I thrived on straight balls [entertainment]

The word "real" somehow made Ruan Youtian excited.

If it were in the comics, there must be a lightning bolt with a spark above his head, causing a trembling mind to turn, and then self-awareness.

The fact is almost the same, and Leng Xiaoyang's next words gave him a clearer answer, "Do you feel that way? It's the feeling that you don't know where the running head is, but you have to keep running. I can't stop, and I can't stop. I don’t dare to stop, so I catch up with seemingly different announcements that are actually the same every day, being dazzled by flashing lights, and always remember to smile. Many times I come back to the room after a busy day, and I don’t know what I’ve been busy with. Of course Well, I can’t say I don’t like it. After all, I made money, otherwise it would be too hypocritical, but since I have to go on like this, I want something that makes people feel alive and keeps me awake and motivated at all times. .”

Leng Xiaoyang looked at Ruan Youtian, with the light in his eyes against the ever-changing street scene outside the window, "Every repetition is meaningful to me. Every repetition makes me more confident to go on stage, and also makes me feel at ease. When practicing together in the practice room, it is the time to maximize the existence of teammates. My confidence is half of myself and half of MIRACLE, and they are one half of my indispensable.”

Lu Ningan, who had been sitting in the back row without making a sound, suddenly said, "The rain has stopped."

Leng Xiao opened the window of the car, and the evening wind wrapped in the humid air after the rain, and it also contained the breath of various plants and flowers, and rushed into the car enthusiastically.

Ruan Youtian turned slightly and looked out the window. There were not many pedestrians on the road, and even less when they turned into the neighborhood. Negligible flowers.

But it is precisely because of these tens of thousands of "negligible" that each repetition is uniquely different.

The rain really stopped.

Every rain is the same, but it seems to be very different because of its own randomness and uncertainty.

Ruan Youtian had also observed outside the doors of other practice rooms, and he didn't want to prove anything at that time, to be more precise, he didn't know what he wanted to prove.

There are not many idol groups launched by AY, and most of them focus on individual schedules. Until now, MIRACLE has been the main activity direction of groups.It is probably because of the rainy weather these days, there are not many trainees coming to the company to practice, and the whole floor will look empty outside the exclusive practice room of MIRACLE.

In addition to regular vocal music and dance lessons, if a trainee wants to stand out, one depends on talent, and the other depends on hard work, and hard work largely depends on self-consciousness.Ruan Youtian recalled the scenes he watched from practice room to practice room, and slowly felt something.

I also somewhat understand the meaning of "repeat" in Leng Xiaoyang's mouth.

The next day, Ruan Youtian and MIRACLE went to the venue to rehearse. The day after tomorrow will be their first concert of the second tour. There will be two consecutive concerts in this city, and this stadium has been renovated this year. The hardware facilities such as venue lighting and lifting platforms must be improved. Do it several times.

Ruan Youtian followed them to the venue. The staff were carefully testing the equipment. Ruan Youtian didn't want to be like a bumpkin who had never seen the world, so he just observed quietly.

"It's finally my favorite part." Leng Xiaoyang beckoned Ruan Youtian to go this way, "When will you join the group? Do you have time the day after tomorrow?"

"Join the group next Tuesday." Ruan Youtian asked, "Is there anything wrong?"

Leng Xiao had a good time, "I have reserved a seat for the concert for you, in the front row of the infield."

After Leng Xiaoyang finished speaking, she was worried that Ruan Youtian didn't like too much noise, and asked again: "The field of vision is good, but it might be deafening to the ears, can you?"

Ruan Youtian didn't expect him to be so caring, and for a while lost his ability to speak, he was silent for a while and just asked, "Am I taking someone else's quota?"

He is always like this. Whenever he receives kindness from others, he will be at a loss, nervous, worried about taking advantage of others, worried that he will not be favored by the other party, and even more afraid that one day he will be so This kind of kindness will become a burden on oneself, become a shackle on oneself, and be asked to do something.

After getting along with him for so many days, Leng Xiaoyang has roughly figured out Ruan Youtian's character, not to mention that he is also a delicate and sensitive person, so it is easier to understand the twists and turns in Ruan Youtian's mind.

Leng Xiaoyang handed over the ticket, "You can check in by yourself the day after tomorrow, or you can come to the backstage first, and then someone will take you in, depending on your time, how convenient you are. This ticket will be reserved for a few times each time. Zhang, the family members or friends of the members take turns to allocate it by themselves, don't let me waste this ticket, otherwise I won't have to invite it."

Leng Xiaoyang led Ruan Youtian backstage, "Let's feel it in advance, will there be a concert part in the script?"

Ruan Youtian nodded, "Yes, the timeline of the script is too long, but this part probably skipped a few shots, it's not professional after all."

Leng Xiaoyang said softly: "When I was rehearsing for the first concert, I was very excited. At that time, my first reaction was, 'Have I finally got such a big stage?" Road, I looked at the walls and felt novelty, while imagining the scene of the mountains roaring and the tsunami during the official performance." Leng Xiaoyang recalled the interruption and almost laughed, "In the end, I was so engrossed in my thoughts that I tripped over a cardboard box on the ground , almost hit the wall."

They are standing on the stage at the moment, and the staff around them are adjusting the sound and lighting. The auditorium is hidden in the shadows. Looking from this small stage, he can hear the staff walking back and forth or the microphone talking. Ruan Youtian seemed to be infected by Leng Xiaoyang's words just now, and unexpectedly developed a little enthusiasm called nervousness.

MIRACLE was quickly called to stand by, Ruan Youtian retreated to the sidelines and found a seat to sit down.Ruan Youtian was so engrossed in watching that he didn't notice the brief commotion around him until someone sat beside him, "How do you feel?"

It is Ling Feng.

"It's okay." Ruan Youtian replied.

Ruan Youtian didn't know what Ling Feng was going to do when he suddenly came to the countryside for an inspection. Another song had already been cut on the stage.Ruan Youtian especially doesn't like to be disturbed when she is concentrating on one thing.

But Ling is always colorless, and he still wants to talk to the side, "Aren't you curious about what I'm here for?"

Ruan Youtian didn't turn her head back, her eyes were still fixed on the stage, but she felt that it was bad not to look at others talking, so she quickly turned her head and replied, "I'm not curious."

"You enjoyed watching them rehearse?"

"good."

"How are you doing with them?"

"good."

"Are you used to this kind of life? You can speak up if you have any questions."

"no problem."

"Join the group in two days, and the company will assign you an assistant. The agent is very reliable. I will introduce you to you tomorrow."

"Thank you."

Ling Feng sighed, "I am your boss anyway, you don't seem to be afraid of me at all?"

Ruan Youtian also felt that turning his head back and forth to answer was too tiring, so he stopped looking at the stage, and simply turned around to look at Ling Feng, wondering, "Why should I be afraid? I didn't do anything wrong."

Ling Feng raised his eyebrows, "But many people will be afraid? It's like walking around when you meet the principal."

Ruan Youtian showed no expression, and said bluntly, "I'm sorry, I can't understand it."

Ling Feng found it more and more interesting to talk to Ruan Youtian, and continued to say with great interest: "Speaking of which, your grades have been very good since childhood, and your comprehension must be very strong. It is not difficult to memorize lines, right?"

Ruan Youtian didn't respond to the first half of his sentence, "It's not difficult."

"How is the line prepared? This drama will be broadcast live."

"Back it up."

"All lines?"

"Ah."

Ling Feng smiled and asked again: "Then do you have anything to ask me?"

Ruan Youtian nodded, "There is a problem."

"Isn't Boss Ling busy?"

Ling Feng thought in his heart that you are really tactful in asking, impatient is clearly written on his face, and he still needs to be polite, so he answered the question inappropriately, "You will suffer if you let your temper out."

Ruan Youtian naturally knew that his bad temper was unpleasant, so he didn't retort, "You're right."

Ling Feng asked him: "I thought you would be unhappy."

Ruan Youtian was puzzled, "Why?"

"No one likes to hear bad things."

"You can't listen to good words for a lifetime. To me, they are sugar-coated cannonballs. It doesn't matter if you don't have them."

"You seem very unaccustomed to accepting compliments from others."

"No, I just simply don't like fake socializing."

Ling Feng had no choice but to say, "If I hadn't stubbornly believed that you would be irreplaceable in the entertainment industry, your personality really doesn't fit in with this industry."

Ruan Youtian thought to herself that I already knew that I was out of place, not only in this circle, but I was incompatible with everyone else. After all, people without normal social skills can't even fit in the word itself.

Ling Feng changed the subject, and said: "The agent assigned to you is very good at being a person, and can help you solve troubles. It is meaningless social interaction for you. You can film with peace of mind, and by the way, you should also get along with the agent on the set. , if you don’t like it, the company will replace it for you in the later stage, but this right is only available once, so I suggest you be more cautious.”

It's a rule-breaking thing for a brokerage company to delegate power to artists to make choices. Ruan Youtian has become a special case for the company several times, and he also knows that there will be no good things outside. Accepting the kindness, Xin Dao said whatever you say, I don't really care.

"Don't worry, as long as it's not a matter of principle, I won't cause trouble for the company."

The author has something to say: Ruan Youtian: I don't like talking.