you crushed my wings

Luan Shaoqing searched for Lonely Star Lake to no avail. When he came back, he found Luan Shu passed out at the door of his house. He didn't know how long he had been drenched in the rain. His body was cold, but his forehead was hot.

Luan Shaoqing hurriedly called Feng Changfang to come out to help, and the old couple took Luan Shu home, changed him into dry clothes, and then sent him to the hospital.

After the infusion, Luan Shaoqing remembered to call his son and daughter-in-law. Hearing that Jixing Lake was gone, Luan Shu fainted again and was sent to the hospital. He Ling and Luan Yushan hurriedly put down their work and rushed over.

When they arrived at the hospital, Luan Shu had just woken up.

In the single ward that He Yan helped arrange, Luan Shu was lying on the hospital bed infusion, looking haggard and calm.

"What's going on?" He Ling asked anxiously.

"We don't know either," Luan Shaoqing said, "Xiao Shu said we'll wait until you come."

Luan Yushan looked at his son: "Tell me where Xing'er went first?"

Luan Shu and Luan Yushan looked at each other for a moment, then said hoarsely: "Dad, Xing'er is gone." He looked over one by one, "Mom, grandpa, grandma, Xing'er is gone, he asked me to say goodbye to you on his behalf."

Several adults were startled by his nonsensical words, Luan Yushan was the first to ask: "What do you mean by leaving? Where did he go?"

"Like his biological parents, he left," Luan Shu said calmly and slowly, "but he said, he will come back, he will definitely come back."

He Ling covered his face and began to cry, and Feng Changfang couldn't help crying too.

Men are stronger than women. Luan Yushan forced himself to calm down, comforted his mother and wife, and said to Luan Shu in a deep voice, "What happened? Please explain it carefully and carefully."

Luan Shu obeyed Ji Xinghu's instructions and told Snow Peacock's secret.

He started with the sudden growth of a pair of wings on the 17th birthday of Ji Xing Lake, the sudden disappearance of Canglong Mountain that night finally had an explanation, and the various trips to Keke Tuohai... It was unbelievable to parents and grandparents Under the watchful eyes of Luan Shu, like a narrator who stayed out of the way, he calmly revealed the concealment of the past few months. It was not until the sudden departure of Jixing Lake today that his suppressed emotions finally burst, and He Ling distressed his son. Hugging them into their arms, even Luan Yushan and Luan Shaoqing's eyes were wet.

Although there is no proof, although this matter is so unimaginable, although it is difficult to accept it for a while, no one can bear to question it, because Luan Shu is so sad. I have never seen him collapse like today.

And Xing'er, he really disappeared without a sound like his parents, Xiaoshu said that he will definitely come back, but will he really come back?Everyone has doubts in their hearts, but no one has the courage to speak out.

When He Yan opened the door and came in, he was taken aback by the gloomy fog in the ward.

"What's the matter?" He asked in a daze, "What happened?"

No one answered him, because no one knew how to answer.

"Brother-in-law?" He Yan looked at Luan Yushan.

Luan Yushan forced a smile, and asked without answering, "Is the little tree not serious?"

"After the infusion, take your body temperature. If the fever subsides, you'll be fine." He Yan paused, and asked strangely, "Hey, where's Xing'er? The whole family is here, why is he missing?"

Again no one answered him.

He Yan felt something was wrong: "Could something happen to Xing'er?"

"He's fine," Luan Yushan said hastily, "You go and get busy first..."

It just so happened that He Yan's cell phone rang, he said a few words briefly, and left with doubts in his heart.

No one spoke, and the ward was dead.

After a while, Luan Yushan opened his mouth to break the silence: "We have to think of an excuse for the disappearance of Xing'er. The school, father-in-law, mother-in-law, and neighbors all need to have an explanation."

"I've already thought about it." Luan Shu said hoarsely, "Let's say that Xing'er ran away from home and went to find his biological parents, and we have already called the police to ask the police to help find someone. At the school, you can suspend school first, and wait Xing'er comes back and continues."

Luan Yushan thought for a while, then nodded: "No matter who asks, this answer is appropriate. Dad, Mom, if the neighbors ask Xing'er, you can answer as Xiaoshu just said."

Luan Shaoqing and Feng Changfang had worked so hard and thrilled this afternoon, and they were exhausted now. Seeing this, Luan Yushan said to his wife: "You go home with your parents first, and I will take care of Xiaoshu."

He Ling didn't say anything, and left with the elders, leaving only the father and son in the ward.

Luan Yushan held his son's hand and said with a smile: "Since Xing'er said he would come back, then he will definitely come back. Let's wait together for him to come back."

Luan Shu said "Yes", paused for two seconds, and said hoarsely, "Dad, when Xing'er comes back, will you still recognize him?"

"What are you asking?" Luan Yushan felt annoyed and amused, "Xing'er is my son, why don't I recognize it?"

Luan Shu said: "In fact, Xing'er wanted to confess to you a long time ago, but he was afraid that you would not want him."

"This silly boy," Luan Yushan said bitterly, "how is it possible, we will never want him."

"Thank you, Dad," Luan Shu smiled slightly, "I thank you for Xing'er."

Luan Yushan rubbed his son's hair and smiled.

It was past five o'clock when the infusion ended.

After a day of rain, it finally stopped, and the sky darkened early, exuding a thick feeling of sadness and loneliness.

Luan Shu looked at the streets and neon lights outside the car window, everything seemed so unreal, like a dream in Nanke.Sadness came up from the bottom of his heart silently, and he seemed to be able to hear the sound of happiness leaving his world.

Back home, in order to prove what he said in the hospital, Luan Shu found out the letter that Ji Sheng had left to Ji Xinghu, as well as the photos and videos of those snow peacocks stored in his mobile phone, and the farewell message from Ji Xinghu. WeChat is just a deleted version - the content of the confession has been deleted, and the full version has been saved by Luan Shu.

Luan Shu went to Ji Xinghu's room alone, he just wanted to be alone now.

He always wanted to cry, and the tears that he hadn't shed in the past ten years seemed to be shed on this day.

Xing'er will definitely come back, he told himself over and over again, just wait, Yang Guo waited for Xiaolongnv for 16 years, and in the end they lived together, he will definitely be able to wait for Xing'er, definitely.

Luan Shu opened the drawer and saw the earphone he gave Xing'er.

Xing'er is so precious, except for wearing it on the day I just gave it to him, that is, wearing it to show off on the day of the sports meeting, and keeping it well at other times, no one is allowed to touch it, like a miser, congratulations and I borrowed it twice , but Xing'er ruthlessly rejected them all.

Luan Shu took out the earphones, put them on his head, plugged in his mobile phone, turned on the player, and played a song.

"The wind carried him on the longest journey,

Follow the sunset all the way without stopping,

Embracing the warm starlight and kissing the flowers in the night,

Wandering wantonly all the way, do you still remember your hometown..."

Luan Shu gritted his teeth and choked up, not letting himself cry out.

Let's be sad for the last time. From tomorrow on, put away your sadness and live a good life. When Xing'er comes back, you must let him see a better version of yourself.

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[Note] The lyrics are from Zhang Ruoyun's "The Longest Journey"

Pre-announced, it will be completed within a week, thank you for your support, eh.