he responded vaguely under the quilt.

He seemed to have heard the voices of Jiang Yufan and Shen Mi. Jiang Yufan said that he was going out and asked Shen Mi for help.But these voices sounded like there was a wall behind them, so unreal.It wasn't until Shen Mi and Jiang Yufan worked together to get Le Zhishi off the bed that Le Zhishi had a specific perception.

Pain, everywhere.

Jiang Yufan found a long woolen sweater for Le Zhishi to put on, and felt that his feet were flimsy, so he asked, "Lele, can you still walk?"

Le Zhi heard clearly, nodded, and said in a weak voice, "Yes, I'm fine."

"Stop talking, is it okay if you burn like this?" Shen Mi's voice was a little high, and Le Zhi's heart was shaken when he heard it.He didn't refute, but insisted on going by himself.There was no way, the two carried him down the stairs together, and when walking on the stairs, Jiang Yufan clearly felt that Le Zhishi was a little unconscious.

After coming out of the stairs, Jiang Yufan immediately hailed a car, but the teacher called again to urge him, and he had to leave, "Shen Mi, I'm urging you to death, can you do it alone?"

"Okay, you go, I'll call you later."

"Okay, I'll go to the hospital to find you as soon as I'm done."

In the end, there were only the two of them left, and the wind downstairs in the dormitory seemed to wake up Le Zhishi a little bit. He vaguely said that he didn't want to go to the hospital and didn't like the hospital. Shen Mi persuaded him patiently, and then pulled his arm over. , wanted to carry him, but Le Zhishi was unwilling, he knew that Shen Mi wanted him to go to the hospital.

"I don't like it, I hate going to the hospital." Le Zhishi struggled to speak, and it was just that, illogical.

Shen Mi didn't care whether he refused or not, and directly dragged him over, trying to forcibly carry him on his back.

But soon, his behavior was stopped by a beam of dazzling high beams. Shen Mi frowned and looked over, and found a black car approaching. He guessed who was in the car, and it was as expected.

Song Yu got out of the car, walking quickly.Shen Mi's movements became a little stiffer, he put down Le Zhishi, which he was supposed to carry on his back, but still grabbed his wrist.Le Zhishi looked very reluctant, because he was unwilling to go to the hospital, but in Song Yu's eyes, it became another reason.

"what are you doing?"

Even though Shen Mi clenched tightly, Song Yu still took Le Zhishi over in one go.

Obviously Le Zhishi was still so persistent just now, but when he heard Song Yu's voice, he almost gave up instantly and leaned on Song Yu.

When the skin touched, Song Yu realized that something was wrong with Le Zhishi. He raised his hand to touch Le Zhishi's forehead, and then looked at Shen Mi.

Shen Mi said with a serious face, "He is sick, I want to take him to the hospital, it's as simple as that."

Song Yu stared at him, and thanked him a few seconds later, "He has a bad temper when he's sick, you can't handle it, I'll take him there by car." After speaking, Song Yu hugged Le Zhishi, who was half unconscious, and put He hugged the car and closed the co-pilot's door.

He turned around and saw Shen Mi subconsciously following him. Out of a sense of apology for misunderstanding him, Song Yu's tone softened a little, "You should go back to the dormitory early, and I will contact you on WeChat if there is anything."

But I don't know why, maybe it was this sentence, or maybe it was the last sentence, Shen Mi was suddenly irritated, his hand hanging by his side clenched into a fist, and stared at Song Yu from a distance of half a meter. The small voice said, "Let me tell you directly, I like Lezhishi."

Song Yu was not surprised, he turned his head to confirm, and saw that Le Zhi was still drowsy, so he turned around and continued to face Shen Mi.

"I liked him very much from the first time I saw him on the bus, so I braved the rain to return my phone, and I also asked to switch shifts. Le Zhi seemed very close, but it was actually hard to talk to him, so I have been working hard, hoping to have a little more place in his heart. Do you understand this feeling?"

Song Yu listened to Shen Mi's words very carefully. He felt that if he heard these words when he was happy to know, he might be very moved, but it's a pity that he is Song Yu.

"What's the point of you telling me this?"

Shen Mi smiled, as if he was very dissatisfied with Song Yu's attitude of turning a deaf ear, "You can continue to pretend, to be honest, from the first time I saw you, I felt that you and I were the same, both for the purpose For impure people, it’s better to show your cards and compete fairly. Why do you have to be a high-profile person, as if your feelings are superior to mine. "

"What is your identity, friend? Classmate?" Song Yu looked at him coldly, and directly pierced Shen Mi's thoughts, "You are just using these as a cover to get close to the person you want to get close to."

Shen Mi smiled wryly, "What about you?"

Song Yu stared into his eyes.

Shen Mi lowered his eyes briefly, and looked at him without fear, "Relying on my identity as his brother, relying on the emotional foundation you have accumulated over the years, there is no boundary for making some ambiguous things about Le Zhishi. enjoy his admiration and attachment to you, and don’t break this relationship with your own hands. Song Yu, have you ever seen Le Zhishi unhappy? Have you seen how your actions affect Le Zhishi? Is it the influence of you? He feels confused and sad because of you, do you know all of this? Or do you pretend not to know."

"Song Yu, how are you better than me?"

Seeing that Song Yu was silent, Shen Mi also felt that it was boring. His provocation was meaningless, and it was meaningless to expose the truth. When he glanced over Song Yu's shoulder at Lezhi in the car, he tilted his head on the window glass , can't see the face clearly.

He suppressed his emotions, and finally said to Song Yu, "I don't know what you are thinking, and I don't bother to care about it. Song Yu, you can either be a good brother seriously and draw a clear line, or you can just give up on this Such a noble status, anyway, I don't think you can take it."

Song Yu didn't speak until Shen Mi left them and walked to another dormitory building.He felt extremely uncomfortable. The identity of his elder brother had been tied to him since he was six years old. Whether he was willing or not, this identity had become a skin that grew on his body.

Shen Mi's words were like a knife, peeling off this layer of hypocrisy, making Song Yu have to face the bloody truth.

He did think about it.

Back in the car, Song Yu still felt emotional. He drove towards the hospital. The car was driving very fast. In a trance, he even had a terrible thought. If another car suddenly appeared with him He seems to be willing to collide, anyway, Le Zhishi is here.

But this idea existed for a second, and soon he slowed down, forcing himself to drive calmly, and arrived at the hospital safely.He picked up Le Zhishi again and found that he was lighter than he thought.There were a lot of people in the emergency room, and Le Zhishi was sitting on the chair in the corridor leaning against Song Yu, opening his eyes to take a look from time to time, and then closing them uncomfortable.

When it was Le Zhi's turn, he suddenly regained his energy. He obviously didn't want to see a doctor, but he cooperated very well when he actually faced the doctor.

"The fever has reached 39.4 degrees." The doctor said calmly, telling them to come earlier.Song Yu regretted it even more, he didn't even know about Le Zhishi's cold.

Le knew the time had changed, he was just afraid to admit it.In the past, he would tell Song Yu every little thing like a treasure, but not now.

"Do you have any drug allergies?"

Song Yu said yes, and then listed all the medicines Le Zhishi was allergic to.

"What kind of patient are you?" asked the doctor.

Song Yu paused for two seconds, struggled for a while, and replied, "Brother."

"Fever is not a serious problem. He didn't need to be hospitalized, and there are no wards in the hospital now. But I saw that he had a history of allergic asthma. Colds and coughs can easily trigger asthma. I prescribed cough medicine. Observe the escort, be careful these few days. Turn right to pay the fee, and then go to the injection department to get water.”

During the infusion, Song Yu sat next to Le Zhishi and asked Le Zhishi to lean on his shoulder.He couldn't do anything, and didn't want to, just quietly looking at a stain on the white wall of the hospital.Le Zhishi seemed to have regained some sanity in a daze. He opened his mouth and said he wanted to drink water. Song Yu took out the prepared mineral water, unscrewed the cap, handed it to his mouth, and fed it at an angle.

But Le Zhishi's swallowing was very laborious, even if Song Yu tilted slowly enough, there was still a lot of water dripping from the corner of his mouth.He took a paper towel and dried Le Zhishi.

When he heard Le Zhi, he called his brother with difficulty.For no reason, Song Yu suddenly became angry, "Why didn't you tell me you were sick?"

Le Zhishi became dull due to illness, his face was flushed red, and he was not angry when he spoke, but he still subconsciously touched Song Yu's arm, did not speak, and confessed his mistake and begged for mercy in this way.

His hands were pale, with obvious blood vessels, and a thin and short injection needle was inserted into the back of his hand. Song Yu thought that there would be obvious bruises here tomorrow.

Le Zhishi is a person who is easily hurt.

Thinking of this, his distress for Le Zhishi overcame his anger again, so he touched Le Zhishi's wrist as silent comfort.

"Next time you get sick, tell me as soon as possible."

He didn't know if Le Zhishi heard this sentence, because Le Zhishi didn't do anything, and he seemed to close his eyes again due to lack of energy.Song Yu opened Le Zhishi's medical records in his hand, saw the word "allergy", and his thoughts began to stretch.

He found that many times he also seemed to have allergies, and he would attack when he violated taboos, and he would only wake up after the attack.But the more you can't touch it, the more you want to touch it. Taboos should restrain desires, but instead give birth to greater desires and swallow him up.

Le Zhishi is Song Yu's only allergen.

The night outside the window was getting darker, and the corridors of the hospital were still so noisy.After transfusing two bottles of fluid, Song Yu left the hospital with Le Zhishi.

Le Zhishi always had a bad impression of the hospital. Every time he went in when he was most uncomfortable, he was manipulated by others to do various examinations. When he was a child, he would always cry because he thought it would be useful. It turns out not to be.No matter how much you cry and make trouble, you will see all the diseases you should see.

From falling asleep after taking a shower, to tossing and turning in the hospital, to waking up from a strange place in the middle of the night, during the time in between, Le Zhishi was always delirious, like a piece of spontaneously combusted wood, lacking consciousness and sluggish And dangerous.This time he woke up again and found that he was not familiar with everything around him.The milky white ceiling is very low, like a thick layer of clouds pressing down. The quilt and mattress on his body are all dark colors that Song Yu likes to use, but there is no trace of Song Yu's breath, they are brand new.

There was a weak ceiling light on by the bedside, and with this light, Le Zhishi stood up and took a look. The room was not big, and although he had never been there before, it was furnished somewhat like Song Yu's bedroom.

He touched his forehead and felt that the fever had probably subsided, but he still had no strength and wanted to get out of bed, but his movements were slow.

The door opened, Le Zhishi, who lifted the quilt, met Song Yu who came in with porridge, a little embarrassed, Le Zhishi didn't know whether he should continue to get out of bed, or lie back in the quilt, just staring blankly.

"Lie down, do you want to burn it again?" Song Yu put the porridge on the bedside table, and forcibly pulled the quilt over Le Zhishi's body.

Le Zhishi didn't speak, but leaned on the head of the bed obediently, watching Song Yu standing condescendingly, holding a stainless steel spoon, gently stirring the porridge in the bowl.

He has never used stainless steel cutlery, and this bowl looks unprepared.

Everything is new and rushed.

"Eat something and then take medicine. You should feel better after you sleep. The doctor said, it's not serious." He sat on the side of the bed and stretched out his hand as if to feed.

But Le Zhishi didn't obediently approach him like before, he didn't want to eat, there was no reason.His stomach was very uncomfortable, and it was different from the stomachache. It was a dull pain, as if something was being pulled inside.

Song Yu probably saw his resistance, "Eat a few bites."

"Okay." Le Zhishi's voice was very soft, and then he reached out to take the bowl from Song Yu's hand, but Song Yu put the bowl down, and he saw that Le Zhishi didn't want him to feed it.

"If you don't want to eat it, let it dry for a while before eating."

Le Zhi lowered his eyes, closed his lips, and stared at the quilt that he was covering, struggling to stop a cough.Song Yu touched his forehead again, feeling the temperature briefly, then withdrew his hand again.

The fever was gone. Song Yu felt relieved. He took out all the medicines he wanted to take and put them on the table according to the dosage. When he looked up, he heard Lezhi and asked, "Where is this place?"

His face was pale, his tone was relaxed, and it sounded like he was asking casually.

"I rented a house." Song Yu counted the pills again, and one was missing.

Le Zhishi hummed lightly at first, then took a deep breath, and couldn't help coughing again. When Song Yu looked up at him, he turned his face away.He didn't know that when Song Yu said that he would lose his temper when he was sick, if he had heard it at that time, he would have been eager to deny it. He was actually very obedient, and he only made trouble because of fear.

Song Yu called Le Zhishi's name, and took out the medicine mist to prepare, but Le Zhishi finally recovered by himself. He turned his head to look at Song Yu, his eyes were a little empty.

"Why rent a house?"

After waiting for a while, Song Yu didn't reply to him.Le Zhishi is not like before, only asking the question once, so as not to annoy Song Yu.He asked again very ignorantly, "Why did you come out to live?" After speaking, he looked down at the quilt.

Song Yu's palms were sweaty. When he didn't look at Lezhi, he briefly gave the reason, "It's more convenient to live alone."

"That's it." Le Zhishi was still smiling at the beginning, and he continued to ask, "Then who do you want to leave this bed for? Who do you want to buy the tableware that you didn't have time to buy? Then and Who cooks, eats, sleeps together in this house?"

His questions were thrown out one after another, and his emotions became agitated, even a little broken, and his voice was trembling.Song Yu didn't think about it, and didn't quite understand why Le Zhishi would be angry because of such a small matter of renting a house. He was still fine when he was in the hospital. hand, trying to appease.

"Hey, don't do this."

"What's wrong with me?" Le Zhishi's eyes were red, and there were stubborn tears in them, but they didn't fall, "Am I not good enough?"

"I asked you, is it strange that I am like this? You said no, you said I was just afraid of being separated from you." Le Zhishi's voice was a little trembling, and he paused for a while, "No matter what you say, I will listen , I will do the same. Even if you treat me like a child to coax me, I will believe it. "

He found that he couldn't get what he wanted from Song Yu's face, so he lowered his head, and was surprised to see a rash on the inside of his arm.He rubbed it with his fingers numbly, and the rash became redder, so he murmured, "I'm allergic again, I'm still allergic."

Le Zhishi collapsed without warning, and the slight allergic reaction became the real last straw, crushing him, making him cry like a child, "Why are you still allergic... aren't you in the hospital? You didn't tell the doctor that I was allergic? Did it work for me to avoid it so carefully?"

Nanjia was right, he was really in pain.He was sobbing and breathing hard, but he still looked up at Song Yu.Tears made his vision blurry, so Lezhi couldn't see Song Yu's expression clearly.He wished he could see clearly, and it made him even angrier.I don't want to watch it anymore.

Le Zhishi's appearance was very fragile, but he didn't beg Song Yu for a hug like in the past.

He hugged his knees, curled up, buried his head in his arms, "It's useless at all, I still like you."