I'm in Delingha tonight

"He likes you, doesn't he?"

This wasn't even a question sentence, Xi Shan's plain and straightforward tone seemed to contain a piece of ice, but with his usual tone, Chi Nian couldn't help teasing him with "Why are you so sour".

But now he saw boredom in Xi Shan's eyes.

The tacit ambiguity between the two people suddenly tilted to one side, and Chi Nian's heartbeat accelerated inexplicably, as if he had been caught in some secret.He didn't want to admit it, but Xi Shan's tone was too firm, like a harbinger of a storm coming, his deep eyes were full of gloom, and the small arc between his brows also appeared.

Not happy?

With a dry throat, Chi Nian grabbed the mineral water beside him and took a sip, trying to skip the topic: "What, he is my student..."

"That's right, but he likes you." Xi Shan held on to this topic, pressing every step of the way, "It doesn't mean that students can't like you, and besides, it's not morally wrong for you to have a good impression of him, it's just a good impression anyway. "

Chi Nian gradually felt that there was something wrong with Xi Shan: he spoke faster, his body was covered with alertness, and the distance from him remained unchanged, but he was clearly in a defensive posture.He wanted to appease Xi Shan first, and reached out to touch his shoulder, but just as he reached out, Xi Shan moved back.

The place to sit is limited, this action made Xi Shan almost fall off the flower bed, Chi Nian quickly grabbed him first: "Your legs, be careful!"

Xi Shan staggered forward, he shook off Chi Nian, and leaned forward with his hands supporting himself.He didn't speak for a long time, his chest heaved violently, and it took him a while to regain some calm.

"What's the matter?" Chi Nian's voice was full of anxiety, and the "I don't have that kind of affection for him" that I wanted to say just now was thrown out of my mind for a while, and I couldn't say it.

Xi Shan looked at Chi Nian, his throat trembling: "Will you like him?"

His appearance seemed to have returned to the rainy day in Huangjueping, and Chi Nian's heart thumped.He had seen this kind of Xi Shan once before, and now he showed a similar expression without warning, as if he needed him very much, but he instinctively resisted all comfort and persuasion, and would not let anyone approach him.

"I..." Chi Nian tried to lean towards him, and after realizing that Xi Shan didn't react that much this time, he touched his back, "I don't like my students."

He thought that this sentence was clear enough, and Xi Shan should be quiet.

But after listening, the back muscles under the palms suddenly tightened, Xi Shan tried his best to restrain something, and then spoke again, still angry: "I won't like it now, and I can't guarantee that I won't like it in the future."

"What are you talking about?" Chi Nian frowned.

"Not now...then what if he comes back to look for you!" Xi Shan raised his voice suddenly, and stared at Chi Nian rebelliously, "He will not be your student in the future, so you two can be together in a fair manner? There is no moral shackles, just a good impression, you can wait—”

"I didn't want a teacher-student relationship..."

"Teacher-student relationship is not okay, it's fine if it's not a student." Xi Shan didn't listen to him at all. As soon as he finished speaking, he covered his face as if breathing hard, and didn't recover for a long time.

The conflict was on the verge of burning, Chi Nian didn't do anything but was yelled at in the face, even a clay figurine has a temper.He had been favored since he was a child, and few people would speak loudly to him. At this moment, although he knew that Xi Shan might have had unpleasant memories, Chi Nian could hardly control himself to remain calm.

"you……"

are you crazy?

The four were neatly arranged on the tip of the tongue, and Chi Nian bit himself when he was about to blurt out.The pain and the smell of blood diffused, and he regained consciousness a lot, so he only withdrew his hand.

"I don't want to talk to you right now." Chi Nian bluntly stopped looking at him, "Wait until you calm down."

Xi Shan glanced at him and stood up. His left foot still hurt a little, but he limped towards the parking lot as if he didn't exist.

Chi Nian stood up abruptly: "Xi Shan!"

Several students who were close to him were interrupted and looked over curiously.

Xi Shan didn't seem to hear, Chi Nian was entangled in the same place, seeing him go further and further, he gritted his teeth and ran over.He thought this was not a compromise, he wanted to know why Xi Shan suddenly became strange.

"What's wrong!" Chi Nian grabbed Xi Shan's hand, "Is it because of Lin Chan? It can't be..."

"Isn't teacher-student love disgusting?"

Chi Nian was startled and withdrew his hand abruptly.

He stood on the spot, obviously down-to-earth but with a sense of powerlessness floating around.It wasn't until Lian Shiyu found out that something was wrong and came to him that Chi Nian regained his sanity, while Xi Shan had already gone far.

The familiar figure opened the door of a taxi, and his left foot seemed to be fine.Then the taxi rode Juechen, leaving behind a small puff of exhaust gas, which made Chi Nian's nose ache.

He really didn't know what was going on.

Xi Shan's last sentence was full of disgust, both inside and out. Although his voice was not loud, Chi Nian felt that something had grabbed his heart - in Lanshan, Xi Shan's eyes on Zhou Hengwen were not as cold as these words.

"What happened?" Chi Nian couldn't ask.

Beside him, someone tugged on his sleeve, Chi Nian turned his head, and Lian Shiyu smiled softly, never mentioning the conflict between Xi Shan and him, just holding his arms in a cold gesture: "This air outlet, stand for a long time!" How uncomfortable it is—Nian Nian, would you like to come over with me, Yaning brought biscuits."

"Huh?" Chi Nian squeezed out a forced smile, "Okay."

Going to the place where a few female teachers were, Chi Nian listened to them chatting about the latest star gossip, the talent show that was about to end, and played a small game absent-mindedly.

A bit like marbles, Chi Nian was a little irritable after getting stuck in the same level several times.He opened WeChat, and after Xi Shan left, their message still stayed with the grinning face, but the atmosphere between the two was completely different from before, and Chi Nian didn't know how to resume the topic.

Even if he had a diamond heart, he was also hurt by Xi Shan's words.

What is "teacher-student love is not disgusting"?

Chi Nian's sullen expression was completely revealed on his face. When he was angry, he lost his appetite. He didn't eat much at noon. He drank a cup of milk tea during free activities. But he had to leave alone ahead of time.

Seeing this, Tao Zi was very worried about him, but Chi Nian said it was okay, and went back to take the cableway by herself.

Perhaps without Xi Shan's company, the waiting line for the cableway became very long, and it was Chi Nian's turn when his phone ran out of battery.The traffic card malfunctioned, and he had to swipe it twice to pass. He felt that everything was not going well, and his mood became worse and worse.

Standing in the middle of the car this time, Chi Nian closed his eyes, and the feeling of flying over the river was obvious.

The cableway station was very close to where he lived, and Chi Nian stood by the ramp, debating whether to go back for 5 minutes, and then found out pitifully that if he didn't go back to Xi Shan's house, he would have no place to live.

Since Xi Shan said he would live long-term, he retired from a rental house near Daping. Even though the commuting time has become longer, being able to have breakfast and dinner with Xi Shan every day has made life less difficult.Chi Nian never thought that they would quarrel, let alone the cold war without clues, and now he regretted checking out too quickly.

"Why don't you go to Senior Sister's place?" Chi Nian thought about it, and then vetoed his decision, "Forget it, she lives with her parents, she went to cause misunderstanding... Now there is no one in the studio..."

He took a step, and the flames in his heart surged up: "What am I afraid of? I'm not making trouble for no reason!"

When it was parked at the door, Chi Nian was thinking "I'll see how much the down payment is for the house in Chongqing tomorrow", while taking the key and turning the door, expecting Xi Shan to be at home——

Sprite stood in the porch, frantically wagging her tail at him.

Chi Nian: "...Damn."

The finished draft "I thought you were not at home? Why am I disappointed that I didn't leave? I didn't run away from home"... all choked in his throat, and Chi Nian fell silent facing the empty living room.

It's not embarrassing, but...

Even more upset.

Xi Shan didn't come back that day at all. He is a native of Chongqing, and Chi Nian wasn't worried about whether he would sleep on the street at all.

Seeing no one, Chi Nian felt a little more relaxed.He automatically entered the cold war program, he didn't reply to WeChat, he didn't post in Moments, he was stubborn, and he insisted on waiting for Xi Shan to contact him on his own initiative. Firstly, he didn't do anything wrong, and secondly, they weren't a couple yet. Xi Shan cares who likes him?

And those words were indeed too harsh, Chi Nian didn't want to spoil his image in the hearts of his friends, so he didn't tell anyone, he was suffering silently, and took time to think that Xi Shan might have difficulties.

People who are usually reasonable and don't care about all kinds of things are the only ones who have been touched twice these two times. Chi Nian wanted to ask Zhu Yiming, but was afraid that a message would be sent that he was with Xi Shan.

Wouldn't it be found that she cared about him!

Forbearance was calm for a while, Chi Nian said to himself.

He casually ate a bowl of noodles for dinner, took Sprite out for a walk, and fell asleep early when he came back.Xi Shan is not here, he still lives step by step.

The worst life is to move away, Chi Nian thought, there is nothing he can't live with.

It's just that if they collapsed the ambiguity they had accumulated day and night because of this incident, Chi Nian might think it was very ridiculous when he thought about it many years later, and maybe he also regretted it a little.

But he refuses to bow his head now.

No matter what...you have to be angry for 24 hours!

With emotions at work, Chi Nian's face was so dark that even the most blatant girl in the class didn't dare to talk to him.This makes the atmosphere of the studio become silent and melancholy. Yesterday he was laughing and joking, but today he only writes vigorously.

After lunch, I fell asleep.

It was Chi Nian's turn to be in the afternoon class. He dragged his stool and sat at the front of the classroom, too lazy to look around. He propped his forehead and tried to take a nap.After a while, when the students finish their drawings, he will start to rewrite them one by one without stopping. When he gets busy, he will have to account for all his energy for the day.

Teacher-student love, Chi Nian feels uncomfortable when he thinks of these three words, even looking at a group of seventeen or eighteen-year-old boys and girls is not pleasing to the eye.

The dreams you have when you are emotional are all reflections of your real thoughts. In the hazy picture, Chi Nian saw him shaking Xi Shan's shoulders, and Xiao Ma roared "you wake up", looking in the mirror, I eat and sleep right every day Looking at your face, can you still see them? !Do others treat me as well as you do? !

I am not a pig!

Aesthetics will not reduce dimensionality!

Half asleep and half awake, Chi Nian dragged Xi Shan out and beat him so violently that someone touched his shoulder, and he almost jumped three feet in place: "Huh?!"

Lian Shiyu pointed to the door: "Someone is looking for you."

For some reason, Chi Nian's heart skipped a beat, and with a premonition, he raised his head, and sure enough, he saw the person leaning by the door—the same clothes from yesterday, with his hair a little messy, piled up on the side of his face, looking slightly emaciated.

Xi Shan showed no expression, but shook the packing box in his hand at him.

Chi Nian: "..."

Since the steps are given, let him go down.

It's definitely not because he wants to know what delicious food Xi Shan brought.