door to happiness

Do you know who the most difficult person in the world is?It's not someone else, it's yourself!There is a saying that the bystanders are clear and the authorities are obsessed. In our own lives, we will always be the authorities!

Regarding the truth of "Sister Yang is Lu Zimei's mother", I was quite indignant and felt aggrieved for Liang Yan. I wanted to tell Liang Yan directly several times, but Li Xiangyu quite disagreed.He felt that Liang Yan and Lu Zimei's sisters were deeply in love now, and their friendship must have blinded their eyes, so they couldn't listen to any advice.After thinking about it carefully, I think it's the same thing, so I let it go.

But that day, Liang Yan came to me with a happy face, and said with a smile: "Zhang Hong, I want to tell you great news—Sister Yang has agreed to continue to sponsor us to publish magazines! I have called so many times, Sister Yang made excuses to evade, but Sister Lu got it done as soon as she made a phone call. This Sister Lu is really amazing! Sister Lu really has nothing to say, she is bold, neat and domineering! At first I was afraid that she would not Help me, I didn't expect that she would take the initiative to be a lobbyist for me! I really have to treat her to a meal some other day..."

This pathetic woman, who was sold by others, is still happily counting the money for others!

"That's my real mother, of course I can handle it!" I was so angry, but I couldn't get angry, so I could only mutter to myself.

"What did you say?" She couldn't hear clearly.

"I said, Sister Yang is Liang Yan's mother. She is playing with you together. You are still grateful to Dade, are you stupid!" Seeing her repeatedly questioning, I finally lost my temper. Tell the truth.

"You have a nervous problem! I've seen her mother! It's been three years, and you still worry about what happened back then? A man, a real man, can't even let go of this thing? Where is your heart! Zhang Hong , Do you still remember what Li Xiangyu said? He said that college is used to meet the most important friends in the next few decades, learn to distinguish who will never let go, and who will never date. Sister Lu, I think She is someone I will never let go of in my life. In my heart, she is as important as you and Li Xiangyu, and I will not allow you to slander her!" After speaking, she left feeling a little disappointed.

What a silly girl who doesn't know people!How could Lu Zimei be someone she should never let go of in her lifetime, she should be someone she should never date in her lifetime!

I was a little upset, and went under the ancient maple tree with my guitar on my back.The maple leaves are red and bright, like Dan like fire.The maple leaves fell and spread all over the ground, layer by layer, wrapping the splendor of this season with its soft body.When the autumn wind suddenly rises, it shakes down the beauty of a season, shakes it into a poem, gets drunk into a pot of wine, and tastes it into a cup of tea.

Zhang Lan came here stepping on the leaves and sat next to me.She looked at the blue sky and white clouds, then looked at my depressed face, stroked my guitar, and made a crisp sound: "Why, is this lonely! So sentimental!"

I smiled slightly, played the piano and sang, the voice was clear and melodious, accompanied by Ye Yu and the wind.At that moment, I felt my heart gradually calm down.

In the evening, when I was sending Li Xiangyu to work, I mentioned this to him, and he couldn't help laughing: "Idiot, I told you a long time ago that she won't listen to me, and I still don't give up! You are 'until the Yellow River', 'If you don't hit the south wall, don't look back'!"

"I'm just being mean for a while, and I didn't control my own mouth! But, Xiangyu, if a friend goes astray and we don't remind him, is he still a friend?" Sitting by the window, looking at the rising traffic on the street. Lights, my heart falters.

"Accordingly speaking, if a friend goes astray, it is natural to help, but you must also pay attention to the method. If you are as reckless as you, if you help, you will not help. I am so sleepy, I will rely on you to sleep for a while! Here, you remember Wake me up, don't sit at the terminal again like last time!" He yawned and fell asleep leaning on my shoulder.

There were more and more people in the car, and he was on my shoulder, but no one paid us much attention because of the two men cuddling each other.The hot breath he exhaled lingered in my ears, as if there was a bug crawling around my ears, itching, this "itch" went down my neck and crawled all the way to my heart.

Looking at his sexy lips, I turned my head slightly, bent down, and wanted to kiss him.I don't mind being gay; I don't care about other people's strange eyes either.In this life, my greatest hope is: my love can exist openly and aboveboard in front of others!

"Go back! Come closer and be careful I will castrate you!" It was still so far away from him, but he seemed to have noticed it, even though he kept his eyes slightly closed.Maybe it's the breath I'm breathing.He was so composed, so slow.

I had no choice but to sit upright: "Aren't you asleep?"

"Keep your eyes open! You can sit with a pervert, can you not grow your mind! These days, we must guard against theft, fire and Zhang Hong!"

"So I'm so scary!" This little guy is so cute!

He seemed to be really tired, yawned, adjusted his posture slightly, and fell asleep again.

After sending Li Xiang away, when I walked out of the KFC store, I found that they had a part-time job poster hanging at the gate. After a little thought and keeping it in mind, I left.

Good night, Xiangyu!Good night, restless city!Good night, those who are obsessed with authority!

Since that day, the way Liang Yan looked at me changed a little, and she got closer to Lu Zimei, as if she was provoking me!Hell, it's none of my business!

That day, when I saw Lu Zimei at the school gate, she actually took the initiative to stop me: "I heard you said something wrong with me in front of Liang Yan? I said Zhang Hong, it's been three years, and you still hate me? What a big deal, Do you still miss me forever? You know, I have always been kind to you, otherwise, the school would not be so peaceful!"

He is blatantly threatening!Yes, I have something in her hands, that's why I avoided her these three years and didn't provoke her!In the eyes of others, that incident three years ago was just a trivial matter, but in my opinion, it was a major event that shocked me for the rest of my life!

"I heard that you have gotten very close to Li Xiangyu recently, you...does he know?"

I trembled like a fish on an anvil!

Just like three years ago, she started to make a fuss about my sexual orientation again!In her eyes, homosexuality is like a "heinous" crime, which cannot be opened to the world.

Like me, Lu Zimei is also from Yangcheng.The world is not big or small, but some people seem to be destined to meet each other—even though we have different schools in elementary school, junior high school, and even high school, our fate will always be entangled by someone or something , so we are.

At the beginning of the university, I felt that everything was so fresh, but I was still dull.It is said that there are two most important things in college: mixing with brothers and falling in love, but I don't care about that.My love is destined to be different, and the word brother is also very heavy to me.With Qi Fei's "precedent", I no longer dare to act rashly.

So, my days became painting, playing guitar and playing ball.

Lu Zimei is a person with excellent eyesight and excellent matchmaking skills.She just happened to watch me draw a sketch under Guang Yulan, and then she fell in love with me, and wanted to lure me into the literature club, just like she fell in love with other talents.For example, Qin Hui, she only heard him compose a poem at a poetry meeting, and she affirmed his talent.In the next few years, Qin Hui really lived up to her expectations and became the only one in poetry.

It is undeniable that Lu Zimei is a person who cherishes talents.Just like Liang Yan entangled Li Xiangyu, she tried her best to me, but I was just a hard bone, and I didn't like soft and hard.She has always imagined that I can feel the grace of "knowledge" like Zhuge Liang in "The Romance of the Three Kingdoms", but I am a "heartless" person.

If it is like this all the time, it won't hurt too much, it won't make me turn against her.The turning point appeared on Qi Fei.I thought that I would never meet Qi Fei again in my life, if I didn't take the initiative to find him.But God sent him to me again.

That day, Lu Zimei came to persuade me as usual, and at that time, her high school classmate Zhang Yuan came to her.And Zhang Yuan was accompanied by Zhang Yuan's college classmate Qi Fei - my junior high school classmate.

Qi Fei was stunned, dumbfounded, with a look of horror on his face, not knowing what to say.

I was instantly messed up, and the wound that took years to heal was instantly cracked.I tried my best to calm down, squeezed out a smile, told myself not to cry, and stretched out my hand: "Long time no see, Qi Fei!"

He shook my hand numbly, but the moment he touched my hand, I found that his hand was shaking violently: "Long time no see, Zhang Hong!"

"What's the matter with you? We haven't seen each other for so many years, you should be happy! When we were studying, we played basketball together every day! I play basketball very well now!"

"Really?" He was a little embarrassed.

For countless nights, I imagined the scene of reuniting with him, but I didn't expect it to be such an unexpected encounter, and I didn't expect the meeting to be so embarrassing.Yes, never coming back!I found an excuse to escape - let the past go with the wind!

But this incident did not end in such an embarrassing way.One day, Lu Zimei came to me smelling of alcohol, and said in a stern voice, "Zhang Hong, you have something in my hands, so you should obediently come to the Literature Club to help me! The Literature Club has just launched a publication, and it really needs people like you! "

"Not interested!" I turned to leave.

She stood in front of me, flaunting her head and posing, her shoulders half-naked: "So...so...you are not interested? Could it be that if the president...the president is a handsome guy...you...you would be interested? "

I trembled all over, feeling a deep sense of betrayal!I didn't expect Qi Fei to betray me like this, and tell my story to others just as a joke.I don't care if people know about my sexuality - I'm gay and I'm open!However, I don't want to be used by others.

"If you don't agree, believe it or not, tomorrow I'll spread the word 'you're gay' all over campus!" She pouted and smiled so weirdly.

"Up to you! Spread it if you like!"

That night, thinking that I was being threatened by others, I couldn't sleep, and I panicked with the bad breath in my heart.

The next day, I went to the literature club and scolded Lu Zimei.At that time, many members of the literary club were present, and no one knew what happened, only that I was biting Lu Zimei like a "mad dog".Yes, I was "crazy" that day.Lu Zimei responded with a few words, but she didn't mention the topic of homosexuality again - in the next three years, she never mentioned it.

In any case, being able to keep other people's secrets still amazes me, and I give her a lot of points.Until I heard the conversation between her and Sister Yang, I always thought she was basically a good person!