Same Bed Different Dreams

Wei Xiao walked to the living room and sat cross-legged on the sofa.

He lit a cigarette, took two deep breaths, and then rolled it into the ashtray.

The ashtray hadn't been cleaned for a long time, and there was a layer of sticky cigarette dust inside. I don't know if it was smoked by myself or Zhou Jingci.

Wei Xiao took a few long breaths, and finally pushed out the melancholy that was pent up in his heart.

In just a few 10 minutes, he thought a lot.

Thinking about the years he and Zhou Jingci have gone through these years, thinking about what he did after he lost his memory, and the boy named Wu Yi.

He didn't understand why he stubbornly felt that Zhou Jingci had betrayed him because of the ridiculous money and power.

Obviously, Zhou Jingci would not want anything for himself.

If Wei Xiao had never met Zhou Jingci, he probably would not have risked half his life to go to a key high school, would not have studied in a university, and would not have had a place in this precious city of Beijing.

If he had never been with Zhou Jingci, what kind of life would he be living now?What kind of partner will he have by his side?

He never even thought about it.

Ever since he had the awareness of sex, Zhou Jingci was the only thing on Wei Xiao's mind.

Wei Xiao does not deny Wu Yi's innate charm, he is young and cute, the days with him are undoubtedly happy and relaxed.

Wei Xiao doesn't have to worry about whether his body can bear it if he goes too far, let alone whether he can accept certain positions.

They just have to enjoy themselves.

While climbing to the top in the toilet, they listened to the sound of "ding ding bang bang" coming from the back kitchen. They didn't have to think about tomorrow and the future, just immersed in the happiness of the two of them, and got carried away.

During those days, Wei Xiao experienced an unprecedented excitement.

But he doesn't miss it.

If he had never owned Zhou Jingci, if he had not been tamed by Zhou Jingci, he might have been a prodigal son who played games in the world, tossing and turning in the arms of different people until he was too old to play anymore.

But he has Zhou Jingci, and the love that made his soul tremble together, so he no longer wants those superficial and thin happiness.

If he hadn't been with Zhou Jingci, if he hadn't nourished his roses with all his blood for so many years, the sensual life would not be so difficult to accept.

But he has Zhou Jingci, in his world, in his heart, he can only let go of this rose.

He knew that even being tortured at home by Zhou Jingci for a lifetime would be better than lingering in the world of feasting and feasting.

He regretted all the things he did in Qingmang Village, hated the way he was indulging in excitement, and even more resented that he regarded Wu Yi as his lover.

He was sorry for Wu Yi, and even more sorry for Zhou Jingci.

Wei Xiao knew that after he broke up with Wu Yi, he had done with others, and also knew that Wu Yi was blinded by Beijing's colorful world.But he has never despised Wu Yi's behavior because of this, and now, he can't even feel resentful about that deception.

In the final analysis, it is your own bad.

When he lost his memory, he regarded Wu Yi as his lover, and he didn't want to give Wu Yi an explanation. Now, he can't give anything even more.

He was grateful to Grandpa Wu for saving his life, and thanked Wu Yi for taking care of him back then, but he had nothing to offer except money.

Can't tell love, can't make promises, can only let each other down.

He thought, since Zhou Jingci didn't want Wu Yi to stay in Beijing, then he should be sent away, whether he was sent to the provincial capital or to the south.

I can't forget the kindness of saving my life. Fortunately, the most important thing Wei Xiao lacks is money.

Wei Xiao thought in his heart, then give them 100 million, enough for him and his grandson to buy a house in the city.

Since childhood, Wu Yi chose the easy and feared the heavy, he couldn't endure hardships, he couldn't suffer offences, and he was not a child who kept himself safe. If he took the money and lived his life peacefully from now on, it would be a good ending for him.

Wei Xiao is not an indecisive person, he is hard-hearted, and the few softnesses he has are reserved for his family.

As long as his family stays together, as long as Zhou Jingci and Wei Zhao are well, he is willing to do anything.

Wei Xiao thought slowly, when suddenly the bedroom door was slammed open.

I saw Zhou Jingci running down the stairs in a panic without wearing slippers.

Zhou Jingci's hair was disheveled, his nose and eyes were red, and there were streaks of tears on his face.

Wei Xiao stood up, he took a few steps forward, stretched out his arms, and in the next second, Zhou Jingci threw himself into his arms.

Wei Xiao had a sore nose and rubbed his hair, "Baby, baby, don't cry, my heart hurts."

He suddenly regretted his indifference just now.

He couldn't bear Zhou Jingci to suffer the slightest grievance, and he didn't want to see him cry.

Zhou Jingci cried so much that he couldn't even stand upright. Wei Xiao's heart constricted fiercely. Then, he hugged Zhou Jingci up hard, put him on the sofa, wiped away his tears with his hand, and murmured , "Baby, don't cry, my heart is going to break."

Wei Xiao stroked Zhou Jingci's hair, his eyes were full of distress.

Zhou Jingci's shoulders trembled, and he asked in a low voice, "Do you still love me?"

Wei Xiao kissed his forehead, "Jing Ci, I will always love you."

Zhou Jingci buried his head in Wei Xiao's chest, choked up, "I'm scared, I'm really scared."

He is not afraid of death, he is only afraid of losing Wei Xiao.

If one day he has to experience the taste of loss, he would rather die quickly, at least cleanly.

Wei Xiao kept kissing him, from his hair to his forehead, from his forehead to the tip of his nose, and finally Wei Xiao's mouth landed on Zhou Jingci's thin lips, impressing himself a shallow kiss.

He hugged Zhou Jingci tightly, and said softly, "Don't be afraid, I am here, and I will always stay by your side."

Zhou Jingci tightly clasped Wei Xiao's waist, how could he not be afraid, he was too scared.

Afraid that Wei Xiao will never forget Wu Yi, afraid that Wei Xiao will lose interest in him, afraid that Wei Xiao will always have another person in his heart, afraid that Wei Xiao will lose patience with him, afraid that Wei Xiao will be perfunctory to him,...

Afraid that he would slowly lose Wei Xiao day by day.

He was too scared.

Wei Xiao patted him on the back lightly, comforting him in Zhou Jingci's most familiar and favorite way, calming his emotions, "Jing Ci, don't be afraid."

"I'm your dog, how could I leave you?"

Wei Xiao is a lonely and violent wolf, and Zhou Jingci used his love to domesticate him into a loyal dog.

This is not a tragedy.

For Wei Xiao, being Zhou Jingci's dog is much happier than being a lonely wolf.

"Jing Ci, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I can't live without you."

Zhou Jingci put his hands on Wei Xiao's shoulders, immediately put his arms around Wei Xiao's neck, rested his chin on Wei Xiao's shoulders, and said painfully, "I don't want to do this."

"But I'm so uncomfortable, every day is so uncomfortable..."

Wei Xiao stroked his back, as if someone poured a cup of sulfuric acid into his chest, it was burning hot.

"Brother, I feel so bad."

"Would you hate me? Would you dislike me?"

Wei Xiao felt extremely distressed, as if he had suddenly thrust a knife into his chest.

He could imagine how helpless Zhou Jingci was at this moment to call himself brother.

He held Zhou Jingci's face, kissed the tear stains on his face, his voice was a little trembling, "No, baby, I won't hate you, let alone dislike you."

Over the years, they have changed from a boy to an adult in a suit and leather shoes. They have gone through the barren and hopeless years together, and have crossed thousands of mountains and rivers. In the huge world, only each other is the last harbor. .

"Baby, I wish I could stick to you every day and look at you all the time. As long as you are happy, I will do anything for you."

Wei Xiao has no parents anymore, and it is even more impossible to have children in this life. In this world, he only has two people he cares about.

Even if they are blood-related sisters, sooner or later they will start a family and have a life of their own, but Zhou Jingci is the closest person to Wei Xiao.

Ever since he was a child, Wei Xiao's greatest wish was to let Zhou Jingci live a good life, take care of him, be with him every day, and stay together every night.

It is because of him that he went to high school, and it is because of him that he was admitted to university. In these years, Wei Xiao made money, started a business, started a company, every important juncture, every important decision, Zhou Jingci's shadow can be seen in all of them.

Zhou Jingci's name has long been buried in Wei Xiao's blood, and they are inseparable.

"Jing Ci, no matter what happens, I am not willing to leave you. No matter what the situation, I will never separate from you."

Even if Zhou Jingci embarrassed him in public at the regular meeting when he was in a hurry, even if Zhou Jingci made his own decisions again and again, he never thought of breaking up with Zhou Jingci.

There is nothing in this world that is worth their separation.

Zhou Jingci lowered his eyes, tears streaming down his face, he hugged Wei Xiao tightly, like a drowning man hugging driftwood tightly.Between heaven and earth, Zhou Jingci only had this little sense of security left.

"Brother, I'm so uncomfortable, really uncomfortable."

Wei Xiao wiped away the tears from Zhou Jingci's face. In the blink of an eye, countless terrifying thoughts emerged in his heart. He frowned and looked serious, "Jing Ci, let's go to the hospital?"