you crushed my wings

Luan Shu strode upstairs while listening to his grandfather.

Luan Shaoqing said that after returning from the supermarket, he thought that Ji Xinghu was sleeping in the room, so he didn't bother him. When lunch was ready, he went to call Ji Xinghu to eat, but found that the bed was neatly made and no one was in the room at all. The phone, but the phone is still charging on the table.

"Don't worry." Luan Shu has already run up to the fifth floor, and is walking quickly to the liberal arts building opposite, "Xing'er will be fine, I'll look around first, and call you as soon as I have news."

Arriving at Class [-] of Liberal Arts, Luan Shu stood at the back door and looked inside——

Lonely Star Lake is not there.

Cheng Xueli saw Luan Shu inadvertently, and was about to stand up, but Luan Shu walked away in a hurry, as if there was something urgent.

Luan Shu ran down the fifth floor in one breath and rushed into the rain.

It wasn't that cold, but he couldn't stop shivering.

He was afraid, even more afraid than that time in Hidden Dragon Mountain.

After Keke Tuohai read the letter left by his father in Ji Xing Lake, Luan Shu originally thought that the sudden disappearance of Xing'er's parents was due to that "wrong thing" that could not be said, and it had nothing to do with them being Snow Peacock. There is a causal relationship, so he secretly relieved himself, thinking that Xing'er would not disappear without warning like his parents did. In addition, Xing'er was able to transform between humans and peacocks on his own, which made him even more determined. , thinking that Xing'er and him could be together for the rest of their lives.

However, Luan Shu panicked when he heard his grandfather say that Xing'er was gone.

He had an intuition that Xing'er turned into a peacock and flew away. He even suspected that Xing'er probably had a premonition that he was going to leave in advance, so he suddenly confessed to him this morning.

He was dazzled by the great joy at that time, and he didn't notice anything strange at all. Now he tried his best to think back, and suddenly realized that Xing'er's eyes seemed to be red all the time, and Xing'er's smile seemed to hide sadness.

Luan Shu sat in the taxi wet, clutching his chest hard, feeling his heart ached as if it was about to burst.

The driver master looked at him from the rearview mirror, was frightened by his extremely ugly face, and asked a little worriedly: "Student, are you okay?"

Luan Shu didn't respond, his mind was in a mess, he couldn't hear the driver at all, and the driver didn't ask any more questions, and stepped on the accelerator silently to accelerate.

In less than 10 minutes, the taxi stopped at the entrance of the alley.

Luan Shu handed the driver a fifty, opened the door and got out of the car, and ran home quickly, the driver couldn't even shout.

If Xing'er really felt that she was going to leave, even if she couldn't tell him clearly in person, she would bid farewell to him in other ways.

So before looking for Xing'er, he had to go home first.

Luan Shaoqing went out to look for Ji Xing Lake, Feng Changfang was anxious alone, when she saw Luan Shu running back suddenly, she hurriedly asked him if he found Xing'er, but Luan Shu ran straight to the south room as if he didn't hear.

Feng Changfang hurriedly followed, and just as he arrived at the door of Ji Xing Lake's house, Luan Shu just came out, he stopped abruptly, and his voice trembled: "Grandma, where is Xing'er's cell phone?"

"It's here with me." Feng Changfang took out the phone from his pocket and handed it over.

Luan Shu took the phone and quickly entered the password. Because of shaking hands, he entered the wrong number twice, and only successfully unlocked it the third time.

After unlocking, what greeted my eyes was the chat interface of WeChat, the chat object was [Xiao Shu], and the last two were sent by Luan Shu in the morning.

[Is the infusion finished? ]

[Take care of your new boyfriend. ]

And in the input box, lay a WeChat message that had been edited but not sent.

Luan Shu immediately clicked send, but didn't look at it. He pressed the lock screen button, looked up and said to Feng Changfang, "Grandma, I'm going out to find Xing'er, and I'll call you when I find it."

Before he finished speaking, he ran outside, and Feng Changfang followed him: "Hold an umbrella! You're all wet!"

Luan Shu didn't look back, and ran out of the yard in a blink of an eye.

He didn't have the courage to read Xing'er's WeChat in front of grandma, he was afraid that he would collapse.

Luan Shu ran out of the alley and turned into the convenience store at the entrance of the alley.

On summer nights, he and Xing'er often come here to pass the time, sitting at the small bar by the window, looking at all kinds of passers-by outside, blowing on the air conditioner, eating peach-flavored crushed ice, chatting, don't mention How pleasant.

But now, he was alone, drenched and embarrassed.

The clerk was a little girl who had been infatuated with Luan Shu and Ji Xinghu for a long time. She thoughtfully sent a pack of tissues, and went back to the cashier silently, sneaking a glance at him from time to time.

Luan Shu took out two paper towels, wiped off the rain on the phone screen, and unlocked it.

It was a very long wechat. Luan Shu tried his best to suppress the churning emotions in his chest, and read it from the beginning, word by word.

[Xiaoshu, I know you must be very angry with me right now, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m a coward, I don’t have the courage to say goodbye to you face to face, I can only tell you in this way, I’m leaving.

Last night, I had a dream, which was not actually a dream, but another consciousness in my body, which told me that I had to leave here and go back to the hometown of the snow peacock, otherwise I would get sick and have a fever again and again. die.

I am different from my parents. They changed from a peacock to a human, and grew up healthily from a child, but I changed from a human to a peacock, and I became a big peacock from the beginning, missing the small peacock and growing into a big peacock. Therefore, I have to go back to the snow-capped mountains of Keketuohai, and I have to grow up again with the body of a snow peacock.

Forgive me for leaving in such a hurry, because I can only come back quickly if I leave quickly.

Say goodbye to grandparents, mom and dad for me, and tell them my secret by the way, so that they have enough time to accept it slowly, and when I come back, they will love me as much as they do now, hehe, Am I being smart for a while?

Don't be sad, little tree, I will definitely come back.

Don't waste your time looking for me, just wait for me to come back to find you, I swear, as long as my health recovers, I will fly back as soon as possible, believe me.

Xiaoshu, I really love you so much! (very loud)

My confession this morning was really bad, and I'm going to do it again.I have an APP called "Document Expert" in my mobile phone, the password is your birthday, and my confession to you is hidden in it.Friendly reminder: It is best to prepare tissues before going to see it, because you will definitely be so moved.

Xiaoshu, I suddenly remembered the ancient Chinese poem I learned before, "The peacock flies southeast, wandering ten miles away", I'm afraid I will wander around every ten miles.

Little tree, wait for me to come back. ]

Luan Shu returned to the main screen, found the app of Ji Xinghu, and entered the password.

What caught my eye was a vertical row of folders named with numbers, arranged sequentially from "1" to "17", a total of 17 folders.

Luan Shu clicked on "15" casually, and it was full of photos he had never seen before. The photos were all about him at the age of 15—he who was doing his homework, who was still awake in the morning, who was swimming, and who was eating. , he was in a daze...

It turned out that when he secretly liked Xing'er, Xing'er also secretly liked him.

Tears welled up in my eyes, blurred my vision, and wet the screen.

Luan Shu sat in the convenience store with no customers, laughing and crying.

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Thanks for your support, see you tomorrow, Mojiu.