Same Bed Different Dreams

The charming and warm atmosphere suddenly dropped to freezing point.

Wei Xiao was stunned, the expression on his face was extremely embarrassing, and he sat up straight in an instant, "I...I..."

He never seemed so embarrassed in his life.

Even if he was humiliated by the dormitory management while squatting downstairs in the dormitory to sell hot water bottles when he was in college, even if he was chasing him all over the street while pushing a tricycle in Haidian, he had never experienced such embarrassment.

But he couldn't complain about Zhou Jingci, he could only hate himself and his fate.

Wei Xiao didn't even know how to answer Zhou Jingci.

He never thought of comparing Zhou Jingci with anyone.Zhou Jingci is Zhou Jingci, unique in this world, and cannot be replaced by anyone.

No one deserves to compare with his Zhou Jingci.

Wei Xiao's heart suddenly shattered into several pieces, he felt sorry for Zhou Jingci's thoughts, and felt at a loss what to do.

He stroked the hair in front of Zhou Jingci's forehead, his heart was filled with love, and he said softly, "It's different, of course you are different from him."

Zhou Jingci lowered his eyes and turned his head away. He didn't dare to meet Wei Xiao's gaze. After a while, he whispered, "You know, every day when you sleep next to me, I always think about you. How many nights did you sleep beside him."

Wei Xiao closed his eyes, his throat rolled, and he took a deep breath, "Baby, I don't know how to make it up to you, but I can assure you that I will only have you in the future."

Zhou Jingci looked at Wei Xiao, his chest was heaving up and down.He should trust Wei Xiao, they have been together for so many years, Wei Xiao has never had anything wrong with their relationship, but he suddenly dare not trust him.

Wei Xiao is no longer the former Wei Xiao, he has someone else.

The lingering romance in those loves has already imprinted the taste of others.

The gentleness and dominance that belonged to him on the bed were all exposed to others.

In the long years, Wei Xiao has only tasted Zhou Jingci alone. Whether it is Zhou Jingci's good or bad, whether it is fierce or plain, it is Wei Xiao's only and only experience.

But it's different now.

Wei Xiao has tasted the taste of others.

Will he like it?

Will he be fascinated?

Will he secretly compare?

When embracing himself, kissing himself for a moment, the moment he enters himself, who is he thinking about?

In the past so many years, Zhou Jingci never thought that one day he would face such pain and embarrassment.

Wei Xiao has always loved him, how could he be willing to let him go through this.

But it's not Wei Xiao's fault at all.

He knows it well.

Zhou Jingci looked at Wei Xiao dumbly, a strange monster lived in his heart, devouring all his rationality like a glutton, he said slowly, "But obviously we promised each other many years ago that we will never be together in our lifetime." There will be others."

As early as the noon when Wei Xiao pulled Zhou Jingci back to the world 20 years ago, as early as the snowy night when Wei Xiao first brought Jade Guanyin around Zhou Jingci's neck, as early as the countless loves In the early morning, they decided that there was only each other in this life.

Wei Xiao stared at Zhou Jingci, he suddenly felt so desperate.

Of course, he never thought of betraying Zhou Jingci. In these years, he never had even a single flash of thought.

But everything happened in a real and original way, and it can't be changed anymore.

All he can guarantee is the future.But Zhou Jingci desperately wanted to mend the past.

That's probably how fate tricks people.

Wei Xiao felt powerless in his heart. He wanted to touch Zhou Jingci's cheek, but Zhou Jingci waved it away, "Don't touch me."

Wei Xiao stared at him for a long time, then turned on the bedside lamp with a "snap".

The warm orange light enveloped the two of them, but they only felt their hearts were as cold as ice.

Wei Xiao looked at Zhou Jingci for a long time.He knew that Zhou Jingci had resentment and hatred in his heart, so why didn't he resent himself?

But no matter how resentful she is, life will still go on.

They cannot live without each other, and instead of dwelling on the pain of the past, they should focus on the future.

"Baby, what do you want? What do you want me to do before you let me go?"

As long as Zhou Jingci can get better, as long as they can get better, he is willing to do anything to Wei Xiao.

Zhou Jingci lowered his head, and after a while, said lightly, "I want to go back to the past."

Zhou Jingci doesn't care whether it's going back to the worrying childhood or the early stage of starting a business in poverty.

He just wanted to go back to before Wei Xiao lost his memory, back to the days when Wei Xiao belonged to him alone.

All the muscles in Wei Xiao's body ached.

Zhou Jingci's persistence seemed to put his heart into a pan of oil and torment it slowly. He couldn't escape, couldn't escape, and could only endure the pain for life.

Wei Xiao shook his head, looked at Zhou Jingci, and said word by word, "Jingci, we can't go back to the past."

As soon as Wei Xiao's words fell, a string of tears fell from Zhou Jingci's eyes, and they silently hit the quilt.

Can't go back?

Yeah, never going back.

Wei Xiao stretched out his hand and gently wiped away the tears on Zhou Jingci's face, "Honey, none of us can go back to the past, we can only live a better life in the future."

Zhou Jingci suddenly pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, his voice was full of self-mockery and bitterness, "There are so many futures."

Wei Xiao stood up with a "bang", he couldn't hear Zhou Jingci's frustrating words the most.

These days, he has said all the good things and reasons, but Zhou Jingci still looks half dead.He really didn't know what else he could do.

After coaxing and coaxing, persuasion and persuasion, but over and over again, Zhou Jingci only had the hurt and pain of those few months in his mind.

The eyes are full of gloom, the voice is full of sourness, and every word is full of regret and loneliness.

Wei Xiao really didn't know how to face Zhou Jingci.

He was at a loss.

He knew that everything was his own fault, and he also knew how much Zhou Jingci had suffered and suffered in the past few months.

He is distressed, he loves, and he can't wait to experience this in place of Zhou Jingci himself.

But he didn't know how to get Zhou Jingci to come out.

Zhou Jingci is only 35 years old, and there are still good years and tomorrows, how can he be trapped in these dirty discords.

They still have a lifetime to go, and there are countless tomorrows and unexpected futures. They shouldn't be stuck in the mud.

Wei Xiao has a bad temper, and his patience is even more limited, but he is willing to put all his tenderness and patience in front of Zhou Jingci, but he really doesn't want to see Zhou Jingci stuck in the past every day.

He breathed out and looked down at his lover on the bed, "Jing Ci, I love you. You calm down, and I will too. We all think about how we will live in the future."

"I can't live without you, and you can't live without me. If you want to live well, I'll be with you. If what you want is to torture each other, I'll be with you too"

"In this life, I will never leave you. Even if we die, we will be buried together."

After finishing speaking, Wei Xiao turned on the lamp with a "snap", opened the door immediately, and strode away.

The orange light went out suddenly, leaving only the room in darkness.