Summertime

In the middle of the night, Su Xi stared at the dim ceiling and panted slightly until her breathing returned to normal. The room was filled with the heat left after passion and desire. It was so hot and her body was extremely sticky. She wanted to take a rest , and then simply rinse the body.The person beside her was still panting, but soon the panting turned into intermittent snoring. She pushed Xiaomi's sweaty shoulders and said softly, go wash up before going to sleep, it's uncomfortable to sleep like this.

The people beside him were confused and didn't know what to say, they just squirmed their heavy bodies, exposing their naked bodies under the thin blanket to the cool air.

Su Xi sighed, got up, stretched her wet and delicate body a little, and walked towards the bathroom.

The night was very quiet, the only sound in the room was the sound of the air conditioner pumping air, and the heavy breathing of the man on the bed. The warm body still smelled like a hot bath. Su Xi took a breath and stood in front of the closet looking for clean clothes.

Everything was quiet and peaceful, but at a certain moment in the passage of time, a certain sound broke out unexpectedly, mercilessly breaking the tranquility in the silent room.

The monotonous ringing of the mobile phone, violent and sharp, and the screaming on the bedside table disturbed everyone in the room.

Su Xi frowned, walked into the cabinet, and picked up the shaking mobile phone, but when she saw the profile picture displayed on the screen, she froze.

Why, what happened to her?

"Who is..."

The man on the bed got half of his head out of the thin quilt, muttering in a daze.

Mi's voice frightened Su Xi into a cold sweat, and she hastily cut off the mobile phone that was still messing around.

"It's okay, go to sleep, harassing calls."

The man on the bed continued to sleep peacefully, and Su Xi picked up the phone and quietly left the bedroom that was quiet again.

Just as the door was softly closed, the phone rang again. Su Xi hurriedly pressed the answer button and walked downstairs.

"Why are you calling at this hour, you don't know about millet..."

Su Xi looked back at the tightly closed side behind her, breathed a sigh of relief, and reproached the phone in a low voice, but before she finished speaking, the harsh yelling from the phone interrupted all her thoughts.

"Su Xi, you...you come out, come out to accompany me, I don't want to be alone tonight!"

Xizao, she's drunk!

"Why are you crazy, your stomach was almost perforated last month, why are you still drinking like this!"

Su Xi rushed to Tianling Gai with a burst of anger for no reason, she couldn't help but growled at Xi Zao.

"I want to see you, can you come out!"

The other end of the phone actually cried, Xi Zao actually cried, just to beg himself.

She went crazy, or took the wrong medicine, why did she become so unusual today, like a monster who lost her mind, from being stubborn in the coffee shop to being unreasonable now, Su Xi has had enough.

"How can you be so naive, it's already one o'clock in the morning, how can you tell me to come out! Have you considered my feelings, do you know that I am very troubled by you doing this! What if I was found out by Xiao Mi!"

"I'll wait for you here in the street garden, I'll wait...wait for you, I don't want to be alone!"

Xizao completely ignored her anger, still crying, making noise, and willful like a three or five-year-old child, just to force a toy that she insisted on getting on a whim.This kind of behavior is undoubtedly adding fuel to the flames, Su Xi is already angry, even though she has never classified Xi Zao as a disgraceful role like an adulterer, but at that moment Su Xi couldn't deny it, no matter how Xi Zao Special, after all, she is still the same as the third party in those bloody family dramas, because at this moment she is no different from those headless mistresses, impulsive, mischievous, and ignorant of restraint.

"What if I don't come?"

Su Xi replied coldly.

"If you don't come, I will wait until... until you come!"

"Then just wait!"

The mobile phone was immediately turned off. Su Xi held the mobile phone tightly, pacing back and forth in the living room with a cold face, whether she wanted to go, whether she should go, she didn't know, but Xizao's body...why did she do this Make a fool of yourself!

"Xi?"

Someone was calling her at the corner of the stairs.

Su Xi's stiff face instantly softened. She quickly threw the phone into a corner of the sofa, grabbed the glass on the coffee table, and drank with her head up.

"Why haven't you slept yet?"

In the projection on the outer edge of the glass, Su Xi saw Mi, with her sleepy messy hair, rubbing her half-closed eyes and walking towards this side.

"Thirsty, come down and drink water."

Su Xi smiled and put the glass back to its original place.

"Go to sleep, or you won't be able to wake up tomorrow."

"Ah."

Su Xi looked back at the clean sofa. She hesitated for a moment, but still held Mi's hand, turned and left.

"Sorry, the user you dialed has shut down, please try again later!"

Shut down, shut down, shut down!

No matter how many times you call, there will always be the sound of manual service on the phone.

Su Xi turned off the phone!

Xizao looked up to the sky and laughed like a lunatic. The sound of crying and laughing scared the nocturnal animals trying to cross the street and fled in panic.Then the mobile phone in her hand was thrown heavily on the hard asphalt road by Xizao. She squatted on the curb with her drowsy head, tearing the bags of the convenience store, just looking for cans of cold wine. Pulling, a broken bottle of beer fell from Zizao's trembling hands, and the white foamy liquid watered the dry ground, making a sizzling sound, God didn't even let her drink wine!Xizao screamed and wanted to kick away the beer can that was still trickling with yellow liquid under her feet, but unfortunately she stumbled, the can remained motionless, but she fell heavily on the ground, the burning pain in her wrist made Xizao Cried like a three-year-old child, wailing loudly, without image.

However, her heart-piercing crying lasted less than a minute, and the crying stopped just right.

What the hell is she doing, a late-night circus clown putting on a show?

Inhale, exhale, continue, inhale, exhale, until Xizao finally managed to sob softly, she struggled to get up from the ground, supported her precarious body, and patted her body with the uninjured hand Dust limped back to her original position, the injured hand turned into two, three, four hands in Xizao's hazy eyes, Xizao felt that she was holding it in her hand She found a kaleidoscope, but where is the kaleidoscope, she looked around but couldn't find it, it seemed that her wrist was bleeding, Xizao touched the sticky liquid on her arm, she was thinking, maybe, when her blood dried up, Su Xi would will come.

Xizao was quiet and her hand didn't hurt anymore, but she could still feel the wetness of the wound, she was satisfied, she would wait, as long as her blood was still bleeding, Su Xi would definitely come.

Oh, it will come.

Has time stagnated, why is it still dark around, why is there still a moon in the sky, the sun, and early morning!Xizao didn't know how long she had been waiting, she had already drank all the wine, her feet were so numb that she lost consciousness, even the wound on her wrist, she couldn't feel the trace of blood flow, because it had already dried up. scab.

No, she is not reconciled, the last time, really this is her last time, she still wants to try again.

Xizao dragged her numb and trembling body, knelt on the ground, looking for the mobile phone she had dropped somewhere, her dizzy eyes could not see the ground clearly, Xizao could only squint her eyes and grope randomly, when Xizao struggled to find the phone When she was on the phone, she hugged the lost phone to her chest and breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, the phone was still usable, but the screen was smashed to pieces.

Xizao spent more than ten minutes just to find that person's number on the broken screen. Her brain was no longer clear, and even her fingers were trembling. Several times, she almost couldn't hold the phone steadily in her hand. , let the phone drop again.She wanted to remember that person's mobile phone number, so that she wouldn't have to search through the long address book on the broken screen, but her froze brain didn't allow her to think carefully, but it's okay, fortunately she Finally found the number, she tapped the screen tremblingly, she didn't put the phone next to her ear, because she didn't dare to hear the voice that was about to be broadcast.

But, this time, the call was connected, it was connected!

The tense nerves and the compulsive consciousness collapsed in an instant, and all the senses of the body seemed to be disordered, and she even heard inexplicable bursts of harsh roars around her.

Before the person on the other end of the phone could speak, Xizao started crying, and she lowered her head and shouted at the phone.

"Why don't you come! I'm still here, I'm still waiting for you here in the street garden!"

It seemed that someone called her name on the other end of the phone, but the huge tinnitus made her unable to hear the voice on the other end clearly, and she didn't want to hear it either. She didn't want to hear Su Xi's ridiculous explanations, she must be explaining again.

"Do you think I can't leave you! But you... don't you remember... I left... I left, do you know why I left without saying a word... because you never gave But I hope, in the past, you chose Dashan, now you choose Zhou Mi, and me, where am I, you tell me! Where am I! Well, since you have never chosen me, why do you still hold me? Pull me to be your spare tire! Ah... yes! I am a ridiculous spare tire, I am nothing! I am your doll, you are tired of playing, you don’t want it anymore, just throw me away On the other hand, every time you have a need, you will think of me, and I will agree to all your requests, but you, you... Do you know why I never dare to ask you for anything? It's not because I'm afraid that you will I feel this is a burden, and it’s not because I’m afraid that you will be in a dilemma between me and Zhou Mi, but because I’m afraid of being disappointed! The only few requests I have made to you, you have never done for me, and every time you will No appointment, Su Xi, if you don't come today, it will be the third time, if you don't come this last time, really, really I won't wait for you!"

All the yelling exhausted all the strength of Xizao, and Xizao shouted until her voice became hoarse, but in the end her complaint could only be wasted, because the mobile phone in her hand turned off automatically at some time,

The cell phone is dead.

Xizao tugged at the corners of her chapped mouth, wiped away the tears on her face, and casually threw the useless cell phone into the grass, but then she hurriedly turned around and knelt down on the grass to fumble for the discarded cell phone again, and then held it tightly. In the hand, it seems that a call will ring from the useless mobile phone in the next second.

Xi Zao buried her head in her knees again, and pressed her distorted face tightly against her knees. She didn't want to laugh at her bleak fantasies, hopeless fantasies again and again.

No one will come, she, will not come.

It's just that Xizao was wrong.

I don't know how long time passed, until a certain moment came, she seemed to hear someone calling her name.

Have you hallucinated yet?

She didn't look up because she didn't believe it.

However, the next moment she fell into a warm embrace, and the familiar smell of that person made Zizao's dry eyes cry again.

Su Xi, is she here?

The author has something to say: I don’t know if anyone has watched "The Secret Diary of Anne Lister". I suddenly remembered this film today, only to realize that there are many similarities between the article I wrote and the movie. Mariana’s feeling Especially like Su Xi, and Liszt has been abusing himself, and I also feel unhappy for Liszt’s excessive behavior in the process. I still pay for her ruthlessness, and now I can understand the reader's feelings, because I will feel the same as you when I look at similar experiences, but this article does not rise to the level of ironic secular prejudice in the movie, the pursuit of truth My height... If you want to feel the characters in the article through real people, you might as well watch this movie, (not be, rest assured (⌒▽⌒))