I thrived on straight balls [entertainment]

The takeaway was delivered quickly, and everyone was so hungry that they didn't care about eating. The left and right rooms were all their own people, and they were not afraid of losing face.But Ruan Youtian noticed that no matter how hungry he was, Leng Xiaoyang ate very well, even cautiously.

It was so familiar, Ruan Youtian was stirring the porridge with a spoon, while recalling the days when he was living in his own home as if he was living under someone's fence.The state of Leng Xiaoyang when he was eating was not so much cautious as it was a wink. Although Leng Xiaoyang had concealed it well, he probably felt the same way, so Ruan Youtian still noticed it keenly.

why?Ruan Youtian was puzzled. It stands to reason that even if MIRACLE and the others were not close friends, they were partners who had worked together for several years. It was not unusual to see them practicing dancing and laughing together during the day. Why did they suddenly feel stiff when eating?It's almost like a conditioned reflex...

Speaking of eating, Ruan Youtian recalled that he didn't seem to move his chopsticks much during the cold night in the cafeteria at noon, and his appetite was smaller than that of ordinary boys, and he only ate a few more mouthfuls after being watched by Lu Ningan.At that time, he thought that the other party really had no appetite, but thinking about it now, there should be something else hidden.

Ruan Youtian was puzzled, he didn't have the habit of seeking other people's privacy, and there should be a safe distance between friends, not to mention that he and MIRACLE are just acquainted, so it's not suitable to talk about this kind of topic.

Besides, he doesn't have many friends, even if he wants to talk, he really doesn't know how to talk.

"Come back with us at night? By the way, Ruan Youtian, have you moved to the company's dormitory?" Leng Xiaoyang asked.

Ruan Youtian nodded, "I moved here, do you still live in the company dormitory?"

Leng Xiao smiled, "Of course, but we moved once two years ago, so we won't be in the same unit as the trainees."

AY Entertainment has a separate building in a nearby apartment complex for its artists and high-level executives to live in. Whether it’s an idol group or a solo individual, trainees and debutants are not mixed.As for the actor department, they don't have a strict practice concept, and they join the group as soon as they have a book, and their debut time is not limited by the company's planning.

"That's even better, let's go back in our car." Leng Xiao said with a smile.

Ruan Youtian thought about spending more than ten days with them, but she always refused, so she agreed.

After taking a bath, Ruan Youtian didn't rush to sleep, but took out his notebook again. For some reason, he always felt that he and Leng Xiaoyang had the same sympathy.

But Leng Xiaoyang is more sunny than him, more optimistic than him, and luckier than him.

At least his future is not unknown now, and he is really walking in the fog now.

He stood in front of the small balcony of this one-bedroom apartment, looking at the summer night scenery outside. At this time, there was no one there, and the street lamps were dimly reflecting the green trees.He lay in a daze in front of the guardrail, and fell into a strange circle of restlessness for a while.

Two months ago, he was still a junior who was working hard for the final exam, but now he has signed a contract and moved, leaving early and returning late to figure out the script and polish his basic skills. He is like a spinning top that cannot stop, no one pushes him Walk, but it seems that I am always being pushed.

"What exactly do I want?" Ruan Youtian murmured.

No one could answer him, this night even the summer night wind felt suffocating, making it suffocating.

It is going to rain.

The next morning Ruan Youtian woke up in the sound of thunder and rain.The sky was gloomy, and it didn't look like a summer morning at all.

There was nothing left to eat in the refrigerator, Ruan Youtian hastily ate a few slices of bread with milk, and it was considered as breakfast.

Although it is not far from the company here, it takes more than half an hour to walk. It is not easy to take a taxi at this time, and the location of the company is not near the subway station, so there are no places to rely on. Ruan Youtian sighed and decided to just walk.

Ruan Youtian observed the rain outside. From his floor, he couldn't tell whether there was a lot of water on the ground. Although he didn't hate rain, getting his shoes dirty in rainy days was really not a pleasant feeling.

He took two more plastic bags and put them in his pocket, just in case.He thought it through, he didn't expect to run into Leng Xiaoyang and Lu Ning'an who were waiting outside downstairs.

"Why are you here? Are you waiting for me?" Ruan Youtian didn't dare to take it too seriously, but this is the Performing Arts Department, and Leng Xiaoyang and the others should have no contact with the people here.

Leng Xiaoyang didn't know the entanglement in his heart, and smiled while holding his umbrella, "I forgot to add my contact information yesterday, and I couldn't send you a message even if I wanted to, so I came here to try and see if I can meet."

"Did you wait long?"

"No, we just came out."

"It's raining so cold, get in the car." Leng Xiaoyang beckoned Ruan Youtian to follow, and said to him, "Didn't I ask you what time you usually come to the company yesterday? It's about the same time as our departure time, so just come and see Take your chances, don’t be burdened, this is voluntary.”

Leng Xiaoyang can always resolve entanglements with a few words before he feels sorry. This kind of thoughtfulness is too appropriate and natural, and Ruan Youtian is grateful for it.

"You're observing him." After lunch, Lu Ningan found an excuse to call Ruan Youtian aside and said.

Ruan Youtian didn't deny it, but was surprised how this person could be so sensitive, "I didn't mean any harm."

Ruan Youtian is not good at defending himself, so he can only state his position in a straightforward manner.

Lu Ningan nodded, "Of course I know."

Seeing that Ruan Youtian was a little dazed, Lu Ningan also realized that he was a little too serious, and tried to adjust his tone and said: "We are your observation objects, you can record them as you like, and we will not object or conflict, but if you If you use Leng Xiaoyang as your benchmark sample, it is not a good choice."

"why?"

"Don't you find that he is very contradictory?"

"I found it, but I don't intend to delve into it, and I don't want to destroy other people's inner order."

"That's why I said it's not a good choice. Leng Xiaoyang's contradiction is also part of his personal charm. It is a price and a gain. If you want to achieve a certain balance between him and your role within ten days, it is not a Easy stuff."

Ruan Youtian understood what Lu Ning'an meant, and chose to be honest, "I don't want to imitate him, and I can't imitate him, but sometimes I can resonate with him. Sometimes there is a certain unspeakable unity of intuition.”

Lu Ningan didn't expect such an answer, "Sorry, although I still don't fully understand it now, I still want to apologize for the abruptness just now, I'm sorry."

Ruan Youtian shook his head, "You didn't do anything wrong, you don't need to apologize, it's just normal communication."

In order not to let others see the difference, Lu Ningan chose to go back to the practice room first, and when he was about to leave, Ruan Youtian asked suddenly: "Have you ever thought about helping him get out of that kind of conflict? You also said that although conflict is a gain, it is also a price. "

In the same way, when the order of front and back is reversed, the emphasis is also changed.

Lu Ningan's footsteps faltered, feeling helpless, "I've been working hard." He suddenly turned his head and looked at Ruan Youtian, "Didn't you say that at some point you would resonate with him? If you can, if you want, Please help him too. I don’t know why, although I am a little bit unwilling, but if you can help him, I will be very grateful.”

Ruan Youtian has never been entrusted by others like this before, and what he thinks for a while is not rejection, but fear that "loyalty" itself is a false proposition, "I don't know how far I want to go, even if I understand He has no qualifications in the past, do you just trust me like that?"

Lu Ning'an said seriously: "The conversation just now has always had a dark taste, so I will also choose to be ideal for once."

"Aren't you afraid that I'll be a disservice to you?"

"No, I will not let him have any possibility of being hurt, whether it is subjective or passive."

Ruan Youtian nodded, "Okay, if I become friends with Leng Xiaoyang, I will do my best to help him."

The rain did not clear until two o'clock in the afternoon, and there were no windows in the practice room, so it would not be disturbed by the outside world.Ruan Youtian was watching them take the trouble to practice their positions over and over again. MIRACLE's choreography has always been at the leading level in China, and formation changes require precise perception and cooperation. For this concert, one-third New versions of all the songs have been produced, and correspondingly, the choreography has to be reset according to the stage movement, which requires the members to have more 100% energy and physical fitness.

The rain in summer is unpredictable, sometimes it is lingering unbelievably, and it keeps pattering, and sometimes it is violent, and it comes suddenly and disappears in a hurry. In the next seven or eight days, there are not many sunny days, and it is always shrouded in rain. .

But the good news is that in a few days, Ruan Youtian has become very familiar with MIRACLE and the others, he is gradually no longer restrained, and will try to take the initiative to talk about the topic.

He is a slow person, and in a short period of time, he can sincerely like the life of being trapped in a room with others. For himself, it is really a self-breakthrough.Ruan Youtian also knew that MIRACLE gave him enough time to adapt, allowing him enough room to buffer himself, and also allowing him, the observer, to get along well with their group of reference objects being observed.

On the way back at night, other people were either listening to music or chatting, Ruan Youtian asked Leng Xiaoyang who was sitting next to him, "Don't you feel bored? Always doing repetitive things."

Leng Xiaoyang didn't answer at first, but just said: "Look outside."

"what?"

"The scenery here is the same every day. There is a fixed drive from the company back to the dormitory. If you choose to walk, there is also a selected path that is proven to save time and avoid crowds. This path, from practice I have been walking for more than six years since I was a child, but I still like to look at the scenery on the side of the road, so that I can really feel that every day I live is real."

"Really?" Ruan Youtian weighed the word in his heart and murmured.

The author has something to say: Ruan Youtian: I have a heavy responsibility on my shoulders.