door to happiness

Dad knocked on the door and saw us in bathrobes with wet heads, our faces darkened, and we were about to say something, but our little mother stopped us.I'm afraid this Christmas Eve dinner will break up because of my unreasonableness.Xiaobo was cutting the cake at this time, Li Xiangyu hurriedly dragged me back to the living room.

Breaking the strings and continuing again, it is definitely not Hatsune!The whole family gathered around the table again, but nothing but embarrassment was still embarrassing.The five ate the cake hastily, and each took an apple back to the room.And Li Xiangyu was about to go back to his room, but I abducted him by the way.Tonight, I don't want to sleep alone!

On the bed, we lay side by side, looking at the luxurious ceiling on the ceiling, following the light blue soft light emitted by the glazed lamp, we were in a daze.I don't know what to say to break this terrible silence!Li Xiangyu closed his eyes, with a smile on the corner of his mouth.

I turned around gently, hugged him, kissed his forehead, and looked at his eyelashes like the thin wings of a cicada innocently.The corner of his mouth was grinning all the time, and the smile spread wildly across his face like summer grass, but it was like peach blossoms blooming in early spring and red clouds blooming.He is so shy, so cute!

"Tired? Tomorrow Christmas, do you want to go on a trip?" Eyes still slightly closed, mouth didn't seem to open, but the lazy voice sounded out of nowhere, soft and slippery.

"Mom and Xiaobo are going back to grandma's house tomorrow, why don't we go too! Grandma's house is in the countryside of Zengcheng, the countryside should be fun!"

"Okay, I'll listen to you!" He lazily turned over and turned his back to me.

The next day, we pestered my little mother and wanted to go back to the countryside together.Although the little mother was curious, she was very happy.I have been resistant to my little mother since I was a child, and I am quite uncooperative.My little mother wanted to take me to the countryside of Zengcheng many times, but I rejected them one by one.Since my mother and father remarried, I have only been to Xiaobo's grandmother's house once - although that grandmother really likes me, I always feel as if I have betrayed my mother!

The little mother took the car, and the four of them talked and laughed all the way.The happiest is Xiaobo, he likes Li Xiangyu very much, and always loves to tell stories with him.Today, however, he clings to Li Xiangyu and wants to tell him about the countryside in Zengcheng.With a smug look on his face, it seemed that he was talking about some precious landscape wonders.

Xiaobo probably knew about my relationship with Li Xiangyu and that he was my boyfriend, but he didn't show any disgust.Probably because I'm still young, I don't understand why.I really hope he never grows up and keeps this innocence.I'm really afraid that the disgust and burnout will follow when the teenager grows up.

When I arrived at my grandmother's house, my grandmother was already waiting in the yard.If I remember correctly, she has lived through eighty and seven years, so she can be called an octogenarian.But her bones are quite strong, her ears are not deaf, her eyes are not blurred, and her thinking is still very clear, so she can talk to her.At this moment, she was leaning on a cane, standing in the yard, watching the car turn in.

The little mother parked the car and hurried to help her. Although she complained, a blush bloomed on her face: "Mom, it's so cold, what are you doing out here? Just wait in the back room!"

"Xiao Bo is here! Ah Hong is here! Come on, show grandma! Ah Hong, grandma misses you all the time, but you are too busy to come and see my old lady!" Grandma walked tremblingly In front of me, touching my face.

She's really old. She wasn't so old when I saw her six years ago.It seems that I have to re-evaluate her.Li Xiangyu was a little nervous, the palm of the hand that held me was sweating.

"Call grandma!"

Li Xiangyu called grandma, and grandma looked at Li Xiangyu, and I hurriedly explained: "Grandma, this is my younger brother, named Li Xiangyu!"

"Mom, I'm a son!" Xiaoma's explanation was just right.

"Not bad, not bad! Clear eyebrows, clear eyes, such a bright child! Not bad, not bad! Come, come, come! Back room please!"

The uncle and the second uncle were doing farm work outside at this time. The first aunt and the second aunt hurried out to welcome us because they heard the whistle, and welcomed us into the back room.Serving tea and pouring water, offering melons and fruits, the hospitality is quite comprehensive.

Grandma seems to like Li Xiangyu very much, always holding his hand and asking questions, but ignoring Xiaobo, the real grandson, and me, the "nominal grandson".Li Xiangyu sat beside his grandmother, smiling all over his face, but there was a bit of embarrassment in that smile.He is not the kind of familiar person!

Seeing my grandmother pestering Li Xiangyu, I went to the kitchen and exchanged greetings with the two aunts.

The second aunt is a person who likes to think about things. She has a wide mouth and never speaks in a rhythm. She can say whatever comes to her mind.To be honest, I kind of hate her.No, she said another very uncomfortable thing.Originally, the kitchen was still hot, but after she asked, it instantly dropped to freezing point.

She asked me: "I remember you were very noisy when you were young. You insisted that you fell in love with a boy and had a big fight with your father! Now that you have grown up so much and look handsome, there must be many girls chasing you." You? Do you have a girlfriend yet?"

It turns out that my coming out in junior high school has already become a topic of conversation after dinner!I really didn't expect that a steady person like Xiaoma would gossip in her natal family.In fact, it doesn't matter much, just say it!

The eldest aunt coughed dryly, and glared at the younger aunt.The little aunt was still cutting vegetables with her head down, her nerves were so rough: "If there is, when will you bring it here to show the little aunt! Don't worry, as long as you bring her, the little aunt will definitely greet you well and never leave you s face!"

"I already brought it!" I wanted to hold back, but I couldn't, "I like men, I have liked them since I was a child, don't you know? The one who just came here is my boyfriend!" Everyone said that impulsiveness is the devil , Yes, impulse is the devil!Whenever this happens, I can't help but want to say it!After Qi Fei left me, I confronted my parents so loudly!After getting to know Li Xiangyu, for him, I also contradicted my little mother like this!This seems to be a weakness of mine, but it is also a flaw!The more you despise me, the more I want to say it, and I say it so dignifiedly!

The little aunt was stunned, and stopped cutting vegetables, staring at me blankly, not knowing how to answer.

"Ah Hong, help me go to the field and call your uncles and uncles back for dinner!" My aunt was very good at reading people's eyes, and hurriedly dismissed me.

I shrugged, gave my little aunt a meaningful smile, turned and left.

I didn't intend to come here to look for unhappy, but unhappy found me!

Seeing that I was about to go out, Li Xiangyu followed me out—he just went downhill, and he was finally out of the sea of ​​suffering.It turns out that grandma has been interrogating, as if checking the household registration.Ask him where he is from, where he goes to school, how many children are there in the family, what do the parents do... Almost every detail is asked about everything.It is said that my grandmother participated in the work of the underground party when she was young. I really doubt that she is a female agent of the underground party engaged in espionage. Otherwise, how could she think so clearly and ask such detailed questions?How does this look like an old man in his eighties!

I told Li Xiangyu about my little aunt and me, and he was horrified: "You have a nervous problem! Just bear it, why do you have to say it? It's not like you come here every day, just bear it once! Yes! The Tao is 'be patient for a while, so as not to worry about a hundred days'. They are not the ones we need to come out of the closet!"

I shrugged helplessly: "I just have such a bad temper!"

"You just came here to make trouble! I wanted to travel with you to change my mood, but now it's better, it's even more troublesome!"

Between the words, it has reached the ground!Now that it is late autumn, many people have started to grow rapeseed!The fields of the uncle and uncle are adjacent to each other, and they are growing rapeseed in their respective fields.Hearing human voices, both of them raised their heads in response.Their dark skin and their white teeth when they smile show us their robustness.

The eldest uncle is over sixty years old, and even the younger uncle is over half a century old, but he doesn't look old at all.They each have a son, probably in response to the call of the country, late marriage and late childbearing, less births and better births, who said that grandma is a party member!Now the children are all married, and they go out to work with their wives, leaving only one son each.This should also be regarded as a kind of "empty nest" - two generations of old people, one generation of children!

I sometimes wonder, what is the difference between people in the city running around in business and people in the country enjoying themselves in the fields?It's all life!The country people may envy the busy life of the city people, admire the exquisite and exquisite buildings, and envy the bustling lights and feasting, but they don’t know that the city people yearn for the tranquility and joy of the countryside!I think, I am willing to die in such a village with green mountains and clear waters!

"Xiangyu, let's buy a house in the countryside and grow old together, okay? Let's work in the fields together, eat the food we grow, eat the fruits and vegetables we grow, and watch the neighbor's children running and playing in front of our eyes! Such days Isn't it beautiful?"

Li Xiangyu poked me on the head: "Your literary disease is again, how can it be so easy! If the life in the countryside is so good, why do thousands of migrant workers have to squeeze their heads on the single-plank bridge of the college entrance examination? What you see is the appearance! The hard work of the wind and the sun, the hard work of the scorching sun, the helplessness of not being with me, the helplessness of the lack of harvest, the sadness of being riddled with diseases, and being shy in your pocket, you have no way of understanding! Let’s go, go back!"

At the dinner table, grandma deliberately sat next to Li Xiangyu, and kept picking vegetables into his bowl. Fish, chicken, and meat all jumped into his bowl.Grandma pinched her and said: "Come on, eat more for my second grandson! Grandma likes you so much! I will come to your godmother more and talk to grandma more! Grandma, I haven't lived for a few years, so I just want to talk to you!" These grandchildren, grandchildren, chat!"

"Mom, what nonsense are you talking about! You haven't turned [-] yet! When it's your [-]th birthday, I'm going to give you a lively celebration! What's the name of your [-]th birthday..." My mother saw Grandma said some unlucky words, so she hurriedly stopped.

"Qiyi! A hundred years old is called Qiyi! Longevity!" Li Xiangyu is worthy of being a scholar, and he reacted instantly!

"That's right, my godson is knowledgeable! A hundred years old is called a life expectancy, mom, we still have to live that life!"

I glanced at the second aunt, and the second aunt saw that Li Xiangyu's expression was a little bit wrong, probably because what I just said made her think.The eldest aunt was fine, with a smile on her face, she kept pinching vegetables into Xiao Bo's bowl!

Xiao Bo is sitting next to Li Xiangyu!He put the chicken legs in the bowl into Li Xiangyu's bowl: "Brother, this 'umbrella' is for you to eat! Not only grandma loves you, but Xiao Bo also loves brother!"

The childish words made everyone laugh, except the second aunt!