door to happiness

Watching Lu Zimei get on the bus, I turned on my phone and prepared to go home.

Li Xiangyu sent me eleven text messages and made nine phone calls.He must be in a hurry!I didn't call back and I didn't text back!All along, I have been submissive to him, always worried that he will leave suddenly.Today, I suddenly wanted to bravely push my nose on my face once!

Lu Zimei used a junior sister to take care of Chen Yuan, and I, will I let a Liang Yan take care of it?do not care!I have always wanted to live my life well, but why is it such a chaotic and terrible life?

When I got home, my father, mother, and Xiaobo were all in the living room.A "snowman" cake sits on the dining table in the living room.The cake was in the shape of a snowman. Although it was not lifelike, it seemed to have begun to take shape.The hat is surrounded by chocolate, the eyes are two strawberries, the mouth is a cherry, and the nose is a yellow cantaloupe.It's a pity that I don't have hands, but it's a bit like Maitreya Buddha!

There are several dishes of cold dishes around the cake, and then there are several big dishes, such as braised fish, winter melon and lotus seed keel soup, boiled chicken, boiled shrimp, fried eggs, etc., which are very rich.The bowls and chopsticks have been set up, a total of five pairs.Beside the bowls, there is an apple for each! ——This relationship is for the whole family to spend Christmas Eve together?It is true that the sun has come out from the west, which has never happened since I was born!

Li Xiangyu has not come back yet!

When Xiaobo saw me coming back, he rushed up to greet me: "Brother, where have you been? Brother Xiangyu has been looking for you for a long time, and he went out again!"

"Where did you go? Didn't you say that you asked for leave today? Xiangyu wanted to surprise you, but you disappeared! He said he made an appointment with you and picked you up at the door of your company! Didn't you tell him that you asked for leave? "There was a hint of sternness in Dad's eyes, but also a bit of dissatisfaction.

"Hasn't he returned yet?" Sit down at the dining table.But I have already picked up the chopsticks, ready to eat.

"Wait a little longer, I'll call Xiangyu—you, have you been drinking?" Dad smelled the alcohol on me, and his face suddenly changed, "Ah Hong, what happened? You obviously asked for leave , but didn’t tell Xiangyu, could it be that you guys had a fight?”

"It can be considered as you wish—" My tone was extremely unfriendly!I don't know what's wrong with me, it seems that I fell into the powder keg and brought back the smell of gunpowder.

"This kid, look how you talk! Old Zhang, call Xiangyu quickly, don't let him look around outside!"

In less than a quarter of an hour, Li Xiangyu came back.He didn't complain or ask questions, but ate with everyone.

At the dinner table, he kept holding vegetables for me, which was so overwhelming, as if I was actually a guest.No, he should have a guilty conscience.It is said that every time a man cheats, he will buy some gifts to coax his wife as psychological compensation.At this moment, does he have this kind of mentality?

Before, he was still in love with Liang Yan, but now he pretended that nothing had happened; if I let him go, he must be very angry in his heart, but now he pretends to be so calm in front of my parents.What a humble gentleman!What a hypocritical gentleman!In my heart, he has always been as clean as a lotus, but at this moment, there is nothing left of him!

"Two sons, let's have a drink! No matter what discomfort you have, just leave with a glass of wine! Come!"

When his father raised his glass, Li Xiangyu immediately raised his glass with a smile on his face!The skill of observing words and expressions is very smooth, and the charming and slavish attitude is vividly displayed!I couldn't help a sneer from the corner of my mouth!

I picked up the glass of red wine and shook it a few times.The red wine danced lightly in the transparent glass, ready to move, just like my aggrieved heart: "You are really a good son of your godfather, I think about him! I ran so far away to love each other, romantic, romantic, Are you afraid that I will see it? Didn’t you say you don’t like women, why are you dating Liang Yanmei?”

Father and mother were stunned, quietly looking at Li Xiangyu, who was calm and composed.

Li Xiangyu shook the red wine a few times, closed his eyes, sipped his mouth, drank the red wine, and then slowly opened his eyes: "Have you followed me? If I say no, you will not believe me; if I say yes , I feel aggrieved again. Then, you can think whatever you want! Zhang Hong, you have a fatal weakness - paranoia!"

"I'm suspicious!" Burning with anger, they slapped the table, soup splashed everywhere, on the table and on everyone's clothes, there were spots and stains.

Father's face darkened, and he held back his breath: "Don't mess around while eating! Let's talk about something after eating!"

"Isn't this the result you want?" Tears flowed uncontrollably, "Don't you just hope that Li Xiangyu and Liang Yan will get along well, and Zhang Lan and I will be a couple? How can I describe it? Dreams come true? Or did you all plan long ago, a nest of snakes and rats? Li Xiangyu, you’re a coward! Yes! I don't want any woman!"

The veins on the father's forehead popped up, and the anger spread from the pupils, burning his face blue and purple.

"Dad, Ah Hong drank too much, I'll help him go back first!" Seeing that the situation was not good, Li Xiangyu hurried over to help me.

I struggled to push him away, but he held me back.He whispered: "Don't make trouble, let's go back to the room and talk about it!"

I seemed to be really drunk—if I wasn't drunk, I wouldn't dare to shout at him like this!When I was drunk by him, I was half awake from the wine and realized my gaffe.This kind of gaffe is not beneficial to our emotional path, it will only deepen our parents' prejudice against us and increase our worries.

Li Xiangyu helped me into the door, locked it and threw me on the bed!

I was thrown heavily on the bed with a clang, and the skeleton of my whole body seemed to be falling apart.This was the first time he was angry, since they met each other.I don't know if it's because I'm afraid, or because it really hurts, so I can't help sobbing: "You hit me! You hit me!" I pretended to be pitiful - I needed a step down!I told myself that as long as he came to coax me, then this matter would be considered a turning point!

Li Xiangyu didn't coax me, but just came up and sprinkled my clothes and took off my pants.He had a ferocious look on his face, as if he was fierce, as if he had eaten me again.The tongues of fire bursting out from those eyes concealed a kind of viciousness!He... he shouldn't... I subconsciously took a few steps back and curled up in a corner of the bed.

His greedy hands stretched out towards my legs, and I took a step back alertly!

He suddenly laughed slyly, and that smile hit me like a whip!

"What are you thinking? Even when you're drunk, you have bad thoughts, so you can't be simple?" He suddenly hugged me—oh my god, he was able to hug me, a 1.8-meter-five "big guy" by the waist?He can actually pick it up!

He carried me into the bathroom: "Did you come down by yourself, or did I throw you down?" Seeing his serious face, I came down cautiously like a child who had made a mistake, stood in front of the shower, and faced the wall in thought.He turned on the faucet switch, and a gust of cold water poured down, "Sober up for me, don't make trouble anymore!"

Although I am drunk, I am sober!What I said just now, every sentence is from the bottom of my heart, I just dare not say it normally!Of course, as soon as I said it, I immediately regretted it!I was really afraid that Li Xiangyu would use this as an excuse to break up with me directly.Only then did I realize that it wasn't that he couldn't leave me, but that I couldn't leave him!

The bone-chilling water poured down from top to bottom, extinguishing my anger and taking away my last trace of complaint.If you want something, you can only be patient!

I stood foolishly under the shower, drenched in water!Let's just take it as a step, after taking a shower, I'll pretend I'm sober, speak seriously, and ask him if I'm not.

He came in again, frowning: "Are you stupid? You know it's cold water and you keep pouring it?" He said and quickly turned on the switch to warm water!

"Didn't you also turn on the cold water?" Looking at his face and thinking of the scene when Liang Yan kissed him, the anger in his heart could not help but come up again.

I pushed him to the corner and kissed him desperately!This man was mine once, is mine now, and I hope he will remain mine in the future, but he was defiled by a woman.I'm not kissing, I'm biting!I bit his lip frantically!He came up to me suddenly, and bit my lip too—this is the first time we have kissed each other!

He suddenly pushed me away and stared into my eyes: "My wife, what you see is not true! You have to believe me! We agreed that we would never ask each other, why do you not believe me so much? Seeing is not believing, ears Listening may not be false!"

"Never ask each other?" I was stunned, and took a step back. Yes, I had such a promise with him, "Never ask each other is a kind of absolute trust. How many people can really do it? No, Ah Hong, I really can’t stand it! Let’s be honest, shall we? No matter what happens, don’t wait for the other party to ask, and confess first, okay?”

"Okay, I'll confess unconditionally! I'm sorry, baby, it's my fault for making you feel so sad! It's my fault for failing to make you feel at ease! Liang Yan asked me to go to the Pearl River to see the scenery today, so I'll take this opportunity to tell you She came out! Yes, she kissed me, but before I came out to her!"

"You mean..." I couldn't help it, tears rolled down my face, "Did you tell Liang Yan about us?"

He nodded solemnly!

He came out to his best friend, first Liu Lei, now Liang Yan!I know it takes a lot of courage for a man as noble as him.Although I haven't been able to come out to my parents for the time being, I seem to see a ray of light standing in the silent abyss!

"How's her attitude?"

"Her attitude is not important, the important thing is that I have made it clear to her."

"Will she ignore us?"

"That's her freedom!"

"What if she spreads it in the school?"

"So what? The world is so big, there is always a place to stay."