[Main Wenye] Dazai-style happiness

It is not so important to control and transform memory.

Awesome!

After that, I was taken to the world called Bungo Stray Dogs, which was also an animation that my former classmates had watched and discussed intensely.

After learning that this is not the main world, I acted more and more unscrupulously. Even if I knew that I killed people and set fires, and committed all kinds of evil, I didn't make any trouble.

What does the life and death of others have to do with me?

If you can't survive, you can only blame yourself for not being strong enough.

In this world, the fittest survive, and those who don't fit will die.

I want to be in control and I don't allow others to sabotage my plans.

I was enslaved under the command of the system, begging to be its most loyal dog.

The desire for self-existence expanded step by step, so that I had the illusion of supremacy, and my mind became more and more distorted, but I didn't seem to regret it.

I'm a pure egoist, so what?So what if I am chasing my interests and destroying your relationship?Is there anything wrong with putting my thoughts first?

Therefore, I am not myself, I am a "part" of the system, even if I contribute myself as the fertilizer of the system, I am willing to do so.

The appearance of [Osamu Dazai] made me panic, so adhering to the thoughts taught by the system, I wanted to strangle this seedling to death on the way of growth.

Torture, surveillance, hypocrisy, lies.

I used all the methods taught by the system to control him, and I succeeded!Even if it is only physical compliance, it is extremely gratifying to me!look!That 【Osamu Dazai】 would obey me.

The well-behaved, numb and tired 【Osamu Dazai】, even if he felt very disgusted, he would not push me away when I approached, even if he resisted to the point of vomiting, he would not dare to attack me, even if Even if you stand behind me, you won't worry about anything wrong.

——Like a boiled eagle, I foolishly thought that I had tamed 【Osamu Dazai】.

This is definitely something that makes me extremely happy!Compared with those who can't resist my superpowers and are willing to fall into my spider web, what is more exciting that something like me can suppress [Osamu Dazai]?

Just thinking about it makes me feel hot all over, and my ugly emotions rise all the way. It seems that even the huge greed that has been raised by the system has been satisfied.

This inexplicable and inescapable pleasure entangled me, and even made me almost dance with excitement.

……

I actually never thought that I would meet him again, that 【Osamu Dazai】.

For me, he is just a dispensable toy. After a game is over, I naturally don't want to see him anymore.

But, but! !Why did the little ants start to fight back?Why, how can you hurt me? ! !

The increasingly chaotic brain controlled my impotent rage, so I pulled out a ferocious smile and made useless struggles.

I don't allow it, I don't allow it, I don't allow it, I don't allow it, I don't allow it...!

……

It seemed that it was only at the end that he pulled himself out of the quagmire of desire and killing intent and took a breath.

How weak and distorted I am, how manic and crazy I am, how I misinterpret human reason and be desperate... So, I have already lost at the very beginning!A crushing defeat, as early as the time of surrendering to the system, as early as the time of being too egotistical, as early as the time of comprehensive surveillance of human experiments, as early as when killing all threatening people, as early as when choosing to become a monster...

I looked in the mirror, the beautiful face that I personally designed seemed to become an extremely ugly silt in my eyes, it seemed that the bloody red was burning the body, glaring and extremely distorted.

—Mediocre, jealous, weak, greedy.

—crazy, ugly, cowardly, hypocritical.

Were you regretting it?In the illusion of being in severe pain but unable to die... Are you regretting it?It should still be crazy, maybe half of it is madness, screaming meaninglessly, insulting swear words that even he doesn't understand, begging and begging for mercy like a dog.

Confused babbling, crying, and inexplicably laughing... Hahaha, ha, [Osamu Dazai] Will I feel disappointed when I see this?I am this kind of thing... I can succumb at any time as long as I apply a little bit of pressure. Facing a powerful existence, I can only kneel on the ground and beg others to spare my life. I can't wake up from the illusory world. I have been indulging in the Taoyuan Township that I have imagined.

So be it, it seems that turning into ashes is a merciful punishment for me, do I still have a trace of humanity in those iris eyes?It should be gone, everything I do is no different from those beasts that have not yet developed their minds and only know how to keep encroaching.

farewell.

The author has something to say: It’s Yuki Kawakami’s perspective, don’t worry, the next thing is Tiantian, I must let you know that the author of my healing article is not talking nonsense! (confidence)

It’s really not about washing the river, but I just think it’s better to be more specific and a little more rational. In fact, I think this episode is not so reasonable hahaha, because if she really wants to explain it, it’s probably all kinds of I don't know the so-called intermittent words and various blurred words.

In addition, no one really thinks that the [book] in the last chapter is very pampering? (Beginning to move) Take a look, at first, Xiu also had to make a decision, and then [Book] wanted him to experience the world for a while, so he kicked him out of the illusion, yes, I feel hehehe.

感谢在2020-05-1016:05:41~2020-05-3020:45:53期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：莹草66瓶；锦20瓶；SARAH10瓶；秋玲9瓶；54没有爷爷（我和作者8瓶；竹叶琉璃星7瓶；川梵梵呐5瓶；湫兮如风1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

☆、chapter39

[Want to eat Judo's yudofu and crepes, do you want to go together? 】

Everyone in the Armed Detective Agency started to get busy. It seems that everyone has endless things to do. They were so busy that they just hung up the phone and started to answer a new call. They were so busy that they just returned to the room and took a sip of water. Then open the door and go out.

But everyone knows that it is not so much "being annoyed by business", it is better to say that everyone wants to keep themselves busy and have something to do, so that they can forget what they saw that day.

But this is not an escape, no one can turn a blind eye to that scar, they can only be anxious, they are anxious, trying to forget those memories.

——Those days full of bloody gas, gray mist and despair, painted a frightening color on the fragile and mysterious young man in their eyes, like a giant ax hanging around his neck all the time, knowing that It won't fall, but it still makes people tremble uncontrollably.

Everyone is escaping while giving up escaping, which is incomprehensible, but no one will stop and wait for you, and wait for you to slowly adapt to this memory...

【"Time is running out." Edogawa Ranpo said】

Incomprehensible.

Why not more?The back of everything seemed to be buried again. It just felt like a layer of fuzzy fog had been blown away, but I didn't know that there were more unspeakable chaos hidden behind.

...what should I do.

Everyone was thinking this way, but they didn't do anything. With a kind of morbid timidity, they quietly looked at the idle boy from the busy space, through the hustle and bustle of the air, and through complicated emotions.

Quanjinghua is probably the No.1 to break this abrupt atmosphere.

The girl in the red kimono stood in front of the black-haired boy in the light gray windbreaker.

"Would you like to eat soup tofu?"

-

In the classical and elegant Japanese-style courtyard, the white paper lanterns hanging under the eaves are written with "Jiangtang" in chic strokes. Rich green can be seen everywhere, and the vision is full of vitality. Xiuya and Izumi Kyoka followed suit The kimono in the apron enters a box.

"Two servings of soup tofu, thank you." Quan Jinghua closed the menu and said to the maid waiting at the door with her head bowed.

"Yes, please wait a moment, guests." The maid smiled, revealing the gentleness of Yamato Nadeko, closed the wooden door and left.

Xiu also looked at the courtyard through the French windows all around. Large swaths of wisteria flowers were hanging down in front of the window. The dreamy color was enough to attract people's attention. Next to the mahogany was a small scenic pond, piled up with stones and shrubs, and the clear water poured into it. The Xingzhu in the pond makes a crisp sound as the Xingzhu falls, and small birds perched on the trees fly past the window.

The hot soup tofu was served, and the small stove under the small pot was still kept on a low fire. The tofu was soaked in the milky white soup, and it was boiling. This is a dish that makes people feel warm.

Izumi Kyoka glanced at Xiuya, said "I'm starting", then gently picked up a piece of yutofu and blew it carefully. The girl in kimono put the milky white tofu into her mouth, chewed it, and then closed her mouth in satisfaction. With eyes closed, bright little flowers seemed to appear around the normally expressionless girl.

"Soup bean curd, it's delicious." Quan Jinghua looked at Xiu Ye, with tiny expectations and persistence in his eyes like bright blue glass beads, which suddenly made those inorganic pupils with little emotion come alive.

Xiu also smiled silently.

"I'm starting." The black-haired boy picked up the chopsticks and picked up the soft tofu and put it into his mouth, chewing like Jinghua, the slightly hot soup mixed with the umami of kombu soup and sweet soy sauce in his mouth Together, it is a dish that makes people feel light.

The dense mist blurred the faces of the two, but it couldn't cover the small arc of their mouths. Xiuye ​​and Jinghua ate the soup tofu slowly and looked at each other.

"Crepe, it's delicious." Izumi Kyoka's eyes were shining brightly, as if she had fallen into sparkling stars, and two blushes rose on the fair cheeks of the kimono girl who had just finished eating yudofu. The color of her kimono was slightly lighter, and Kyoka smiled, which softened Shuya's heart.

"Okay." Then go eat.

-

It was a crepe cart located next to the red brick warehouse. It was said to be well received. Shuya and Atsushi Nakajima had visited once before, and it was really good.

Xiu also handed the crepe full of ingredients to Jinghua, and then led Jinghua to find a random coffee shop and sat down.

"...a cup of cappuccino." Xiu also quickly changed his words under Jinghua's gaze, swallowed the original vocabulary, and then ordered another matcha thousand layers recommended by the store.

The girl with close to black hair was eating the crepe with a blank expression, her blue eyes fell on the fresh fruit on it, revealing a clear and joyful atmosphere.

"Strawberry." Kyoka used the spoon given by the store to dig a piece of strawberry where she hadn't eaten it yet, and brought it to Xiu Ye along with a spoonful of vanilla ice cream. The girl in kimono tilted her head, "Do you want to eat it?"

Xiu also opened his mouth to catch the spoon, then took the spoon in Jinghua's hand, took a new one and handed it over, Jinghua smiled a little, like the white flowers on her hair, clean and gentle .

The slightly astringent bitterness of the coffee and the taste of the matcha mille-feuille are intertwined, and the wonderful taste makes Xiu Ye even feel a strange feeling in his heart, as if he is trapped in a soft cloud, all of which are comfortable and joyful.

The smile couldn't stop showing at the corner of his mouth, Xiu also pulled a tissue casually, and wiped off the crepe crust that accidentally stuck to the corner of Jinghua's mouth. The road and the beach are the sea of ​​Yokohama.

The sea in Yokohama is the most beautiful sea that Shuya has ever seen. It has nothing to do with scenery or human feelings, but a special sense of dependence, probably because Xiu also belongs to Yokohama.

Layers of waves rolled up on the surface of the sea, and the sun shone on the water. The azure blue color became incomparably brighter. That kind of clear blue made Xiu also think of Jinghua, and that pair of beautiful eyes. , "Thirty-five people beheaded" has long since died, and the only one left is "Miss Rabbit of the Detective Agency". We all woke up from the dream full of red and black, with hope.

In the glass vase on the table in the coffee shop, a bouquet of fresh lilies covered with dew, and the blooming petals gave Xiu the illusion that they were smiling, which was clearly not the case at all.

-

Shuya and Kyoka strolled around for a while, so Kyoka's headband was changed to white with a blue lily pattern, and Xiuya held a black cat doll in white clothes in his arms.

The physical strength of young people is always a mystery. It was not until the warm orange twilight began to envelope the seaside city that Jinghua remembered the mission. Xiuya and Jinghua sent the information to the police station. Fortunately, the information was not in a hurry. The young police officer After receiving the documents, Shuya, who looked fifteen, and Kyoka, who was fourteen, even though they knew how powerful the members of the Armed Detective Agency were, each of them stuffed a pack of small candies with colorful and gorgeous sugar wrappers.

Jinghua unwrapped one of the candies, stuffed the iris-colored candy into Xiuye's mouth, smoothed the wrapper, and carefully put it in his pocket.

so sweet.Xiu Ye silently pushed the candy to one side of his cheek with his tongue, a piece of Xiu Ye's cheek protruded through the skin, and his cheeks that had started to show baby fat were extremely cute.

-

The fiery colors shone across the high-rise buildings all the way, and even the clouds beside the sunset seemed to be ignited, smudged into a blend of red, purple and orange colors, and the too dazzling light of the sunset was also blocked by the buildings, casting mottled black shadows.

Xiu Ye walked in front, and Jing Hua walked behind, stepping on Xiu Ye's shadow in a childlike manner.

1, 2, 3!

stepped on!I won!

The yellow belt on the back of Kyoka's kimono rose with the girl's beating, raising a lively arc. Kyoka stared intently at the shadow on the ground, with a childish smile on her lips.

Eh?Xiu also froze slightly, then smiled lightly, what, Jinghua is a child in the first place.

-

"Do you want to go next time?"

"……OK."

This is the only integrity I have left.

This should be the life I want. The overly pungent smell of rotting corpses, the sweet smell of blood, and the smell of medical disinfectant seem to be gone.

Temperature, breath... and love are all within reach, and I can have them all.

-

"Mirror Flower." I called her, the voice was so soft that it seemed to die with the wind.

"Huh?" The girl in red kimono who was focused on the black shadow on the ground raised her head and made a suspicious voice.

"Go back." Xiu also said, the black-haired boy lowered his head, his slightly long bangs covered his eyes, and he repeated, "Go back."

"Yeah!" The normally calm girl quickened her pace to catch up with Xiu Ye, showing a gentle smile, as if filled with stars and roses, "Go back."

Let's go back to where we should be.

The author has something to say: I don’t know what my writing looks like, and my perception of gentleness is very vague, so I don’t know if I can write gentle writing. It’s mostly a joke to say that I’m a healing writing writer , Of course, being recognized by others will naturally make me extremely happy!

In short, if my words can touch you, my sense of accomplishment will be doubled!

In addition, it is not cp direction.

6.12 repair, I didn't expect that I would use Mottled Luli!It has a completely different meaning, so shameful, change it quickly!

感谢在2020-05-3020:45:53~2020-06-0617:14:23期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: 6 bottles of lying salted fish; Wenxiang. 5 bottles; Ranpo adults 1 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

☆、chapter40

"...arrived at the station, passengers please get off in an orderly manner, and be careful not to be crowded..." The mechanically sweet female voice announced the place names and reminders as usual, and Xiu also squeezed into the subway with the crowds around him. The train became full of people in a hurry, the whole train was like a can of sardines, there seemed to be no room for breathing.

Outside the window, the sky is crying.

Xiu was also squeezed to the window, and the umbrellas of unknown people around him wet the corners of his clothes, and the suit still smelled of rain and land, mixed with the smell of washing powder and mothballs on the clothes, and it was inexplicable. There was a sense of peace of mind.

Halfway through the site, someone got off.

As if he could finally catch his breath, Xiu also took a small deep breath.

...I still don't like crowded places.

There was a patter of rain falling on the window, forming a stream of water flowing on the glass, Xiu also stretched out his fingers to trace, stroke by stroke along the chaotic water marks, the glass was cold, so Xiu Ye His hands were also stained with coldness, surrounded by noisy voices, and Xiu was also isolated in this small world, quiet and out of place.

The rain outside the window was cut off, and Xiu Ye looked sideways at the flashing scene, as if he had returned to the icy sea at that time.

His mouth seemed to still have the bitter and salty taste of sea water, and the current Xiu Ye was the one who sank into the sea and couldn't call for help but was pulled ashore by others.

Forget it.The thoughts in his head were interrupted by himself, Xiu also put his five fingers on the glass, and breathed out a breath of hot air against the cold glass.

The white mist was dense, and Xiu also wrote with his index finger, clumsily and immaturely writing sentences that he didn't know the answer like a child.

Private は忘望している、He だよ?

(I long for, what?)

what do you want

(What do I want to do?)

私はまだこの世界に继续を实したいですか?

(Do I still want to leave some traces in this world?)

The water marks fell down, blurring the words Xiu Ye was writing, and when Xiu Ye looked up, what he saw was just a mess of water stains, which looked like a child's boring work.

Well, what is there to care about?Everything will go on, whether it is past, present, or future.

Now, I have been pulled up.

……

Pushing through the crowd, Xiu also got off the subway. The boy with slightly long black hair tidied up his messy light gray windbreaker. Looking at the rain that showed no signs of stopping, he silently held the documents to his chest, and walked away with the umbrella in his right hand. into the rain.

It was raining heavily and very cold.

Even if he tried his best to avoid it, the hem of his trousers and the edge of his windbreaker were inevitably wet from the slanting rain, and once again he accidentally stepped into a small puddle on the ground, and Xiu also sighed.

"Really... I obviously like this windbreaker very much." Xi Ruomo complained in a low voice, and Xiu Ye simply stopped deliberately avoiding it, since it was wet anyway, no matter how much he avoided it, it would be of no avail.

The slanting raindrops slipped under Xiu Ye’s pitch-black umbrella, and Xiu didn’t care too much, he just stepped on the pond and walked forward, the cold rain wet his pants and stuck to his legs, and he felt the coldness that made him want to curl up .

Finally arrived at the Armed Detective Agency, Shuya put the umbrella in the corridor downstairs, and pushed open the door with his wet clothes on.

"I'm back." Shuya stroked the wet ends of his hair, and handed Kunikida Doppo the document that was still wet at the corners even though he protected it well.

"Thank you Shuya, next..." Kunikida Doppo jotted down a few notes, and just as he was about to say something after taking the document, his habitual scrutiny made him see Xiuya's gray windbreaker that was still dripping.

"...Let's take a shower and change clothes first. Anyway, the detective agency is not busy now. You can also go to the coffee shop downstairs to drink something warm to warm your body. Other people can do the work." Kunikida Doppo paused , and then arrange the plan in an orderly manner.

……

After dawdling for a long time, Xiu also took a shower and washed his hair two hours later. When he was standing in front of the mirror and drying his hair, the door of the apartment was opened.

It was Osamu Dazai. Because of the lack of housing, Shuya had been living with Osamu Dazai.

"Ah, Shuya, the hair won't dry fast like this." Dazai, who obviously came back from work, saw Shuya who was sitting on the sofa and rubbing his hair one by one.

Understanding what he meant, Shuya put down the towel and put it on his shoulders, allowing Dazai to find the hair dryer.

"Fufufu——" Osamu Dazai turned on the hair dryer to test the temperature, and then began to dry Shuya's hair. Xiuya felt the warm wind above his head and the palm wrapped in a small piece of bandage passing through his hair.

Whether it was Dazai or Shuya, neither of them spoke, only the soft breathing of the two of them and the sound of the wind from the hair dryer in the room.

Xiu also lowered his head slightly, and involuntarily rubbed the hand that had been covering the top of his head, and his breathing became softer.

This kind of feeling... It seems to have been felt somewhere, warm, soft, and makes people want to relax involuntarily.

He stretched out his arms to embrace the black-haired boy who had fallen asleep, and the brown-haired man with the same face smiled.

Ah——Fortunately, it's almost finished. I've worked hard all this time, and the quality of my sleep doesn't seem to be very good recently.

good night.

……

The morning sun slipped into the room through the slightly drawn curtains, Xiu also opened his eyes, closed them again and blinked because he was not used to it, and covered his eyes with the back of his hands, the black-haired boy pulled the quilt and curled up his body, planning to sleep again meeting.

"Xiuya—you can get up now!" Dazai Osamu's familiar voice sounded, and Xiuya cast a wordless glance at him while enduring the soreness in his eyes, and then retracted into the quilt again.

Suddenly, a small piece of the quilt was lifted, and then there was a body temperature of an adult man in the warm quilt.

Dazai and Xiu also huddled under the same blanket, seeing Xiu also looked over, Dazai raised his eyebrows quite energetically.

"Let me tell you, Dazai, are you really eating properly?" Shuya's voice sounded muffled through the quilt. Dazai is very thin, and this thinness is more obvious in his height exceeding 1.8 meters. Although it is not the kind of terrifying that disappears, but it is indeed so slender that people can't help but worry. Coupled with the other party's strange habit that ordinary people can't understand, his body is not much better.

"Xiuya should also pay attention to this aspect. It's useless to say I am, but I am working hard to live." Osamu Dazai put his arms around Xiuya's shoulders, put his chin on the other's head, and rubbed the black-haired boy Furry It’s a shame, but it’s true, because of Shuya’s existence, Osamu Dazai, who has become Shuya’s nominal guardian, has indeed restrained himself a lot, "Xuya’s concern seems to be rare."

It’s not that Xiu doesn’t care about people, he always silently observes everyone in the office, ready to help others, and arranges all the details properly, but he’s still a little blunt and trying to blend into the group, Xiu is not used to caring for others , So he just kept silent and acted like a vigilant and longing cat, and the detective agency would naturally tolerate this black cat who had worked so hard for a long time, and would not be stingy with those praises and give him a sense of identity that he never had.

Xiu also lifted the quilt to support his body and sat up, walking towards the bathroom without saying a word.

"Oh, are you shy?" Dazai was taken aback when he saw Xiuya go out, then the corners of his lips curled up, so he also sat up, rubbed his messy brown hair casually, the sunlight fell into his eyes, The iris-colored gem was shining, he opened the closet and took out the clothes and put them in the basket at the door of the bathroom, and said in a drawn-out tone to Xiu Ye who was inside the door: "Xiu Ye—the clothes are here——"

Dazai turned and walked towards the living room until he got Xiuya's response.

……

When Shuya came out wearing a black tie, Dazai just placed a cup of hot milk in front of his seat.

"Did Mr. Kunikida bring it?" Shuya sat down calmly, glanced at Dazai who was sipping his coffee opposite, and said with a very sure tone.

"Ah, yes, Kunikida-kun brought it just now, and it happened to be stuck." Dazai replied lazily, picked up the sandwich and took a bite.

Is that so, then Dazai didn't have breakfast at all when he just woke him up, he must have planned to take him to a convenience store on the side of the road to buy something, and Xiuya took a sip of warm milk, and quietly ate breakfast.

……

Xiu also put on his light gray windbreaker, glanced at himself in the mirror, who was wearing a white shirt and black trousers, and covered with a light gray windbreaker, adjusted his tie slightly, and when Dazai clamored that he didn't want to go to work, he put his The sand-colored windbreaker was thrown on him, and while he was dawdling in getting dressed, Xiu also looked at the calendar and time, and was slightly stunned.

——I have been here for a year now...

"Okay ~ let's go." Osamu Dazai pushed Shuya's shoulder and pushed him out of the apartment door.

"We're going out." With Dazai's deliberately amplified voice, the door was completely closed.

Xiu also withdrew his eyes, and the corners of his mouth curled up slightly, "we"...

The author has something to say: In fact, I want to save up for double updates, but I feel guilty anyway, so I plan to update one chapter first, and there is another chapter to be added later. In fact, I have been looking for a feeling recently. Anyway, I haven’t written it for so long. It’s rusty. Also, my part-time job is yellow (crying)

感谢在2020-06-0617:14:23~2020-06-1322:59:17期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of Asong; 3 bottles of Qiuxi Rufeng; Wenxiang. , cl1 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

☆、chapter41

Xiu didn't expect that he didn't get sick after being exposed to the rain, but started to get sick on the third day after being exposed to the rain.

In the morning, he still got up at the stipulated time, and Dazai hadn't woken up at this time, Xiu also got up from the bed, washed and dressed as usual, made breakfast for Dazai, put on his windbreaker and left.

Xiu also came early today, and everyone from the detective agency hadn't arrived yet.

Being in an empty room, coupled with the fact that he slept late last night, a subtle sleepiness occupied his brain for a while, Xiu also obediently lay down on the table and closed his eyes, intending to take a nap for a while.

His consciousness was chaotic, his eyes were sore, and the intermittent and sudden pain from his abdomen made Xiu couldn't help but want to curl up his body, but in reality Xiu just frowned.

The sound of a slight bump and the sound of the door lock turning pulled Xiu Ye out of his extremely light-headed and drowsy state.

"Good morning." Before the other party could speak, Xiu had already greeted him first. He knew that his state was not right now, his limbs were heavy and weak, so his face was extremely pale.

"Are you all right, Mr. Shuya?" It was Junichiro Tanizaki's voice, obviously flustered when he saw that Shuya was clearly in a bad state, and even his tone was obviously hurried.

"It's okay, it's just that it might not be very comfortable." Xiu Ye replied, but he didn't know that his voice was extremely hoarse, with obvious forbearance, light and light like a gust of wind.

Tanizaki Junichiro was dubious, and Tanizaki Naomi, who was wearing a student uniform, went to Yosano Akiko's medical room and took a thermometer, intending to help Xiu and take his temperature.

"It's all right, I don't have a fever, I've tested it." Shu also expressed helplessness in the face of the Tanizaki brothers and sisters' attitude towards children.

"Okay then... But, if Mr. Shuya needs help, you must tell me." Tanizaki Junichiro was still not at ease.

……

Today's task is to write the report on yesterday's case... well, I finished it yesterday.Shuya supported his head with one hand, watching Kunikida Doppo looking for Osamu Dazai who disappeared everywhere again, and covered his stomach with the slight needle-like pain and overwhelming nausea since the morning with the other hand, and closed his sore eyes Going to recover my spirits.

"Aren't you feeling well, Xiuya?" Mingming was still asking about Dazai Osamu's whereabouts angrily just now, and ran to Xiuya's side to inquire about the situation the next moment. It may be because his defense ability was reduced when he was sick, or Xiuya really stopped for a while In short, the sudden appearance of Kunikida Doppo's voice in Shuya's ears frightened Xiuya very rarely.

"Well, ah... a little bit." The words that didn't pass through the brain blurted out, and Xiu also replied stumbled.

"Really...then have a good rest today, don't worry about work." Kunikida Doppo looked at Shuya's pale face, nodded quite comprehensibly, and then ignored the black-haired boy's refusal to bring Xiuya in with Yosano Akiko medical room.

Kenji Miyazawa, who was sitting next to Shuya, raised his head from the photos of various cases and took a look. Shuya, who was obviously in a wrong state and followed Kunikida Tokupo into the medical room, seemed to remember something, his eyes lit up, and then his face turned pale. He left the Armed Detective Agency with a smile.

Edogawa Ranpo looked at the departing blonde with a straw hat and didn't say anything, but the smile on his mouth gradually widened. The famous detective who sees everything, Ranpo-sama picked up a bag of potato chips to cover up his smile , and intend to wait and see the reaction of the parties.

-

"It's okay, I probably have a cold, I'll get you some medicine." Yosano Akiko shook the thermometer in her hand, turned the chair she was sitting on, and waved Kunikida Doppo casually to signal him to leave, Then he prescribed medicine to Xiu Ye alone and explained how to take it, "You must take it—" the doctor dragged on, and it was not difficult for people to hear the strange threatening tone in it, Xiu also shrugged helplessly, and then looked Obediently agreed.

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Xiu also lay on the desk, half asleep and half awake, listening to the noisy voices around him, subconsciously judging whose voice it was, what happened, his brain was in a mess, obviously he didn't have a fever.

The abdominal pain triggered a burst of cold sweat, but the body temperature did not rise due to sweating. On the contrary, Xiu also put on a light gray windbreaker hanging on the hanger. His body fluctuated from cold to hot, which was very uncomfortable.

As time passed, Xiu also tried his best to process several reports. Unknowingly, he slipped away all morning. While feeling how time flies, he rejected the lunch invitation of everyone in the detective agency, expressing nonchalantly. It doesn't matter if you don't eat lunch if you are not hungry, and the detective agency will leave only after you have food reserves.

I was so tired, my body was so heavy, my eyes were so sore, my headache and my stomach ached. They were not unbearable pains, but the pain that lingered for a long time made me feel dizzy.

Gritting his teeth silently, Xiu also lay down on the table again.

Estimating that the time is about the same, Xiu also supported the table with his hands and climbed up. Obviously, he just got up, but Xiu also acted like a person who was out of strength.

Xiu Ye first froze blankly for a few seconds, and then managed to pull himself together, persuading himself that it was impossible not to eat, then rummaged a few times, and took out a biscuit filled with jam from the drawer. It was Edogawa Ranpo who gave Xiuya a few days ago.

Standing up and pouring a cup of hot water, Xiu also casually picked up a piece and ate it without any hope. Originally, he planned to chew it hastily for a few times before swallowing it, but Xiu also unexpectedly found that the taste was very good, with sweet milk The fragrant biscuits and the slightly sticky grape-flavored jam were eaten together, which can be regarded as arousing Xiu Ye's appetite. After a while, one was settled, and he was thinking about when to buy it next time.

"Mr. Shuya!" Xiuya's thoughts were interrupted, Miyazawa Kenji pushed the door in with something like a wooden box, Xiuya responded, and took the wooden box he handed over, it was a simple-looking music box , seems to be a bit old.

Miyazawa Kenji swayed his body slightly, jumped into the room from the door, smiled heartily, and activated the wooden box.

Only then did Xiu know that it was a music box.

"I'm sick, Mr. Shuya, it's okay, it's okay, I brought it from the countryside, and it's a farewell gift from the villagers." Miyazawa Kenji adjusted his voice while explaining to Xiuya, the voice of the blond boy was full of vigor Vigorous, even