Lovely Allergen

The last sentence was something Song Yu had never imagined.

When he heard the first reaction, he felt that he was hallucinating. In fact, Lezhi said it was allergies and nothing else.After all, he was really not normal tonight, and he even wanted to die when he was driving.

Facing Le Zhishi's emotional belonging, Song Yu never gave himself a chance to think about it.On such a big earth, the probability of two people meeting each other is very small, and they even become relatives who can accompany each other for a lifetime.

What more can I ask for.

This kind of stereotyped thinking makes him very narrow when dealing with Lezhi, always thinking that he grew up under love and care, very pure and simple.Sometimes Song Yu would even ignore what Lezhi had lost, thinking that he should be happy.

It was the first time that Song Yu felt so bewildered when Le Zhishi, who had grown up, collapsed and cried bitterly in front of him.

The hand covering the back of Le Zhishi's hand moved unnaturally, as if a sad emotion was continuously transmitted from this connection and injected into Song Yu's heart.

He really is a very failed stone.Tough on the outside, weak on the inside.

Song Yu patted Le Zhishi's head, called out his nickname in a soft voice, and pulled him into his arms.

In fact, Le Zhishi didn't want Song Yu to see him cry, and didn't want to show him these fragile parts, but he is not a mature adult, his threshold is limited, and he can only endure up to this point.

He buried his face in Song Yu's shoulder, tears sinking into the fibers of his cotton jacket.After saying it, Le Zhishi felt a lot more relaxed. He didn't expect much in return, so he didn't expect anything in return.Song Yu has always been very kind to him, and he probably won't be as indifferent and resolute as he is when he rejects other people, it's more likely to be persuasion.

The pain made him drowsy and awake again. He went over what Song Yu might say in his mind, and then persuaded himself not to cry anymore.It's ugly to cry.

Song Yu's hand just patted him on the back lightly. Just a few years ago, Song Yu would not comfort him like this, but asked him to hold his hand and tell him to comfort others To shoot like this.

Lezhi couldn't help but feel sad again. Looking back, he felt that he was too aggressive just now.He seemed to be forcing Song Yu over and over again, forcing him to accompany him in thunderstorms, forcing him to accept that he stayed, and forcing him to admit that he was his brother in front of everyone.

But now, he broke the relationship between them so impulsively, how would Song Yu face and recover.He really didn't want to be Song Yu's trouble.

Lezhi began to regret again.

But Song Yu's embrace is so infatuating, it is the most powerful hallucinogen in the world, even if he knows how many defeat precedents there are before, even if he plunges into it, he will definitely be dripping with blood, he can only smell scarlet And sweet rose fragrance.

Le Zhishi didn't cry anymore, he keenly noticed that Song Yu's breathing and movements were full of hesitation and hesitation, as if he was about to say something.He was very scared and grabbed Song Yu's back before he could be pushed away.

Sure enough, he heard Song Yu speak.

"Can you repeat what you just said?" Song Yu's voice was very low, with very rare uncertainty and confusion, as if he really felt that it was his own problem.He didn't even dare to repeat what he had heard.

This surprised Le Zhishi, he didn't know what kind of trick Song Yu was doing, or did he want to laugh at his feelings.

"I said I like you." Le Zhishi buried his face, emphasizing with tears, "It's true."

He felt Song Yu's body relax, and his chest heaved for a long time, wondering if he was frightened by him.Le Zhi raised his head, looked at him with eyes swollen from crying, and called his brother in a low voice.

Song Yu couldn't tell whether it was sad or smiling, he took Le Zhishi's hand, and gently stroked the red rash on his arm with his fingers.

"Why are you still allergic..." His tone was weak.

Le Zhishi thought, sure enough, he was still troubled and confused. Ever since he appeared in Song Yu's life, he had been causing trouble for Song Yu constantly.

Obviously Song Yu was not wrong at all.

He heard the rain outside the window, and the pattering sound penetrated into the room.This house is really nice, it's Song Yu's favorite style, the floor-to-ceiling curtains in the bedroom cover everything up, so you should be able to see a good view during the day.

As good as that turquoise.Le Zhishi said in his heart that at least he was the recipient of the first souvenir and the first user of this room.

"Lezhishi." It seemed like a century later, Song Yu was finally willing to talk to him. He lowered his eyelids and held his arm with a solemn tone, "Some of what I'm going to say next may sound possible. It will make you misunderstand, but I never intend to coax you, nor do I want to question you, but I have to think a little more, understand?"

He frowned shortly, looked at Le Zhishi from a distance of ten centimeters, waited until Le Zhishi nodded with red eyes, and then continued, "You are sick and just finished your high fever, it is not the best time to make a decision Are you thinking about these things carefully, or are you also very confused, and can't tell whether your feelings for me are family affection or..."

He hesitated for a moment before saying the word "love" with great difficulty.After finishing speaking, Song Yu thought of something belatedly, pulled up the khaki blanket covering the quilt, went around and put it on Le Zhishi's shoulders, wrapping him up.

"Can I answer now?" Le Zhishi coughed twice, and tried to hold back.

Song Yu nodded and looked into his eyes.

"I was entangled before, but I'm sure I can tell the difference now." Le Zhishi lowered his head, stared at his slender fingers, and said in a nasal voice, "Song Yu, I'm 19 years old."

Probably because he was not breathing well, the words came out very softly.Song Yu couldn't bear to point out the fact that he hadn't celebrated his birthday yet.

Le Zhishi felt that Song Yu didn't believe him, and asked him, "How do you think it's love? You are my favorite person. I don't have the same feelings for anyone except you. I just want to be with you." You are together for 24 hours. I like to hug you, and I want to hold your hand when I walk with you. When I sat on the trestle and saw the couple kissing, I..."

His voice lowered, a little confident, "I want to kiss you too."

A more romantic expression should be adopted when expressing love.

But he couldn't do it when he knew it. As a young person, he didn't have so much experience, and he couldn't search for many touching words, so he could only carefully and eagerly cut open a cavity of ardent love for him to read.Song Yu had a face that everyone admired, and when he knew it, he felt that he was just a poor child, and he was afraid that what he gave out would be mere, and in Song Yu's view, it was not precious at all.

But Song Yu raised his hand, touched and stroked his face, he seemed to want to say something, but he didn't say it in the end.

Le Zhi was a little dizzy and asked him, "Do you think I'm sloppy?"

Song Yu shook his head, "No, I was just surprised."

Anyone would be surprised, the younger brother who grew up together would have such unreasonable thoughts.

"You..." Le Zhishi pursed his lips, and swallowed back the question he wanted to ask.Blue blood vessels were faintly visible on the white and thin eyelids, and the eyelashes trembled slightly, "I just interrupted you, now you can continue talking."

It was raining heavily outside the window again, and Le Zhishi hoped that there would be no thunder, otherwise he would be even more embarrassed. Song Yu who heard his confession might not be with him.

Song Yu actually didn't want to see Le Zhishi's careful look. He was very happy when he heard these words, but at the same time he felt anxious, as if he had caused it all by himself.The sweetness that Lezhishi gave him now was the cake he personally fed him many years ago.What will happen in the future, he cannot predict.

"Lele." Song Yu held Le Zhishi's finger, "Why did you suddenly get angry when you heard that I was renting a house?"

Le Zhi corrected him, "I'm not angry, I'm sad." Then he explained slowly, "They all said that you have someone you like. I thought you wanted to be like Senior Qin Yan, and other living with someone and then... avoiding me like I did in high school."

"What kind of person do you like?" Le Zhi couldn't help asking.

Song Yu wrapped his hands with wide and dry palms, and threw the question to him again, "What do you think?"

Le Zhishi lowered his head and weakly listed the conditions that he had thought about many times, "Be mature, independent, not pestering you all the time, and give you your private space...preferably beautiful." The last item He added it himself. He felt that Song Yu didn't care much about looks, otherwise Senior Nanjia would have been very suitable.

He didn't realize that he kept frowning until Song Yu gently rubbed his brows away, "It seems that our aesthetics are really completely different."

Le Zhi raised her eyes and glanced at him, her lips pursed unconsciously.

"Except for the last point, everything else doesn't match." Song Yu looked at him with gentle eyes, "It's even completely opposite."

Le Zhishi didn't react, and sniffled, a little disgusted with his orientation, "You actually like people who are childish, clingy, and who love to pester you." No wonder I have to like Senior Nanjia.

"Yeah. I like Pretty Dumb."

After Song Yu finished speaking frankly, he approached and kissed Le Zhishi's forehead.

This unexpected action caused Le Zhishi to raise his head in fright, his water-covered eyes opened wide, looking at Song Yu with surprise and doubt.He was like a puppy who was stunned by an apple, blinking his eyes several times, but didn't understand what happened.

He called his brother weakly, which is what he would habitually do every time he lost his confidence.

"At least don't call me that now." Song Yu smiled bitterly, "Don't remind me of this again."

"From a long time ago, I didn't just want to be your brother."

He was walking on thin ice on the steel cable, struggling for too long, one side was the pull of morality and ethics, and the other side was the accumulated love, but no matter which side it was, it was an inexhaustible molten flame.

Seeing Le Zhishi's eyes started to gather tears again, Song Yu touched his eyes, "There is no one else, never."

He couldn't bear to be sad when he knew that, as long as he stood aside and waved, Song Yu would jump straight down.Years of worries and struggles are not worth saying "Don't reject me" when I know.

It doesn't matter if you jump down, even if you make a mistake, he will stand in front of Le Zhishi and suffer for him.

Le Zhishi's brain was blank, his fingertips were numb, and he was even more at a loss than before.The weakness after the high fever made him slow in thinking, and he frowned in fear. Regardless of whether he was childish or not, he subconsciously asked him, "Really?"

Song Yu nodded solemnly, "I can also answer the question you asked before you cried. I rented this house for you, not to hide from you, but because you are always sick and it is inconvenient to take care of you in the dormitory, and it is too late to go home. Far, there must be a place for you to rest."

"The landlord just gave me the key the day before yesterday. Actually, I didn't go to the survey today. I came to decorate the room, so it's true that no one has lived here. The bowl is new and I bought it downstairs temporarily. I wanted to find an excuse on the weekend. , and take you to IKEA."

He stood up, opened the curtains, and a layer of rain curtain accumulated on the floor-to-ceiling glass windows, blurring the quiet and bright lake view outside the window.

"You said you want to see the scenery, is this okay?" Song Yu's voice was a little apprehensive, "I was looking for it urgently, maybe it's not good enough, but it's much better than Qin Yan's."

Le Zhishi's tears fell again, he raised the back of his hand to wipe it off, but wiped more and more, and finally covered himself with the thin blanket on his body to prevent Song Yu from seeing it.How could such a good thing happen to him, and he was crying so embarrassingly.

In the hazy light, he felt Song Yu approaching, his footsteps were softened by the carpet and became gentle, and when he sat down, a small piece of Le Zhishi's heart sank.

"Lele, I have liked you for a long time. Although I questioned your feelings, please forgive me and don't question my heart."

After thinking over and over again, Song Yu still wanted to pour a pot of cold water on him, and give it to Le Zhi as well as himself.

"However, you and I are both in an emotional stage now. You will like me, and it may be more of a transformation from your dependence on your brother. In fact, there are many people in this world who are better than me. I let you Your vision has narrowed." His tone was not as calm as before, but he tried his best to restrain his emotions and finish what he had to say.

"We have a lot of problems to face..." He felt a little evasive, and didn't want to go on, and he didn't let him go on when he knew it. He groped, and took Song Yu's hand, very forcefully Interlocking fingers with him, as if expressing determination.

Song Yu smiled helplessly, and said something he thought he would never say.

"Let's try it." He added somewhat unsurely, "if you want."

Le Zhishi's head was still covered with a thin blanket, he forgot about it, he just looked up excitedly, but couldn't see Song Yu's face at all.

just try.If you meet someone you like more, you can regret it, or you can withdraw at any time.

Song Yu was afraid that this sentence would disappoint Le Zhishi, so he only said it in his heart as a warning.

Although he just said to try, he was already overjoyed when he knew it, and lifted the thin blanket on his face excitedly and happily, but accidentally hiccupped and quickly covered it again, as if he could pretend to be innocent like this. something happens.

"Then can you kiss my forehead again?" He choked again, and the four words "beautiful idiot" that Song Yu said appeared in his mind.

"Okay." Song Yu said.

Through the thin blanket, Le Zhishi felt Song Yu's warm breath approaching, making his heart beat faster.

And that gentle kiss did not reach his forehead as promised, but landed on his lips through soft fibers.

After parting, Song Yu lifted the thin blanket off his body and hugged him.Precocious and mature, he showed unprecedented clumsiness, passivity and solemnity in front of this immoral love.

"No matter how long this period is, I will cherish you very, very much."