To my dear senior sister

Wen Lian couldn't believe that Gu Xianxi would say such a thing, but the reality was so cruel in front of her eyes.She witnessed those words with her own eyes, and those words were uttered from Gu Xianxi's mouth, which hurt her so much that she lost her armor and almost wanted to run away.

She looked at Gu Xianxi with hurt eyes, and shook her head in disbelief, "You are lying to me, you can't say such a thing!"

Gu Xianxi didn't want to see her again, and didn't want her to see how she was holding back her distress. She turned her back to her and said, "Wen Lian, forget about me. I'm not worthy of your liking." She closed her eyes , struggling to say: "And... I don't love you anymore!"

It should be cruel.

But since she wanted Wen Lian to give up, she had to do so.

Wen Lian still didn't believe it, turned to Gu Xianxi, took her right wrist, and held it in front of the two of them.The ring she gave her is still worn between Gu Xianxi's knuckles.

With tears in her eyes, she asked choked with sobs: "Since you said you don't love me anymore, why do you still wear the ring I gave you?"

"This one?" Gu Xianxi looked at the silver ring.Even though she was reluctant to give up, she cruelly shook off Wen Lian's hand, gritted her teeth and took off the ring, threw it in front of Wen Lian and said, "I'll give it back to you."

The ring slid down Wen Lian's skirt to the floor, rolled for a certain distance, and spun twice before stopping, and then Wen Lian's heart was broken.She hung her head, tears streaming down her cheeks, "Have you really decided?"

Gu Xianxi couldn't bear to hurt her any longer, just wanted to make a quick break with her, and said with red eyes: "Yes."

Wen Lian closed his eyes, raised his head and tried hard not to let his tears fall again, gritted his teeth and said, "Give me a reason to give up..."

"I don't want to be with you anymore." After Gu Xianxi said this, she bit her lip and burst into tears, but Wen Lian couldn't see it.

"Gu Xianxi..." Wen Lian whispered softly.

Maybe it was the last time she said her name.

She didn't read it for Gu Xianxi, but for herself.She wants to remember this name for the rest of her life, remember the injuries she caused herself, for the rest of her life!And the love once, for a lifetime! ...

Bending down to pick up the ring, Wen Lian held it tightly in his palm and said, "Then do as you wish." Turning around, tears fell wantonly, and her throat felt like it was being burned.The steps that moved outwards made the distance between the two of them farther and farther, and they could never go back to the past.

After Wen Lian left, Gu Xianxi took off all his disguise in an instant, squatted down slowly, hugged his knees and wept uncontrollably.

In the empty suite, there was a sudden sound of the lock cylinder turning.

A house that no one has lived in for a year has already accumulated a thick layer of dust.The door was pushed open, breaking their previous silence.

The visitor stepped in, closed the door casually, touched the white wall with his fingers, walked in step by step, finally lifted the plastic sheet covering the sofa, and sat down.

Looking at the familiar room, now empty and empty, Wen Lian's mind was full of mixed feelings, with inexplicable emotions welling up one after another.

She had just booked a flight ticket to go abroad the next day, so she thought of it on the spur of the moment and asked the landlord for the key to this room, just to see the place where she and her senior sister used to get along before leaving.

Next time, come back, I don't know how long it will be...

Joyce just helped her submit the application materials for studying abroad.By the time her plane lands, she will probably get a reply.

Wen Lian vigorously wiped away the tears overflowing from the corners of his eyes, but he couldn't wipe them clean no matter how hard he tried.Finally she grew impatient and let it flow.

On this sofa, she once hugged her senior from behind, and asked her, "Senior, how long will you love me?"

At that time, the senior sister raised her eyebrows, with a faint smile on the corner of her mouth: "Forever."

She asked again slyly: "Ten years... 20 years... 50 years... 100 years... How far is your eternity?"

"Love until...you don't love me."

Senior sister clearly said she would...

Now she still loves her, but they broke up, what's the reason?Wen Lian didn't understand, tears wet her palms covering her face.

Everything here has traces of Gu Xianxi's life.But because of this, the current darkness and the current silence all prove that that person has gone and she will not come back.

Wen Lian's heartache was unbearable, unable to resolve and transfer.She beat her head hard, just trying to wake herself up, but it didn't work at all.In the end she had no choice but to give up, she turned her forehead weakly with her palms, tears streaming down her face, and even thought of disappearing from this world appeared in her mind.

No more pain, no more sadness.

Thinking of this, she stepped onto the balcony of the hut and looked at the vehicles coming and going underneath.She firmly grasped the edge of the balcony with her palms, closed her eyes, and wanted to just jump off.

Now she is alone, if she wants to jump, no one will stop her.Although this is the fourth floor, it is a bit short, but there is a lot of traffic below, and jumping down is sure to die.

As long as she dies, everything will be clean, there will be no worries, no despair, and senior sister will not know that she is dead.

And the senior sister doesn't want her anymore, so what's the point of her living?

But when she wanted to take another step forward, another thought that was the opposite of the previous negative thought popped up in her mind.

She has worked hard for so many years, and she bears the expectations of many people.If she died easily now, wouldn't it disappoint them?

Not to mention the parents, just Song Yuanju...to bear it again...she was afraid that he would collapse.

And her so-called ideals and dreams can never be realized after death...

There is hope in life, but in death, there is really nothing left...the possibility of reuniting with senior sister...

She stood on the balcony and stared blankly at the traffic below for over an hour.Standing at dusk until the sky was completely dark, I overcame the demonic obstacle in my heart.

Taking a deep breath, he turned and left the balcony.After returning the key to the landlord, she went back to the hotel and prepared to go abroad the next day.

Before leaving, Xu Yajie rushed over from the hospital where she was practicing to send Wen Lian to the plane.

In front of the security checkpoint, Wen Lian, dressed in casual attire and a cap on his head, asked hesitantly, "Why are you here?"

Xu Yajie ran here because she was afraid of missing Wen Lian.When Wen Lian asked, she just stopped for a long time, still panting lightly, not daring to say that Gu Xianxi wanted her to send Wen Lian, she rolled her eyes and replied: "You haven't come back for more than a year, I'm afraid You are not familiar with this place, so you came here."

Wen Lian smiled lightly and said, "I'm not a child anymore, don't worry."

Seeing that there was nothing unusual about her, Xu Yajie looked at her face and asked cautiously: "You and Xianxi?..."

Before she could finish her sentence, she saw that Wen Lian's smile was a little stiff, so she quickly stopped talking, looked at her expression, and worried if she had poked her in pain.

Her worried look fell into Wen Lian's eyes, and she didn't want her to think too much, so she continued to laugh reluctantly, and said, "I've figured it out a long time ago, and this time I'm coming back, it's just to find a way to give up."

Hearing this, Xu Yajie breathed a sigh of relief and said, "That's good." She patted her shoulder and said, "Be careful, idiot."

Wen Lian was silent for a while, and discussed with her: "Don't call me an idiot anymore... is that okay?" She no longer has anyone to be an idiot.

In the past, Xu Yajie called Wen Lian an idiot because she was obsessed with Gu Xianxi.Now that the two of them have broken up, if I call it that again, isn't it just reminding Wen Lian, Gu Xianxi?Xu Yajie pursed her lips and thought for a while, then changed her tune and said, "Okay, Wen Lian."

Wen Lian nodded in approval.Although she has broken up with Gu Xianxi, she and Xu Yajie can still be friends, not to mention she still needs her help.

It was almost time to board the plane, and the announcement at the airport was calling for the passengers of Wen Lian's flight to get on the plane.

Wen Lian went to the security check before going to say the last word to Xu Yajie.

She said: "Help me go back and tell her that I hope she can be happy. Even if I didn't give this happiness with my own hands, I can't witness it with my own eyes, but I still hope that she can be happy..." Originally there was another sentence behind, But Wen Lian couldn't go on talking at this point, and turned to leave.

Before taking two steps, Xu Yajie called out to her and asked, "Are you coming back?"

Wen Lian didn't want her to see his red eye circles, raised his hand and lowered the brim of his hat, turned his back to her and said, "Yes."

"When?"

"I'll be back, but maybe a long time later. At least I'll come back when I forget about her."

Xu Yajie turned her head, looked at Wen Lian's profile and asked, "Can you really forget her?"

"Maybe not, but I will try." In the end, if she still couldn't forget, she even thought of an excuse.Because it wasn't her fault, but because Gu Xianxi was so kind.

After Wen Lian boarded the plane, Xu Yajie followed the instructions of taking care of Xianxi, watched Wen Lian's flight take off, and then pouted and left.

She used to envy the relationship between the two of them, but who would have expected that it would hurt so badly in the end.

One went to another country, and the other stayed where he was.

From then on, it is difficult to meet again in the ends of the earth.

There was a trace of joy in her heart.Fortunately, she, who was envious at the beginning, did not try love easily.

After returning to the hospital, she told Gu Xianxi, "She has matured a lot."

I thought that Gu Xianxi would be moved, but I didn't expect that Gu Xianxi just nodded slightly, hummed, and said: "It seems that she can live well without me. This makes me feel relieved..."

Xu Yajie sighed and asked, "Why are you doing this?"

"I was the one who delayed her." Gu Xianxi looked up at the blue sky outside the window, the sun shining on her plain white nurse uniform.I don't know what she was looking at, maybe she thought Wen Lian's plane would pass by?

After a brief trance, she withdrew her gaze and continued, "I should leave."

May your future be bright and unstoppable; may you have a worry-free life, be safe and healthy; may you meet someone better than me at the next stop.

That's all...

Goodbye, Wen Lian.