Interstellar First God of War [Rebirth]

After leaving the door, the girl was still complaining about Xu Yuan's slip of the tongue, accidentally slipping his feet.

"You, you said something wrong just now. I didn't see you at night." The girl said, "Yan Che didn't know you were Xu Yuan. Why are you meeting at night? He wants to see Xu Yuan at night!"

Xu Yuan suppressed a smile, glanced at the girl, and said mischievously, "Oh, I forgot."

The girl snorted and said, "Look, you can't do without me watching by your side. If I didn't remind you, Yan Che might find out your identity one day."

Xu Yuan was in a good mood at the moment, nodded jokingly and said, "Yes, you are right."

In fact, Yan Che had already seen that he was Xu Yuan, but because of the original agreement on Star Wars Network, he was afraid that Xu Yuan and the girl would be vigilant and felt uneasy, so he kept silent.

I really wronged him, Xu Yuan sighed.

He had paid so much for him over the years, but he couldn't do anything for Yan Che.Instead, let Yan Che let him go, think about him, and take care of everything for him silently.

Let him personally handle Cheng Nuo's affairs, and arrange for him to personally handle the task of removing his stigma... Now that I think about it carefully, it should be Yan Che's good intentions.

After taking a quick shower, Xu Yuan got into the nutrition cabin with a sense of impatience.

Yan Che was already waiting inside.

The moment he saw Yan Che, under the surprised gazes of the two people around him, Xu Yuan stepped forward and hugged Yan Che.

Hold him deeply, firmly.Feeling Yan Che's body temperature and movements, she found that he seemed to be trembling slightly, and asked him, "Is this acceptable?"

"..."

Never expecting this kind of return, Yan Che's voice was trembling, with a hint of crying, he nodded vigorously, and responded: "En!"

The girl joined in ignorantly, not knowing what was going on in front of her, and asked curiously, "Hey, Xu Yuan, what's wrong with you today, is it because you watched last night——"

Xu Yuan: "Sorry for replying to you so late."

Yan Che hugged Xu Yuan's body tightly with both hands and refused to let go. He pressed his head against Xu Yuan's chest, feeling the other party's existence with all his senses, and slowly raised his head: "...reply?"

"Your confession, I haven't replied to you yet." Xu Yuan said seriously: "I like you too, the kind I like very much."

"..."

Yan Che blinked, and after a while, suddenly lowered his head helplessly.

Because there was no answer, Xu Yuan was puzzled and asked, "What's wrong?"

At this moment, Yan Che should be surprised and happy, but he said to Xu Yuan with a little panic: "I, I don't know, should I be happy at this time? What should I do? I can't feel the reaction of my body, and I can't I know what I should do now... why can't I laugh, I should smile at you."

Xu Yuan: "No—"

Probably because he was afraid that his answer would dissatisfy Xu Yuan, Yan Che quickly moved his expression, showing a 100% perfect surprise smile as if he was imitating the plot of a TV series.Seeing Xu Yuan raised his eyebrows and had a reaction, he continued his efforts and said to Xu Yuan: "I, I finally waited until today, and I have been looking forward to the day when you will understand my heart. I don't ask you to be biased towards me, but at least Hope you don't push me away, but it seems like your heart is open to my feelings now...I've been thinking about you all these years, thinking about you like crazy. I think about you when I do anything You, want to see you, want to talk to you, want to be with you. This feeling is very strange. Reason tells me that I should stop and stop thinking about you, because it is pushing me step by step The abyss, but it still can't stop no matter what, and even longs to fall down a little faster... This should be my soul that is causing trouble, it is him who makes me lose my mind, and makes me lose my mind. But even if it is like this, even if it is just Even the soul, I also want to love you, I love you, I really love you, Xu Yuan, I—”

With a smile in his eyes, Xu Yuan stretched out his index finger and gently pressed Yan Che's lips, then shook his head slowly.

"You don't need to force yourself to say these words." Xu Yuan said, "I know, you love me."

As soon as the words came out, Xu Yuan was slightly shocked by himself.

The weight of the word love, without actually saying it once, I really can't feel how heavy it is.

Yan Che said in frustration, "I'm sorry... I thought you would like it..."

Xu Yuan: "You are not someone who can say such things, so don't force yourself."

The girl ate a mouthful of dog food at the side, and while eating vigorously, she said to herself foolishly: "What Yan Che just said sounds familiar... Where did you hear it?"

Xu Yuan said to Yan Che, "I'm sorry, I kept it from you."

Yan Che glanced at the girl, then shook his head: "It's okay."

He knew that Xu Yuan and the girl would have scruples. After all, what happened before Xu Yuan's death, the close relatives betrayed as soon as they said they would betray. How could he, a "familiar stranger" who had never said a few words before Xu Yuan let down his guard.

Moreover, it has only been more than half a month since he knew that Xu Yuan was still alive, and the two officially met on Star Wars.com.Xu Yuan was willing to accept him so quickly, Yan Che never thought of it.

I thought it would take several years to get closer, but now it seems...

What a surprise.

Talking in a hugging posture always felt that something was wrong, Xu Yuan let go of his hand and took half a step back, only to be grabbed by Yan Che's arm.

Yan Che shook his head at him in a pleading gesture, Xu Yuan smiled, stretched out an arm for Yan Che to hug.

Maintaining the posture of leaning on each other, Xu Yuan said: "I didn't know you liked me before."

And in the video, he said so many details that Xu Yuan didn't even remember.

There were many words that Xu Yuan felt heartbroken when he heard them, but Yan Che didn't seem to feel them at all. Instead, he mistakenly thought that this was something worth remembering, and told people over and over again.

Because he and Xu Yuan had said and done too little.

"People who only pursue results will often not have good results." Xu Yuan said, "When I heard this sentence, I really wanted to slap myself in the face."

"Are you referring to what you said to Feng Qi seven years ago when I was commanding at the Huaihai Command Center?" Yan Che had a good memory, and immediately remembered what Xu Yuan was saying: "Why?— —and, what do you mean by 'heard'?"

The girl immediately coughed twice guiltily, whistled and looked up at the sky, pretending that she didn't know anything.

Xu Yuan didn't have the nerve to tell Yan Che that without permission, he secretly watched a few videos of his diagnosis and treatment, and said, "I recalled—how crazy was I at that time to be in front of you?" In front of you, pointing fingers at Sang Huai and saying bad things about you."

"It's okay, there's nothing I can do about it." Yan Che said, "It's my fault to drive away people from so many areas and force them to stay away from their hometowns. It's my fault to make polluting weapons."

"But you also want to protect everyone." Xu Yuan said shamelessly: "I have no right to blame you. After this matter is done, it will not benefit you. It is purely for the sake of more people, so I have worked so hard. On the contrary, I stood aside and did nothing, but in turn accused you of making great contributions."

He even satirized Yan Che who only thinks about the result in doing things and ignores human feelings. There will be no good results in the future.

It's simply not something a person can say.

Yan Che said, "You didn't say anything wrong, I should have been like this."

Xu Yuan's heart tightened suddenly, recalling the ominous words that Yan Che had said over and over again, he held Yan Che's hand tightly, fearing that he would do something stupid, so he left just like that.

"Don't—"

Yan Che said: "Only kind-hearted people would say that kind of thing angrily because they feel sorry for others, and only kind-hearted people would sincerely apologize for saying something wrong a few years ago. You have never changed , I just like you like this."

Such a sincere and simple sentence from the heart poked Xu Yuan's heart more than the long confession just now.Fortunately, this is a virtual network, otherwise Xu Yuan must have blushed at this time.He stammered and said in embarrassment: "Me, me too."

"Haha, Xu Yuan, what are you, a shy primary school student? You're too tender!" The girl pointed at Xu Yuan and laughed.

Xu Yuan gave her an annoyed look, and thought that there was nothing to do, it was the first time for the eldest girl to get on the sedan chair.

"I did a lot of things wrong in the past." Yan Che said: "It's not that the result is correct, it's really correct. If you weren't watching me from the side, maybe at some point, because of the so-called rational judgment, And do something beyond regret.”

Because there is no emotion and no empathy, the decisions made are beyond the control of human beings, and it may happen someday.

At that time, people like Xu Yuan who are good at looking at problems from an emotional perspective will still be needed to influence him, restrain his behavior and decisions, and stop him in advance.

Otherwise, the more someone like Yan Che who can easily do anything, no matter what decision can be easily recognized and implemented, once he makes a mistake, the result will be more serious, even unimaginable.

But Xu Yuan said with certainty: "No."

Yan Che: "...Why?"

"You wouldn't do that kind of thing." Xu Yuan said with a smile: "Because, you are not so fragile. Because of one or two minor operations by others, you really can't do a little resistance. Although I am not a doctor, no You know some common medical knowledge, but you are not as cold-blooded as you imagined."

Yan Che looked at him puzzled.

Xu Yuan said: "Because, didn't you cry?"

Yan Che was surprised: "Crying?"

Xu Yuan reminded: "Your father said to change your memory so that you can forget me. You cried."

Yan Che didn't understand: "How do you know..."

Xu Yuan hesitated: "That's right, I just happened to know."

Yan Che recalled the feeling at that time, and said: "I don't know what happened at that time, suddenly I felt water falling on my face, and then I couldn't stop crying."

Xu Yuan said: "Your body is changing bit by bit. Although it is not obvious, there is indeed a change, and I can feel it."

Just like just now, Xu Yuan saw Yan Che's embarrassed and shy expression with his own eyes. He will never forget that look for the rest of his life, because it was so shocking.

Do people without feelings feel embarrassed and shy?Will not.

Therefore, Yan Che didn't have any "problems", even if there were, it was only temporary.

Xu Yuan is confident that he can bring Yan Che to let him understand the emotions that human beings should have a little bit, let him experience joy, anger, sorrow, and joy, understand all kinds of beauty in the world, and live happily like a normal person.

Just like the decision he had made in his heart when he first met Yan Che, but unfortunately he couldn't make it.

"I will take you to eat delicious food, listen to interesting stories, and see beautiful scenery." Xu Yuan said, "I will always stay by your side and be with you forever."

Yan Che stared blankly at Xu Yuan's face, and it took a long time before he said a word.

"What you said is so beautiful, I doubt it's just a dream." He said, "I can't believe how lucky I am, what if God suddenly takes everything back..."

"fool."

Xu Yuan hooked his nose lightly, and smiled happily: "No one will take back these promises, and I won't let him do that."