Lovely Allergen
Chapter 53
The two almost got into a fight, and Le Zhi stood up and stood in front of Song Yu without even thinking about it. Fortunately, Qin Yan, Shen Mi and the other boys caught up with the conflicting two in time, so they didn't really fight.
In the basketball team for so long, Song Yu has always been like a ghost. If there is no Qin Yan, he may always be separated from the crowd, neither talking nor socializing, and having no intersection except training and games.Despite his indifference, he never clashed with other team members.
This outburst was too unlike his style, so many people were surprised.Of course, what was even more unexpected was that this mixed-race junior under Qin Yan's care turned out to be Song Yu's younger brother.
"Okay, okay, this is the first day, don't hurt your temper." Qin Yan adjusted in the middle, and he patted Wang Zhi's shoulder, "Brother Zhi, I really didn't lie to you when I said you can't drink. You don't know, before we were a high school student, Lele had an allergic attack at the opening ceremony, and he almost went into shock, but it was scary. It was thanks to his brother that he saved his life. You said that we originally ate to have fun, in case If something really happened, whose fault is it?"
What he said was ambiguous, and he mentioned Wang Zhi overtly and secretly, then turned his head and said to other team members, "I will pay for today's wine alone, please drink as much as you want, and don't hold back if you don't want to drink. Ask the waiter to get some Coke Sprite in a while, everyone enjoy it."
"What kind of coke to buy?" Nan Jia glanced at him, with a bit of annoyed expression on his face, "No one wants to drink the milk tea I bought before? I like drinking so much, so I won't give it to you again. Everyone has brought milk tea, and no one appreciates it for wasting your time.”
Wang Zhi's face changed, and the face that had been stalking was even more uncomfortable at the moment, but he seemed to want to say something.When the other boys heard this, they immediately said, "Why, I only like milk tea, not alcohol".
"I really don't like boys persuading them to drink at the dinner table. Whether it is persuading boys or girls, it is against the wishes of others." Nan Jia looked at Wang Zhi, "You are also a student of the law. You should know how many civil disputes involve drinking. Let's drink it."
Although he was reluctant, Wang Zhi still gave in a little irritably after Nanjia said that, "It's okay, it's all fucking me looking for trouble."
"Okay, okay, let's just pretend that nothing happened." Qin Yan glanced at Shen Mi and laughed, "You see, Xiao Shen is on the top, and his face is red after blowing most of the bottle."
While talking about the scene, Qin Yan held Song Yu's arm with his hands, as if he was afraid that he would turn his face and run away, and gave Song Yu a look, "Don't be angry, don't be angry."
Song Yu still had a cold face, too lazy to say a word to them, and glanced at Le Zhishi, "Sit next to me."
"Yeah." Just now, he was still in shock, afraid that his brother would fight this Wang Zhi, but at this moment when he knew it, he became happy again, and followed Song Yu contentedly.The student who had been sitting next to Song Yu with a lot of problems, when he heard that he could be changed to Senior Nanjia's side, he smirked wildly, wishing for nothing.
"Sure enough, no matter how attractive the senior is, he can't compare to the senior sister." Qin Yan sat down and sighed, and when he saw Lezhi, he couldn't help laughing, "As soon as Lele came over, he was alive. I glanced at you a few times, it's like being cramped."
"I want to sit with you guys." Le Zhishi was a little dishonest, but in fact he just wanted to sit with Song Yu, so he quickly changed the subject, trying to alleviate his guilt of lying, "Senior Qin Yan, you guys What did you order? I want roasted green peppers."
"Order, it's all your favorite food." Qin Yan glanced at Song Yu, who was silent, and said to Le Zhishi while lying on the table, "How face-saving are you, your brother has come to the team so many times, I almost never come to a dinner party, and it’s not because you are here. This is also the first time to order food, and I usually just throw away the shopkeeper and don’t care about anything.”
After speaking, he looked at Song Yu again, "Hey, don't get angry with Wang Zhi, that bastard is willing to go out and cause trouble sooner or later, there's no need to break up with him, it won't sound good if it spreads." After persuading him, he lightly raised his shoulder Touching Song Yu's hand, he said with a smile, "I'm not angry when others are angry, and there is no one to replace me if I get angry."
I thought Song Yu wouldn't respond, but he said, "Really? Then I just left, who immediately found someone to replace me?"
"Hey, you are so stingy." Qin Yan couldn't help laughing, "Lele, look at your brother! Give me justice!"
Le Zhishi was biting the ends of his chopsticks, but he also laughed when he heard it, and looked at Song Yu's side face, "Who told you to go?"
Song Yu turned his head and glanced at Le Zhishi with displeasure.Le Zhishi immediately raised his hand to touch his arm, whispered wrong wrong wrong with a flattering expression, and coaxed him a few times before Song Yu turned his head back and took a sip of plain water in a silent voice.
The barbecue is served one after another. The smell of cumin pepper can arouse the appetite. Le Zhishi picked up the skewers made of iron sticks, put them all into the bowl with chopsticks, put the sticks aside, and then took the chopsticks by himself eat slowly.
"How was your fieldwork this time?" Qin Yan chatted while eating, "I heard that you even slept in tents, it's true."
"Yeah." Song Yu said that the mountainous area he went to had a special terrain, and the villages were all at the foot of the mountain, with few people.
"You should learn rock climbing, survival in the wild, etc., just in case something happens..." Before Qin Yan could finish his joke, Song Yu bumped him with his elbow, and the rest of his words fell back into his stomach.At first, Qin Yan thought that Song Yu couldn't take a joke, but he quickly realized that he glanced at Le Zhishi through Song Yu.
Song Yu also looked over, but fortunately, Le Zhishi was really serious when eating, as if he was competing with a grilled chicken feet, so he didn't hear Qin Yan's words.
He changed the subject, and his voice was a little louder, "Huo Hitachi, you are not righteous, and you are far away when you go out to work. You don't bring me any special products or anything."
Lezhi, who had finished eating the chicken feet, happened to hear Qin Yan's words, "Didn't he bring you a gift?"
Song Yu turned his head and glanced at Le Zhishi, as if warning him not to say anything, but Le Zhishi didn't care about his thoughts at all, and only cared about showing off to Qin Yan, "Brother brought it for me."
"Sure enough, you can't be friends with your brother-in-law." Qin Yan complained.
When talking about Lezhi, he actively took out the small stone from his pocket, stretched his arms and handed it to Qin Yan through Song Yu, "Look!"
The first moment Qin Yan saw the stone, he burst out laughing, and didn't even pick it up, "What is this, I thought it was something good, so I picked up a dark stone for you and brought it back."
"No!" Le Zhishi was very dissatisfied with Qin Yan's statement and wanted to explain to him, but Song Yu, who was separated from them, pulled Le Zhishi's hand over, but Le Zhishi was very stubborn. He copied from behind again, and forced Qin Yan to show him the other side, "Senior, look at this side, it looks ordinary on the outside, but beautiful on the inside."
"Ah..." Qin Yan saw it now, "It's blue inside." But his novelty lasted only a few seconds, "But it's still a stone."
When Le Zhi felt that he couldn't say it, it was obviously a very precious stone, but Qin Yan didn't take it seriously.
Realizing the loss of Le Zhishi, Song Yu turned his head, pretending to be casual and said to Qin Yan: "This is turquoise."
Qin Yan also has a family background. You can't tell from the raw materials, but you can tell it when you hear the name, "Is it real or fake, turquoise? What is the market price?"
Song Yu said lightly, "Gaoci Gaolan is several thousand yuan per gram, and this piece of Gaoci Sky Blue, you can estimate it yourself."
"Fuck." Qin Yan immediately changed his face, "Brother Yu, you are awesome, you can make a fortune picking up stones, do you have any more, give me some, it's too small, is there any watermelon-sized ones?"
Song Yu ignored him and ate in silence.
"So it's so expensive." Le Zhishi was very close to Song Yu, almost touching his arm, "Did you really pick it up?"
"Otherwise?" Song Yu picked up chopsticks and roasted green peppers for him, "Stop watching, eat."
Le Zhishi obediently listened to the words, and after a meal, he found that most of the team members were actually nice, and their words were very humorous.
However, everyone is somewhat curious about Le Zhishi's appearance and his relationship with Song Yu's brother. This is human nature, and Le Zhishi is used to it.
What he is not used to is that Song Yu will start to explain now, saying that they are not brothers and have no blood relationship.He hardly ever said that before, and it doesn't matter how other people understand it, as long as he doesn't mention Le Zhishi's parents who passed away.
So now hearing Song Yu's own confession, I feel a little strange when I know it. It's not a pity that they are not biological brothers, but an indescribable emotion.
It was as if Song Yu was publicly acknowledging their relationship while silently resisting the definition of brotherhood, which was very contradictory.
The bureau broke up, and everyone went back to their dormitories. Nanjia said that Shen Mi seemed to be drunk, and proposed to send him back with another boy from the law school.
"Nan Jia and that newcomer, Shen Mi, might have an affair." Qin Yan joked gossipingly, "I think they look quite a good match."
Lezhishi thought, maybe not so.
"It's good to have a play." Song Yu's voice was very low, and he was a little vague when he said this.
"What did you say?"
"It's nothing."
Le Zhishi followed Qin Yan and Song Yu for a stroll, the campus was huge, and they just wandered around aimlessly.
"Where's your girlfriend?"
This is the third time Song Yu has asked this question.
"Why do you always care about my wife?" Qin Yan didn't mean to get Song Yu at all, "She went to the next door today to find a girlfriend to play with, and left me alone."
Pretending to sob a few times, Qin Yan put his arms around Song Yu's shoulders again, "I'm as kind as I am, even if you've let me dove you for so many years, I won't abandon you, and your lovely brother."
Le Zhishi said directly, "I don't need your company, Senior Qin Yan."
"What's the matter with you kid?" Qin Yan laughed angrily, threatening him, "I'll sell you the little stone."
A few people walked to the side door near the East Lake, when a gust of wind blew up, and the humid air hit their faces.Qin Yan suddenly received a call, which seemed to be from his girlfriend. When he learned about it, he found that although he was usually naughty and loved to joke, every time he talked to his girlfriend, he was very gentle and soft-spoken.
"Ah, have you gone? Don't go by yourself, wait for me, you will be bullied by yourself, okay, I'll be right there."
Seeing Qin Yan hang up the phone, Song Yu raised his eyebrows, "What? Did your girlfriend go to fight?"
"Are you kidding me?" Qin Yan installed his mobile phone, "She's going to take the postgraduate entrance examination and doesn't want to live in the dormitory, don't I also want to do an internship interview? Just rent a house outside, it's also convenient."
Le Zhishi was very curious, "Are you going to live together?"
"That's right, why don't we just rent a room together." Qin Yan smiled, "She just said that she made an appointment to see the house on the way back. She saw it on the Internet before, and I'm going to accompany her now. I'm sorry, Comrade Xiao Song , this time it's finally my turn to dove you, buddy."
Song Yu couldn't ask for more, so he asked, "Which neighborhood? Is the house okay?"
"It's okay. It's a loft with two floors. It looks very cozy. The main reason is that she likes floor-to-ceiling windows, so she can look at the lake."
Before Qin Yan left, Song Yu said again, "Take a video, I'll look back."
"Are you going out to live too?" Qin Yan said, "You have already taken care of the graduate school, you are almost settled."
Le Zhishi was a little surprised, Song Yu never told him about these things.
"Just take a look." Song Yu didn't say much, and sent him away in a hurry.
All of a sudden, there were only the two of them left, and when Le Zhi wanted to talk, Song Yu looked into the distance, "Go there, you probably haven't been here yet."
As expected, Le Zhishi's attention was diverted. He looked in the direction Song Yu said. There were quite a few people coming and going, "Where is that?"
"Limbo Gate."
Song Yu walked over with Le Zhishi, and as soon as he went out, there was a large rippling lake in his field of vision, which suddenly became clear.It was already dark, the sun was gone, leaving only the dark blue sky that connected with the lake.
There are many narrow and circuitous trestle bridges on the lake outside the Lingbo Gate, crisscrossing the lake.Le Zhishi understood why this place was called Lingbo Gate almost instantly. The swollen lake was only a few tens of centimeters away from the deck of the trestle bridge. Many students and tourists stood on the trestle bridge, as if they were really walking on the water. wave microstep.
"Let's go up too." He pulled Song Yu's wrist and ran over, only to find that these trestles were narrower than expected, only about half a meter wide, thin and long.There are no handrails in the stone corridor of the trestle bridge. The support points are many stone pillars pierced into the lake water, one every half a meter, supporting the winding plank road.
When Le Zhishi walked for the first time, he was still a little trembling, afraid that he would fall, so he stretched out his hands unconsciously for balance. As he walked forward, he turned his head frequently, "I won't fall. Only wore it once."
It really is life-saving.Song Yu thought he was noisy and grabbed his hand, "I can't fall."
They walked one after another like this, holding hands and walking towards the depths of the lake. At a certain corner, they stopped when Le Zhi said, "I want to sit here."
Like many people in Limbo Gate, they sat down on the trestle bridge.The sky sank a little more, the dark blue became thicker, the September wind mixed with the moist smell of the lake, gently fluttered on the face, and the lights on the far side of the lake were lit up, the lights were bright and gentle.
Le Zhishi swayed his legs, then moved towards Song Yu, "Brother, did you come here often?"
Song Yu looked into the distance and shook his head, "I've only sat on a bench on the shore, and this is the first time I've been on the trestle."
Le Zhishi felt incredible, "This place is so beautiful, why don't you come up?"
It is because it is so beautiful that I want to save the first experience for you when you come.
Not only the trestle bridge of Lingbo Gate, but also the small playground in Meiyuan where open-air movies are shown every Friday. The cherry blossom top in early spring and the archway of the old house reflecting the golden and ginkgo sea in the distant mountains will be covered in winter. The playground of the administrative building covered with snow...
Song Yu walked through too many places silently by himself, but never stopped, as if if he stopped for a while, the next time he accompanied him to see it, it would not be so beautiful.
Even at that time, he felt that Le Zhishi might not come to this school.
Song Yu was silent for a moment, and found an excuse to prevaricate his question, "Because I don't want to sit on the floor, it's too dirty."
Le Zhishi thought it was funny, although it fits the style of a clean freak, "Then you are also sitting on it now? What's the difference?"
"The difference is that you are here." Song Yu looked at him and said solemnly, "If I don't come up, how can I explain to my mother if you fall?"
It also makes sense.
"Okay." Le Zhishi was dangling his long legs, and was about to speak when a boy jumped off the plank road a few meters away, splashing water all over Le Zhishi's body, which also shocked him. Immediately remembering, Song Yu grabbed him again.
"It's normal." Song Yu still held his hand, "Look, there are still many people swimming below."
Only then did Le Zhi realize that a group of people were swimming in the lake not far away, and they seemed to be having a good time.
"In summer, there are also activities of jumping to the East Lake. There are various ways to jump down." Song Yu stared at the lake, as if recalling, "Some go straight down on a bicycle, some bring a springboard, and some couples hug each other." Let's dance together."
In the dim light of the lights, Le Zhishi looked at Song Yu's side face, and felt that his words were very gentle, and so were his empty eyes, as if he had seen all these with his own eyes, had been here many times, and seen all kinds of people.
He was curious whether Song Yu came by himself or with others.But once Le Zhishi imagined that scene, thinking of Song Yu sitting alone on the bench by the bank, he felt very sad.He couldn't accept Song Yu's lonely look alone, and would feel sorry for him.
But Le Zhishi seemed even more unable to imagine that Song Yu would come and sit on that bench with others, and he would feel sorry for himself.
Such contradictory emotions are like chronic drugs, eroding Le Zhishi's heart little by little.At first he didn't feel it, but gradually these feelings became more and more intense, and they would flare up from time to time, causing him to fall into negative fantasies for no reason.
"Sometimes you can take a boat here." Song Yu interrupted his thoughts, "You can try your luck next time."
"Yeah." Le Zhishi replied, "It must be very nice to watch the sunset here, right? Let's watch the sunset together next time? When you're not busy."
Song Yu nodded.
He thought about Qin Yan's renting a house, so he said casually, "I also like looking at the lake, the scenery here is really beautiful."
"Although our house is very big, we can only see the greenery of the community. It should be great to see the lake from the balcony."
Just thinking about it makes me feel very satisfied. When Le Zhi looked around, he found that at the corner of the trestle bridge where he just jumped into the lake, there were new people coming up. They were also two boys, but they were closer than Song Yu and him, head to head. nearly overlapped.
Le Zhishi was a little curious, so he looked for a while, and he was surprised to find that they were holding hands, and their fingers were interlocked.
This made him feel an unexplainable emotion. The next second, as far as he could see, the boy on the right turned his head and kissed the person next to him very briefly. Soon, because With this bold move, a shy and cute smile appeared on his face.
It was completely dark, and the surface of the lake shimmered. Those secret emotions were blown away by the wind, scattered in these shining fragments, and melted into the lake water.
"What are you looking at?" Song Yu subconsciously looked in the direction of Le Zhishi's gaze and found the pair, but he didn't say much.
Le Zhishi turned his face around, lowered his head, propped his palms on the stone surface of the plank road, and shook his hanging legs uneasily, "It's nothing."
Having said that, Le Zhishi is still not used to hiding from Song Yu.So after two seconds, he turned around and said to Song Yu, "They just kissed, I saw it."
Song Yu was not as surprised as he imagined, and said calmly, "Really?"Le Zhishi nodded at him, "They're still holding hands."
Le Zhishi was very slow to find that he didn't think of the scene he was forced to see when he graduated from junior high school because of the kiss between the two boys. On the contrary, he thought it was very pure, especially the boy who took the initiative The smile on my son's face.
How cute, he should like his boyfriend very much.
Seeing that Le Zhishi didn't speak, Song Yu thought about whether to say something else, but unexpectedly, Le Zhishi raised his head and asked him, "Brother, do you think it's strange that they kiss?"
While talking, Le Zhishi's hand resting on the plank path moved accordingly, and his fingertips touched Song Yu's, feeling a little cold.When Song Yu looked at Le Zhi, he casually rolled his eyes away, and said in a flat tone, "What's so strange? What does it have to do with us?"
He didn't seem to be asking rhetorically, but simply stating.
"So you can accept boys with boys?"
Facing Le Zhishi's question, Song Yu fell into a stalemate.He didn't want to give any guidance, but he didn't want to say anything against his will either.
"It's not up to me to accept it or not, that's their own business."
Such words sounded too cold, so Song Yu added, "As long as you really like it, there is nothing wrong with it."
"That's right." Le Zhishi echoed softly, as if persuading himself.
Song Yu realized that his heart was really hard.Even if the person he likes is right in front of him and asks him the question that he can take the opportunity to reveal his secret love to the world, he still doesn't do anything because he is an older brother.
The relationship between them is like a bubble that can burst at the touch of a button. He can be unscrupulous when he is happy, but he must be careful and bear all the consequences.
He hopes that he is really a stubborn rock, without consciousness, that he can be stubborn and not weak.
When the wind cools down, Le Zhishi clings to Song Yu's arm, as if trying to get some warmth from him, and he smells the good smell of Song Yu again.
I don't know when it started, he wanted to hug Song Yu, wanted to possess him alone, and he felt powerless when he learned that he had so many memories that he had never participated in.
He seemed to be suffering from a serious illness. He thought he could chase someone without asking for anything in return, but he was actually not that great.
He needs something in return, a Song Yu who is completely his own.
This kind of morbid possessiveness almost swallowed Le Zhishi's heart.
He couldn't continue the topic just now, so he sucked his nose and changed it to a new one.
"Brother, when is the next time you go out to do homework?" Le Zhi asked.
Song Yu didn't make it clear, and when he knew it, he asked himself if he could go with him, but Song Yu refused, "It's a bit dangerous."
Le Zhishi sensibly compromised, "Then you will bring me a stone."
He turned his face to look at Song Yu, "Just bring it to me alone."
"I'll bring it to you." Song Yu gave him a definite promise, "But these stones are useless. If you don't study them, they are actually meaningless to you."
"Would it be more meaningful to give it to someone else?"
Facing Le Zhishi's sudden question, Song Yu frowned, "Why do you say that?"
Le Zhi was momentarily at a loss for words and did not give him an answer.
He suddenly felt very insecure, in every way.I was afraid that there would be someone Song Yu cared more about, and then there would be no place for him, and I was even more afraid that Song Yu would disappear suddenly one day and never come back.
"I just don't want you to give it to others, can you not give it?"
Song Yu was keenly aware of the changes in Le Zhishi, and soon his heart softened. He raised his hand and gently touched the top of Le Zhishi's hair, "It's ok."
He didn't want to disappoint Le Zhishi, "I'll try my best to find you different souvenirs, maybe they won't be so valuable every time, so don't expect too much."
Le Zhishi took out the turquoise he gave him, and stared down at the blue facet exuding porcelain light, "Okay. No matter what you give me, I will be very happy."
He will take good care of these gifts that have traveled through mountains and rivers.
"Why?" Song Yu suddenly wanted to ask, so he blurted out.
This time Lezhi was very frank, "Because I know that you will give me a gift when you come back, it will be easier for me to accept you to go."
Hearing his words, Song Yu suddenly understood.
It turned out that Le Zhi heard what Qin Yan said at the dinner table, the joke that asked him to learn rock climbing in case of accidents.He just pretended not to hear, pretending that he was eating seriously, and didn't want them to be embarrassed by him at the dinner table.
He also suddenly discovered that in fact, many times, Le Zhishi is not as slow and easy to deceive as he thought.
He was no longer the kid who didn't know anything.
"Brother," his voice lowered, "you can go to far places, or very dangerous places, if you really like."
Le Zhishi's hands were tightly clenched, he didn't really want a souvenir, he wasn't that childish, even if there was a receiver who would make the stone more meaningful, it didn't matter.
"But don't forget, I'm still waiting for your gift."
Le Zhishi just wanted a promise from Song Yu, a habit.Let him always remember to protect himself, someone is waiting for him.
He looked at Song Yu, and the wind by the lake parted his forehead hair, revealing his beautiful eyebrows, and he spoke with a rare calm tone.
"I was too young at that time, and I didn't have the ability to keep them. I could only be forced to accept them once they left and never came back. But now that I have grown up, I don't want to accept similar things."
"Don't leave me, don't leave me alone." Le Zhi said.
In the basketball team for so long, Song Yu has always been like a ghost. If there is no Qin Yan, he may always be separated from the crowd, neither talking nor socializing, and having no intersection except training and games.Despite his indifference, he never clashed with other team members.
This outburst was too unlike his style, so many people were surprised.Of course, what was even more unexpected was that this mixed-race junior under Qin Yan's care turned out to be Song Yu's younger brother.
"Okay, okay, this is the first day, don't hurt your temper." Qin Yan adjusted in the middle, and he patted Wang Zhi's shoulder, "Brother Zhi, I really didn't lie to you when I said you can't drink. You don't know, before we were a high school student, Lele had an allergic attack at the opening ceremony, and he almost went into shock, but it was scary. It was thanks to his brother that he saved his life. You said that we originally ate to have fun, in case If something really happened, whose fault is it?"
What he said was ambiguous, and he mentioned Wang Zhi overtly and secretly, then turned his head and said to other team members, "I will pay for today's wine alone, please drink as much as you want, and don't hold back if you don't want to drink. Ask the waiter to get some Coke Sprite in a while, everyone enjoy it."
"What kind of coke to buy?" Nan Jia glanced at him, with a bit of annoyed expression on his face, "No one wants to drink the milk tea I bought before? I like drinking so much, so I won't give it to you again. Everyone has brought milk tea, and no one appreciates it for wasting your time.”
Wang Zhi's face changed, and the face that had been stalking was even more uncomfortable at the moment, but he seemed to want to say something.When the other boys heard this, they immediately said, "Why, I only like milk tea, not alcohol".
"I really don't like boys persuading them to drink at the dinner table. Whether it is persuading boys or girls, it is against the wishes of others." Nan Jia looked at Wang Zhi, "You are also a student of the law. You should know how many civil disputes involve drinking. Let's drink it."
Although he was reluctant, Wang Zhi still gave in a little irritably after Nanjia said that, "It's okay, it's all fucking me looking for trouble."
"Okay, okay, let's just pretend that nothing happened." Qin Yan glanced at Shen Mi and laughed, "You see, Xiao Shen is on the top, and his face is red after blowing most of the bottle."
While talking about the scene, Qin Yan held Song Yu's arm with his hands, as if he was afraid that he would turn his face and run away, and gave Song Yu a look, "Don't be angry, don't be angry."
Song Yu still had a cold face, too lazy to say a word to them, and glanced at Le Zhishi, "Sit next to me."
"Yeah." Just now, he was still in shock, afraid that his brother would fight this Wang Zhi, but at this moment when he knew it, he became happy again, and followed Song Yu contentedly.The student who had been sitting next to Song Yu with a lot of problems, when he heard that he could be changed to Senior Nanjia's side, he smirked wildly, wishing for nothing.
"Sure enough, no matter how attractive the senior is, he can't compare to the senior sister." Qin Yan sat down and sighed, and when he saw Lezhi, he couldn't help laughing, "As soon as Lele came over, he was alive. I glanced at you a few times, it's like being cramped."
"I want to sit with you guys." Le Zhishi was a little dishonest, but in fact he just wanted to sit with Song Yu, so he quickly changed the subject, trying to alleviate his guilt of lying, "Senior Qin Yan, you guys What did you order? I want roasted green peppers."
"Order, it's all your favorite food." Qin Yan glanced at Song Yu, who was silent, and said to Le Zhishi while lying on the table, "How face-saving are you, your brother has come to the team so many times, I almost never come to a dinner party, and it’s not because you are here. This is also the first time to order food, and I usually just throw away the shopkeeper and don’t care about anything.”
After speaking, he looked at Song Yu again, "Hey, don't get angry with Wang Zhi, that bastard is willing to go out and cause trouble sooner or later, there's no need to break up with him, it won't sound good if it spreads." After persuading him, he lightly raised his shoulder Touching Song Yu's hand, he said with a smile, "I'm not angry when others are angry, and there is no one to replace me if I get angry."
I thought Song Yu wouldn't respond, but he said, "Really? Then I just left, who immediately found someone to replace me?"
"Hey, you are so stingy." Qin Yan couldn't help laughing, "Lele, look at your brother! Give me justice!"
Le Zhishi was biting the ends of his chopsticks, but he also laughed when he heard it, and looked at Song Yu's side face, "Who told you to go?"
Song Yu turned his head and glanced at Le Zhishi with displeasure.Le Zhishi immediately raised his hand to touch his arm, whispered wrong wrong wrong with a flattering expression, and coaxed him a few times before Song Yu turned his head back and took a sip of plain water in a silent voice.
The barbecue is served one after another. The smell of cumin pepper can arouse the appetite. Le Zhishi picked up the skewers made of iron sticks, put them all into the bowl with chopsticks, put the sticks aside, and then took the chopsticks by himself eat slowly.
"How was your fieldwork this time?" Qin Yan chatted while eating, "I heard that you even slept in tents, it's true."
"Yeah." Song Yu said that the mountainous area he went to had a special terrain, and the villages were all at the foot of the mountain, with few people.
"You should learn rock climbing, survival in the wild, etc., just in case something happens..." Before Qin Yan could finish his joke, Song Yu bumped him with his elbow, and the rest of his words fell back into his stomach.At first, Qin Yan thought that Song Yu couldn't take a joke, but he quickly realized that he glanced at Le Zhishi through Song Yu.
Song Yu also looked over, but fortunately, Le Zhishi was really serious when eating, as if he was competing with a grilled chicken feet, so he didn't hear Qin Yan's words.
He changed the subject, and his voice was a little louder, "Huo Hitachi, you are not righteous, and you are far away when you go out to work. You don't bring me any special products or anything."
Lezhi, who had finished eating the chicken feet, happened to hear Qin Yan's words, "Didn't he bring you a gift?"
Song Yu turned his head and glanced at Le Zhishi, as if warning him not to say anything, but Le Zhishi didn't care about his thoughts at all, and only cared about showing off to Qin Yan, "Brother brought it for me."
"Sure enough, you can't be friends with your brother-in-law." Qin Yan complained.
When talking about Lezhi, he actively took out the small stone from his pocket, stretched his arms and handed it to Qin Yan through Song Yu, "Look!"
The first moment Qin Yan saw the stone, he burst out laughing, and didn't even pick it up, "What is this, I thought it was something good, so I picked up a dark stone for you and brought it back."
"No!" Le Zhishi was very dissatisfied with Qin Yan's statement and wanted to explain to him, but Song Yu, who was separated from them, pulled Le Zhishi's hand over, but Le Zhishi was very stubborn. He copied from behind again, and forced Qin Yan to show him the other side, "Senior, look at this side, it looks ordinary on the outside, but beautiful on the inside."
"Ah..." Qin Yan saw it now, "It's blue inside." But his novelty lasted only a few seconds, "But it's still a stone."
When Le Zhi felt that he couldn't say it, it was obviously a very precious stone, but Qin Yan didn't take it seriously.
Realizing the loss of Le Zhishi, Song Yu turned his head, pretending to be casual and said to Qin Yan: "This is turquoise."
Qin Yan also has a family background. You can't tell from the raw materials, but you can tell it when you hear the name, "Is it real or fake, turquoise? What is the market price?"
Song Yu said lightly, "Gaoci Gaolan is several thousand yuan per gram, and this piece of Gaoci Sky Blue, you can estimate it yourself."
"Fuck." Qin Yan immediately changed his face, "Brother Yu, you are awesome, you can make a fortune picking up stones, do you have any more, give me some, it's too small, is there any watermelon-sized ones?"
Song Yu ignored him and ate in silence.
"So it's so expensive." Le Zhishi was very close to Song Yu, almost touching his arm, "Did you really pick it up?"
"Otherwise?" Song Yu picked up chopsticks and roasted green peppers for him, "Stop watching, eat."
Le Zhishi obediently listened to the words, and after a meal, he found that most of the team members were actually nice, and their words were very humorous.
However, everyone is somewhat curious about Le Zhishi's appearance and his relationship with Song Yu's brother. This is human nature, and Le Zhishi is used to it.
What he is not used to is that Song Yu will start to explain now, saying that they are not brothers and have no blood relationship.He hardly ever said that before, and it doesn't matter how other people understand it, as long as he doesn't mention Le Zhishi's parents who passed away.
So now hearing Song Yu's own confession, I feel a little strange when I know it. It's not a pity that they are not biological brothers, but an indescribable emotion.
It was as if Song Yu was publicly acknowledging their relationship while silently resisting the definition of brotherhood, which was very contradictory.
The bureau broke up, and everyone went back to their dormitories. Nanjia said that Shen Mi seemed to be drunk, and proposed to send him back with another boy from the law school.
"Nan Jia and that newcomer, Shen Mi, might have an affair." Qin Yan joked gossipingly, "I think they look quite a good match."
Lezhishi thought, maybe not so.
"It's good to have a play." Song Yu's voice was very low, and he was a little vague when he said this.
"What did you say?"
"It's nothing."
Le Zhishi followed Qin Yan and Song Yu for a stroll, the campus was huge, and they just wandered around aimlessly.
"Where's your girlfriend?"
This is the third time Song Yu has asked this question.
"Why do you always care about my wife?" Qin Yan didn't mean to get Song Yu at all, "She went to the next door today to find a girlfriend to play with, and left me alone."
Pretending to sob a few times, Qin Yan put his arms around Song Yu's shoulders again, "I'm as kind as I am, even if you've let me dove you for so many years, I won't abandon you, and your lovely brother."
Le Zhishi said directly, "I don't need your company, Senior Qin Yan."
"What's the matter with you kid?" Qin Yan laughed angrily, threatening him, "I'll sell you the little stone."
A few people walked to the side door near the East Lake, when a gust of wind blew up, and the humid air hit their faces.Qin Yan suddenly received a call, which seemed to be from his girlfriend. When he learned about it, he found that although he was usually naughty and loved to joke, every time he talked to his girlfriend, he was very gentle and soft-spoken.
"Ah, have you gone? Don't go by yourself, wait for me, you will be bullied by yourself, okay, I'll be right there."
Seeing Qin Yan hang up the phone, Song Yu raised his eyebrows, "What? Did your girlfriend go to fight?"
"Are you kidding me?" Qin Yan installed his mobile phone, "She's going to take the postgraduate entrance examination and doesn't want to live in the dormitory, don't I also want to do an internship interview? Just rent a house outside, it's also convenient."
Le Zhishi was very curious, "Are you going to live together?"
"That's right, why don't we just rent a room together." Qin Yan smiled, "She just said that she made an appointment to see the house on the way back. She saw it on the Internet before, and I'm going to accompany her now. I'm sorry, Comrade Xiao Song , this time it's finally my turn to dove you, buddy."
Song Yu couldn't ask for more, so he asked, "Which neighborhood? Is the house okay?"
"It's okay. It's a loft with two floors. It looks very cozy. The main reason is that she likes floor-to-ceiling windows, so she can look at the lake."
Before Qin Yan left, Song Yu said again, "Take a video, I'll look back."
"Are you going out to live too?" Qin Yan said, "You have already taken care of the graduate school, you are almost settled."
Le Zhishi was a little surprised, Song Yu never told him about these things.
"Just take a look." Song Yu didn't say much, and sent him away in a hurry.
All of a sudden, there were only the two of them left, and when Le Zhi wanted to talk, Song Yu looked into the distance, "Go there, you probably haven't been here yet."
As expected, Le Zhishi's attention was diverted. He looked in the direction Song Yu said. There were quite a few people coming and going, "Where is that?"
"Limbo Gate."
Song Yu walked over with Le Zhishi, and as soon as he went out, there was a large rippling lake in his field of vision, which suddenly became clear.It was already dark, the sun was gone, leaving only the dark blue sky that connected with the lake.
There are many narrow and circuitous trestle bridges on the lake outside the Lingbo Gate, crisscrossing the lake.Le Zhishi understood why this place was called Lingbo Gate almost instantly. The swollen lake was only a few tens of centimeters away from the deck of the trestle bridge. Many students and tourists stood on the trestle bridge, as if they were really walking on the water. wave microstep.
"Let's go up too." He pulled Song Yu's wrist and ran over, only to find that these trestles were narrower than expected, only about half a meter wide, thin and long.There are no handrails in the stone corridor of the trestle bridge. The support points are many stone pillars pierced into the lake water, one every half a meter, supporting the winding plank road.
When Le Zhishi walked for the first time, he was still a little trembling, afraid that he would fall, so he stretched out his hands unconsciously for balance. As he walked forward, he turned his head frequently, "I won't fall. Only wore it once."
It really is life-saving.Song Yu thought he was noisy and grabbed his hand, "I can't fall."
They walked one after another like this, holding hands and walking towards the depths of the lake. At a certain corner, they stopped when Le Zhi said, "I want to sit here."
Like many people in Limbo Gate, they sat down on the trestle bridge.The sky sank a little more, the dark blue became thicker, the September wind mixed with the moist smell of the lake, gently fluttered on the face, and the lights on the far side of the lake were lit up, the lights were bright and gentle.
Le Zhishi swayed his legs, then moved towards Song Yu, "Brother, did you come here often?"
Song Yu looked into the distance and shook his head, "I've only sat on a bench on the shore, and this is the first time I've been on the trestle."
Le Zhishi felt incredible, "This place is so beautiful, why don't you come up?"
It is because it is so beautiful that I want to save the first experience for you when you come.
Not only the trestle bridge of Lingbo Gate, but also the small playground in Meiyuan where open-air movies are shown every Friday. The cherry blossom top in early spring and the archway of the old house reflecting the golden and ginkgo sea in the distant mountains will be covered in winter. The playground of the administrative building covered with snow...
Song Yu walked through too many places silently by himself, but never stopped, as if if he stopped for a while, the next time he accompanied him to see it, it would not be so beautiful.
Even at that time, he felt that Le Zhishi might not come to this school.
Song Yu was silent for a moment, and found an excuse to prevaricate his question, "Because I don't want to sit on the floor, it's too dirty."
Le Zhishi thought it was funny, although it fits the style of a clean freak, "Then you are also sitting on it now? What's the difference?"
"The difference is that you are here." Song Yu looked at him and said solemnly, "If I don't come up, how can I explain to my mother if you fall?"
It also makes sense.
"Okay." Le Zhishi was dangling his long legs, and was about to speak when a boy jumped off the plank road a few meters away, splashing water all over Le Zhishi's body, which also shocked him. Immediately remembering, Song Yu grabbed him again.
"It's normal." Song Yu still held his hand, "Look, there are still many people swimming below."
Only then did Le Zhi realize that a group of people were swimming in the lake not far away, and they seemed to be having a good time.
"In summer, there are also activities of jumping to the East Lake. There are various ways to jump down." Song Yu stared at the lake, as if recalling, "Some go straight down on a bicycle, some bring a springboard, and some couples hug each other." Let's dance together."
In the dim light of the lights, Le Zhishi looked at Song Yu's side face, and felt that his words were very gentle, and so were his empty eyes, as if he had seen all these with his own eyes, had been here many times, and seen all kinds of people.
He was curious whether Song Yu came by himself or with others.But once Le Zhishi imagined that scene, thinking of Song Yu sitting alone on the bench by the bank, he felt very sad.He couldn't accept Song Yu's lonely look alone, and would feel sorry for him.
But Le Zhishi seemed even more unable to imagine that Song Yu would come and sit on that bench with others, and he would feel sorry for himself.
Such contradictory emotions are like chronic drugs, eroding Le Zhishi's heart little by little.At first he didn't feel it, but gradually these feelings became more and more intense, and they would flare up from time to time, causing him to fall into negative fantasies for no reason.
"Sometimes you can take a boat here." Song Yu interrupted his thoughts, "You can try your luck next time."
"Yeah." Le Zhishi replied, "It must be very nice to watch the sunset here, right? Let's watch the sunset together next time? When you're not busy."
Song Yu nodded.
He thought about Qin Yan's renting a house, so he said casually, "I also like looking at the lake, the scenery here is really beautiful."
"Although our house is very big, we can only see the greenery of the community. It should be great to see the lake from the balcony."
Just thinking about it makes me feel very satisfied. When Le Zhi looked around, he found that at the corner of the trestle bridge where he just jumped into the lake, there were new people coming up. They were also two boys, but they were closer than Song Yu and him, head to head. nearly overlapped.
Le Zhishi was a little curious, so he looked for a while, and he was surprised to find that they were holding hands, and their fingers were interlocked.
This made him feel an unexplainable emotion. The next second, as far as he could see, the boy on the right turned his head and kissed the person next to him very briefly. Soon, because With this bold move, a shy and cute smile appeared on his face.
It was completely dark, and the surface of the lake shimmered. Those secret emotions were blown away by the wind, scattered in these shining fragments, and melted into the lake water.
"What are you looking at?" Song Yu subconsciously looked in the direction of Le Zhishi's gaze and found the pair, but he didn't say much.
Le Zhishi turned his face around, lowered his head, propped his palms on the stone surface of the plank road, and shook his hanging legs uneasily, "It's nothing."
Having said that, Le Zhishi is still not used to hiding from Song Yu.So after two seconds, he turned around and said to Song Yu, "They just kissed, I saw it."
Song Yu was not as surprised as he imagined, and said calmly, "Really?"Le Zhishi nodded at him, "They're still holding hands."
Le Zhishi was very slow to find that he didn't think of the scene he was forced to see when he graduated from junior high school because of the kiss between the two boys. On the contrary, he thought it was very pure, especially the boy who took the initiative The smile on my son's face.
How cute, he should like his boyfriend very much.
Seeing that Le Zhishi didn't speak, Song Yu thought about whether to say something else, but unexpectedly, Le Zhishi raised his head and asked him, "Brother, do you think it's strange that they kiss?"
While talking, Le Zhishi's hand resting on the plank path moved accordingly, and his fingertips touched Song Yu's, feeling a little cold.When Song Yu looked at Le Zhi, he casually rolled his eyes away, and said in a flat tone, "What's so strange? What does it have to do with us?"
He didn't seem to be asking rhetorically, but simply stating.
"So you can accept boys with boys?"
Facing Le Zhishi's question, Song Yu fell into a stalemate.He didn't want to give any guidance, but he didn't want to say anything against his will either.
"It's not up to me to accept it or not, that's their own business."
Such words sounded too cold, so Song Yu added, "As long as you really like it, there is nothing wrong with it."
"That's right." Le Zhishi echoed softly, as if persuading himself.
Song Yu realized that his heart was really hard.Even if the person he likes is right in front of him and asks him the question that he can take the opportunity to reveal his secret love to the world, he still doesn't do anything because he is an older brother.
The relationship between them is like a bubble that can burst at the touch of a button. He can be unscrupulous when he is happy, but he must be careful and bear all the consequences.
He hopes that he is really a stubborn rock, without consciousness, that he can be stubborn and not weak.
When the wind cools down, Le Zhishi clings to Song Yu's arm, as if trying to get some warmth from him, and he smells the good smell of Song Yu again.
I don't know when it started, he wanted to hug Song Yu, wanted to possess him alone, and he felt powerless when he learned that he had so many memories that he had never participated in.
He seemed to be suffering from a serious illness. He thought he could chase someone without asking for anything in return, but he was actually not that great.
He needs something in return, a Song Yu who is completely his own.
This kind of morbid possessiveness almost swallowed Le Zhishi's heart.
He couldn't continue the topic just now, so he sucked his nose and changed it to a new one.
"Brother, when is the next time you go out to do homework?" Le Zhi asked.
Song Yu didn't make it clear, and when he knew it, he asked himself if he could go with him, but Song Yu refused, "It's a bit dangerous."
Le Zhishi sensibly compromised, "Then you will bring me a stone."
He turned his face to look at Song Yu, "Just bring it to me alone."
"I'll bring it to you." Song Yu gave him a definite promise, "But these stones are useless. If you don't study them, they are actually meaningless to you."
"Would it be more meaningful to give it to someone else?"
Facing Le Zhishi's sudden question, Song Yu frowned, "Why do you say that?"
Le Zhi was momentarily at a loss for words and did not give him an answer.
He suddenly felt very insecure, in every way.I was afraid that there would be someone Song Yu cared more about, and then there would be no place for him, and I was even more afraid that Song Yu would disappear suddenly one day and never come back.
"I just don't want you to give it to others, can you not give it?"
Song Yu was keenly aware of the changes in Le Zhishi, and soon his heart softened. He raised his hand and gently touched the top of Le Zhishi's hair, "It's ok."
He didn't want to disappoint Le Zhishi, "I'll try my best to find you different souvenirs, maybe they won't be so valuable every time, so don't expect too much."
Le Zhishi took out the turquoise he gave him, and stared down at the blue facet exuding porcelain light, "Okay. No matter what you give me, I will be very happy."
He will take good care of these gifts that have traveled through mountains and rivers.
"Why?" Song Yu suddenly wanted to ask, so he blurted out.
This time Lezhi was very frank, "Because I know that you will give me a gift when you come back, it will be easier for me to accept you to go."
Hearing his words, Song Yu suddenly understood.
It turned out that Le Zhi heard what Qin Yan said at the dinner table, the joke that asked him to learn rock climbing in case of accidents.He just pretended not to hear, pretending that he was eating seriously, and didn't want them to be embarrassed by him at the dinner table.
He also suddenly discovered that in fact, many times, Le Zhishi is not as slow and easy to deceive as he thought.
He was no longer the kid who didn't know anything.
"Brother," his voice lowered, "you can go to far places, or very dangerous places, if you really like."
Le Zhishi's hands were tightly clenched, he didn't really want a souvenir, he wasn't that childish, even if there was a receiver who would make the stone more meaningful, it didn't matter.
"But don't forget, I'm still waiting for your gift."
Le Zhishi just wanted a promise from Song Yu, a habit.Let him always remember to protect himself, someone is waiting for him.
He looked at Song Yu, and the wind by the lake parted his forehead hair, revealing his beautiful eyebrows, and he spoke with a rare calm tone.
"I was too young at that time, and I didn't have the ability to keep them. I could only be forced to accept them once they left and never came back. But now that I have grown up, I don't want to accept similar things."
"Don't leave me, don't leave me alone." Le Zhi said.
You'll Also Like
-
Lonely Immortal
Chapter 742 6 hours ago -
Marvel: I am above all things
Chapter 131 6 hours ago -
Ruthless Seeker
Chapter 54 6 hours ago -
The man behind the scenes: My entry is so evil that it's crazy
Chapter 203 6 hours ago -
Anime card making
Chapter 185 15 hours ago -
Personal security
Chapter 1642 16 hours ago -
Mount and Blade
Chapter 211 16 hours ago -
In the Age of Lords, I became the Lord of the Undead
Chapter 311 16 hours ago -
Sign in to plunder talent at the beginning
Chapter 597 17 hours ago -
From Baron's Second Son to Dragon Rider
Chapter 586 17 hours ago