Be Dazai's mother

My whole body hurts, as if every piece of flesh and blood has been split open.

Why do I suffer so much?Do not understand, can not understand.

I opened my eyes in a dim state of consciousness, and vaguely heard the unbelievable voice of others.

"Awake! Patient 0619 is awake! Go and notify the doctor!"

"..."

Those voices seemed to come from far, far away, and I couldn't hear them clearly even though my consciousness was still in a hazy state.

"It's unbelievable. After being in a coma for ten years, he can still wake up..."

Limp and weak, I fell asleep again.

It has been a few years since I really became conscious. In the past few years, I have been in a state of ignorance and confusion, just unconsciously following the doctors and nurses doing rehabilitation exercises.

After I became truly self-aware, I discovered something amazing.

"Huh?! Ten years? I've been in a coma for ten years?!" I yelled in disbelief.

Ms. Aiko, a nurse who has been taking care of me closely for the past few years and has almost become an old mother, sighed: "Yeah, everyone thought you wouldn't wake up."

I showed an indescribable expression.

No, no, it's not "thought" but "sure"?What's more, didn't I get run over by a train?Can this survive?Not a novel? !

I forgot to say, my name is Haruko Nakatani, after being run over by a train, I miraculously survived and was sent to the rescue, and then I was in a coma for ten years. After doing rehabilitation exercises for several years in a blur, I finally woke up again. It is gratifying Congratulations, congratulations and congratulations—a ghost? !

I really don't know how to complain.

Let alone the matter of how to survive after being run over by a train, and the matter of being able to wake up after being in a coma for ten years, it is puzzling to say that one can still move after being in a coma for ten years. It has been reconstructed for several years, which is also impossible. Don't all the muscles atrophy?

However, Ms. Aiko couldn't tell me such detailed information. It was an old man who claimed to be Dajue on Guochang Road who finally solved my confusion.

Although he is an old man, the aura of the other party is so terrifying that I can't help but feel awe.

He looked very difficult to get along with, but he didn't seem to want to embarrass me, and let the men wearing rabbit masks answer my confusion for me.

Before I knew it, earth-shaking changes had taken place in the outside world, and the level of medical care was also developing rapidly.

Of course, no matter what, the injuries I got when I was run over by the train were sure to kill me, but I don't know why I didn't die.Of course, this does not mean that I am not injured, but that I have been in a state of dying but not dying.

Chang Lu Dajue, the kingdom of gold, discovered this incident, and led his golden rabbits to erase all the memories of all relevant personnel at the time, and changed my file to dead, and then brought me to the laboratory Secret cure.

He took me away who was seriously injured, unconscious, and unconscious. He didn’t just study me. The most important thing was to suspect that I had something to do with the Silver King who had the ability of “unchanging”.

It's a pity that he hasn't researched anything in the past ten years, and all kinds of institutions that test superpowers have no effect on me, which shows that I am indeed an ordinary person without any abilities.

Having said that, the King of Gold still sent the Buddha to the West after all, instead of directly burying me, a waste of resources that is actually useless and I don’t know if I can wake up. Treating my body to normal also prevented my muscles from shrinking in ten years, and I could return to normal walking after a few years of rehabilitation.

How should I put it, although I am still at a loss and don't understand what and what is in it, but I can still understand that Guochang Lu Dajue saved my life.

I solemnly thanked this man who was called "King" by my subordinates.

Guochang Road Dajue didn't care about the thank you from a small person like me, but for some reason, after I woke up and confirmed from my mouth that I was indeed just an ordinary person, he showed a somewhat disappointed expression.

I think this should be related to the silver king he said. Guochang Lu Dajue seems to attach great importance to his appearance. The reason why he attaches so much importance to me is because he suspects that I have something to do with the silver king's ability.

Dajue on Guochang Road came and left after a short while.

According to Ms. Aiko, the King of Gold has always been very busy, and it is already very important for him to take the time to talk to me for a while.

It's not so much about me as it is about why I didn't die, right?I thought helplessly.

But no matter what, it is true that the other party saved me, but it is a pity that a small person like me can't do anything in return.

I embarrassedly told Ms. Aiko how I felt, and sighed tiredly. I felt that I was given a very heavy favor. Although it was just a wave of hands to the other party, it was just a matter of waving to me. It's a big deal that saved my life.

"It's nothing, Wang is a magnanimous person, and he won't care about such small things." The beautiful and gentle Miss Aiko said with a smile on her face: "And we have also studied carefully during the ten years you were unconscious. He dissected your body, which is considered as a reward for taking care of you."

...I think it's better for me not to continue asking.

Then Ms. Aiko told me to adjust my body for two more days, and I had to leave here.After all, I am not a member of the Golden Clan, nor am I an outsider or research object.

When I leave, the golden rabbits will arrange a new identity so that I can continue to live, but at the same time, the golden rabbits will also erase all my things about them, including Miss Aiko, who will be forgotten by me.

Miss Aiko said sadly: "I always feel a little bit sad."

I also feel a little bit reluctant, not to mention that I know that after I leave here, I will never see Miss Aiko again for the rest of my life.

It is not appropriate to say any comforting words at this time, so I can only sigh.

There will always be such a destined separation in the world, even if there is reluctance in the heart, but when the day of separation arrives, as long as you know that everything is fine with the other party, you will feel at ease in your heart.

Yes, no matter how long we have been apart, no matter how far apart, even if we are separated by two ends of the world, as long as our hearts are connected——

Always feel as if something is wrong...?

At that moment, a figure of a person suddenly appeared in my mind, but when I tried to see clearly, that figure disappeared again.

For some reason, a very sad emotion suddenly appeared in my heart, which made me turn pale and cover my heart.

Aiko-san supported my body with a worried expression on her face, and asked, "Are you okay?"

I shook my head, covered my head and thought: It's probably just an illusion.

Soon it was the night before I was going to leave, and I tossed and turned on the bed with anxiety, unable to fall asleep.

After all, I've been here since I woke up.Now that I suddenly have to go to the outside world—the rapidly developing outside world that I have not been in contact with for ten years after being in a coma, it is not surprising that I feel a serious anxiety and uneasiness in my heart.

Miss Aiko is also afraid that I won't be able to adapt to the outside world after I go out, but no matter how much she tells me now, my memory about her will still be erased, and Miss Aiko can only swallow those instructions helplessly. .

Because of the anxiety in my heart, I didn't fall asleep until three or four in the morning, which made me start to worry about whether I could get up tomorrow?

...Do you want to ask Ms. Aiko to come over and have a chat?Maybe chatting and chatting can relax and fall asleep.But now it's three or four o'clock, Miss Aiko must have fallen asleep, it's better not to disturb others.

Just when I was curled up on the bed and thinking wildly, I suddenly heard footsteps coming from outside. I thought it was Miss Aiko, and I didn't pay much attention to it, but when I heard the footsteps clearly, it didn't sound like Miss Aiko. Yes, but when someone wearing clogs sent it out, I immediately opened my eyes wide.

Why is there a sudden sound of clogs at this time?Doctors and nurses can't come in clogs... If not doctors and nurses, what would be left in the hospital in the middle of the night?

At that moment, all kinds of strange news about the hospital appeared in my mind, which made me hold my breath and stare stiffly at the source of the sound.

From the depths of the darkness, a man stepped out.

It was a rather...beautiful man, with a medicine chest on his back, and a bewitching makeup on his face, which somehow reminded people of Ukiyo-e.

The lip gloss on the man's lips rose, and he said in a trembling voice: "Miss Sachiko..."

"No." He closed his eyes and opened them again, looked at me with a half-smile and said, "Should I call you Miss Haruko now?"

I watched the man who broke in vigilantly, and shouted, "Who are you?"

I was really relieved that the scary ghost that appeared was not what I imagined, but it also looked weird that such a man with gorgeous makeup appeared in the middle of the night.

And what is Sachiko referring to?Why is there a nostalgic feeling just by reciting these few syllables?

I was confused thinking about the kind of nostalgia and sadness that suddenly surged in my heart.

"I'm just a drug seller." Mr. Yao Yao said, as if regretting, "Miss Haruko, you probably don't remember me anymore."

...Why do I always have the feeling that I am a heartless person?

I pondered for a while with a solemn expression, but no matter how I thought about it, I couldn't think that I would behave like a heartless man, let alone the other party was such a handsome man.

"Do I know you?" I asked tentatively.

Mr. Yaolang laughed and said, "I met by chance about ten years ago."

It wasn't when I happened to be unconscious, how did I meet him?

I looked at Mr. Yaolang blankly, and he said calmly, "Because I was entrusted, so I came to check on your situation. It seems that everything is fine for you."

"By whom?" I asked, frowning.

The drug seller stretched out his slender fingers to his chin, and said softly, "It seems to be called Huimei, right?"

Huimei.

I immediately thought of the person who had died, and said in disbelief, "Isn't Emi already dead?"

"That's right, he turned into a ghost after death." The medicine seller shook his head and said.

Seeing my bewildered expression, Mr. Yaolang explained, "Aren't you wondering why you didn't die in the first place?"

"Why?" I asked subconsciously.

Mr. Yaolang replied: "Because the lady named Huimei has been by your side since her death, but you couldn't see her at that time."

"Of course, she didn't have consciousness either. She seemed to be a woman who was extremely miserable during her life, and died with deep obsession. She didn't have any self-awareness when she died, and she just guarded you by her instinct."

His tone was very slow, but what he said was so puzzling that I wished he could speak more slowly.

According to the drug seller, Huimei became an extremely powerful ghost after death, but she did not choose to take revenge on those who killed her before she was alive, but chose to stay by my side.

Of course, Emi in this state doesn't have any consciousness and reason, she just seems to want to protect me by instinct.At the same time, at this time, Huimei seemed to have accidentally helped the drug seller who was killing the monster, and made him owe a favor.Mr. Yaolang, who pays great attention to cause and effect and fate, took extra care of me.

In the end, when I was dying, Emi sacrificed my soul so that my state of dying but not dying dissipated.After that, my abnormality was discovered by the King of Gold, and they used modern medical technology to pull me back from the brink of death.

"The King of Gold must have noticed this later, otherwise he wouldn't have let you go so easily." The drug seller said thoughtfully, "I heard that the King of Gold has something to do with the Onmyoji himself. He must have sent someone to investigate whether you have a ghostly aura, but he didn't tell you."

Mr. Yaolang told me another shocking fact. He said that although Huimei saved my body, my soul had already left the body at that time and became a resentful spirit floating in the world. I entered another person's body and used that body to start a second life. That's when I met Mr. Yaolang.

Of course, the gap between me and Emi is the difference between level one and level 99. Emi... hated the whole world almost desperately, and her resentment after death was beyond anyone's imagination.

But even so, what she thought of when she died was not to take revenge on the world but to protect me.

"Emi..." I couldn't help clenching my fists.

Why is it that someone as gentle as Hye Mi is always the one who gets hurt the most?

Perhaps seeing my sad expression, Mr. Yaolang said again: "However, Miss Huimei got some chances by chance, and now she has become a ghost called Giwughost. If you go to Yayuan to find her, you may be able to find her." .”

"Huh?!" The medicine seller's words shocked me again, the parting of life and death that I thought was suddenly funny, I said happily: "Can we really meet again?"

Mr. Yaolang put his finger on his chin and said, "Yes."

"That's great..." I was so happy that I was about to cry, I kept murmuring that it was great, it was great.

Mr. Yaolang seemed to be infected by my emotions. He laughed and said, "You may even meet the most important people there."

He sighed and said, "After all, that's your dying place."

"The most important person..." I stared blankly at the drug seller, and couldn't help calling out a name.

"...Aji?"