door to happiness

On the seventh day of the first lunar month—the second day of Li Xiangyu's wedding, Luo Qi, who had been on annual leave, returned to the hospital. Hearing that I was sick, she hurried to see me.She touched the scar on my wrist and said distressedly: "You are stupid, don't live with your own life if you can't live with anyone. If your life is gone, you will have nothing. Let me tell you, what Li Xiangyu, Liang Yan Ah, mom and dad, stepmother and stepfather, they’re all a fart—if you let it go, let it go! The key is to feel at ease in your heart. One’s life is for oneself to see, not for others to see.”

Luo Qi has always been elegant, but when she suddenly heard her say "fart" and "fart", it felt very funny, and she couldn't help laughing: "Then what is Luo Qi to me, Zhang Hong?"

"Luo Qi—" she thought for a while, "Isn't that a fart! Life is nothing but yourself!"

"Well, it's all farts! It's all farts!" I laughed—what a fart!

"By the way, I have a New Year's gift for you!" She began to take out her satchel.

"What? If it's not expensive, I don't want it!"

"It's really expensive! 10,000+."

"10,000+?" I was stunned, and then I said with a smile on my face, "Could you be the illegitimate daughter of some multi-millionaire hiding? How about this, let's get married. You promise me money, and I promise you my life." Xiangxu, how is it?"

"If Li Xiangyu told me that, I can think about it, you?" She pretended to look at me carefully, and shook her head a little discouraged, "It's really not good looking!"

She took out an envelope from her bag and handed it to me: "This is what Li Xiangyu prepared a long time ago—if I remember correctly, it should be Christmas last year. He said it was worth 10,000+, so I must take care of it." custody."

"I gave it to you last Christmas, so why are you giving it to me now?"

"He said that there are many things to consider, so let me take it easy and store it in my place first. The day before yesterday, which is the third day of the first lunar month, I received a call from him, and he asked me to give you the letter, but I was in my hometown. There is no way to send it."

Facing the sun, I looked through the envelope, but couldn't see what was inside.After gently pinching it twice, the inside is very soft and thin.I guess there is nothing else in it except paper items.What could it be that could be worth a hundred thousand?Could it be a check?That's too funny, how could Li Xiangyu write me a check!

Carefully tore open the envelope, which contained nothing but a letter and an IOU.

Luo Qi was right, the letter was indeed worth more than 114328 yuan, because the IOU was the one written by Li Xiangyu's father back then, and the total amount was [-] yuan.But, shouldn't this IOU be in Dad's hands?How could it suddenly run into Li Xiangyu's hands?

Carefully put the IOU back into the envelope, picked up the letter paper, and I looked at it carefully.This letter is divided into two parts. The first part is the breakup letter I wrote to Li Xiangyu back then. He transcribed it according to my original email. The second part is his reply letter. The letter is written like this: " When I received your letter, I was terrified all day long, and I didn’t know what to say, so I have been stranded. Time flies, and the sea is fleeting. I am afraid that your words will be forgotten, so I attach the original manuscript, and the following is my reply: "My favorite Hong in this life :

As you said, in this life, I have loved you!I have loved the you who are heroic on the basketball court; I have loved you who held a guitar and sang intoxicated among the fallen leaves; I loved you who knelt down with me affectionately and sent my mother away; There have been countless Zhang Hongs in the book, and I have loved them one by one without any regrets!

I never thought of turning you into an ex, even though I had a marriage contract with Liang Yan, even though I made a promise in front of my mother, even though my family obstructed me in every possible way!I can betray them, but I don't want to betray you, because you are a complete fool, so stupid that you don't have yourself in your heart, except me.How can I turn my back on you who love me so much?

Don't ask me what I have been doing for so long, a person's life will not only be love.Everyone has their own things to do, even if it's not what I want to do, because I'm a grown-up.If you have misunderstood me because of this, I apologize again and again.

I'm not as strong as you think, and I'm vulnerable with my fragility.If you can give me a little courage, I think, I can go forward in spite of myself.Come to me before my wedding, and tell me you want to be with me, even if you run away to the ends of the earth!As long as you tell me like this, I will have the courage to bear all the betrayals!

Waiting for you!

Love you forever, Xiangyu

2008-12-25"

"It turns out that he wanted to escape marriage and elope with me!" I smiled bitterly, really "it's up to man to plan things, and God to make things happen".He considered and considered, weighed and weighed, and finally made up his mind to elope with me, but he didn't expect that the news was blocked and the wedding date was delayed.

Luo Qi took the letter, read it again, her face was horrified, full of regret: "If I knew it was like this, I should have sent it over earlier. He called me that day, and I told him that I was in my hometown. If I had known If that's the case, even if I open the letter and give you a call, that's fine, and it won't miss your important business."

I shook my head: "This is God's will! Li Xiangyu is as superstitious as his mother. He believes in fate, so he arranged it like this. It was originally because he gave me a call, but he just wanted to see God's will. Only God allowed it. Only then will he be able to unload his thoughts, so that he will not feel ashamed of his mother under the nine springs. Seeing this letter, I seem to be able to let go of it, and I will go to the countryside to see him and Liang Yan!"

On the ninth day of the first lunar month, I made more than a dozen phone calls to Li Xiangyu, but no one answered the phone.Only then did I regret not asking for Tongtong's phone number.

On the tenth day of the first lunar month, our family drove to Hunan to visit the Li family.But after arriving in the countryside, the door of the Li family was tightly closed.On the doors and windows, the word "Hi" is pasted in red.

Liu Lei and his son did not go home, so they had to ask the nearby villagers.The villagers all said that on the day of Li Xiangyu's wedding, the groom and the bride did not return to the team at all. It is said that the two went directly to their honeymoon after getting married and never returned.Because Li's father had to earn tuition fees for his two children, he closed the door early and went to Shenzhen to work.

Now that he's here, my father decided to pay homage to Li Xiangyu's mother.After my father exchanged money for some incense and paper money at the villagers' homes, he came to the bamboo forest.I burned incense and paper to pay homage to the woman who could still control her son's life even though she was underground—my other mother—the mother of the man I love the most!

After paying homage to Li Xiangyu's mother, we drove back to the county seat. It was already westward, so we had to find a hotel to stay.

I've been to Tongtong's house twice, so I naturally know how to get there.It seems that the only way to find out about Li Xiangyu is to find Tongtong first.

But when I arrived at Tongtong's house, Tongtong's father turned me away with a very disgusted look.

Helpless, I had no choice but to fold back and prepare to go home.

"Brother Ah Hong!" I walked away when a familiar voice came from behind, I turned around and saw that it was actually Li Huanyu.

Li Huanyu chased after him, and smiled shyly, "I knew you would come, but why did you come so late?"

Yes, it was too late, it was too late!

"Sick and been hospitalized."

"Is it serious?" Li Huanyu was anxious.

I moved my watch back, revealing the scar: "Here! I have been hospitalized since the [-]th day of the new year, and stayed until the eighth day of the lunar new year."

Li Huanyu stroked the scar with pity: "It must be very painful! Why can't you think about it so much?" He shed silent tears.

Li Huanyu and I found a secluded small park, sat down on a bench, and asked, "I've been to your house just now, and there's no one at home. Where are your brother and Liang Yan?"

"On the day of the wedding, both of them ran away. So far, no one knows where they went. I thought my brother was looking for you, so I called you; Uncle thought you abducted my brother, so I called you." I won't let you in. But I know, my brother must be going to earn my tuition. After my mother passed away, my brother has been working part-time day and night to earn our tuition. The day before the wedding, my brother told me that he Going to work instead of going to school. In fact, I also have a part-time job now, and my tuition is almost paid off. My brother probably didn’t want to go to school because he was afraid of seeing you again. Half a month before we got married, my brother cried every day, every day! I By the side, just looking at it makes me feel sad!" He had tears streaming down his face, but he never cried a little.

"Did Dad force him? Don't let him go out?"

"No? If it's just a person locked up, that's easy to do. Just escape. What's locked up is his heart. You saw what my mother did before she died. He was locked up by that."

Yes, his heart was "locked", and everyone said that "the person who needs to tie the bell to untie the bell", now that Li Xiangyu's mother has passed away, who can unlock this heart lock for him?

"If you have news about my brother, remember to call me! Come on, give me your hand!" I took out a pen from my bag and wrote my mobile phone number on his arm, "Remember it!"

"You too, when you have news about your brother, you must remember to tell me as soon as possible. I can buy a mobile phone after I work part-time for another month, and I will give you the contact information then."

Saying goodbye to Li Huanyu, I went to Nirvana Valley and sat there quietly watching the flowing water.Before Li Xiangyu and Liang Yan got married, they must have sat here often, right?Here, Liang Yan found the courage to live; here, Li Xiangyu forgot his sorrow.And what can I find here?

When school started, I went to the school to find Li Xiangyu, and they all said that he never came again.