[Quick New] Choice
Chapter 74 Faith
The door opened, and there stood a person they were all very familiar with outside.
When the nurse saw that the door was opened by the people inside, she didn't bother anymore. She bowed slightly to Zhibao, and left here after Zhibao returned a polite smile.
With no outsiders here, naturally he would not be polite to Shinichiho.She returned to her usual indifference and laziness, no matter how Shinichi reacted, she turned and walked into the ward.
Shinichi was silent at the door for a moment, then walked in, and closed the door behind him.
Kaito was also a little surprised at first, but after Shinichi really walked in, he calmed down his mood.
He looked at Xinyi with surprise, and said, "Why are you here today? Come, come and sit."
Shinichi smiled and walked over.
After approaching, Kaito noticed that Shinichi was still carrying a fruit basket, he couldn't help laughing, and said helplessly, "Come as soon as you come, what else do you bring, you have to be so polite to me, right?"
His tone was familiar, with a hint of intimacy, different from his pretended intimacy these days, so natural that it seemed that nothing had happened between the two of them, and they were still pure good brothers.
Xinyi was actually a little at a loss with his attitude, but he was still very calm on the surface. He put down the fruit basket in his hand and explained: "Xiaolan insisted on me bringing it, and she came to visit the patient after all. It's always a bad start."
"Okay." Kaito also said casually, not to get entangled in this matter, but heard Shinichi talking about Xiaolan, and asked: "Speaking of Xiaolan, why are you here alone?" , where is Xiaolan?"
Shinichi sat down on the chair by the window and said, "She wanted to come with me, but she answered a phone call from her teacher on the way and went back first, so I was the only one left."
Quickly nodded.
While they were chatting here, Zhibao couldn't sit still.She stood up and said, "Since Kudou is here, let's talk slowly, I'll go back first."
Kuaito Wan stayed and said, "You don't want to sit down for a while?"
"No need." Zhibao shook his head, "I'll come see you another day."
Kaito didn't force himself, and said, "Okay then, pay attention to safety on the way back."
Zhibao nodded to Shin as a greeting, then got up and left.The moment she closed the door, she cast a complicated look at Shinichi.
The new pair caught her gaze and froze for a while.
He didn't come back to his senses until the sound of the door closing.
The moment he came back to his senses, he heard Kaito ask hesitantly, "How long have you been here?"
Xinyi paused, and said, "Not long."
He retorted subconsciously, and after a moment of silence, he asked, "Are you going abroad?"
This question actually proved one point, at least he had arrived when Kaito and the others talked about it.
Kuaito didn't know exactly how long he had been here and how long he had been listening, but after thinking about what he said to Shiho, it seemed that there was nothing Shinichi couldn't know, so he was relieved.
He no longer asked when Shinichi came, but replied after hearing his question: "Well, I'm going to go abroad."
Shinichi asked, "How long are you going to go, and will you come back?"
Kaito replied: "The plan is to finish college there, and then continue to study magic, at least a few years, I can't say exactly."
Shinichi's fingers trembled, Kaito clearly meant...
Kaidou didn't know if he saw his thoughts, and said with a smile: "Don't worry, I will definitely come back. After all, this is my hometown. I will come back sooner or later."
It's just that when it is, it probably depends on when he can really let go of the person in front of him.
"By the way," he seemed to think of something again, and said with a smile, "You must invite me when you get married. I will definitely come back, and I will give you and Xiaolan a big red envelope."
He smiled without any haze, as if he really didn't care at all.Don't care who he'll be with, don't care who he'll spend the rest of his life with.
Obviously he had heard the conversation between him and Shiho at the door, but seeing his indifferent attitude with his own eyes, Shinichi's heart still ached uncontrollably.
But he didn't show any flaws on his face, instead he smiled and said: "Okay, I will definitely send you an invitation when the time comes, and it won't work if you don't come."
Kaito laughed when he heard that.
Shinichi also laughed, just smiling, his eyes felt a little sore.
Not wanting Kaito to notice his strangeness, he turned his head to look at the window next to him, and saw the bright spring outside through the glass.
Kaito followed his gaze and saw the new color of the branches, he murmured: "The leaves are sprouting..."
"Yes." Xindao said, "It's spring."
He looked back and saw the longing on Kaito's face, and his heart moved, he asked: "The sun is shining today, do you want to go for a walk? I will push you."
Kaito was really moved by this proposal, he hesitated for half a second, and then readily agreed.
The wheelchair ran over the green grass that was just showing a little green. Shinichi pushed Kaito to the garden behind the hospital. The wheelchair stopped beside the bench. Shinichi sat down on the bench. He stretched out his hand to cover Kaito Blankets on legs.
Kaito felt a little helpless, "It's just that my leg is injured, not my hand is disabled, there's no need for that."
Shinichi didn't say anything, just smiled.
Seeing that he insisted on not saying anything, Kaito felt the fresh air outside and the warm sunshine, sighed comfortably, and said, "Sure enough, I still want to go out for a stroll, I'm always in the ward It feels like the whole body will be corroded by medicine."
He just sighed casually, intending to praise the beauty and vitality of spring, but he didn't expect that these words would hit Xinyi's pain.
The smile on his face couldn't hold on for a while, and even his eyes were stained with sadness.Kaito naturally noticed the sudden change in his expression, but he didn't understand the reason, so he asked, "What's the matter, are you in a bad mood?"
Xinyi was taken aback for a moment, he put away the expression on his face, and asked, "Is it obvious?"
Kaito smiled, his voice was as warm and warm as a spring breeze, with his unique reassuring power, he said in a slightly teasing tone: "Yes, it's obvious, why isn't it obvious."
He pointed to his face, "Such big words are written on your face—"
"I'm in a bad mood, come and coax me!"
Shinichi was amused by him, "Idiot, how is it possible."
Seeing him laughing, Kaito also smiled and said: "That's right, there is something to frown on, why not smile more?"
Shinichi smiled at his words.
Kaito said again: "I want you to laugh, but I don't want you to smile so reluctantly. Tell me what's unhappy? Even if it doesn't help, at least it's a way to vent your emotions."
Xinyi became silent when he heard the words.
Kaito didn't rush him, just looked at him with a smile.
After a long while, Shinichi said, "I am indeed in a bad mood."
It is a good thing to be able to speak, Kaito waited for his next words.
Shinichi spoke slowly, with a little sadness and a little bewilderment in his voice.
"Since I woke up that day, I've actually been a little confused."
He looked at Kaito, and his eyes moved down to his lap, "I have been a detective for so many years, and I have solved so many cases. In fact, I have also encountered some extreme prisoners. It's normal. But this time..."
He said awkwardly: "I didn't expect to implicate you, and to implicate you so much..."
"I just suddenly don't know if my choice is right. I have been upholding justice and trying to save all the people I can save. But the people I care about are injured because of the justice I guard, even at the moment of life and death..."
He closed his eyes and said in pain: "In the face of life and death, I found that I was still so powerless. I saved so many people, but when it really happened to me, I couldn't even save the people I cared about."
He opened his eyes and looked at his hand. The wound on it hadn't fully healed, but he could already see what the scar would look like after healed.Xiaolan once persuaded him to get rid of the scar, after all, it will still affect the palm of the hand.But he was stubborn and refused to go, he kept it to remind himself—never think too highly of himself, because his arrogance will not only hurt him, but also the people he loves.
Although from today onwards, this scar has an additional meaning - Kaito will leave here, with no return date.Quietly in his heart, he attributed it to the commemoration of their relationship that ended in a hurry without beginning.Maybe he can't remember the mood at this time after many years, but he will always remember the boy he once loved.
It's just now... the existence of that scar can only remind him of the scene at that time again and again.
He is not afraid of all the people who try to hurt him and the actions that hurt him. Evil can prevail, and he always believes in justice.However, he couldn't accept those people's eyes of revenge on the one he loved.
He once thought that he had nothing to fear, but when Kaito passed out in his arms, when he woke up from the nightmare, when he waited anxiously outside the operating room...
Those moments made him understand that he was still afraid.He was afraid, afraid of losing him...
After that, whenever he saw Kaito's legs, he would always feel extremely guilty and worried.
These emotions were bothering him, so much so that he began to doubt his beliefs.
"I don't know." He looked up at Kaito, "I don't know if my persistence for so many years is correct, and I don't know if I should continue. If I continue, will it hurt me? people."
His bewildered look stabbed Kaito.Before today, he didn't know that what happened that day had such a great impact on Xinyi. He guessed that he would feel guilty and blame himself, but he didn't expect that he would even shake his long-standing belief.
He believed that he had never said this to anyone. He was both happy for Shinichi's trust and distressed for his confusion.
He stretched out his hand to hold Shinichi's hand, and said softly, "You shouldn't think so."
His voice is like spring wind and rain, gentle but firm, with a calming effect.
"If you really choose to give up continuing to uphold justice because of the evil things those people did, isn't that playing into the hands of those people?"
"You have to persevere and not let them succeed. You have to let them know that their so-called revenge is nothing to you. You don't need to back down, because we will always stand behind you, and we will always support you."
Xinyi looked up at him in a daze, looking into his water-like tender eyes.
"Shinichi." Kaito said, "We can have Kaito Kidd in this world, but we can't have the famous detective Kudo Shinichi. You are Japan's savior, Sherlock Holmes in the Heisei era, and more importantly..."
He chuckled softly, "You are our pride."
For Shinichi, the justice he upholds is faith.
But for Kaito now, he is faith.
When the nurse saw that the door was opened by the people inside, she didn't bother anymore. She bowed slightly to Zhibao, and left here after Zhibao returned a polite smile.
With no outsiders here, naturally he would not be polite to Shinichiho.She returned to her usual indifference and laziness, no matter how Shinichi reacted, she turned and walked into the ward.
Shinichi was silent at the door for a moment, then walked in, and closed the door behind him.
Kaito was also a little surprised at first, but after Shinichi really walked in, he calmed down his mood.
He looked at Xinyi with surprise, and said, "Why are you here today? Come, come and sit."
Shinichi smiled and walked over.
After approaching, Kaito noticed that Shinichi was still carrying a fruit basket, he couldn't help laughing, and said helplessly, "Come as soon as you come, what else do you bring, you have to be so polite to me, right?"
His tone was familiar, with a hint of intimacy, different from his pretended intimacy these days, so natural that it seemed that nothing had happened between the two of them, and they were still pure good brothers.
Xinyi was actually a little at a loss with his attitude, but he was still very calm on the surface. He put down the fruit basket in his hand and explained: "Xiaolan insisted on me bringing it, and she came to visit the patient after all. It's always a bad start."
"Okay." Kaito also said casually, not to get entangled in this matter, but heard Shinichi talking about Xiaolan, and asked: "Speaking of Xiaolan, why are you here alone?" , where is Xiaolan?"
Shinichi sat down on the chair by the window and said, "She wanted to come with me, but she answered a phone call from her teacher on the way and went back first, so I was the only one left."
Quickly nodded.
While they were chatting here, Zhibao couldn't sit still.She stood up and said, "Since Kudou is here, let's talk slowly, I'll go back first."
Kuaito Wan stayed and said, "You don't want to sit down for a while?"
"No need." Zhibao shook his head, "I'll come see you another day."
Kaito didn't force himself, and said, "Okay then, pay attention to safety on the way back."
Zhibao nodded to Shin as a greeting, then got up and left.The moment she closed the door, she cast a complicated look at Shinichi.
The new pair caught her gaze and froze for a while.
He didn't come back to his senses until the sound of the door closing.
The moment he came back to his senses, he heard Kaito ask hesitantly, "How long have you been here?"
Xinyi paused, and said, "Not long."
He retorted subconsciously, and after a moment of silence, he asked, "Are you going abroad?"
This question actually proved one point, at least he had arrived when Kaito and the others talked about it.
Kuaito didn't know exactly how long he had been here and how long he had been listening, but after thinking about what he said to Shiho, it seemed that there was nothing Shinichi couldn't know, so he was relieved.
He no longer asked when Shinichi came, but replied after hearing his question: "Well, I'm going to go abroad."
Shinichi asked, "How long are you going to go, and will you come back?"
Kaito replied: "The plan is to finish college there, and then continue to study magic, at least a few years, I can't say exactly."
Shinichi's fingers trembled, Kaito clearly meant...
Kaidou didn't know if he saw his thoughts, and said with a smile: "Don't worry, I will definitely come back. After all, this is my hometown. I will come back sooner or later."
It's just that when it is, it probably depends on when he can really let go of the person in front of him.
"By the way," he seemed to think of something again, and said with a smile, "You must invite me when you get married. I will definitely come back, and I will give you and Xiaolan a big red envelope."
He smiled without any haze, as if he really didn't care at all.Don't care who he'll be with, don't care who he'll spend the rest of his life with.
Obviously he had heard the conversation between him and Shiho at the door, but seeing his indifferent attitude with his own eyes, Shinichi's heart still ached uncontrollably.
But he didn't show any flaws on his face, instead he smiled and said: "Okay, I will definitely send you an invitation when the time comes, and it won't work if you don't come."
Kaito laughed when he heard that.
Shinichi also laughed, just smiling, his eyes felt a little sore.
Not wanting Kaito to notice his strangeness, he turned his head to look at the window next to him, and saw the bright spring outside through the glass.
Kaito followed his gaze and saw the new color of the branches, he murmured: "The leaves are sprouting..."
"Yes." Xindao said, "It's spring."
He looked back and saw the longing on Kaito's face, and his heart moved, he asked: "The sun is shining today, do you want to go for a walk? I will push you."
Kaito was really moved by this proposal, he hesitated for half a second, and then readily agreed.
The wheelchair ran over the green grass that was just showing a little green. Shinichi pushed Kaito to the garden behind the hospital. The wheelchair stopped beside the bench. Shinichi sat down on the bench. He stretched out his hand to cover Kaito Blankets on legs.
Kaito felt a little helpless, "It's just that my leg is injured, not my hand is disabled, there's no need for that."
Shinichi didn't say anything, just smiled.
Seeing that he insisted on not saying anything, Kaito felt the fresh air outside and the warm sunshine, sighed comfortably, and said, "Sure enough, I still want to go out for a stroll, I'm always in the ward It feels like the whole body will be corroded by medicine."
He just sighed casually, intending to praise the beauty and vitality of spring, but he didn't expect that these words would hit Xinyi's pain.
The smile on his face couldn't hold on for a while, and even his eyes were stained with sadness.Kaito naturally noticed the sudden change in his expression, but he didn't understand the reason, so he asked, "What's the matter, are you in a bad mood?"
Xinyi was taken aback for a moment, he put away the expression on his face, and asked, "Is it obvious?"
Kaito smiled, his voice was as warm and warm as a spring breeze, with his unique reassuring power, he said in a slightly teasing tone: "Yes, it's obvious, why isn't it obvious."
He pointed to his face, "Such big words are written on your face—"
"I'm in a bad mood, come and coax me!"
Shinichi was amused by him, "Idiot, how is it possible."
Seeing him laughing, Kaito also smiled and said: "That's right, there is something to frown on, why not smile more?"
Shinichi smiled at his words.
Kaito said again: "I want you to laugh, but I don't want you to smile so reluctantly. Tell me what's unhappy? Even if it doesn't help, at least it's a way to vent your emotions."
Xinyi became silent when he heard the words.
Kaito didn't rush him, just looked at him with a smile.
After a long while, Shinichi said, "I am indeed in a bad mood."
It is a good thing to be able to speak, Kaito waited for his next words.
Shinichi spoke slowly, with a little sadness and a little bewilderment in his voice.
"Since I woke up that day, I've actually been a little confused."
He looked at Kaito, and his eyes moved down to his lap, "I have been a detective for so many years, and I have solved so many cases. In fact, I have also encountered some extreme prisoners. It's normal. But this time..."
He said awkwardly: "I didn't expect to implicate you, and to implicate you so much..."
"I just suddenly don't know if my choice is right. I have been upholding justice and trying to save all the people I can save. But the people I care about are injured because of the justice I guard, even at the moment of life and death..."
He closed his eyes and said in pain: "In the face of life and death, I found that I was still so powerless. I saved so many people, but when it really happened to me, I couldn't even save the people I cared about."
He opened his eyes and looked at his hand. The wound on it hadn't fully healed, but he could already see what the scar would look like after healed.Xiaolan once persuaded him to get rid of the scar, after all, it will still affect the palm of the hand.But he was stubborn and refused to go, he kept it to remind himself—never think too highly of himself, because his arrogance will not only hurt him, but also the people he loves.
Although from today onwards, this scar has an additional meaning - Kaito will leave here, with no return date.Quietly in his heart, he attributed it to the commemoration of their relationship that ended in a hurry without beginning.Maybe he can't remember the mood at this time after many years, but he will always remember the boy he once loved.
It's just now... the existence of that scar can only remind him of the scene at that time again and again.
He is not afraid of all the people who try to hurt him and the actions that hurt him. Evil can prevail, and he always believes in justice.However, he couldn't accept those people's eyes of revenge on the one he loved.
He once thought that he had nothing to fear, but when Kaito passed out in his arms, when he woke up from the nightmare, when he waited anxiously outside the operating room...
Those moments made him understand that he was still afraid.He was afraid, afraid of losing him...
After that, whenever he saw Kaito's legs, he would always feel extremely guilty and worried.
These emotions were bothering him, so much so that he began to doubt his beliefs.
"I don't know." He looked up at Kaito, "I don't know if my persistence for so many years is correct, and I don't know if I should continue. If I continue, will it hurt me? people."
His bewildered look stabbed Kaito.Before today, he didn't know that what happened that day had such a great impact on Xinyi. He guessed that he would feel guilty and blame himself, but he didn't expect that he would even shake his long-standing belief.
He believed that he had never said this to anyone. He was both happy for Shinichi's trust and distressed for his confusion.
He stretched out his hand to hold Shinichi's hand, and said softly, "You shouldn't think so."
His voice is like spring wind and rain, gentle but firm, with a calming effect.
"If you really choose to give up continuing to uphold justice because of the evil things those people did, isn't that playing into the hands of those people?"
"You have to persevere and not let them succeed. You have to let them know that their so-called revenge is nothing to you. You don't need to back down, because we will always stand behind you, and we will always support you."
Xinyi looked up at him in a daze, looking into his water-like tender eyes.
"Shinichi." Kaito said, "We can have Kaito Kidd in this world, but we can't have the famous detective Kudo Shinichi. You are Japan's savior, Sherlock Holmes in the Heisei era, and more importantly..."
He chuckled softly, "You are our pride."
For Shinichi, the justice he upholds is faith.
But for Kaito now, he is faith.
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