To my dear senior sister

After getting off the plane, Wen Lian went straight out of the airport, hailed a taxi by the side of the road and headed for the school.

She thought a lot in the car, and after getting off the car, she forgot all the thoughts in the car.There was only nervousness in my heart, and my heart beat faster and faster, even faster than when I confessed my love to my senior sister in the movie theater.The only thing left in my mind is that I am about to meet my senior, how should I speak? ...can you still hold her hand? ... Can you go back to the past? ...

These are things that she didn't need to think about before, but now she has to think about it repeatedly and give herself courage.

Originally, she planned to find Gu Xianxi as soon as she arrived at school, but when she entered Gu Xianxi's dormitory, she hesitated.

Standing at the stairs, she hung her head and hesitated.There were people coming and going in the corridor, and everyone who passed by her would look at her curiously.

It may be that Wen Lian's clothes are a little different from theirs, which attracted attention.It is colder abroad than here. When Wen Lian got off the plane, he came over before he had time to change his clothes.So everyone here is already wearing short-sleeved clothes, and Wen Lian is still wearing a long-sleeved jacket, which looks very strange.

Wen Lian never cared about their stares, nor did she notice the heat outside.Letting the sweat grow on her back, she was immersed in her own world alone.

After standing there for a long time, she clenched her teeth suddenly, turned on her toes and walked towards another dormitory building.That was the dormitory building where she lived before going abroad, and there were Lin Xuehui and Gao Jingqi in the dormitory.

Go to meet them first, and then go to see Gu Xianxi.If Gu Xianxi was not in the dormitory at this time, wouldn't it be a waste of money if she went.

Before Wen Lian returned to her dormitory, she was afraid that Lin Xuehui and the others would not be there.But when she walked to the door and heard Gao Jingqi's bluffing voice, all her worries were dispelled.

Turning around with one step, she stood at the open door of the dormitory.When the people inside heard the sound, they all looked outside the door.

Gao Jingqi's eyes widened, not believing that the person in front of her was real, she walked quickly in front of Wen Lian, and touched her carefully, to make sure that what she saw was not a phantom.

Wen Lian looked at her with a smile on her face and said, "Jing Qi, long time no see."

Gao Jingqi came to her senses suddenly, and exclaimed, "Wen Lian, why are you here?! Aren't you studying abroad?!"

She didn't mention anything in her hand, only a schoolbag behind her, as if she suddenly walked out of the memory, and it was like returning from get out of class countless times before, no wonder Gao Jingqi was so surprised.

Even Lin Xuehui, who was always indifferent, was taken aback.

Wen Lian explained for his sudden appearance: "I'm going abroad to deal with some things, so I'll come back to see you on the way."

After Gao Jingqi pulled her in and asked her to sit in her seat.The gentle eyes glanced around the dormitory with nostalgia.Both Lin Xuehui was still wearing pajamas, and Hong Manwen had gone somewhere.The bed that originally belonged to her was left with empty boards and chairs.

Lin Xuehui poured her a cup of herbal tea from a disposable cup, and asked, "What can make you come back from a long distance?"

Holding the tea, Wen Lian smiled and shook her head, expressing that she could not speak.Only now did she feel the heat. The sweat shed on the road just now took away all the moisture in her body, and now her mouth was dry.So she drank the tea that Lin Xuehui gave her in one gulp, then handed the cup to Lin Xuehui and asked her to pour another cup.

Lin Xuehui did as she said, and asked instead: "Then how long will you be back?"

Gao Jingqi leaned over, "Yes, yes, Wen Lian, when do you want to go back? Did you bring me something delicious?"

Wen Lian raised the corners of his mouth, Gao Jingqi and Lin Xuehui still hadn't changed at all.This gave her a little comfort, who was worried that things were right and wrong.

She replied: "I'm just coming back for a while, and I'll be leaving soon." After giving them the things they had brought to the two of them in the schoolbag, and seeing that Gao Jingqi's computer was turned on, she asked, "Can you check for me, Is there a schedule for the fifth-year nursing class B?" The fifth-year nursing class B is Gu Xianxi's class.

Gao Jingqi was opening the gift box that Wen Lian brought her, she was stunned when she heard this, and blinked her eyes: "Da Wu? Didn't Da Wu already go out for an internship? Isn't that right, Xuehui?" Not sure, she asked Lin Xuehui for help.

Lin Xuehui nodded affirmatively: "I'm going out during the summer vacation..."

Wen Lian immediately stood up, opened his eyes wide and said, "What?!" Both of them were startled by her.

She had completely forgotten that her senior year was about to start a clinical internship.

After she bid farewell to Gao Jingqi and the others and left, she immediately called Xu Yajie, asked about the hospital where Gu Xianxi was practicing now, and rushed over.

Fortunately, the hospital where Gu Xianxi practiced was not far away, and she arrived soon.

Walking in the aisle of the hospital, the tip of the nose is filled with the smell of disinfectant, what you see is either white or blue, and other colors are just embellishments.

Wen Lian walked slowly step by step, looking keenly at the wards on both sides.

She doesn't know where Gu Xianxi is now, and Xu Yajie can't tell for sure, so she can only look for it by herself.

Finally in the injection area, she saw that familiar figure.

She was wearing a nurse's uniform and a white cap on her head.The hair that used to be loose is now all combed, curled up behind the nurse's cap, and wrapped in a net bag.Such a dress added a bit of maturity to her.But the person is still the same person, the person Wen Lian likes.

She had just adjusted the speed of the drip for a patient, and bent down to give the patient some instructions, and the patient thanked her in repeated voices.She straightened up, nodded, and said that you are welcome.The profile is still so gentle.A few short strands of hair dishonestly leaked from the sideburns. She hooked her fingers and put them back into the nurse's cap, her movements were gentle and attractive.

Wen Lian watched this scene obsessively, and the circles of his eyes couldn't help turning red again. Seeing that Gu Xianxi was about to turn around, he quickly took a step back and hid himself behind the wall beside him.

When Gu Xianxi turned around and went back, she showed a little more, her eyes seemed to be fixed on Gu Xianxi.

She didn't rush over, but took out her mobile phone from her pocket.Skillfully press a string of numbers, dial the number, and stick it to the ear.

Within a few seconds, Gu Xianxi reached out to touch the phone in his pocket, only glanced at the screen, then put the phone back and let it vibrate.

She can obviously receive it...she can obviously receive it!It's just that she doesn't answer it!

Wen Lian's heart was twisted like a knife, and he leaned his back against the wall and held his chest, almost forgetting to breathe.

After she calmed down, she went to see Gu Xianxi again.

At that time, Gu Xianxi had already taken care of the patient she was in charge of, and walked towards Wen Lian alone.

Wen Lian, who was hiding by the wall, was breathing rapidly, waiting for Gu Xianxi to walk in front of her with his head down.She grabbed Gu Xianxi's wrist, stood in front of her and asked, "Why didn't you answer my phone?!"

When Gu Xianxi saw the person who thought about it day and night suddenly appearing in front of her, she opened her eyes wide for a moment, then immediately calmed down, and asked with a frown, "Why are you back?" Her face remained indifferent, How much courage is needed to suppress such an excited mood?

Wen Lian took a deep breath, kept himself calm, looked straight into Gu Xianxi's eyes, and said word by word: "You still owe me a reason!"

"It's too late." Gu Xianxi avoided Wen Lian's gaze and said expressionlessly.

"What?" Wen Lian didn't understand what she meant.

Gu Xianxi frowned, looked left and right, was either a patient or a doctor, and said: "This is not suitable for talking, come with me." Struggling to get rid of the restrained wrists, he walked straight forward.

Wen Lian stayed where he was and wiped the corners of his eyes with his fingers, fearing that he might cry, but there were no tears on his fingers, so he gritted his teeth and followed.

Gu Xianxi took Wen Lian to the empty smoking room, turned his back to her and said, "If you want to ask anything, just ask." There was no fluctuation in her voice, as if she was talking about something unimportant.

Wen Lian couldn't wait to ask: "Why did you break up with me?" After she entered, she blocked her body at the door, as if Gu Xianxi would not let her go without explaining clearly.

But Gu Xianxi believed that she would not do anything to herself and let her block her.

"You want me to go abroad, I'm going! You want me to take good care of myself, and I did! Then why did you leave me?!" Wen Lian walked up to Gu Xianxi excitedly and asked.

Faced with Wen Lian's questioning, Gu Xianxi's throat choked, and she was unable to say what she had been thinking about for a year.

Wen Lian continued: "Did I do something wrong?"

Gu Xianxi suppressed the surging emotions in his heart, shook his head and said, "You have done nothing wrong."

"That's what I haven't done well? You can say, I can change it!" Wen Lian begged humbly.Dignity is optional, face is optional, she just doesn't want to lose her, "So can we not break up?!"

Only Gu Xianxi could make her so embarrassed.

Seeing Wen Lian's pitiful appearance, Gu Xianxi was almost shaken by her determination.He quickly closed his eyes, forced himself to be cruel, and said firmly, "No."

"Why?" Wen Lian clenched his fists, as if he had put all his strength on these words.

Gu Xianxi did not dare to look into Wen Lian's eyes, took a deep breath, and said slowly: "Wen Lian...you said you would give me a future, but I have never seen where is the future you said?! "

"So I took you back to meet my parents, and those things, are they all jokes in your eyes?" Wen Lian was hit by her weakness all of a sudden, and opened his mouth weakly.

"Yes!" Gu Xianxi gritted his teeth and forced the two words out from between his teeth.

"Do you dare to introduce me to your parents?! I'm the one you like!?" She asked Wen Lian tentatively.

Wen Lian's momentum suddenly lost half, "I... dare not..." It's not that she didn't think about it, she also tried, but the result was...

Gu Xianxi smiled coldly: "This is the future you want to give me?"

"I..." Wen Lian's face turned pale, and he had nothing to say.

"Wen Lian, I know what I want. I want a happy life, but you can't give it! I want a child, but you can't give it! I want an upright love, but you can't give it! You can't give it!... " Gu Xianxi faced Wen Lian and said these words.Every time she said a sentence, her tone became heavier, until she couldn't continue...