Interstellar First God of War [Rebirth]

Back in time to the days when the young Ling Tiancan had just joined the army, Xu Yuan found that no matter where he went, he always met Yan Che by chance.

When I went to the cafeteria to have breakfast early in the morning, I met Yan Che who was buying coffee at the drink bar at the entrance of the cafeteria; at noon, I went to the Sixth Army to finish the matter, and when I came back to find the other leaders of the Third and Fourth Army to verify the information , and found that the two army commanders were talking in Yan Che's office; when they were about to go to the training center for exercise after dinner at night, they saw Yan Che at the door who was on a field trip with the logistics management staff; then when they were about to go to sleep, A message from Yan Che was sent, asking him if he would like to meet him on Star Wars.com.

"..."

Once or twice is enough, it has been like this every day for a week, which makes Xu Yuan a little puzzled.

His own itinerary was not handed over to Yan Che accurately to the minute.It was also impossible for Yan Che to supervise him all the time, pay attention to his movements, and then deliberately stand in front of him to feel his presence.What's more, Xu Yuan himself was not sure if he would go to the drink bar to buy drinks at that time, go to the training center to exercise, and say where Yan Che went to get close to him, that would be too cheeky and take himself too seriously. It's the same thing.

Besides, Yan Che didn't know that Su Bi was Xu Yuan, so why should he follow him.

The girl noticed Xu Yuan's troubles, and she covered her mouth and snickered: "Because you care about him, you feel that he has a strong sense of existence. No matter where you go, you can always find his location at the first time."

Xu Yuan was also said to be a little uncertain, but he still had a stubborn mouth and said bravely: "...I didn't pay attention to him because he confessed. He has a strong sense of existence. If you don't notice it wherever you go, then That's weird."

"Just make excuses." The girl said, skillfully opened the text message Ling Tiancan had just sent to Xu Yuan, typed a text quickly with a smile, and clicked send.

Xu Yuan didn't even have time to read what the girl wrote, and the text was already edited and ready to be sent out. He couldn't help reminding: "I can't type so fast."

Although it is not sure whether Ling Tiancan has discovered that this "buddy" is not the person he thought, but if the girl continues to show her flaws like this, she will be found out sooner or later.

"Ah, I forgot." The girl stuck out her tongue playfully, made a face, and said, "He said he hoped that the 'ghost' would stop pestering him tonight. I was so tired from training and wanted to sleep well, so I decided to scare him in the middle of the night tonight, what do you think?"

Asking what he thought, Xu Yuan couldn't laugh or cry: "Is it useful for me to say don't go?"

The girl thought about it seriously, then laughed: "It's useless."

"I like playing with him so much, why not sign up for an account to chat with him." Xu Yuan said, "When Ling Tiancan met me this morning, I couldn't understand what he said."

"I understand." The girl circled her finger on the table beside her a little depressed, and said in a resentful tone, "But I answered him, but he couldn't hear him, and kept calling 'so cold, so cold', hum╭ (╯^╰)╮, it’s really sad.”

Xu Yuan: "..."

People are not angry when you are scared like this, but you are the first to blame the other party.

The girl said: "No, I'll find him now."

Xu Yuan was tired after a busy day, so he yawned lightly and said, "...Don't play too late, come back early."

"Understood." The girl waved her hand, and after she finished speaking, she went straight through the wall and floated in the direction of Ling Tiancan in a familiar way.

On the way, when he was thinking about how to tease Ling Tiancan when he got down to Ling Tiancan's room, he suddenly heard a familiar voice.The girl who flew over her head poked her head back, and happened to meet Yan Che who was coming around the corner, and almost "collided" with his body.

Yan Che, who noticed something, frowned slightly, walked slowly, and glanced at the top of the wall where the girl was just now.Seeing that there is nothing there, it seems to be clear in the heart, there is no further stop, and continue to move forward.

The man next to him, who was a little slower to speak, walked behind and said to Yan Che: "You seem to be a little strange recently, has something happened?"

strange?

The girl who wanted to leave directly stopped when she heard this sentence and turned around unconsciously.The desire to gossip prompted her to linger behind the two, wanting to hear what they were going to say.

Yan Che said, "No."

"But during this period of time, you have gone out and walked three or four times more than before." The man said: "And you went to places that you didn't go to often before."

The girl carefully observed the man's face. Although she couldn't remember the face of the man, she could still distinguish the distance between the eyebrows and the size of the nose and mouth.

The other party seemed to be the "Major General Zheng" who often appeared by Yan Che's side. From what Xu Yuan said, it seemed that he was once Yan Che's personal butler in Youyin's family. He had been by Yan Che's side since he was a child, taking care of him inseparably.

Although he now holds the position of a general in the army, he mainly manages Yan Che's daily life.

In short, it was to serve Yan Che tea, remind him to eat, and take care of people in daily life.

And he was the one who asked Yan Che to go to the psychiatrist for treatment on time every week.

So when the two of them get along in private, does Major General Zheng always talk to Yan Che like this?Ask him where he went, why he went out so much more than usual.Do you have to ask this kind of question?

The girl sat cross-legged in the air, resting her chin with one hand, and turned the silver hair on her shoulders with the other in puzzlement. She followed Yan Che, wanting to see what Yan Che had to say.

Yan Che's eyes were calm, and he replied: "The number of times you go out is not included in the category that needs to be recorded."

The man sighed helplessly, looked at Yan Che's slightly thin but straight shoulders all the time, and said, "...It has nothing to do with the report submitted to the higher authorities, I just care about you."

Record?Report?above?What's the meaning.

The girl didn't understand.

Yan Che said, "I'm fine."

Hearing the words "I'm very good", Major General Zheng's eyes became more worried. He said, "I heard from Dr. Guan that you 'resurrected' Xu Yuan?"

Yan Che didn't answer.

Major General Zheng obviously didn't regard the resurrection as a real thing. Like the psychiatrist, he thought that Yan Che's "mental illness" was already terminally ill, to the point where he took delusions as reality.Originally, in this situation, Yan Che had to "receive treatment" even if he used force to cure him.But during this period of time, monsters were rampant and causing chaos everywhere, and the army could not do without the commander Yan Che, so the schedule of treatment was delayed and delayed, and it has not been able to be carried out.

Seeing that Yan Che was "getting sicker and sicker", Major General Zheng, who was by Yan Che's side, saw it and felt anxious.It just so happened that Yan Che's behavior in the past few days was quite different from usual. He couldn't figure out the reason, and he endured and endured, and finally asked the question today.

"Xu Yuan is dead, you should know it better than anyone else." The man said, "You should listen to my advice and forget about him. It's a pity that you shouldn't have become like this."

The girl was not happy when she heard it, and slapped the man on the back of the head—although she missed it: "Who are you saying is dead? Can you talk! Yan Che will never forget Xu Damn you, shut up right now!"

Yan Che stopped, looked straight into the other's eyes, and said seriously: "Do you really think that the me now is worse than the me before?"

The man was startled, and suddenly choked up.

"It wasn't until this period of time that I really realized what it's like to be alive for the first time." Yan Che said: "Every minute and every second has become fulfilling and meaningful. Because I found what I want What I did was what 'I' wanted to do, not what 'Yan Che' should do. Do you understand what I mean?"

Major General Zheng said: "Then you..."

So Yan Che's abnormal behavior during this period was actually doing what he wanted to do?

Yan Che said: "There are still more than three months before the assessment. Until then, let us live in peace and continue as before. You still submit your report, and I will complete the tasks I should complete. Besides, don't Meddling too much in my affairs."

"..." The man was silent for a while, then nodded slowly: "Yes."

——So what exactly is a "report"?

Isn't Yan Che the biggest among human beings?Who else does he need to report to?And the tone is so serious.

The girl scratched her ears and scratched her cheeks and couldn't understand for a long time. She wished she could grab the man's shoulder and let him tell her the answer quickly.

But forget it, she can find out by herself.

The finger touched the back of the man's neck lightly, and the identity chip implanted in the human body instantly connected to the network.After searching for the keywords Yan Che and report, and then copying all the relevant information in the man's system, the girl hummed a little tune and began to study what the so-called report was.

Open it and look, oh, there are quite a lot of things.

Basically, a new folder will be added every other week. The latest file was created two days ago, and the earlier one can be traced back to three years ago.

three years?Wasn't it the time when Xu Yuan died in battle?

I found the folder with the earliest time and opened it, and found that it was densely packed with things.Click on the video at the top of the file, and the screen appears, Yan Che is sitting in an empty room, surrounded by a few people, and he is questioning him.

Um?What's this?Yan Che's previous video?

Suddenly, the girl who was a little interested was floating in the air with the mentality of watching a TV series and watched it with great interest.

"When did you first become aware of yourself?"

A man in a white coat with a stern and indifferent expression, who seemed a bit uncomfortable with speech, asked Yan Che with a notepad in his hand.

“2408年10月14日，下午15：45。”

His face was pale, his eyes were gray, and he was completely out of the same mental state as he was now. Yan Che, who looked like a walking corpse, sat blankly on the chair.The cuff of the left arm was rolled up, and the elbow seemed to have been injected with some kind of drug, leaving two or three very faint red spots, just hanging on the side without strength.

"When Xu Yuan held my hand for the first time and asked me who I was." Yan Che said, "I feel that I am also an independent individual, and I will be treated as a person."

Recording Yan Che's answer, the white coat continued: "Aside from attempting to launch a railgun, have you ever done or thought of doing anything that would endanger the interests of mankind?"

"No."

The white coat asked: "Have you ever had the idea of ​​doing something for your own benefit? Have you implemented it?"

"Yes. Implemented."

The white coat raised his eyebrows, narrowed his eyes dangerously, and asked, "What is it?"

"Xu Yuan attended the dinner party. I wanted to see him, so I went."

"..."

The white coat said: "Continue."

"Xu Yuan said that he would give me a present on my 20th birthday. So I went to him on my 20th birthday and asked for a cup of coffee from him."

"..." The white coat seemed a little speechless, but he still said, "Continue."

"Without Xu Yuan's consent, I took a picture of him sleeping."

"..." The white coat couldn't bear it anymore, and he said, "Apart from things related to Xu Yuan, have you done anything for yourself?"

Yan Che didn't speak anymore.

——Then there is none, the white coat thought to himself.

It seemed that the problem was only related to Xu Yuan, Yan Che remained as it was in other matters, and there was no malfunction.

"The next question is whether there have been unsolvable and contradictory psychological phenomena. How are they resolved in the end?"

"It happened. It is processed according to the logical result."

"What is it specifically?" The white coat thought for a while, and added: "Beyond private life."

"In the Dawn Project, in Operation No. 30 No. 70, Xu Yuan volunteered to carry out the task, but was rejected. In Operation No. [-] No. [-], after the order was issued, because of Xu Yuan's speech, he thought about revoking the order, and then continued to follow the original order. Plan your move."

While listening in the white coat, he found the military details of the "Project Dawn" when Yan Che served as a commander for the first time after he was born and led the Earth fleet out of the Milky Way. took a look.

Operation No. 30 No. [-]: Go to the alien fleet alone, record the size and combat power of the enemy forces, and send the images back.

A mission that was clearly a death mission, and the school officer who performed this mission was indeed sacrificed on the spot.Xu Yuan took the initiative to ask for a job, but was rejected by Yan Che.It means that if Xu Yuan went, the possibility of surviving was higher than that of the school official, but he was still rejected by Yan Che...

Look again at Operation No.70 No. [-]: ordering three thousand-man fleets to attack a fixed-point defense satellite, but no one survived.

Judging from the subsequent actions, Yan Che should use this temptation to sum up the attack frequency and power of the satellites, so as to facilitate subsequent battle operations.Like the previous Operation 36, it was also a mission that was known from the beginning to send people to death.Xu Yuan probably saw the meaning behind Yan Che's order at the time, so he raised a voice to stop or object, but Yan Che was shaken a bit, and even thought of revoking the order...

Dangerous, too dangerous.

The white coat closed the document in dissatisfaction, and his expression seemed to say that it was fortunate that Xu Yuan was dead, otherwise such a **** buried there would be really uneasy.

"Whether every time there is a psychological conflict, the result will be determined according to logic."

"..." This time Yan Che actually paused for two seconds before saying, "Except for one time."

The tone of the white coat was very unhappy: "Say."

"Xu Yuan's health is not good, I asked him to withdraw from the army." Yan Che said: "He should stay in the army, but I'm afraid he will die."

When he said the word death, Yan Che's expression suddenly changed.

The white coat paid attention to Yan Che's expression, feeling that he seemed to be waking up, and couldn't help but click his tongue: "Why is the drug resistance so good?"

Lifting his finger, let the subordinates around him continue to give Yan Che injections.Yan Che looked down at his arm, then at the white coat. The moment before the medicine entered his body, Yan Che suddenly said, "Father."

The white coat remained motionless, and did not respond to Yan Che's shout.Seeing that no drop of the medicine was injected, he lifted his chin and continued: "It's useless to call father. I have to confirm that you have no problem before I can agree to your 'cooperation'—didn't you say you want to be resurrected?" Xu Yuan?"

Speaking of this, he, who always looked stern, suddenly sneered disdainfully, and then continued: "If you want to return to the army, please cooperate with my investigation, so that I can let you go back."

Yan Che's expression gradually returned to the sluggishness he had just now, and he said one word expressionlessly: "Yes."

The conversation in the video was still going on. The girl stood in front of the screen, pondered for a long time, and finally felt that something was wrong with the situation.

The report that Yan Che and that Major General Zheng talked about just now should be about these things.But in the report, why is it all about Yan Che?Does Yan Che still have to report Yan Che's progress to someone regularly?

To whom?Why?Is it because of the "cooperation" that the white coat said just now?

Turning off the video with doubts, the girl randomly picked a file with a relatively recent date, probably not long after Xu Yuan was resurrected.

There are still several people talking face to face, but the place and people have changed.The person in the white coat seemed to have changed, and his attitude towards Yan Che was much more respectful.Hearing the voice, it seemed to be exactly the same as the "Doctor Guan" in the psychological consultation room of the army, maybe it was him.

"How is your condition recently?" The doctor asked, "Do you still think of Xu Yuan?"

"I think about it every moment." Yan Che replied honestly and touchingly, but his tone remained calm and without ups and downs, just like talking about other people's things: "I have never forgotten it."

"Do you feel better when you think about him? Or is it more uncomfortable."

"I don't feel it." Yan Che said, "I don't know if I feel bad or good."

The doctor said: "Did you do anything special recently? Exposure to some new things can help you forget the past faster."

"I built two tombs for him and myself." Yan Che said, "The tombstones are all ready, I just need to lie down in it."

"..." Hearing such an answer, the doctor paused for a while before saying, "Yes, is that so, what kind of tombstone is it?"

Yan Che released a photo for him.

In the vast sea of ​​stars shining with thousands of stars, two tombstones side by side stand above the barren planet, dark, thick, dull, and solemn.

There were photos of Xu Yuan and Yan Che pasted on the left and the right respectively.

It is worth noting that the dates of birth and death of the two people have all been written.

The doctor looked at Yan Che's "date of death" for a long time, and said, "It was the day after the assessment..."

Writing the date in advance means that Yan Che decided to commit suicide on that day?

"I don't want to wait any longer." Yan Che said, "I've waited long enough."

The doctor looked at Yan Che with a complicated expression, and there was a thousand words in his eyes that he wanted to say, but he knew that he had said enough in these years.It seemed that no matter what I did, I couldn't save the life in front of me, which seemed to be alive, but was actually dead for a long time.

Looking at the background of the tombstone in the photo, the doctor asked, "Where is this? The universe? Why is the tomb built in such a place?"

A flash of nostalgia flashed in Yan Che's eyes, but he didn't explain the details to the doctor, he just said, "This is the place that gives me the most peace of mind."

"Do you have to use this method to end your own life? Xu Yuan certainly wouldn't want you to do such a thing because of him." The doctor said.

He felt that persuading Yan Che in Xu Yuan's name was definitely more useful than talking about great truths.

Yan Che glanced at the doctor casually, and asked, "But I miss him, what should I do?"

The doctor was confused by Yan Che's words for a moment and didn't know how to speak.

As a result, the atmosphere fell into a brief silence, the girl scratched her hair, and turned off the video in a vague way.

It seems that these documents are indeed all related to Yan Che.

And besides the video of the face-to-face conversation, other written documents, such as where Yan Che went and what he did today, seemed to be recorded in detail.

Although I don't know what these things are collected for, but after I figured out what the so-called "report" is, the psychological doubts were solved, and the girl was not so entangled.

Accidentally "picked up" many videos that Yan Che had taken in the past, just like looking through old photos of an acquaintance, it was very interesting.The girl turned a corner and returned to Xu Yuan's bedroom, wanting to share with him what she had gained from this trip.

"Xu Yuan Xu Yuan, I have a lot of Yan Che's videos here, do you want to watch them? Oh, by the way, I also have all Yan Che's travel records in the past three years. I'm so curious, do you want to watch them?—— You ask me where I got it? From that guy named Zheng or something." The girl giggled and said, "I just opened and watched two videos, and found that Yan Che mentioned you in all of them. It’s just that I don’t quite understand what he said, I feel like he’s praising you~ I’ll show you~”

Xu Yuan was woken up by the girl in the middle of his sleep, got up and sat by the bed, and rubbed his hair.Lifting his sleepy eyelids, he yawned and said to the girl, "...what video."