you crushed my wings

It's raining again.

Luan Shu was awakened by the sound of the pattering rain, opened his eyes, and met Ji Xinghu's sight, he slightly raised the corner of his lips: "It's strange, he woke up earlier than me." He stretched out his hand to cover Ji Xinghu's forehead, After staying for a moment, he breathed a sigh of relief: "It's not burning anymore."

"I don't have to go to school today," Ji Xinghu said with a smile, "It's so cool."

Luan Shu said: "Why don't I ask for leave today and stay at home with you?"

"No need," Ji Xinghu yawned and rubbed his eyes, "I'm going to the hospital for an infusion in the morning, and I'm sure I'll sleep all afternoon after the infusion, and you won't be able to stay with me at home."

Luan Shu didn't say anything else, and dragged Ji Xinghu to get up to wash up.

The two stood in front of the sink and brushed their teeth. Ji Xinghu closed his eyes, and Luan Shu stared at him in the mirror. After all these years, he still couldn't get enough of him. He still thought he looked good no matter what.

When Ji Xinghu opened his eyes, Luan Shu looked away without a trace.

After rinsing his mouth and washing his face, Ji Xinghu put some water on his hair that was blown out of sleep, and raked it out with his hands.He glanced at himself in the mirror, and said viciously, "You're so handsome." He suddenly turned to Luan Shu, and asked solemnly, "Be honest, do you like me because I'm good-looking?"

Luan Shu smiled slightly, with lowered eyebrows and eyes, as if a little embarrassed: "I like your beautiful skin, and I also like your lovely soul. I like all your looks."

Lonely Star Lake was just joking, and it was unexpected to get such a heart-pounding answer.

"What are you doing?" He also lowered his head, his voice was low and hoarse, "I can't stand you being so provocative so early in the morning."

Luan Shu couldn't laugh or cry: "Obviously you asked me first."

Ji Xinghu was awkward: "I was joking with you, who made you answer so sincerely."

Luan Shu said: "I never joke about liking you."

"Damn," Lonely Star Lake laughed, "it's too nasty."

Luan Shu was also a little too numb for himself, turned around and was about to go out, Ji Xinghu hurriedly grabbed his hand: "Little tree!"

Luan Shu looked back: "Huh?"

Ji Xinghu held his shoulders with both hands, and pushed him to the door step by step.

Luan Shu's Adam's apple moved slightly: "Why?"

Ji Xinghu said: "Close your eyes."

Heartbroken, Luan Shu stared at Ji Xing Lake for a moment. He closed his eyes, looking forward to it while finding it impossible. Just as he was thinking, a soft touch suddenly came from his lips.

Luan Shu: "...??!!"

He opened his eyes suddenly, and saw the face of Lonely Star Lake close at hand.

But Ji Xinghu closed his eyes, his thick and slender eyelashes fluttered slightly, like the wings of a butterfly.

Xing'er is kissing him!

Xing'er is kissing him!

He has fantasized and dreamed many times, but when the dream comes into reality, he feels so unreal, like a dream within a dream.

Luan Shu slowly raised his arms around Lonely Star Lake's waist, using all his strength to hold the person in front of his chest, his arms were filled, and he felt the same restless heartbeat of the person in his arms, finally he was sure that this was not a dream, but is actually happening.

Great joy filled the heart in an instant, and the bright fireworks burst silently in the mind, but the distant roar sounded in the ears, and the most beautiful scenery in the world appeared in front of my eyes.

Luan Shu didn't dare to move, time seemed to stand still, everything around him was blurred, only the two of them were left, with lips and teeth attached to each other, breathing and hearing each other.

It wasn't until the Lonely Star Lake receded that the still time continued to flow forward.

"Your face is so red," Ji Xinghu smiled, raising his hand to hold Luan Shu's face, "It's hot, are you almost ripe?"

Luan Shu looked at him fixedly, his eyes were calm but turbulent.

After a while, he said with difficulty: "Why... kiss me suddenly?"

"Are you stupid?" Ji Xinghu said with a smile, "Of course it's because I like you."

Happiness came so suddenly, Luan Shu was a little caught off guard, he was in a daze, like a perfect statue, only one pair of eyes was alive, and the Lonely Star Lake was filled inside.

Ji Xinghu kept smiling, but looked at Luan Shu with a strange look of joy and sadness. He said softly: "Luan Shu likes Jixing Lake, and Jixing Lake also likes Luan Shu. On October 201, 10X at 28:7 am At the end of the day, Ji Xinghu kissed Luan Shu, this was their first kiss, starting today, they are officially together." Ji Xinghu still held Luan Shu's face, he raised his head and kissed his lips lightly, with a bright smile: " Hello, boyfriend."

Luan Shu was so excited that he almost cried.

He put his hand on the back of Ji Xinghu's hand, then tilted his head slightly, and kissed his palm.

Luan Shu's voice trembled slightly: "Am I really not dreaming?"

Ji Xinghu pinched his cheek gently: "It's really not a dream."

"But why..." Luan Shu looked at him and asked cautiously, "Didn't you tell me to wait for a year?"

Ji Xinghu raised his eyebrows: "Since you are willing to wait, then I will take back what I just said, and we..."

"No, no, no!" Luan Shu hurriedly interrupted him, "Don't take it back! Today is our first day together, I won't wait, not even a minute."

"It's your turn to kiss me," Ji Xinghu said with a smile, "I've kissed you twice."

After speaking, he closed his eyes, raised his face, and waited for Luan Shu's kiss.

Luan Shu hooked Ji Xinghu's waist with one hand, let him cling to him, supported the back of his head with one hand, first kissed his forehead, eyes, nose tip, and finally kissed his lips, licking jerkyly.

Ji Xinghu clasped Luan Shu's neck with both hands, and put almost all of his weight on him. He responded clumsily but enthusiastically, his breathing became heavy and hot, his heart beat violently in his chest, and boiling hot blood rushed to his internal organs, six limbs and all his bones , The whole body was burning, only one place was hard, and the rest was soft.

The oxygen was squeezed dry, and when they were about to suffocate, the lips of the two separated.

Ji Xinghu buried his face into Luan Shu's neck, as if he had no face to face anyone, when his panting subsided a little, he said in a hoarse voice, "From now on, you must kiss me once a day."

Luan Shu said in a deep voice, "One time is not enough."

Ji Xinghu said with a smile: "Let's go out, it's time for Mom to call later."

Luan Shu reluctantly kissed him for a while, and Ji Xinghu pushed him out, saying that he wanted to go to the toilet.

Ji Xinghu closed the door, locked it, and slid to the floor with his back against the door.

He buried his face in his knees and sat motionless. After a while, his shoulders trembled slightly, and his weak crying was covered by the sound of rain outside, making it almost inaudible.

During breakfast, the two of them didn't dare to look at each other, for fear of being too affectionate, but under the table, their legs were next to each other, and they touched hands from time to time, secretly happy.

After dinner, Luan Shu went to school. The rain was getting heavier, and even riding a bike in a raincoat would get wet, so he had to take the subway.

Ji Xinghu followed him to the gate, his heart throbbing with pain, but with a smile on his face: "Don't miss me too much, concentrate on class."

Luan Shu said, "I will work hard."

Ji Xinghu waved his hand: "Let's go."

Luan Shu pulled him into his arms suddenly, quickly kissed his face with his lips, and said softly: "When I come back, I will take you out to play at night, just the two of us."

Ji Xinghu's eyes were sore and hot, he tried not to shed tears, nodded vigorously, and said with a smile: "Okay, I'll wait for you."

"Xing'er," Congratulations appeared at the opposite gate, "Aren't you going to school today?"

"No," Ji Xinghu whispered, "Are you envious?"

"Young people don't work hard, but the old ones are sad," Congratulations said, "Only when you suffer hardships can you become a master..."

"Stop it, I'm just full, so you don't have to feed me chicken soup." Ji Xinghu said with a smile, "I don't have to work hard and I won't suffer, because I have a small tree to rely on."

Congratulations Wuyu: "Okay, I lost to you."

Luan Shu opened the umbrella: "I'm leaving."

Ji Xinghu gave a "hmm" and watched Luan Shu and Zhu He go to the entrance of the alley.

Before he had gone far, Luan Shu turned his head, smiled and waved his hand, motioning for him to quickly enter the house, Ji Xinghu nodded, but still stood at the gate, until Luan Shu turned out of the alley and was out of sight, he took a deep breath and adjusted himself With a look on his face, he ran back into the house.

Along the way, Luan Shu kept the corners of his mouth upturned.

The congratulations were a little creepy: "Damn, you laugh so lewdly, I panicked. What's the matter? Let me hear it."

Luan Shu ignored it, took out his mobile phone, stared at the screen, and put the mobile phone back into his pocket.

After only being apart for such a short while, he began to miss Xing'er crazily, wanted to talk to him, wanted to see him, wanted to hug him and kiss him.

This feeling of being out of control is really terrible, like a flood that is out of control.

He had to restrain, restrain, and restrain again. Although the relationship had just begun, he and Xing'er had known each other for a lifetime, and it would seem strange if they acted too eagerly.

However, this state continued until noon. Luan Shu had no intention of studying, but only wanted to fall in love.

When eating in the cafeteria, he absently picked the rice on the plate and kept looking at his mobile phone——During the big class break, he sent a WeChat message to Ji Xinghu, but he didn’t receive a reply until now, and he sent it again just now One, still no reply.

Congratulations couldn't stand it anymore: "Isn't it because Xing'er is not here? Why do you look like you have lost your soul? No one in a serious relationship is as tired as you two."

Cheng Xueli glanced at Luan Shu, smiled and said nothing.

Luan Shu put down his chopsticks and stood up with the plate: "I'll go first."

Congratulations "Hey" twice, but did not call people back.

After leaving the cafeteria, Luan Shu called Feng Changfang, and the bell rang for a while before answering.

"Grandma, has Xing'er finished her transfusion?" Luan Shu asked.

Feng Changfang said: "It's over. Your grandfather and I are shopping in the supermarket. Xing'er is very sleepy, so I'll go home and sleep first."

"Did he not bring his mobile phone?" Luan Shu said, "I sent him a WeChat message but he didn't reply."

"His phone is out of battery, and he is charging it at home." Feng Changfang said, "Xing'er is fine, don't worry about it."

Luan Shu felt relieved and hung up the phone. He wanted to call Jixing Lake, but he was afraid of disturbing his sleep, so he resisted calling.

Back in the classroom, Luan Shu tried his best to calm down and planned to do a physics paper to calm down.

Halfway through, the phone in the table bucket suddenly vibrated.

Luan Shu hurriedly took out his mobile phone, but the caller ID was not Ji Xinghu, but Luan Shaoqing.

"Grandpa." Luan Shu answered.

Luan Shaoqing asked directly: "Did Xing'er go to school to find you?"

"No," Luan Shu couldn't help but thumped in his heart, "What's wrong?"

Luan Shaoqing said anxiously, "Xing'er is gone!"

With a buzzing sound in his head, Luan Shu stood up and ran out.

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Thanks for your support, see you tomorrow, Mojiu.