[Quick New] Choice
Chapter 76
Zhibao stood not far away, watching him in the chilly spring breeze.Shinichi doesn't understand why Zhibao, who should have left long ago, is still here, but this does not prevent him from understanding that Zhibao must be waiting for him to stay here.
He walked over to Zhibao and asked, "Are you waiting for me?"
Seeing Zhibao nodded, Xin Yixin understood that Zhibao would be waiting for him here, and there must be something he wanted to talk to him about.And although Kaito cannot know about this matter, it must be related to him.
In fact, Shinichi almost understood what Zhibao wanted to talk to him, so he was mentally prepared and asked, "What can you do with me?"
Zhibao asked him directly, "What do you want to do?"
Shinichi was puzzled and asked, "What do I want to do? What do you mean?"
Zhibao glanced at him indifferently, and said, "You should have heard everything that Heiyu and I said in the ward just now."
Seeing Shinichi's silence, Zhibao knew that he was acquiescing.
Zhibao continued: "Since you heard it, you should know that he is leaving here. Aren't you going to do something?"
Xinyi was silent for a moment, and said: "Of course it will. I probably wish him a bright future and a bright future."
Zhibao frowned slightly, "Aren't you going to keep him?"
Shinichi was stunned for a moment, and finally understood what Zhibao meant. He felt a little helpless, and said, "To keep him? Why should I keep him? It's a good thing that he's going to America to realize his dream. I have no reason to keep him."
Zhibao said lightly, "Do you really think this is a good thing?"
Xinyi was stunned for a moment, but didn't speak.
Zhibao looked at him steadfastly, "Maybe the authorities are obsessed, and bystanders are clear. I don't know if you can see it, and I don't know if you can see clearly, but as a bystander, I can see clearly. Yu clearly has moved his mind."
Xinyi wasn't flustered when his mind was broken so unceremoniously. He was silent for a moment and suddenly laughed, saying, "Sure enough, I knew I couldn't hide this from you."
Zhibao has always been smart, and she knows him very well after having known him for so many years, not to mention that she was the only one who knew him.Combined with his reaction during this period, if Zhibao still couldn't figure out his mind, he would feel strange.
He replied so frankly and without any hesitation, Zhibao was puzzled instead, and asked in disbelief: "You know?"
Shinichi replied calmly: "Yes, I know."
"Then you..." Zhibao couldn't continue speaking halfway through, so what is there to ask?Didn't Shinichi's actions these days already explain his attitude——
He has made a choice, and that choice goes against his heart.
After a pause, she asked, "Does Hei Yu know?"
The sadness in Xin's eyes flashed past, and he replied: "No, he doesn't know, and I didn't think about letting him know."
Shiho frowned unconsciously when he thought of Kaito's self-reproach that he had let down Shinichi.In fact, she knew in her heart that in this case, it would be best for Shinichi not to say anything.
Not to mention, Kaito thought it was his own wishful thinking from the beginning to the end. He knew Shinichi's attitude, and also realized that this relationship was not expected by others, and he would naturally be able to let it go after a long time.
But if he said it, he would inevitably have expectations in his heart, and he might even develop a sense of resentment in the long run—why, you obviously like me, but you want to hurt me by being with her.
Since Shinichi is doomed not to be with him, it is better not to give him hope from the beginning, which is good for both of them.
As soon as Shin understood this truth, Shiho would naturally understand it too.But understanding is one thing, accepting is another.
Kaito didn't know what Shinichi was thinking, he went through that disaster again and decided to let go.But Shinichi is different, he is determined not to let go as easily as Kaito.Not to mention, it was even more impossible for him to fade away the guilt he felt towards these two people.
Yes, guilt.
From the moment he knew that Shinichi had understood his thoughts, Shiho knew that he must have a heavy sense of guilt in his heart.She didn't know when Shinichi discovered it, so she made a bold assumption, if Shinichi discovered her mind on the day she discovered Kaito's mind, then...
Thinking of Kaito's unrestrained appearance in the ward, and seeing Shinichi standing in front of him now, Shiho couldn't help feeling a surge of sadness in his heart, mixed with his distress for Shinichi.
"You..." She asked hesitantly, "Won't you regret your choice today?"
In fact, it's still too late, Kaito hasn't left yet, if he repents and plans to separate from Xiaolan, he can still keep Kaito.But if he just watched Kaito leave, this farewell, they might say goodbye forever.Even if we meet again in the future, we will definitely not have the kind of affection we have today.
Asking this question, not to mention Shinichi, even Shiho himself was stunned.She has always been on Xiaolan's side, and when she first noticed the strangeness between the two of them, she also wanted to persuade Kaito to let him go earlier.Of course this is because she doesn't want Kaito to be hurt, but it's also because she doesn't want them to hurt Xiaolan.
It's just that time has changed and the world has changed. It's only been a few months, and her mind has changed to such a state.
But in fact, she can't be blamed for thinking this way. Anyone who sees them walking along the way like this will probably feel unbearable.
Shiho was silent.
Xinyi was also taken aback for a moment, and said helplessly, "Do I have any choice in this matter?"
"Our family, friends... If I really choose Kaito, it's my fault, but even if I don't care about those. Under those gossips, how can Xiaolan deal with herself?"
Zhibao's heart sank, she naturally understood what he meant.
He and Xiaolan grew up together, and for nearly 20 years, their social circles have almost merged into one.If he really chose a boy and abandoned Xiaolan, not to mention how he would be condemned, Xiaolan would probably be overwhelmed by sympathy and gossip.
What's more, based on the relationship between their family and the Maori family, even if he really ignored Xiaolan and did this, he might not even be able to pass the test of his parents.
"What's more..." Xinyi's voice was mixed with bitterness, he said softly: "It's better for me to stay away from him."
Zhibao looked up in astonishment, and heard Shinichi say, "I went to the temple a few days ago to ask for a lottery." He paused, and added, "I asked for Kaito."
He asked, "Do you know what that sign says?"
Zhibao shook his head, and the next moment Shinichi took out a tag from his pocket and handed it to her.
She opened the label, and the word "Zhongji" came into view, and the two words representing auspiciousness were extremely dazzling at this moment.
She moved her gaze down, and at the same time as Shinichi's voice sounded, she saw the text at the bottom——
"All sufferings are rewarding. Bad things will pass, and things that have been distressing will usher in a new turn."
Xinyi said it word for word. I don't know how long he had to look at this sign repeatedly and carefully before he could remember it so clearly.
Then he said: "At first I was a little bit surprised what the 'transition' on the sign meant, but today I completely understand it."
A thought suddenly appeared in Zhibao's mind, she took her eyes out of the tag and looked at Shinichi.
Shinichi showed a bitter smile, "You understand too, don't you?"
Zhibao squeezed the label tightly, feeling a dull pain in her heart, and she couldn't breathe for a moment due to the tightness in her chest.
Xin Yidao: "He is about to leave, this is a turning point. The meaning of the sign is already very clear, as long as he leaves here things will usher in a turning point, and he will also 'come back after suffering'."
"Staying by my side is a 'big evil', but leaving is a 'good luck'. The relationship between this..." He smiled self-deprecatingly, "Anyone with a discerning eye can see it."
His tone was a bit sad, "Actually, that's true. All his disasters come from me, and he will get better if he leaves me."
"It's like I told him at the fire scene that day, it seems that he has always been unlucky since he met me." Neither of the two parties involved had a word about what happened in the fire scene. Zhibao didn't expect her to be here like this. Hearing Xinyi mention what happened that day while she was in the middle of the night, it just made her feel a little bit heavier.
"That's actually true." Shinichi's voice kept ringing, "He's a phantom thief, and I'm a detective. The two of us have been hostile to each other since we first met. Almost every time my appearance indicates the failure of his actions."
"Even on the day when we 'turned hostility into jade', he was so seriously injured that he almost died." His voice contained great pain, as if recalling his two serious injuries, "This time... it's like this again. "
"And now, even gods and Buddhas say that..."
He took a deep breath and smiled, but Zhibao felt that his smile was uglier than crying.
"Look." Shinichi spread his hands, "Maybe it's better for me to stay away from him."
Before Shiho could reply, he smiled, "Kaito is actually smarter than me, he knows how to get out early. That's good, really. I have no right to keep him."
It seems that the matter has come to this point and there is no turning point. Zhibao knows that there is a knot between them, and the only person who can break the knot is Xiaolan.But Xiaolan didn't know these things at all, so how could she take the initiative to untie this knot.
Thinking of Xiaolan, Zhibao asked, "Where is Xiaolan..."
Xin paused, and said, "I won't let her know, we will still be like before."
Although his heart is already different.
Facing Zhibao's frowning, he said, "Actually, I know it's unfair to Xiaolan, and I also know that I'm really a bad person. But I really have no choice..."
His voice lowered, "I don't know what to do, and I don't know what to do. It's all my fault, but the consequences have to be borne by the two of them. But I have failed Kaito, and I must never fail Xiao Xiao again." Lan."
Zhibao asked softly: "In this way, isn't it considered a disappointment?"
Xinyi was stunned for a moment, and smiled wryly, "Of course not. It's just that there doesn't seem to be any better way."
"I can't like her like before, but many couples are not all in love. Sooner or later, love will turn into family relationship. I just became a little earlier..."
"If one day she changes her mind and wants to leave me, I won't hinder her happiness. It's just..."
He smiled helplessly, "I'm afraid I really can't do more than that."
He is only a man, not a god.He couldn't control the accident, and he couldn't control his own heart.
Shiho opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but in the end it only turned into a sigh——
Ugh……
※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※
My Hu Hansan is back again!
He walked over to Zhibao and asked, "Are you waiting for me?"
Seeing Zhibao nodded, Xin Yixin understood that Zhibao would be waiting for him here, and there must be something he wanted to talk to him about.And although Kaito cannot know about this matter, it must be related to him.
In fact, Shinichi almost understood what Zhibao wanted to talk to him, so he was mentally prepared and asked, "What can you do with me?"
Zhibao asked him directly, "What do you want to do?"
Shinichi was puzzled and asked, "What do I want to do? What do you mean?"
Zhibao glanced at him indifferently, and said, "You should have heard everything that Heiyu and I said in the ward just now."
Seeing Shinichi's silence, Zhibao knew that he was acquiescing.
Zhibao continued: "Since you heard it, you should know that he is leaving here. Aren't you going to do something?"
Xinyi was silent for a moment, and said: "Of course it will. I probably wish him a bright future and a bright future."
Zhibao frowned slightly, "Aren't you going to keep him?"
Shinichi was stunned for a moment, and finally understood what Zhibao meant. He felt a little helpless, and said, "To keep him? Why should I keep him? It's a good thing that he's going to America to realize his dream. I have no reason to keep him."
Zhibao said lightly, "Do you really think this is a good thing?"
Xinyi was stunned for a moment, but didn't speak.
Zhibao looked at him steadfastly, "Maybe the authorities are obsessed, and bystanders are clear. I don't know if you can see it, and I don't know if you can see clearly, but as a bystander, I can see clearly. Yu clearly has moved his mind."
Xinyi wasn't flustered when his mind was broken so unceremoniously. He was silent for a moment and suddenly laughed, saying, "Sure enough, I knew I couldn't hide this from you."
Zhibao has always been smart, and she knows him very well after having known him for so many years, not to mention that she was the only one who knew him.Combined with his reaction during this period, if Zhibao still couldn't figure out his mind, he would feel strange.
He replied so frankly and without any hesitation, Zhibao was puzzled instead, and asked in disbelief: "You know?"
Shinichi replied calmly: "Yes, I know."
"Then you..." Zhibao couldn't continue speaking halfway through, so what is there to ask?Didn't Shinichi's actions these days already explain his attitude——
He has made a choice, and that choice goes against his heart.
After a pause, she asked, "Does Hei Yu know?"
The sadness in Xin's eyes flashed past, and he replied: "No, he doesn't know, and I didn't think about letting him know."
Shiho frowned unconsciously when he thought of Kaito's self-reproach that he had let down Shinichi.In fact, she knew in her heart that in this case, it would be best for Shinichi not to say anything.
Not to mention, Kaito thought it was his own wishful thinking from the beginning to the end. He knew Shinichi's attitude, and also realized that this relationship was not expected by others, and he would naturally be able to let it go after a long time.
But if he said it, he would inevitably have expectations in his heart, and he might even develop a sense of resentment in the long run—why, you obviously like me, but you want to hurt me by being with her.
Since Shinichi is doomed not to be with him, it is better not to give him hope from the beginning, which is good for both of them.
As soon as Shin understood this truth, Shiho would naturally understand it too.But understanding is one thing, accepting is another.
Kaito didn't know what Shinichi was thinking, he went through that disaster again and decided to let go.But Shinichi is different, he is determined not to let go as easily as Kaito.Not to mention, it was even more impossible for him to fade away the guilt he felt towards these two people.
Yes, guilt.
From the moment he knew that Shinichi had understood his thoughts, Shiho knew that he must have a heavy sense of guilt in his heart.She didn't know when Shinichi discovered it, so she made a bold assumption, if Shinichi discovered her mind on the day she discovered Kaito's mind, then...
Thinking of Kaito's unrestrained appearance in the ward, and seeing Shinichi standing in front of him now, Shiho couldn't help feeling a surge of sadness in his heart, mixed with his distress for Shinichi.
"You..." She asked hesitantly, "Won't you regret your choice today?"
In fact, it's still too late, Kaito hasn't left yet, if he repents and plans to separate from Xiaolan, he can still keep Kaito.But if he just watched Kaito leave, this farewell, they might say goodbye forever.Even if we meet again in the future, we will definitely not have the kind of affection we have today.
Asking this question, not to mention Shinichi, even Shiho himself was stunned.She has always been on Xiaolan's side, and when she first noticed the strangeness between the two of them, she also wanted to persuade Kaito to let him go earlier.Of course this is because she doesn't want Kaito to be hurt, but it's also because she doesn't want them to hurt Xiaolan.
It's just that time has changed and the world has changed. It's only been a few months, and her mind has changed to such a state.
But in fact, she can't be blamed for thinking this way. Anyone who sees them walking along the way like this will probably feel unbearable.
Shiho was silent.
Xinyi was also taken aback for a moment, and said helplessly, "Do I have any choice in this matter?"
"Our family, friends... If I really choose Kaito, it's my fault, but even if I don't care about those. Under those gossips, how can Xiaolan deal with herself?"
Zhibao's heart sank, she naturally understood what he meant.
He and Xiaolan grew up together, and for nearly 20 years, their social circles have almost merged into one.If he really chose a boy and abandoned Xiaolan, not to mention how he would be condemned, Xiaolan would probably be overwhelmed by sympathy and gossip.
What's more, based on the relationship between their family and the Maori family, even if he really ignored Xiaolan and did this, he might not even be able to pass the test of his parents.
"What's more..." Xinyi's voice was mixed with bitterness, he said softly: "It's better for me to stay away from him."
Zhibao looked up in astonishment, and heard Shinichi say, "I went to the temple a few days ago to ask for a lottery." He paused, and added, "I asked for Kaito."
He asked, "Do you know what that sign says?"
Zhibao shook his head, and the next moment Shinichi took out a tag from his pocket and handed it to her.
She opened the label, and the word "Zhongji" came into view, and the two words representing auspiciousness were extremely dazzling at this moment.
She moved her gaze down, and at the same time as Shinichi's voice sounded, she saw the text at the bottom——
"All sufferings are rewarding. Bad things will pass, and things that have been distressing will usher in a new turn."
Xinyi said it word for word. I don't know how long he had to look at this sign repeatedly and carefully before he could remember it so clearly.
Then he said: "At first I was a little bit surprised what the 'transition' on the sign meant, but today I completely understand it."
A thought suddenly appeared in Zhibao's mind, she took her eyes out of the tag and looked at Shinichi.
Shinichi showed a bitter smile, "You understand too, don't you?"
Zhibao squeezed the label tightly, feeling a dull pain in her heart, and she couldn't breathe for a moment due to the tightness in her chest.
Xin Yidao: "He is about to leave, this is a turning point. The meaning of the sign is already very clear, as long as he leaves here things will usher in a turning point, and he will also 'come back after suffering'."
"Staying by my side is a 'big evil', but leaving is a 'good luck'. The relationship between this..." He smiled self-deprecatingly, "Anyone with a discerning eye can see it."
His tone was a bit sad, "Actually, that's true. All his disasters come from me, and he will get better if he leaves me."
"It's like I told him at the fire scene that day, it seems that he has always been unlucky since he met me." Neither of the two parties involved had a word about what happened in the fire scene. Zhibao didn't expect her to be here like this. Hearing Xinyi mention what happened that day while she was in the middle of the night, it just made her feel a little bit heavier.
"That's actually true." Shinichi's voice kept ringing, "He's a phantom thief, and I'm a detective. The two of us have been hostile to each other since we first met. Almost every time my appearance indicates the failure of his actions."
"Even on the day when we 'turned hostility into jade', he was so seriously injured that he almost died." His voice contained great pain, as if recalling his two serious injuries, "This time... it's like this again. "
"And now, even gods and Buddhas say that..."
He took a deep breath and smiled, but Zhibao felt that his smile was uglier than crying.
"Look." Shinichi spread his hands, "Maybe it's better for me to stay away from him."
Before Shiho could reply, he smiled, "Kaito is actually smarter than me, he knows how to get out early. That's good, really. I have no right to keep him."
It seems that the matter has come to this point and there is no turning point. Zhibao knows that there is a knot between them, and the only person who can break the knot is Xiaolan.But Xiaolan didn't know these things at all, so how could she take the initiative to untie this knot.
Thinking of Xiaolan, Zhibao asked, "Where is Xiaolan..."
Xin paused, and said, "I won't let her know, we will still be like before."
Although his heart is already different.
Facing Zhibao's frowning, he said, "Actually, I know it's unfair to Xiaolan, and I also know that I'm really a bad person. But I really have no choice..."
His voice lowered, "I don't know what to do, and I don't know what to do. It's all my fault, but the consequences have to be borne by the two of them. But I have failed Kaito, and I must never fail Xiao Xiao again." Lan."
Zhibao asked softly: "In this way, isn't it considered a disappointment?"
Xinyi was stunned for a moment, and smiled wryly, "Of course not. It's just that there doesn't seem to be any better way."
"I can't like her like before, but many couples are not all in love. Sooner or later, love will turn into family relationship. I just became a little earlier..."
"If one day she changes her mind and wants to leave me, I won't hinder her happiness. It's just..."
He smiled helplessly, "I'm afraid I really can't do more than that."
He is only a man, not a god.He couldn't control the accident, and he couldn't control his own heart.
Shiho opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but in the end it only turned into a sigh——
Ugh……
※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※
My Hu Hansan is back again!
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