Lovely Allergen

Song Yu still didn't hold back, and hugged Le Zhishi, but he restrained and only used very light strength, making this hug look more like comfort than possession.

"No." Song Yu stroked the back of Le Zhishi's neck, his voice was a little hoarse, "This will never happen again." Song Yu was smart enough, but he didn't know how to let Le Zhishi Understand that he actually cares about him very much, and actually doesn't want to leave him at all.His feelings are like the tip of the iceberg, only one ten-thousandth of what can be revealed to Le Zhi, so that it can be close enough to a brother's normal performance.

But now it is becoming more and more difficult for him to balance his emotional output. He wants Lezhishi to know his own importance, but he is unwilling to reveal his true desires to him, so that he can satisfy himself through Lezhishi's trust and dependence on him. Narrow possessiveness.

"I will do what I promised you."

Le Zhishi was hugged by him very quietly, without tears or response, more silent than the lake water.Song Yu felt a little uneasy because of this, as if Le Zhi thought that what he said had no effect, and he would no longer ask repeatedly like he did when he was a child, "Really? You promise."

He was a little afraid that when Lezhi grew up, his promise was not needed anymore.

But Le Zhishi finally raised his hand and gently grabbed the fabric of Song Yu's back waist, which gave Song Yu some comfort.Although at the end of this embrace, the folds of the clothes disappeared, leaving no evidence.

Feeling that Le Zhishi's arms were a little cold, Song Yu offered to send him back.Standing on the plank road, they walked on thin ice, but they could hold hands tightly. Once they returned to the shore, they returned to a safe distance.

When standing downstairs in the dormitory, Le Zhishi had already recovered, as if he had forgotten the topic just now, he began to smile at Song Yu again, "If you go to the team training, you can tell me in advance, I want to talk to you Let's train together."

Song Yu nodded in agreement, then raised his hand to touch Le Zhishi's face, and stroked the back of Le Zhishi's neck for a while.

These actions exceeded Le Zhishi's expectations, making him like a puppy who got an extra snack. He was very happy in his heart, but he didn't dare to move. When he left Song Yu and went upstairs, he was even more distraught, even sad and angry in his heart. He said to Song Yu calmly, don't touch me like this in the future.

But he wants it, he likes it.

Walking to the fourth floor, when Le Zhi suddenly heard someone calling his name, he looked up and found that it was Shen Mi, standing by the window of the corridor.

"Why are you here?" Le Zhishi thought that he was drunk, and asked again, "Are you okay?"

Shen Mi laughed, and answered the second question first, "It's not that exaggerated, I'm just showing my face, but I'm not drunk." He quickly said again: "I'll send you a message after I go back, and if you don't reply, I will I came over to walk up the stairs by myself, and you didn’t go back after waiting for a while, and you were about to leave. I didn’t expect you to come back just in time.”

Le Zhishi also showed a smile, "Yes, my brother and I walked around the school."

"I know." Shen Mi blurted out a little.

Le Zhishi originally wanted to ask him if he was okay, but it was not a good way to ask him, so he invited him again, "Do you still want to go up and sit down?"

Shen Mi refused uncharacteristically, "No, it's getting late, you should go to rest. I just came to see you, and I'm afraid you will be unhappy because of what happened tonight." He comforted, "Don't be upset by that kind of person. Happy, no need."

Le Zhishi nodded, "I know, don't worry." He stood in the corridor and watched Shen Mi go, waiting for him to go downstairs, and saw his back entering the next building from the window.

That feeling of insecurity still hangs over Le Zhishi.In the past, after he got Song Yu's guarantee, this symptom would be relieved, but this time it didn't seem to be the case.Song Yuming made a promise, but it didn't help him at all.

I feel helpless when I know.

But Song Yu did everything he promised, including training with Lezhi, even though he was really busy, he practiced with Lezhi at least twice a week.He was still wearing glasses when he came here once, and usually Song Yu would leave the glasses on the workstation in the laboratory to prevent them from being lost, because he would only wear them when studying and working.But that time he didn't realize it himself, and he was wearing a white shirt that was not suitable for playing.

At that time, Le Zhishi was shooting a three-pointer, and the court he was in was facing the gate of the basketball stadium, so when he saw Song Yu coming in, the ball he was sure he would score was suddenly missed, which was absurd The ground has become "three non-sticks".

Le Zhishi felt a little ashamed, but Song Yu looked good in a white shirt and glasses. When the two emotions clashed, he forgot what he was doing, and just said to Song Yu foolishly: "You wear glasses to play ball. Will it fall?" Soon he felt that his question was stupid, and added, "Probably not, your nose is very high."

Song Yu raised his hand to touch his glasses, only to realize that something was wrong. He didn't say that he came from a temporary meeting, only that he could see better with the glasses on, so he didn't take them off.

He is always like this, using small and big lies to cover up his thoughts that he thinks are innocuous, anyway, he can't tell the difference when he knows it.

During training, it is inevitable to encounter Shen Mi.At the beginning, Song Yu had a big prejudice against Shen Mi. He was keenly aware of Shen Mi's affection for Le Zhishi and his strong desire to show off. He always felt that most people who liked Le Zhishi only liked him. On the outside, he may think that he is simple and kind, and easy to get close to, but after getting along with him, he finds that Shen Mi is indeed very good to Le Zhishi, but he is too naive and cannot hide it.

A few times, when Song Yu hugged Le Zhi from behind and taught him how to throw the ball, Shen Mi would pause the movements of his hands when he saw it, and continue to train with other people as if nothing happened.

Other than him, they wouldn't be surprised by Song Yu and Le Zhishi's close behavior, because everyone agreed that they were brothers who grew up together.

People in the basketball gym don't joke about Le Zhishi and Song Yu, but they still can't change the old habit of talking about Song Yu and Nanjia. Even if Nanjia would seriously refuse every time, Song Yu would just leave without showing face. .Le Zhishi is also very curious sometimes, what exactly does everyone think they are a good match.

When he was thinking, he would go to see Nanjia.She is very beautiful, she has a dignified face, but she has no airs at all.When you are gentle, you feel like a spring breeze, and when you are tough, you will be convinced instead of disgusted.Sometimes she and Song Yu will stand together inadvertently, and the picture is really beautiful.

After some thinking and observation, Le Zhishi seemed to gradually believe in this fact.

They really do match.

His recent mood is like the unpredictable weather in September. It was hot enough to wear short sleeves one day, but the temperature suddenly dropped the next day, which caught people off guard.

Le Zhishi wore the wrong clothes twice, and ran back to the dormitory to put on a coat after class.Like falling into a vicious circle, the cold aggravated his emotional depression.

Even though it has been two weeks since Lingbomen's night chat, he still hasn't made much progress.

The professional class in the afternoon started relatively late, and Le Zhishi was dragged to the cafeteria by the seniors of the main team to have lunch together. Song Yu, Qin Yan and Nan Jia were not there, so he sat next to Shen Mi, and on the left was another cheerful senior.When they were chatting, they would gossip about NBA games and other colleges, and they were a little distracted when they learned about it. The professional class in the afternoon was very difficult, and he was a little bit slow in the first few sessions. The most frightening thing was that the professor did not give the courseware. Buy a cup of coffee with a meal, and be more energetic when listening to lectures.

"Hey, Lele, I have a question for you."

The words of the senior next to him interrupted Le Zhishi's worries. He raised his head and looked seriously at the senior's face, "Well, what's the problem?"

"Has your brother never been in a relationship before?" His expression was very curious, "There should be many people chasing a boy like him."

"I haven't talked about it." Le Zhishi replied, "He doesn't seem very interested."

The senior sitting across from him laughed, "The key is that you won't tell your younger brother about your puppy love when you are in high school."

"You're right."

Le Zhishi shook his head, "He really didn't. He never had a girl close to him."

"Really? We really don't understand the world of the university bully. I heard that he has a high score in the college entrance examination, and it is absolutely impossible to go to study surveying and mapping, which is a difficult major."

"He likes this major very much." Le Zhishi emphasized again, "It's good that he likes it."

"You are really kind to your brother. If only I had a younger brother like you, it would be a joke if I take it out." The senior laughed, and gave Le Zhishi his own squid noodles with chopsticks. Eat some."

It's hard for Le Zhishi to say that he can't eat, but Shen Mi is quick, and took the noodles out of his bowl when the senior was not paying attention.

"Hey, let me ask you another question." The senior turned his head again and looked at Le Zhi, "Have you thought about what kind of sister-in-law you will have in the future?"

Several other boys laughed at the same time, their smiles were a little strange.

Le Zhishi shook his head, "No."

"Really?" A senior from across the corner smiled and said, "Every time my brother brings his girlfriend home, I'll take a closer look."

"Tsk tsk, old Zhang, so you are this kind of person!"

"Hey, who doesn't like sister-in-law!"

"Don't bring bad students, okay." When the senior sitting opposite looked at Le Zhi, "You really haven't thought about it, then if..." He thought for a while, as if he had thought of a good option, "I will call For example, if Senior Nanjia was your sister-in-law, would you be happy?"

Le Zhishi looked at him silently, didn't answer for a long time, then suddenly coughed, the coughing got worse and couldn't stop for a while.

"Senior, you guys are so gossip." Shen Mi said, "Senior Nanjia will get angry again when she finds out."

"Just kidding, it's so boring to eat."

"It's best not to make this kind of scandal come true. An enemy like Song Yu is too powerful. If it weren't for him, I would still have a chance."

"The opportunity of your dreams!"

Le Zhishi's stomach felt a little uncomfortable, and a thin layer of sweat appeared on his palms, like a stress response to a sudden emotional change.The doctor told him since he was a child that even if it is allergic asthma, he should pay attention to his emotions, avoid getting sick, and be optimistic, so as to minimize the risk of disease.He is an obedient child, and he has always asked himself so.

But now it is becoming more and more difficult for him to control his emotions, just like the uncontrollable breathing during the attack.

After the meal, Shen Mi said that he was going to pick up the courier and asked Le Zhishi to accompany him, but of course Le Zhishi did not refuse, so they separated from the seniors.But Shen Mi didn't have express delivery, so he took Lezhi into the convenience store and bought him a hot milk tea.

"Please drink this, they say it's delicious." Shen Mi said.

Le Zhishi said thank you, "You always invite me to eat."

Shen Mi smiled, "The way you eat will make people feel better."

Lezhi said thank you again, the two of them sat on the high chair drinking milk tea, and Shen talked about many interesting things he had encountered recently, Lezhi listened silently, occasionally being amused by him.After leaving the convenience store, Le Zhishi asked Shen Mi, "Do you think Senior Nanjia and my brother are compatible?"

Shen Mi stared at him for two seconds, then laughed, "It's not up to me."

"Then who has the final say?"

"Whoever said it doesn't count." Shen Mi smiled, "I also said that you and I are best friends, isn't it all a matter of lip service."

Le Zhi was silent, and after a while he said, "You are my good friend."

Shen Mi did not comment or answer this sentence, but he sent Le Zhishi to the door of the classroom all the way, and patted him on the shoulder, "Lele, don't think about what you have, and get yourself in. Be a bit happier."

Shen Mi's words are always very reasonable, but Le Zhishi can't listen to them.

Before the professional class started, Le Zhishi sat in the lecture theater and read the previous notes again. He didn't want to fall behind, and it would make him more focused and calmer when studying.Class was about to start, and more and more students came in, but he didn't feel it when he knew it. He didn't look up until the bell rang for class.

But the person standing on the podium was not that difficult old professor, but Nan Jia.

Nanjia's voice in the microphone was a little more serious than usual, "Professor Wang is attending a seminar today, so I can't come to the class. I'm his teaching assistant Nanjia. In this class, I will show you some practical cases and review Let’s take a look at other content that the teacher said before. You can also use it as a review and Q&A class.”

She looked at the roster in her hand, and finally put it down, "I won't call names, everyone should be quite conscious."

A boy joked: "Fortunately, I came today, and I made a lot of money."

Everyone laughed, including Le Zhishi.

He found that he couldn't hate Nanjia no matter what.

Nanjia's professional grades have always been among the best, and she is very capable. It helped them to sort out the previous course content, and the logic was very complete.Le Zhishi felt that the parts that I didn't understand before were cleared up, and some points that were difficult to remember could be digested well.

After a big lecture, Nanjia kept smiling. Many students greeted her when they left, and she responded one by one.Le Zhishi packed her schoolbag and walked over, "Sister."

"How about it, am I surprised to see it?" Nanjia pulled out the USB flash drive and went out with him, "Why are you not in a good mood, let me buy you coffee, there is a self-service coffee shop at the corner of this floor Machine, not bad, have you had a drink?"

Le Zhishi shook his head, and said that the class was a bit difficult, and he had a cold, so he was in a bad mood.

"Ah, I was in this class too, and I was always in the dark." She whispered to Le Zhishi, "This professor is very good at himself, and he is not good at lecturing. But I have his previous courseware here, although there are some slight changes. , but it's about the same, do you need it?"

"Hmm!" Le Zhishi became happy, and then complained, "He doesn't give courseware anymore."

Nanjia led him to the self-service coffee machine at the corner and bought him a caramel macchiato, saying that it was the best, with a strong nutty flavor.

"I don't have time this time, next time I'll take you to drink freshly ground coffee."

Just as he was talking, a girl walked by and called Nan Jia's name from afar, "Why are you here!"

Nanjia turned her head, "Yueyue." She raised the coffee cup in her hand to her, "I just finished my teaching assistant class, and I drank coffee with my juniors to refresh myself. You said at noon that there was a water leak in our dormitory, did you solve it?"

When Le Zhi looked at the senior named Yueyue, she guessed that they were roommates, as if they were very close.She came over and greeted Le Zhishi kindly, "I know you, Le Zhishi? You are Song Yu's younger brother."

"Hello, senior."

"Hello, hello, you are so famous, you became the grassroots of our law school as soon as you came in, and a lot of people discussed you." She had a cheerful personality, and her eyebrows were beaming when she spoke.

Le Zhishi shook her head in embarrassment, not knowing how to answer.

When Yueyue stared at Lezhi, she looked at Nanjia again, and winked at him, "Hey, you have such a good relationship with Song Yu's brother, do you have something in mind?"

Nan Jia frowned, "What nonsense are you talking about? It's something that can't be solved."

"Why are you so reserved, really." She smiled at Le Zhishi again, "I'll tell you a secret, your Nanjia senior sister has liked your brother since she entered freshman year."

Le Zhishi felt a dull pain in his heart, he opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but the other party said something else first.

"Help me, sister."

Before Le Zhishi could react, Nan Jia found an excuse to break up with her roommate, and dragged Le Zhishi away.

They came out of the teaching building and sat down on the small garden bench in the back.During this period, Nan Jia kept saying to Le Zhishi, "My roommate is a carefree girl, don't take what she says seriously, it's all a joke."

Later, when Le Zhi sat down, the coffee in his hand cooled down a bit, and he could drink it.

He didn't drink much, but the caffeine kicked in faster than he thought, and he felt his fingers tremble a little.I don't know if I'm wearing less, I know it's a little cold.

Nan Jia said that she was always being joked, not only by Song Yu, but also by others.She laughed again as she spoke, "There are still people making fun of me and you, isn't it funny?"

She explained as if she confirmed what they said.

Le Zhi raised his eyes and looked at Nan Jia, "Sister, do you really like my brother?"

Nan Jia was silent, and then sat next to Le Zhishi. She looked down at the coffee in the cup and said after a while, "Yes, I liked him when I was a freshman. But..."

When she raised her head and looked at Lezhi, "Lele, I don't need your help."

Le Zhi frowned, "Really?" He even gave Nan Jia a smile uncontrollably, and said something that he thought was hypocritical, "I can help you. I used to help people hand him Love letters, it’s okay to deal with those girls who can’t be friends with him and come to me instead.”

He wanted to say "If it was you, I would be more happy", but Lezhi still couldn't say it in the end.

He found that he even liked this feeling of self-harm now, as if if he suffered a little more, he wouldn't be so confused.

Nan Jia tilted her head, and smiled at Le Zhishi, "The reason why I said I don't need it is that I am now in a stage of giving up slowly. But I was also in a unilateral crush before, except for my own emotions. As for the cost, in fact, I have not actually paid anything. Even if I like it and give it up, it will not affect Song Yu and others from the beginning to the end."

Le Zhishi was somewhat incomprehensible, "Give up?"

He felt that giving up Song Yu was the hardest thing in the world.

"Can you really give up on him?"

Nan Jia looked into his eyes, and said with a relaxed tone, "Does it sound like you're worthless to give up? But in fact, I have my own considerations for making such a decision."

She lightly tapped the wall of the paper cup with her fingers, "I think there are two indicators to measure whether to give up on a person: first, how likely is he to accept me? Second, my liking for him, Is it worth my time and emotion to force it?"

Seeing that Le Zhi was a little confused, Nan Jia explained with a smile, "Let's talk about the first point first, I can clearly feel that Song Yu doesn't like me, the kind who has no interest at all, this alone may be difficult Then I have to consider the second point, I like him, there is nothing wrong, but this kind of love is really worth my energy to give up my life, and pursue him like an idol drama? Then he will fall in love with me , give me an answer?"

The wind picked up, and a leaf fell on Nanjia's long skirt, but she didn't brush it off, "You know, many people think that once a girl falls in love, she will lose her mind and give up on herself if she likes it. But I can't seem to do it At this point, I have too many things I want to do, too many goals."

"So if you feel that there is not much hope for one thing, you can choose to give up, right?" Le Zhi asked.

"No. Instead of saying that, it's better to say that I chose myself between him and myself." Nan Jia looked at him, "I love myself more than liking him. I don't want to give up on myself, so Give up on Song Yu."

Lezhi found that Nanjia was really sober, similar to Song Yu to some extent, but more focused than Song Yu.

"Senior Nanjia, you are really amazing." His tone was a little envious and sincere, "You can make such a rational decision."

Nan Jia smiled wryly, "Who wants to be rational in terms of feelings, and it's not because they don't get favored."

She took a sip of her coffee, "Actually, I have a vague feeling that Song Yu has someone he likes, maybe it's some kind of unreliable intuition."

This sentence made Le Zhishi feel a little uncomfortable. He propped his hands on the bench, and his nose was a little blocked, as if his cold had suddenly worsened.He pretended to be curious, and asked softly, "Really? Who do you think?"

"You don't know, and of course I don't know." Nanjia smiled, but after a while, the smile on her face gradually faded, "I just think that Song Yu often does things to distract him. Concentration, such as the shooting I mentioned before. Sometimes he will be in a daze, as if he is thinking about who, girls are very sensitive, and they can feel it."

Le Zhishi's mood became very complicated. When Nan Jia really admitted that he liked Song Yu, he felt very painful, as if it meant that they were about to be together and Song Yu would leave him.But when Nanjia said she gave up, Lezhi suddenly felt a sense of relief that made her feel contemptuous, and she was obviously relieved.

But now, he has changed again, he can't wait to know if Song Yu really has someone he likes and who he likes.

It's terrible, Le Zhi felt that he couldn't bear it for a moment, no matter how he convinced himself, such a mentality was obviously unhealthy and pathological, and definitely not what a younger brother should have.

"Lele, don't tell your brother what I told you." Nan Jia showed him a look of begging, "I just want to explain clearly to you so as not to cause more trouble. Besides, if he knows , it might be embarrassing."

Le Zhishi nodded, "I understand."

"Also..." Nan Jia exhaled, and patted Le Zhishi's shoulder, "The thoughts I said about love are all aimed at myself, because I am very selfish and care about the cost and return rate. And I can feel it belongs there. But—”

Her tone became very solemn again, full of encouragement, "If you meet someone you like, don't learn from me. If you really like it, you should be brave."

Can't say why, Le Zhishi suddenly felt a little sour, "Really?"

"That's right. Maybe the other party has the same feeling. It would be a pity if I miss it." Nan Jia raised her head, looked at the clouds in the sky, and said to herself, "Song Yu is very good, but I don't Bad, I will definitely meet someone who is willing to let me regardless of the cost, and will give me a response."

Le Zhishi looked at Nan Jia's side face and hesitated for a while.In his heart, Nanjia is someone who can help him clear the fog. She is sober and sincere, which makes Lezhi unconsciously trust her.

Or maybe he really had nowhere to go, so he chose Nanjia in a panic, hoping to get a life-saving straw from her, or a knife to cut off his thoughts.

"Sister."

Nan Jia turned her head, "Huh?"

Le Zhi frowned slightly, and his voice was very soft, "How do you tell whether you like someone or have other feelings?"

Looking at Le Zhishi's eyes, Nanjia was silent for two seconds, and replied in a not-so-relaxed but calm voice: "Lele, if you only have other feelings for a person, he is very good, you see When he thinks of him, he will be very happy and feel warm."

"Love is what makes you feel pain uncontrollably."