door to happiness

First love is always beautiful and unforgettable. Some people linger in their dreams for more than ten years, and some even never forget it for life.When I feel lost, I occasionally think of Qi Fei.I'm not even sure, when Qi Fei stood in front of me and said he wanted to get back together with me, whether I had the determination to turn around resolutely and leave without looking back.

However, Li Xiangyu did it.When An Xiaoyun came here alone, hoping to continue the relationship, he resolutely declined.I know that Li Xiangyu in An Xiaoyun's heart has turned over. Maybe she just doesn't want to be reconciled. She feels that my love has insulted her first love, so she is so entangled.However, I didn't expect An Xiaoyun in Li Xiangyu's heart to change the story so quickly.

Li Xiangyu's decisiveness cannot but be surprising.He was so decisive, so decisive that it bordered on indifference.

An Xiaoyun still didn't seem to give up, going in and out of the ward every day, laughing and laughing with Mother Li.Mother Li seemed to be a lot more cheerful, and her appetite gradually increased.But Li Xiangyu is still neither cold nor hot, neither sullen nor angry.Several times, I saw Mother Li's mouth slightly opened but closed again.She probably wanted to say: "Xiangyu, let's have a vigorous love affair with An Xiaoyun."

I was really afraid that she would say this, because Xiangyu said that if she asked him to fall in love, he would go into it; if she asked him to get married, he would get married.But, she still didn't speak.What is this simple country woman thinking?She has a depth that a farmer should not have, a depth that is frighteningly deep.

When Liu Lei came, seeing An Xiaoyun, the two were very excited. They talked long and short in their native dialect, which was bland and obscure.They spoke so speculatively that I once suspected that they were speaking ill of me behind my back.Both of them dislike me very much, so they should be regarded as the same breed.

Zhang Lan and Liang Yan also came, holding a bouquet of flowers and a fruit basket, and entered with smiles on their faces.

When Liang Yan saw Li Xiangyu, she was still a little cautious: "I haven't seen you for a few days, why did you lose so much weight? It's so heartbreaking." He said heart-warming words, but he was a few steps away.She handed the fruit basket to Li Xiangyu, took the carnation from Zhang Lan, and gave it to Mother Li, "Auntie, I wish you a speedy recovery."

Li Xiangyu put the fruit basket on the table, hooked it around Liang Yan's neck, and joked: "Mom, her name is Liang Yan, she is my senior sister. Our old family is from Chengguan. You can speak the local dialect to her. Girl , Why, blushing? Ugly daughter-in-law always wants to see her in-laws, didn’t she confess her love to me on Christmas Eve? Let me tell you, if you please your mother-in-law, you will get extra points.”

Li Xiangyu is not such an open person, this behavior is very abnormal, even Zhang Lan, An Xiaoyun, and Li's mother were stunned.His intention was obvious, to make An Xiaoyun quit in spite of the difficulties.An Xiaoyun has been here for three or four days, if this continues, her studies will be wasted, which is not what he wants to see.

Liang Yan pushed Li Xiangyu away, kicked him lightly, and smiled: "What's the matter, didn't you just reject me, and regret it now? Let me tell you, there is no cure for regret. You are so frivolous , even if you want to be with me now, I have to think about it carefully." While speaking, Liang Yan glanced at me.

An Xiaoyun squeezed forward, put the flowers in a vase, and sniffed them: "The flowers are so beautiful, thank you senior sister. Senior sister, my name is An Xiaoyun, and I am Li Xiangyu's girlfriend."

An Xiaoyun extended her hand generously to Liang Yan.

"Girlfriend?" Liang Yan sized up An Xiaoyun, then turned to look at Li Xiangyu, "Xiangyu, you're really a playful person. Are you trying to step on two boats? Don't be afraid that the boat will capsize in this gutter , muddy feet deep?"

Li Xiangyu picked out an orange from the fruit basket and threw it to Liang Yan: "First love—my high school classmate."

"Oh," Liang Yan nodded if she had realized something, and took An Xiaoyun's hand, "Hello, Li Xiangyu's first love. My name is Liang Yan, and I'm Li Xiangyu's senior sister—the current girlfriend who has a bad name. A best friend who will never let go of you for the rest of your life. Xiangyu, is it appropriate for me to introduce you like this?" Liang Yan made a face at me, showing a smug expression.

Zhang Lan and I were amused by Liang Yan's "tact" and humor, and laughed so hard.

"Since you know that you are not right and your words are not right, then you should step back. There are some things that you can't do, but I can. Li Xiangyu didn't accept you, but at least he loved me." In An Xiaoyun's words, it was already There was a fierce look on his face, but the person staring at him was not Liang Yan, but me.

What does it mean that Liang Yan can't do it, but she can do it?

My gaze and An Xiaoyun's gaze collided in the air, and I felt a chill rushing along my sight, into my brain.

"Ever loved? That means it's a thing of the past; love, that's a thing of the present." Liang Yan has always been eloquent, and she is not willing to lag behind. "Living in memories is a kind of sadness. One should always look forward .”

"You...you...," An Xiaoyun was very angry, "If you love Li Xiangyu so much, why would you let him fool around outside. You...you...you know him...he...", in front of everyone In front of her, An Xiaoyun finally restrained herself, and didn't say the two words "fag" that she thought were extremely dirty.

"He what? Fooling around? Do you mean that Li Xiangyu fell in love with him?" Liang Yan pointed at me.

An Xiaoyun was horrified: "I didn't... didn't say it. You...you don't want to slander Xiangyu at will. It's that man, that man... he's perverted, he...", An Xiaoyun He glanced at Mother Li.In front of Li's mother, after all, she had to take care of her face, and not be as iron-toothed as she was back then, attacking heartily.

"Pervert?" Liang Yan stepped forward and grabbed her by the collar, "When you say this, you are no longer qualified to be Li Xiangyu's friend. Everyone here knows about it, no One person thinks he is perverted. Based on this alone, you are not qualified to love Li Xiangyu."

Li Xiangyu was about to step forward to dissuade him, but Zhang Lan suddenly stopped him.Zhang Lan signaled him to wait and see what happened.

"Don't you think they're disgusting? I don't believe you don't care at all."

"I don't care!" Liang Yan let go, "Love can accommodate everything. I love him, and that's enough. I know that his heart cannot be placed here with me, because there is another angel in his heart. But, If one day, he is willing to come back to me, even if he can't let go of that person in his heart, I will accept it. He and I can not only be lovers, but also friends who will walk together for the rest of our lives. This is what you will never experience No way!"

"Oh, I'm here to visit my aunt. Is it interesting to argue about these old sesame seeds and rotten millet? Come on, come on, come on! Eat some fruit. Friends, cheer up." Liu Lei saw that their needlepoints were facing the wheat, and no one would give in. , hurriedly came out to muddy the water.

An Xiaoyun seemed to be angry, and rushed out, Li Xiangyu hurriedly followed.

I was about to go out, but Zhang Lan stopped me: "Ah Hong, let's play a song for you little fan, I haven't heard you play the guitar for a long time. Look, the moon and stars are sparse outside, and the house is quiet and peaceful. It's just right for you to play guitar." A song "Xin Yu Xing Yuan"."

Helpless, I had no choice but to unload the guitar from my shoulders, sit down, and play a song "Xin Yu Xing Yuan" affectionately.Liu Lei, Zhang Lan, and Liang Yan followed the beat and chorused gently.Xiangyu's mother gently closed her eyes and listened quietly.Does this soft tune evoke her memories of the past, and does the starry sky also carry her beautiful love in the moonless night?

The people walking outside also gradually stopped, squeezed into the ward, and sang along softly.

Music is so beautiful, it can open each other's hearts and make them embrace each other, whether they know each other or not.

I remembered the night we spent at Mount Moxingling in Baiyun Mountain, the stars were shining brightly, we hugged each other and talked about love.He said that the cornerstone of love is trust. If you can't never ask each other, then never forget each other.Is this our oath?Is this the star language wish?

I thought of Luo Qi’s eyes—on the top of Mount Heng, she looked at me with those eyes like a clear spring, and asked why I met him and fell in love with him in the vast world——I was hurt His heart was broken, his liver was broken, his gallbladder was split, and in the end he was heartless and unwilling to forget?I think that is the star language wish.

At the end of the song, I suddenly seemed to be in a good mood. I tuned the strings of the guitar, tried the sound, and said: "Godmother, I suddenly thought of a song. I give it to you. I hope you like it. It is a song by Man Wenjun" "Understand You", my friends, if you can sing, sing along."

"You, leave quietly. The lonely back step by step. How much I want to be with you and tell you how much I love you in my heart. Flowers bloom quietly, in the night when I suddenly miss you. How much I want to tell you, In fact, you have always been my miracle..." What a touching lyrics, what a sad tune.I don't know if I was infected by the lyrics or the artistic conception, but I actually shed tears.

How much I want to be close to you and say, Mom, in fact, I really love you.It would be great if you could treat me as your child too!

You know, your loneliness, my heartache, they are together.

How much I want to use my heartache to warm your loneliness; how much I want to use my tears to soothe the sorrow on your forehead; how much I want to use my devout kneeling in exchange for your sympathetic glance...

There was applause and the singing ended. Should I also end in your life?

He took the guitar, squeezed out of the crowd, and came to the hospital yard.

Under the ancient banyan tree in the yard, An Xiaoyun raised her hand and slapped Li Xiangyu.This guy didn't dodge or dodge, he beat An Xiaoyun like he was beaten by his uncle.

Is this guy stupid?Even Gao Yong was no match for him, so why was he defeated by an old man and a weak woman?

Carrying the guitar, I left quietly, unwilling to touch my wound, his pain.

Lying in the room, looking up at the ceiling quietly, I feel that the road ahead is boundless.

Luo Qi said that I am sick and need to be cured.

At some point, the door opened, followed by the sound of closing the door, and then the mother screamed exaggeratedly: "Child, who did you fight with? Why is your face so swollen?"

Play - life is a play!

I suddenly thought of this sentence.