[Quick New] Choice

The cool spring breeze blew by, and Shinichi was awakened by the chill.He concealed Kaito's scorching gaze, his pupils drooped slightly, and fell on the folded hands of the two.

Kaito didn't know why, so he followed his gaze and saw the two overlapping hands.

The air was silent for a moment.

Kaito came back to his senses and suddenly picked up his hand, touched the tip of his nose embarrassingly, rolled his eyes, and tried to explain in a panic, "That...I'm not..."

Unexpectedly, Shinichi didn't say anything, but held his other hand instead.

Kaito froze.

Shinichi frowned slightly, he wrapped Kuaito's hand with both hands, and said, "Why is it so cold, isn't it a bit cold?"

This is the concern of friends.

Seeing that he didn't mind his touch, instead caring about his body, Kaito was very relieved, he smiled and said, "It's not cold."

But despite what he said, Shinichi tucked his hands under the blanket to keep him from the cold.

"I understand." He raised his head suddenly, and said, "I know what you just said. Although I am still a little confused now, I will still stick to it."

He smiled slightly and said confidently: "I am going to become the world's leading detective."

He seemed to be glowing when he said this, and Kaito loved the way he looked.

He stared blankly for a long while before saying, "This is the right way. This is the great detective who can be regarded as my old enemy."

He smiled longingly: "I want to become the world's top magic master, and you want to become the world's top detective. Then, let's make an appointment to meet again at the top."

Shinichi replied with a light smile, "Okay."

What a wonderful scene to meet at the top.But, he actually felt a little sad.

Is not, only then they have the chance to see each other again?

He couldn't hold back and suddenly called out: "Kaito."

Kaito tilted his head, "Huh?"

"Is it because of me that you choose to go abroad at this time?"

Shinichi's question made Kaito stunned for a moment, he thought for a while, and asked back: "Shinichi, did you hear my conversation with Miyano?"

Shinichi remained silent.

Kaito knew that he was acquiescing, and he sighed softly, "I really heard it..."

"Then you probably wouldn't believe me if I said it had nothing to do with you."

He didn't even believe what he said.

"But actually," Kaito said, "I'm going to go sooner or later."

He recalled when he first entered school, "Actually, after graduating from high school, my family wanted me to go to the United States to study at a university, but I refused. What I said in the school cafeteria at that time was not all jokes, most of them were sincere. .”

His words reminded Shinichi of the conversation between the two in the school cafeteria at the beginning, those words that moved him so much, but later he thought it was just a joke said by the person in front of him, it turned out that they were just sincere words spoken in a joking tone.

Kuai Dou said: "Actually, thinking about it now, even though I thought I didn't have overreaching feelings for you at the time, in fact maybe I did."

He chuckled, "Old enemy, enemy in fate, this relationship is already mixed with a little ambiguity."

"But no matter what, I chose to stay because of you, and now I choose to leave because of you. Everything is back to the original point, and everything is connected. It's like..."

It was as if fate had just made a joke with them, going round and round, nothing had changed, but his heart could no longer return to its original appearance.

"Shinichi." Kaito said, "I don't seem to have seriously apologized to you."

Shinichi looked at him blankly, since he said "the relationship between the old enemy is mixed with a little ambiguity", everything from their acquaintance to the present has been constantly echoing in his mind.

The past, the more you recall it, the more painful it is.

But I have to say, what Kaito said is correct, the relationship between old enemies is already mixed with inexplicable ambiguity.

It's just that this relationship is not one side, so how can this feeling be one side?Kaito said that he had overreaching feelings for him at the time, but thinking about it carefully, he is not the same.

Unfortunately, this love came too late.

The thoughts in his mind were so chaotic that Kaito couldn't see it, just like he didn't know what Kaito was thinking.

So Kaito's blurted apology made him very surprised, he didn't know why Kaito apologized suddenly, but he had an ominous premonition that made him want to stop Kaito, it seemed that Kaito would change if he said something.

But he couldn't stop it, Kaito said it anyway.

"Actually, I've always felt sorry. You treated me so well and regarded me as your best brother. But I had thoughts about you that I shouldn't have, which caused you trouble and failed you. "

After some words, Xin frowned, and he retorted almost subconsciously, "Don't say that..."

He didn't like to hear this, he didn't like to hear Kaito belittle himself like this, and he hated his feelings like this.For him, those are obviously the most precious treasures in this world.

However, Kaito didn't know his intentions, he just smiled helplessly: "But it's all the truth."

He didn't want to comment on his feelings like this, but in fact, this relationship was not expected by anyone from the beginning.

For him, the words that the person he likes said in the room where they lived together for a year and a half will never be forgotten in his life.

He remembered what he said—his liking for him was obsession for him.

That made him toss and turn at night, sometimes joyful and sometimes sad, but he wanted to stick to it no matter what, and he was unwilling to give up. It was an incomparably precious love for him.For those he likes, it's just trouble.

He said to himself, "I messed up everything. I made things that were good become what they are today. Actually, I have always been sorry."

"Don't say that." Shinichi shook his head wildly, "I don't blame you, I never blamed you."

What right does he have to blame him?The person who dare not admit his own feelings, the one who let down Kaito and Xiaolan, is obviously him.

If one of them was at fault, it must be him.

But he couldn't say it, including his feelings, he couldn't say it at all.

I couldn't say it then, and I can't say it now.

"I believe you."

Kaito smiled softly, "Last year you said that I didn't really let go, that's why I pretended to be alienated like that. Now that I really let go, I won't be troubled by these things anymore, and I won't pretend to be strong, so , can we still be brothers?"

He knows what he wants, and has always known, so why doesn't he fulfill the one he loves.

Xin nodded, "Yes, we have always been."

Kaito smiled, without any grudges, he opened his arms, "If that's the case, then it's not too much for me to ask for another hug, right?"

He tilted his head, "After this hug, let him go through all the mess, we are just brothers."

He waited for Shinichi with open arms.

Shinichi looked at him, his heart ached uncontrollably, he naturally knew what Kaito meant.After this hug, those pasts are truly past.

All the ambiguity between them, the love and hatred that they caused for each other, all became the past after that.

He knew it was the best course of action, that the best relationship between them was that of brothers.But……

He really hurts.

The pain made my hands tremble, the pain caused my eyes to blur, and the pain caused my internal organs to writhe and refuse.

He didn't want to, at that moment he really didn't want to agree to Kaito's request.

He really wanted to throw everything away, he really wanted to hold him in his arms desperately and tell him that he was the one he loved.Please don't leave, stay, just stay by his side, for the rest of your life...

but……

In the end, he forced himself to hide all the pain under a smile, and resolutely hugged Kaito back.

He hugged him so hard that Kaito felt a little pain, but Kaito didn't say a word, just hugged him tightly.

This hug is very long, so long that a hug seems to be a lifetime.But this hug was very short, so short that it was already separated before the flowers bloomed.

In fact, they all know that no matter how nice their words are, they will never be brothers again.

A farewell this time is almost a farewell forever.

But no matter how much reluctance they had, they eventually separated.

Shinichi let go of Kaito slowly, he sat on the bench and watched Kaito.

Kaito tilted his head slightly, and actually laughed.

That smile was somewhat relieved, "That's great."

He looked up at the sky and sighed, "That's great."

It's good that he didn't hinder his normal life trajectory; it's good that he didn't affect his relationship with Xiaolan; it's good that they finally let go of their old feud and get back together for a long time...

Good that he was blessed to have loved him...

Shinichi didn't understand what he was referring to by "really nice", and there was no need to understand it further.

After Kaito laughed, he looked down at him, "It's alright Shinichi, it's been a long time since I've been out for a walk, take me back."

Shinichi agreed, he got up and pushed Kaito's wheelchair and left here.

No one noticed that under a banyan tree behind them, Xiao Lan, who was supposed to stay at Dongda, was leaning against the tree.I can't cry.

She cried so sadly, even though none of the two people in it cried, she cried more than anything else.

With tears in her eyes, something she has always been firm about has changed.

The two people who had passed away didn't know what happened in the corner, and they didn't even know that a major change was waiting for them in a few months.

After sending a Kaito back to the ward, he sat for a while before leaving.

He left alone, but when he walked out of the gate of Tokyo General Hospital, he saw a familiar figure.

He froze for a moment, then froze in place.

The person at the door seemed to have noticed him too, and she slowly turned around.

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As I said, you have to tie the bell to untie it~