Interstellar First God of War [Rebirth]

Xu Yuan didn't sleep well all night.

Fortunately, the girl is an alien creature who doesn't know much about human emotions, otherwise Xu Yuan would never have been able to watch those videos that the girl casually clicked on in front of others with red eyes.

It's also fortunate that the girl didn't say something like "Yan Che has remembered you for so many years" in his ear at this time, otherwise Xu Yuan was really afraid that he would lose control of his body and run to Yan Che in the middle of the night to say something. What not to say.

Some things, if you don't tell them, he can hide them in his heart and temporarily treat them as if nothing happened.

After being exposed, let Xu Yuan see Yan Che whose image and status had changed drastically overnight in his heart. He really didn't know how to maintain his previous attitude and went to talk to him.

Sometimes, things really need to be viewed separately according to the mentality of the parties involved.

A few days ago, Xu Yuan still felt particularly embarrassed to meet Yan Che in different places every now and then, wondering how it was such a coincidence.

Xu Yuan went out today, with a subtle anticipation that he couldn't tell others, looking around from morning to afternoon, but he didn't meet Yan Che once!

Although this is a normal situation, after all, both of them are very busy, and it is common for them to be in the same unit but fail to meet each other twice in three days.But Xu Yuan actually started to feel unsuitable, his whole body was weak, and he always felt that something was missing.

This time, he finally stopped deceiving himself and thinking "it's because Yan Che himself has a strong sense of existence, and I don't treat him as a special existence".

Because at this moment, the moment he saw Yan Che's face, his heart beat violently, his blood flow accelerated, and his breathing stopped.Every cell in his body seemed to be trembling and jumping for joy, as if he wanted to rush to Yan Che in the next second, make him notice his existence, and then say a few words to him.

Or even if he didn't speak, just letting his eyes look at him would make Xu Yuan feel much better.

……

Calm down, calm down.

Xu Yuan said to himself.

He is Su Wei, an ordinary subordinate of Yan Che, and now he just "coincidentally" walked near Yan Che's office, "coincidentally" took an extra cup of coffee in his hand, and "simply" gave it to Yan Che as a gift from his subordinates Condolences.

Then the moment the body was stared at by those raised clear eyes, it stood motionless as if it had been cast with some immobilizing spell.

As if overnight, Yan Che's face changed.

Why didn't I feel that his appearance was so attractive before, and his whole body seemed to be full of a unique and wonderful atmosphere?

Staring at it for a long time, until Xu Yuan felt that something would happen if he watched it again and he had to say something, he slowly recalled, how could anyone go to the boss's office in the middle of the night to invite his boss to drink coffee, and call it "the name" condolences", it seems that there are ghosts in my heart.

...It has to be replaced with milk, because it helps sleep.

Yan Che noticed Xu Yuan's ecstasy.He didn't say much, closed the document in front of him, and said to Xu Yuan, "Is there something wrong?"

Xu Yuan almost bit his tongue at the first word: "Wu, I want to treat you to coffee."

Yan Che glanced at what Xu Yuan was holding in his hand, and nodded, "Okay."

Xu Yuan's movements were nimble, and he didn't put things in front of Yan Che as smoothly as his hands and feet.It was a great relief, as if an amazing task had been accomplished.

Yan Che raised his hands and put them on the table, holding the warm coffee cup in his palm, and inadvertently stroked the mouth of the cup twice with the tip of his index finger.

Xu Yuan watched the fingertips move, and always felt that his heart was gently moved along with the cup.

Adam's apple squirmed up and down, swallowed unconsciously, distracted.

"What are you thinking?"

Xu Yuan was slightly startled in response, raised his head suddenly, looked at Yan Che: "What?"

Yan Che reminded: "Your index finger and middle finger have been tapping on your thigh. You are thinking about something."

Xu Yuan suddenly stopped what he was doing.Looking down, I found that the two fingers were still in the tapping posture, motionless.

What kind of habit is this, he didn't realize it himself.

Involuntarily muttering that Yan Che's observation skills are really good, Xu Yuan laughed a few times and said, "Just thinking, you should be very busy today, why haven't you rested yet?"

Yan Che: "Not busy."

Xu Yuan: "..."

Just when he wondered that Yan Che was really the end of the topic, and racked his brains to start thinking about the next topic of conversation, Yan Che suddenly explained for some reason: "It's just that the work is all copywriting work, and there is no need to go out and walk around." .”

"..."

Xu Yuan looked at Yan Che, without turning the corner all of a sudden: "Huh?"

Yan Che didn't speak.

After two seconds, Xu Yuan who reacted suddenly became embarrassed: "No, I just..."

The meaning of Yan Che's words was to imply that he had actually discovered that during this period of time, the two had always met by chance.

And since Yan Che didn't go out today, the two of them didn't meet by chance, so they deliberately explained the reason why they didn't meet to Xu Yuan who "came to ask questions".

Doesn't it seem that because Xu Yuan couldn't see Yan Che's face, he rushed over to show his face, wanting to have a look at Yan Che.

——Although the facts are true, he really wanted to see Yan Che's face so much that he couldn't stand it, so he came here on purpose...and in the name of delivering coffee in the middle of the night...

This is miserable, he is as clever as he can say, he must have figured out the purpose of Xu Yuan standing here at this moment, he definitely thought of it.

Xu Yuan felt a little hot at the base of his ears. He really didn't know why his skin was so thin, and he couldn't hide his thoughts.

He can bear the secret hidden in his mind, and then secretly think about it alone, without telling others.But I couldn't bear the feeling that the other party knew what was hidden in my heart, and then the secret was suddenly made public.

It's not a level of psychological feeling at all, it's too nerve-wracking.

Raising his head, wanting to take a sneak peek at Yan Che, Xu Yuan couldn't help but guess what kind of expression the other party would have at this time.

Is it dissatisfaction?Is it disgusting?Is it the same shyness as him, or is it too nervous to speak?

……

Nothing at all.

Suddenly, his heart, which was jumping with anxiety and joy, suddenly became cold, and Yan Che looked at him expressionlessly, his expression was no different from before.

……Too.

Xu Yuan suddenly felt lost for some reason.

Yan Che is not someone who cares about such things.

Because he missed the other person, he made excuses to get close to the person he wanted to see, how could he...

wrong.

Feeling like riding a roller coaster, Xu Yuan suddenly cheered up again.

Will do!Yan Che will do it!

It was said in the video that because Yan Che missed him, he deliberately attended the dinner party he attended, just to see him!

He likes himself!

He already liked himself!

Although he has no feelings for Su Wei, but Yan Che likes Xu Yuan? !

Isn't Xu Yuan himself?

It is indescribable to feel sad for no reason, and Xu Yuan didn't know how he could be so stupid just now, so he suddenly got into a dead end.Looking back at the emotions of sadness, resentment, surprise and joy at this moment, it is really ridiculous.

At this time, Xu Yuan thought back to Yan Che's confession not long ago, and his mood, not to mention how happy he was.

What could be more gratifying than the person you like and also like yourself?

……

……

...? !

Wait?

The person you like?

Suddenly startled by the thought just now, the startled Xu Yuan suddenly held his breath, stared in disbelief and sat motionless in front of him, silently looking at his own Yan Che.

I, I, I, do I like him?

Eh--? ? ?

Xu Yuan's expression was so rich and changeable that Yan Che finally couldn't help but speak.

"you--"

Could it be that Xu Yuan began to doubt him?

But he was nothing more than looking for opportunities to meet Xu Yuan a few more times in the past few days, and then found that the girl had heard his conversation with Major General Zheng yesterday. He was afraid that the girl would suspect that he "suddenly changed his behavior" and cause vigilance, so he endured today. He didn't go to Xu Yuan.

Did Xu Yuan see it all wrong?

A little bit of regret suddenly popped up in my heart, just like what I felt when Xu Yuan protested loudly with anger on his face after sending out the order to let thousands of people test the power of weapons on the starship more than ten years ago.

Yan Che hadn't experienced this kind of feeling with personal emotions for a long time, and it was really overwhelming when it reappeared at this time.

He frowned, not knowing how to deal with this strange feeling, and pressed his palm against his chest, producing a physiological reaction similar to vomiting.He bent slightly, and continued to say what he said just now in order to let Xu Yuan leave without seeing the flaw: "What are you doing here, if you have nothing to do, go out, I will continue to work."

But Xu Yuan noticed that Yan Che's expression was wrong, he suddenly held his heart, his Adam's apple rolling up and down as if he was very uncomfortable, he quickly stepped forward and took two steps closer, nervously said: "What's wrong with you?"

"..." Yan Che didn't know how to answer, so he could only say, "I feel like vomiting."

"Need to vomit?!" Xu Yuan was suddenly a little anxious, thinking that Yan Che's three meals a day, basic necessities of life, daily necessities, and every detail had countless people caring and taking care of him, how could he feel unwell.It is absolutely impossible to eat a bad stomach. Could it be that there is something wrong with the body?

Pulling Yan Che's arm, he half-lifted him on his body, and led the person out the door without saying a word: "I'll take you to the infirmary!"

"do not……"

For some reason, Yan Che's reaction was particularly strong.If it wasn't for Xu Yuanqiang's lack of strength, otherwise, the moment the two bodies touched, he would dodge back on a conditioned reflex, and almost fell back on the chair.Struggling beside Xu Yuan, wanting to retract his arm: "... let go."

Xu Yuan glanced sideways at Yan Che, and the skin of his left arm felt a very obvious chest heaving and rapid heartbeat.The tips of Yan Che's ears were stained with an inconspicuous blush, he turned his head away and looked away, and the fingertips of the hand held by Xu Yuan were even trembling.

This is……

Because the opponent resisted too strongly, Xu Yuan had no choice but to let go and let Yan Che go back.

Seeing that Yan Che's reaction was too strange, Xu Yuan couldn't help but said, "You must be feeling unwell, or I'll call the doctor."

Yan Che's breathing was unsteady, and his usually calm eyes were stained with nervousness. He looked back and forth at Xu Yuan, shrunk his body as if hiding, sat on a chair and looked up at him, as if he was worried. What.

"I'm fine, I know my physical condition."

Xu Yuan became anxious immediately after hearing this, and his voice became louder: "How can you be fine! Stop talking nonsense!"

"I'm just, I'm just..." Yan Che would be speechless for a while.Floating on the side watching a lively girl suddenly interjected: "Is he nervous?"

Xu Yuan glanced at the girl and said nothing.

"I think he is very nervous. When you touch him, his heart beats fast, like something. You can see that he didn't react that much before, but after he made physical contact with you, he suddenly became like this."

Is it because of yourself?

Xu Yuan looked at Yan Che uncertainly, seeing that he lowered his head and was unwilling to look at him, his expression and movements seemed to be hiding something, and he was a little puzzled.

But he didn't do anything, he just touched Yan Che twice.

Why such a big reaction?

In fact, Xu Yuan didn't think that Yan Che became like this because of him, and approached Yan Che with half-belief, slowly raised a hand, and pressed it on Yan Che's shoulder.

Some thin and thin shoulders trembled suddenly.

"..." The heartbeat was a little faster than before.

Xu Yuan looked at Yan Che's face with uncertain, probing eyes, forcing Yan Che's eyes to look at him.I watched Yan Che's expression change little by little with my own eyes, and finally changed from calm and tranquil to shocking timidity and shyness.Immediately, his eyes widened, and his palms seemed to be scalded by fire, and he retracted them in a panic.

What does it mean?

How could Yan Che do this?

"You, you go and call the doctor." Yan Che suddenly changed his mind: "Get out, get out!"

Xu Yuan: "But—"

"I'm not feeling well, I need to see a doctor, you go!" Yan Che turned his head away, turned his chair, and turned his back to Xu Yuan: "This is an order!"

Xu Yuan stared at Yan Che's elbow protruding from the back of the chair, paused, and said hesitantly, "...OK."

Turning around quickly and walking out the door, Xu Yuan said to the girl, "Stay here and watch him."

"Okay~" The girl floated in the air, imitating Xu Yuan in a not-so-standard military posture, then turned around and returned to Yan Che's office.

After the door closed, Xu Yuan had already walked away.

Yan Che, who was still trying to be brave at first, suddenly leaned limply on the chair like a puppet that had lost its breath and lost its support.The legs were drawn up, the head was drooped down, and the arms were wrapped around the head and knees, and the body was curled up together in embarrassment.

He didn't want that either.

But for some reason, as soon as Xu Yuan touched it, all the nerves in his body began to tremble and tense up.It was as if the body suddenly didn't belong to him anymore, every place touched by Xu Yuan was so stimulated that it became limp and lost its strength.

He unbuttoned the top few buttons, opened the collar at the shoulders, and glanced at the skin that Xu Yuan had just touched through the clothes.Sure enough, they were all stained with an unusually conspicuous flush.With a slight touch, the muscles seemed to tremble slightly.

"..."

Yan Che roughly guessed what was going on in his current situation, and after thinking about the reason carefully, the corners of his eyes were stained with a charming and shy crimson.

This should be the feeling of shyness.Panic, fear, timidity, but no negative effects.On the contrary, there are some expectations, some desires, and even attempts to go one step further.

Desperately remembering this hard-won feeling is like remembering the moment when Xu Yuan held his hand and transformed him from a puppet without self-concept into a living human being, the sense of life and the trembling that swept through the whole body It feels like the world has changed.

He could sense a change in a certain part of his brain, as if someone had pushed forward a dusty door that had never been touched before.

It was all because of Xu Yuan, it was Xu Yuan who gave him this feeling.

And only Xu Yuan.

Only he can make himself feel like a human being.

A living being with feelings and desires.

"Xu Yuan..."

Unconsciously muttering these two words in his mouth, his eyes stared blankly at the empty air in front of him, as if he was missing a certain existence that held the other party on the tip of his heart and cherished it.

The girl floated aside, blinked her eyes, carefully observing Yan Che's expression.

She didn't know what happened, but she had a vague feeling that the person in front of her seemed to have changed a little bit.

One minute later, Xu Yuan rushed to Yan Che's office with the doctor.

The man has returned to his previous calm state, sitting quietly at the desk, looking at the two people in front of him with calm eyes.

Xu Yuan was short of breath, and urged the doctor, "Go and have a look!"

Without further ado, the doctor walked up to Yan Che with the medical equipment in hand. Yan Che cooperatively raised his arm for the other party to examine.

"..."

The doctor held Yan Che's arm, frowning, with a thoughtful expression.Seeing this, Xu Yuan thought that the situation was not very good, and hurriedly asked, "How is it?"

The doctor glanced back at Xu Yuan and confirmed, "Marshal, he really—"

Without waiting for the other party to finish speaking, Xu Yuan quickly nodded: "It's absolutely true!"

"..."

The doctor had no choice but to take back the equipment for the simple test, opened the box, took out a large precision instrument, and motioned Yan Che to lift up his shirt, then took out a few chips in front of the two of them, and pasted them on Yan Che Several parts of the chest and back.

The test results came out quickly, and Xu Yuan could understand most of the numerical indicators of Yan Che's physical condition displayed on the screen, but found that all of them seemed to be normal.

While taking back the chip, the doctor said to Yan Che, "How do you feel?"

Yan Che said expressionlessly, "Very good."

Xu Yuan couldn't help but said, "But just now..."

Yan Che said: "I just received a piece of information, and I'm in a bad mood, so I reacted a bit more."

The doctor was just an ordinary doctor, and he didn't know that Yan Che's physical condition could not be "in a bad mood".From his point of view, the results of the data showed that Yan Che was in very good health, without any ailments.Hearing Yan Che's answer now, he really thought that this incident was simply a private anger of the Marshal, who was always indifferent to emotions.

I can't help but think of the current situation of the earth and human beings, which has turned out to be so severe.The doctor sighed silently, lowered his head to tidy up and took back the instruments he brought.

Carrying the things on his back, he bid farewell to Yan Che, and asked Yan Che to tell him immediately if he felt uncomfortable, then turned his head to look at Xu Yuan, who still had a slightly disturbed expression in his eyes, and couldn't help but cry out. Laughing: "You really..."

The boss got angry, and made a fuss, ran to the infirmary and dragged him desperately, telling him to go and see what happened to Yan Che, as if the sky was about to collapse.What expression is wrong, what fingertips are trembling, what is short of breath, what is heartbeat faster.Isn't this just ordinary anger?

It should be said that Yan Che's calm and rational image in the past was too deeply rooted in people's hearts, or that the young man in front of him was really too nervous about his boss.

The doctor left the infirmary helplessly, leaving only Xu Yuan and Yan Che staring at each other, neither of them said anything.

Yan Che lowered his head and straightened his clothes, carefully buttoning all the buttons.

He raised his head and glanced at Xu Yuan, as if he was thinking about how to get the person in front of him to leave.

Xu Yuan didn't know why, but suddenly moved a little closer to Yan Che's direction without warning, and then grabbed Yan Che's hand amidst Yan Che's obvious opposition and struggle.

Turning his head to the side, he listened carefully to Yan Che's heartbeat.After changing his body, his hearing is now several times better than before. Even if a person stands half a meter away, he can easily distinguish the other person's heartbeat frequency.

really.

Xu Yuan slowly let go of his hand.Looking at Yan Che who was being examined by a doctor with his upper body naked in front of him, but didn't react at all, his heartbeat suddenly started to speed up and his breathing became unsteady, all because of his touch.

Suddenly, Xu Yuan understood something.

Yan Che withdrew his arm forcefully, his lips were tightly pressed, and his expression was stubborn, as if he was unwilling to admit anything.

Xu Yuan took a step back knowingly.

Still kept in the dark, the girl who didn't know anything looked left and right, floating in mid-air very comfortably, playing with her hair on her own.

Xu Yuan suddenly laughed, the meaning was unclear - but Yan Che must have understood - and said something: "It would be great if I could see you more often tomorrow."

"..." Yan Che slowly opened his eyes wide: "I..."

"See you tonight."

After saying this, Xu Yuan turned and left the office.

Only Yan Che, who was still a little shocked in his eyes, was left, staring blankly at the direction Xu Yuan left, without looking away for a long time.

See you tonight.

night……

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