door to happiness

"Is this a threat?"

"No, it's a warning!" Lu Zimei's answer was short but powerful.

"Compare your heart to your heart—" I didn't say anything, leaving only a meaningful four-character phrase.If she still has a conscience, if she still has a trace of humanity, I think she should know how to do it.

The days are still ordinary, Liang Yan will still talk about Lu Zimei with great relish in front of me, touting her as if there is nothing in the sky, but nothing in the world.I just smiled embarrassingly, no longer explaining, no longer correcting, and no longer sighing about it.Yes, what Li Xiangyu said is right, once a person is deeply fascinated by it, no one can wake him up—how ​​many people in this world are not self-centered?

Zhang Lan still chats with me from time to time, listens to me play the guitar, and watches me play basketball.Occasionally, she would hand me a bottle of water, or a towel.I know that she actually likes me, but I never give her hope.Every time I would call her "good sister" and urge her to find a boyfriend quickly.She just smiled—I know, she's really sad.

Love is a net, a net that can no longer be closed once spread out.Love is a cocoon, a cocoon that wraps oneself in it.Zhang Lan fell into my love net and made a cocoon of "self-hypnosis"; I fell into Li Xiang's love net and weaved a "dream" cocoon.As for Li Xiangyu, will he fall into my love and weave a cocoon?

Although we have established our identity, although he is already my boyfriend in name, although we meet almost every day, although we are happy every day, but... I still can't be sure about this relationship.In this relationship, he is always secretive, in a trance, and never gives a sure look.

"Xiangyu, I'm going to an interview this afternoon, and I may come back very late. If you work part-time at night, I won't send you to the company!" I feel a little sad, because I send him to the company every day, and he is always in the car Resting on my shoulder all the way.This feeling is very wonderful, and I have fallen in love with it deeply.

He shrugged meaninglessly: "It's okay, there are a lot of handsome guys on the bus anyway, just borrow your shoulders then!"

"Don't you dare, be careful I've cast lots for you!" He said on his lips, but his hand had already won.

His face blushed suddenly, and he pushed it away: "Be civilized, don't act like a hooligan!"

"I'm a legal hooligan!" I wanted to continue to tease him, but seeing his face turned cloudy, I hurriedly stopped, "Okay, then it's settled like this! You are not allowed to hook up with handsome guys on the road, remember to tell me when you arrive at the company." Respond to the text message and report that you are safe!"

Actually, I didn't have an interview today, I just wanted to surprise him.When he came to the company and saw me waiting for him there, what kind of expression do you think he would have?A person who loves him to the point of madness and is willing to work with him in order to spend more time with him, he should like it very much, right?This may be called romantic, although I am not a romantic person.

I came to the KFC store early, changed into work clothes, and started my part-time career.The supervisor, surnamed Liu, is a young man in his thirties.Most of the stores are part-time college students, and a few permanent staff.He leads us to guard this world.

My job is actually very simple, it is responsible for delivering food!The reason why I chose this is because I am familiar with the roads in this area, and I am also good at riding electric vehicles, and this job has a high hourly salary, and no one supervises you.There is a saying that "the general is outside, and the military order is not subject to it." Basically, it is difficult for the supervisor to control what I do outside.Of course, I can't play too far.

Well, let me tell the truth!I originally wanted to stay indoors with Li Xiangyu, but there is only a shortage of food delivery here, so I had to endure it.When I think about it, I feel very depressed.I thought that if I recruited, I could work with Li Xiangyu, chat and laugh happily together, but I didn't expect it to be like this.

Li Xiangyu hasn't come yet, but I have to go out to deliver my first takeaway order!

When I returned to the restaurant, Li Xiangyu had already started working.Watching him from a distance serving others politely, a sudden warmth welled up in my heart.Such a gentle, cute, and steady boy, he didn't reject me.

"I'm back!" I came in through the back door, put the box aside, and deliberately raised my voice to attract Li Xiangyu's attention.

Li Xiangyu was at the front desk, and when he heard my voice, he looked back, and I hurriedly stepped aside.He rubbed his ears, turned around again, and began to seriously order food for others.This guy must have thought he was hallucinating.

I was about to go out and give him a surprise, when the supervisor stopped me again: "There are still a few orders here, you can go and deliver them! The young man is good, and the delivery is very fast! This is what we want, but we have to pay for it on the way." Pay attention to safety! Don't risk your life just to make money!"

"I was born and bred in the local area, where do I not know? It will be no problem to leave it to me!" After that, I had no choice but to take the takeaway box and prepare to go again.Food delivery relies on a commission, and the more you deliver, the more you earn, so many people work hard!However, that's not what I care about.

Passing by a barbecue stall while delivering food, the mutton made a "sizzling" sound under the charcoal grill, exuding a tempting aroma.Li Xiangyu likes to eat this kind of grilled lamb kebabs the most. It is best if the meat is a little fat. When you bite down, your mouth will be full of oil, but it will not be too greasy in your mouth. If you add some cumin, the taste will be even better.

I stopped, bought a dozen skewers, put them in the takeaway box, and prepared to take them back for Li Xiangyu to eat.

After delivering the takeaway and returning to the restaurant, it was a little late, and the number of customers had decreased, so Li Xiangyu could finally rest for a while.He leaned against the front desk, staring at the lights in the hall in a daze.There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, what was this cute guy thinking?

I gave two kebabs to each of my colleagues present, and there were four remaining in the end.I stuffed the mutton skewers into Li Xiangyu's nose, and the strong aroma woke him up.He looked back at me and asked, "Didn't you say you have an interview today? Why are you here?"

He sized me up, landed on my work clothes, and his face suddenly darkened: "This is the interview you mentioned? Why didn't you tell me?"

"I want to give you a surprise! How about it, do you feel surprised?"

"Hello, what would you like to order?" The blind guy came to order at this time.Li Xiangyu neither took my kebabs nor replied, and greeted the guests respectfully.

Seeing that he was busy, I had no choice but to retreat back to the back kitchen.

When he got off work, he was still a little angry and walked ahead alone.I chased after him and handed him the roasted mutton that was already cold.He took it, walked to the bus stop, found a bench and sat down, eating slowly.The expression on his face finally slowly melted away, and a smile gradually appeared.

He said that under the moonlight, sitting next to his favorite person and tasting his favorite snacks is the best feeling, and he really wants to live like this for the rest of his life.

I laughed at him, "How simple is such a wish, as long as you want, I can promise you a lifetime promise."

He suddenly held his breath, looked at me, and said after a while: "If you make a small promise, you will have little faith! The world is changing, and who can predict the future? Since you can't predict the future, how dare you make a promise to the future? Zhang Hong, I know you are very happy!" Love me, and I am very grateful that you can love me like this! However, when a person can touch all your nerves, you are not a normal you at this time. You have your life, your future, and I don’t want you I gave up these because of me. 'Playing with things and losing one's mind', 'addicted to masculinity', I don't want to use these words on you."

"Fool!" I stroked his head affectionately, "Loving you is what I want to do! I want to fill my life with my love for you!"

"This is where I get angry!" He got up and walked slowly.With his head drooping, he walked feebly on the deserted street, the dim light stretched his figure very long, making him look so lonely.He sighed: "This is the last thing I want to see! Sometimes, what you want to do is not what you should do. What you want to do and what you should do, children will choose what they want to do, while adults will choose what they should do." Do it. Your life should be more meaningful, don't put all the weight on me - I'm not saying that I don't love you, but I hope you don't regard love as the only one! You should have your pursuit, Your career! Like your painting, your guitar!"

"Why, are you worrying about my future?"

"Yes," he smiled wryly, "I'm afraid you earn too little money to support me!"

"However, we still have a lot of time! The main task now is to study and fall in love by the way. Don't you feel happy that I suddenly appeared by your side today?"

He nodded and said nothing more.

If you are happy, why are you unhappy?Sometimes, I think he is very simple, but sometimes I think he is like an obscure book.

Maybe what he said is right, my heart is simple, I was just a child in the first place!I am willing to write my emotions on my face, I am willing to express my love to others, and I will not hesitate to convey my dislike to others.There is a clear distinction between love and hate, and this seems to be me with a distinct personality.

I never understood what I said that day.It wasn't until many years later that I gradually realized that he was saying that I was not mature enough, but that my reaction was too slow.If he told me directly at the beginning, I would change it right away, that would be great!