Bandit Shi Xianyu

This week's exam results.

Pei Cangyu was the last in the class, and Baishi was the tenth from the bottom.

The teacher was even more surprised than the two of them combined, especially the English teacher, who was heartbroken and even went to see Baishi alone to ask if something bad happened recently. Change your deskmate?

Bai Shi was taken aback: "It has nothing to do with my deskmate."

"Then," the English teacher hesitated, "Have you got a girlfriend yet?"

Shiraishi hesitated for a moment, then shook his head.

Girlfriend doesn't count.

Baishi himself didn't know why his grades plummeted.

When he returned to work, Pei Cangyu was pushing his paper balls aside, buried his head, wishing to get out of the world, sit down on the spot, and no one wanted to talk to him.

It's too obvious. The last time someone came to talk to him, Pei Cangyu looked uninterested, with a bad complexion and tiredness written all over his face. Recently, no one came to him, but some people talked about it. Ask the plane dog and them, They don't know either.

Shiraishi didn't know either.

If Pei Cangyu didn't take the initiative to talk to Baishi, Baishi himself didn't know how to start a conversation. He felt that their relationship quickly retreated to the point of strangers.

It's just scary.

Pei Cangyu sat up when he saw Baishi came back.His eyelids were swollen, and his wrists were red and swollen. He pulled his sleeves to cover his wrists, and kicked Baishi's stool.

Shiraishi turned to look at him.

Pei Cangyu raised his eyes and glanced at him: "Hey, where is that psychiatrist from last time?"

Bai Bai, who was a little excited because Pei Cangyu finally talked to him, turned around half of his body: "What's the matter? Are you looking for her? I'll take you there."

Pei Cangyu kicked Baishi's stool heavily, and replied impatiently, "Where is it?"

Seeing that he was in a bad mood, Baishi rummaged through his schoolbag and found a business card for him.

Pei Cangyu took it and rummaged through it. Baishi leaned over as usual, trying to point out the location of the address.As soon as he got close to Pei Cangyu, Pei Cangyu turned his head and pushed Baishi away, because he couldn't stand firmly, Baishi fell to the ground directly.

The teacher who was lecturing stopped.

"What's the matter, over there?"

The teacher put down the chalk and looked at Shiraishi.

Baishi stood up, supported the chair, raised his head and said to the teacher, "It's all right."

He was about to sit down, but Pei Cangyu kicked his chair over, as if there was no one else in the class, and looked at him carelessly: "Idiot, is it all right? What are you hiding?"

The teacher left and looked at Pei Cangyu sternly: "Pei Cangyu, what's the matter with you?"

Pei Cangyu didn't even look at the teacher, he looked at Baishi with a provocative expression, which made people wonder if he was looking forward to a fight.

But Baishi just looked at him, and felt that Pei Cangyu's expression was exactly the same as that of the swing that day. If there was any change, it would be better to say that he was more self-defeating. It didn't look like he was going to hit someone, but like he wanted to be beaten, or something deeper. .Because it is Pei Cangyu, Baishi can tell at a glance that Pei Cangyu is not very good at hiding any small emotions of his own, let alone such obvious discomfort.

The teacher got angry and repeated it again: "Pei Cangyu..."

Before she finished speaking, Pei Cangyu stood up, kicked her stool away, and slammed Baishi hard with her shoulder, shaking Baishi, brushing past him, and walked straight out of the door, not knowing where she was going .

The teacher was so angry that he stuttered and chased him out: "Pei Cangyu, call me the parents!"

no respond.

Baishi lifted up his own chair, and Pei Cangyu's, and sat down.

what happened?

He took this question all the way to Mr. Shang, who was making tea, setting out the wooden tea stand, pouring the wood over and over again with tea, lighting the incense, and enjoying himself leisurely.

As soon as he came in, Teacher Shang raised his chin and told him to sit down: "Shall I drink tea?"

Shiraishi shook his head.

Teacher Shang poured out a slender column of tea with the teapot, and smiled knowingly: "Wait for me."

Baishi shook his head again: "I don't want to do it."

Her hand stopped, put down the teapot, and looked at him with a smile: "What's wrong?"

"My grades have gotten worse."

Teacher Shang nodded: "Ah, I got distracted."

Shiraishi looked up at her.

Teacher Shang covered his heart: "You don't like me, do you? Don't do this, I hate this kind of thing."

Baishi shook his head: "No."

She looked at him seriously, and put her hand on Baishi's: "Are you sure? I hate taking responsibility."

Bai Shi also looked at her seriously: "Is there a pawn shop in your family?"

She froze for a moment, withdrew her hand, and laughed again: "How do you know?"

Bai Shi took a teacup from the tea stand and poured tea for himself: "You may not know, I am very smart."

Teacher Shang smiled: "So you came to break with me?"

Baishi took a sip of tea, he didn't like the taste of tea.

"I'm thinking," Baishi looked at her, "why my grades deteriorate even though I don't have any abnormalities."

Teacher Shang also poured himself a cup of tea, and at the same time cut the potted tree on the tea stand: "You care about your grades."

"Students should care about it." Baishi replied as a matter of course, "The grades will reflect many things, some of which I haven't noticed myself."

"for example?"

"For example, my question just now." Baishi said, "I was distracted."

Teacher Shang finished cutting the branches, picked up the teacup and leaned on the back of the chair: "Why do you think you are distracted?"

Bai Shi stared at her: "Because of you."

Teacher Shang continued drinking tea and gave him a look.

Baishi said, "Why? You should understand."

Teacher Shang finished her tea slowly, and the incense was wafting, but Baishi was a little impatient to wait for such a short time.

Teacher Shang put down the teacup: "Don't shake your legs."

Baishi was taken aback, only to realize that he was shaking his legs subconsciously, which he had never done before.

"Look, just because you think you're more mature than your peers doesn't mean you're ready to be an adult."

Shiraishi frowned: "What do you mean?"

Teacher Shang stretched out a hand: "This is the weird place. You can accept sex both intellectually and emotionally, but you are not ready at all. Don't get me wrong, if it is physical preparation, of course you have it very early. , This is a biological instinct and has nothing to do with human society. But it is different now. It is not easy to be pulled into the adult world. The greater the age difference between the two parties, the more difficult it is. "

Bai Shi looked at her suspiciously: "Are you talking about me?"

"When someone your age says 'ready,' you mean ready to try out the process, and the consequences and other things that are involved in the process, you haven't even thought about it, so you can't talk about it. Are you prepared? For a person like you, the consequences may be serious." She picked up a towel and wiped her hands, "What I offer you is just the process, and I will stop when you ask to stop. Generally speaking, no Someone will realize this subtle difference and the earth-shaking impact it may have in the future. But you happen to have achievements to help you reflect that’s all, otherwise, think about the people around you, do you have this kind of trouble?”

Shiraishi thought about his three older brothers.

Baishi felt a little more relaxed, he picked up the teacup again, and poured tea for himself: "In this case, let's end it."

Teacher Shang looked at him and smiled: "You really are like this."

"How?"

"A person who can shoulder some things." She squinted at him with an ambiguous smile. "Maybe unlimited."

Bai Shi didn't speak, and continued to drink his tea. From her words, he could only hear the word "premature".

"After being exposed to that process from me," Teacher Shang leaned back in the chair and looked at him lazily, "Do you know what you want?"

Baishi raised his eyes to look at him, Pei Cangyu's face flashed in front of him like a ghost, he stared at Teacher Shang, always felt that she meant something, she was also talking about Pei Cangyu.

But they shouldn't meet...

"By the way, I suddenly remembered." She stood up and took a business card, "You gave him that business card, I'll give you another one."

Bai Shi was startled: "Did he come to see you?"

Teacher Shang sat down, leaned back, and raised his legs: "Yes."

Bai Shi hurriedly asked: "What happened to him?"

Teacher Shang looked at him with a different look: "Don't you know?"

Shiraishi shook his head.

"He didn't tell me either."

Teacher Shang thought about it for a while: "He stood at the door for a long time. I saw him when I went out. He was startled and wanted to run away. I asked him if he had something to do with me. He gave me his business card and said Picked this up, come and give it back to me, then go away."

"He lied."

"I guess so."

Baishi put down the tea in his hand: "Can you see it?"

"how is this possible?"

"Don't pretend to be stupid." Baishi sat up straight, "Just like you arranged me step by step, making me feel that I am different, always implying that I have been treated unfairly, encouraging me to rebel against my family, knowing that I am the most The unbearable side, encouraged me to be myself. Don't play dumb, I know it all."

Teacher Shang smiled unabated and looked at him calmly.

"I didn't say it because I chose it myself, not because you won." Baishi looked at her impatiently, "So don't play dumb for me and tell you what you saw."

Teacher Shang tilted his head, sat up too, picked up the teapot and poured tea for the two of them: "Do you know, this is Yaoyao's method of washing tea, which I just learned."

Shiraishi looked at her.

"Like I said," she poured a cup of tea, rinsed it, and poured it out again, "there are many ways to be pulled into the world of adults, some are seduced, some are coaxed, some are Enraged, some..." She looked up, "Just got caught."

Baishi had a very bad premonition, for some reason, he suddenly broke out in a cold sweat.

Teacher Shang looked at Baishi: "You can go and observe and see where his injuries are usually."

Shiraishi grabbed her hand and forced her to put down the teacup: "Be clear."

"There is no way to explain it clearly, even the person involved can't explain it." Teacher Shang put down the teacup obediently, "If you ask me about my observation, then I think he is about to drown."