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"Miyano." Shinichi said suddenly, with an extremely sincere tone.

Zhibao looked at him suspiciously, and heard him say, "Can you please not tell Xiaolan about this matter?"

He frowned slightly, "I don't know her very well. She is kinder than anyone else. If she finds out about this, she will be very sad. I... don't want to hurt her. "

Zhibao understood his concerns, she sighed lightly, and said, "Don't worry, I know."

"But..." She still couldn't help talking, "Have you really thought about it? Giving up the person you like for the sake of responsibility, have you really decided to do it?"

She doesn't know what it's like to spend her life with someone she doesn't love, especially when she already has love in her heart.

But I also know that, probably, he will never get real happiness again in this life.

She said softly: "Maybe you will never fall in love with others again in your life, won't you regret it by then? If I had known this, why didn't I choose to be with the person I really liked at that time. "

Shinichi was taken aback for a moment, then fell silent.

"I'm just afraid that you will regret it." Zhibao explained: "You know, the world is unpredictable, and no one knows what will happen in the future. But if you regret it in the future, not only will you not be able to start over, but you may also make mistakes because of it." Something that cannot be saved."

"You..." She wanted to say something, but seeing Xinyi's expression, she couldn't say anything anymore.

After a moment of silence, Xindao said, "I don't know." He smiled wryly, "I really don't know."

"As you said, the world is unpredictable, how can I know whether I will regret it in the future. I only know that I can only choose this way now."

"Miyano, do you know? In fact, when I was in the hospital just now, I thought about keeping him desperately several times. I didn't want him to leave, and I didn't want to see him again. I don't care about anyone, I Just wanting him to stay with me. Like that day in the fire, when we both thought we were going to die, but I didn't have a trace of fear. I even thought it would be nice, at least we all died together."

"But..." he said softly, "We all survived."

"No matter how much I wanted to be with him desperately, but after we survived, I flinched again."

"It's not difficult to die, the real difficulty is to live. But we still have to live, and we must live."

"And as long as we live, there are certain things we have to face. There are too many things in this world, and each of them is more important than love. I can't be dazzled by love, just want to be with him Don't care about anything else."

He looked at Shiho fixedly, "Miyano, do you understand?"

Zhibao was silent for a moment, then said, "I understand."

She reached out and rubbed her temples, and suddenly smiled helplessly. She said wearily: "I never thought that this kind of empathy would happen to you. If it were before, I would definitely I will reprimand you for your scumbag behavior, and then cut off contact. Not only you, but also Kuroba cannot escape."

"I didn't expect..." She shook her head. Who would have thought that when the thing really happened, not only did she not have any disgust towards the two of them.On the contrary, a little distressed, a little sad, a little worried...

Such emotional accumulation made her feel a little guilty, and felt sorry for Xiaolan.But there is no way, she is human, people's hearts are biased, and she will be biased.No matter how much she likes Xiaolan, her heart will always favor Shinichi.

"You don't have to be burdened." Xin saw her emotional changes clearly, and he comforted him: "This matter was originally my fault. I asked you to help me hide it. You don't have to feel sorry for anyone. After all, I was the only one who was wrong about this from beginning to end.”

Zhibao frowned upon hearing that, she didn't like hearing Shinichi say such words, so she blamed herself and took all the faults on herself.

He was at fault, but some things were out of his control.There is no such thing as first-come-first-served feelings, but morality. He chose the former and it was his greatest salvation.In the final analysis, this matter still has to be attributed to four words - God's will tricks people.

Fate seems to have been holding them in a big hand, and invisible forces are manipulating the operation of the natal chart.They are all ordinary people, they can only struggle desperately but powerlessly in it.But at least, he is also working hard to fight against fate.

At this point today, none of these three people is wrong, but everyone is wrong.

She is on the outside, even if she sees clearly, she is powerless.All I can do is feel sorry for them.

"You don't have to worry about me." Xin Dao said: "It is said that 'life is unsatisfactory nine out of ten', but my life is too smooth. Family harmony, friends company, no matter how big the difficulty is, it can be easily solved. Maybe it is Because I have a smooth life, it is destined that I will have a somersault."

"I never believed in the so-called fate before, but now I believe in it." After going through so much, even if he didn't want to believe in some things, he had to believe in them.It's like he would go to the temple to pray for Kaito, just like he prayed to the gods for Kaito's safety... He is growing up, experiencing, and believing in things that he never dismissed.

It was precisely because of his belief that he understood, he spread his hands helplessly, "Maybe I am destined not to be with him."

Seemingly disappointed and relieved, he sighed: "I have obtained too many things, and it is inevitable that I am a little out of balance. Maybe it is because of this that I am destined not to get him."

"You don't have to worry about us." He smiled, "This has nothing to do with you."

Zhibao pursed his lips, knowing that he was comforting himself, but he couldn't be relieved anyway, and felt even more sad.

There are gains and losses, he said he understands this truth.But in the past 20 years, he has obtained so many things, and there is only one thing he can't get.By comparing them to him, does that mean that Kaito is more important than anything else in his heart?

She felt a little sad suddenly, but why was it that he had to let go of the person he wanted the most.

"Okay." Shinichi took a deep breath and asked, "Are you going back to school?"

Shiho nodded silently.

Xinyi said with a smile: "Then shall we go together?"

"Okay." Zhibao responded softly, and she left here side by side with Shinichi.Just before leaving, she turned her head uncontrollably and took a deep look at the hospital for the last time.

Here, is where it all begins.And now, it will also be the end of everything.

At that time, they all thought that this was the end.No one knows, a few months later, the real turning point finally appeared.

The cherry blossoms outside the window bloomed and faded, and Kaito watched the flowers bloom and wither from the hospital bed, and the years passed by.

His own physical fitness is extremely high, so he recovered very well. By the end of April, he was already able to go to the ground on crutches.After another month of this, he was able to throw away the crutches and walk on his own.

Although I can only walk slowly, my legs will hurt if I walk too fast, not to mention running, but it is much better than before.In Xinyi's eyes, this is a very torturous and long recovery process, but even the attending physician praised his speed of recovery.

And a week after he was able to walk independently, he received an unexpected invitation.

Kaito took out his mobile phone at the door of the coffee shop, looked at the text message on it, and walked in after confirming that the address was correct.

Xiaolan's seat is not conspicuous, but it is definitely not difficult to find.After entering the store, he looked around and saw Xiaolan sitting in the corner.

He walked over to her, greeted her with a smile, and then sat down.

Xiaolan also smiled back at him, but that smile revealed a bit of reluctance.Her hands were twisted together, and she seemed a little cramped.

Kaito was a little puzzled, and asked, "Xiaolan, why did you call me out all of a sudden, did something happen to Qingzi?"

Xiaolan shook her head, didn't answer him, but asked, "How's your leg?"

"My legs?" Kaidou looked at his legs subconsciously, and said with a smile, "It's pretty good, it's recovered well, and it will be the same as before in a while."

Xiaolan frowned, worried: "Will it be the same after recovery?"

Kaito thought about it, and said frankly: "It's impossible to completely hope for it before, after all, it was cut off once. But it should be [-]% to [-]% of the previous one, and daily life will not be affected."

He smiled, "I'm not an athlete, and I don't need such powerful legs. I just need to be able to walk and run."

He said indifferently, with a look of indifference, but Xiaolan felt uncomfortable for no reason.She could tell that Kaito was trying to comfort her, not wanting her to worry.

She also understands that what Kaito said is right, for an ordinary person, having a pair of legs that can walk, run and jump is enough.But Kaito could say that, but she couldn't think like that.

She always remembered how his legs were crippled.

She wrung her hands and said, "I'm sorry to trouble you."

Kaito had no choice but to say, "What are you talking about? Isn't it a stranger to say so? Shinichi and I are also good brothers. How can I not care about his accident?"

He laughed and said, "I've heard Xinyi say this many times, so don't say it again."

He pretended to be angry and said, "If you continue to say that you don't regard me as a friend, then I will be angry!"

Xiaolan pursed her lips and smiled, and said no more.

Seeing that she stopped talking about this, Kaito asked again: "You called me here today to talk about this, right?"

Xiaolan froze for a moment, she shook her head, then clenched her hands tightly.Taking a deep breath, she seemed to have made a decision.Looking up at Kaito, she said, "Actually, I came to you today because I wanted to chat with you."

Kaito's heart skipped a beat, he tilted his head and asked, "What do you want to talk about?"

Perhaps it had already started, Xiaolan no longer twitched, but said bluntly: "Talk to someone."

Kaito suddenly had an ominous premonition, "Who?"

Xiaolan took a deep breath, parted her red lips, and said a name——

"New One."

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The Buddha said the eight sufferings:

Birth, old age, sickness and death, separation of love, meeting of resentment and hatred, not being able to get what one wants, and the five shades are blazing.

At this time, Xinyi probably just loves parting and can't ask for it.

It's a pity that the text is Japanese culture and cannot quote this...