To my dear senior sister

Wen Lian did not expect that Gu Xianxi would reply to her letter, and was ecstatic.

In the past few months, this was the first text message that Gu Xianxi had replied to her, and it was also the first time that she was so excited.

With trembling hands, she sent several more inquiring text messages, expecting Gu Xianxi to reply again.

But Gu Xianxi seemed to disappear again.No matter how many text messages Wen Lian sent, it was like a pebble falling into a wide lake, never returning.

If it wasn't for the text message he received just now, Wen Lian would have thought it was just an illusion caused by his longing.

When hope was extinguished again, Wen Lian bit his lower lip, looked away from the phone, closed his eyes, and tears rolled down his face.

She murmured: "Why do you give me a little hope when I am desperate, and then turn around and leave resolutely, do you know how hurtful it is?! I wish you never came back! Never! "The more he said, the heavier his tone became.

She even wanted to throw away the cell phone that was tightly held in her hand, never to see Gu Xianxi's name again, never to contact those who had a relationship with her in the country, and never to know her recent situation.

But she finally suppressed her impulse.She is not as cruel as Gu Xianxi, and she will break up as soon as she says it.Even though they had broken up for so long, the ring that Gu Xianxi gave her was still on her finger.

The sudden knock on the door disturbed Wen Lian's thoughts.She wiped away her tears indiscriminately, and asked at the door, "Who?"

Joyce, who was supposed to go home, suddenly appeared at Wen Lian's door and asked, "Wen, are you asleep?"

Sitting for too long, the blood flow in the lower limbs was not smooth, Wen Lian grabbed the edge of the pool on the balcony with his hands, and then pulled himself up from the ground.

Stumbling to the door from the darkness, she turned on the light before opening the door.

Joyce saw the little window in the door light up and got ready.

When Wen Lian opened the door and saw her, she quickly raised the things in her hands and shouted: "Happy New Year!"

Wen Lian had been sitting in the dark for a long time, and felt a little unaccustomed to the bright environment now.She rubbed her red eyes and asked, "Didn't the New Year pass long ago?"

Joyce raised a finger, shook it, and said playfully, "No, no, no. I'm talking about your Chinese New Year."

Wen Lian suddenly realized, let her in and asked, "How do you know that today is Chinese New Year?"

"I went to check it out on purpose." Joyce walked straight to the table with two plastic bags in hand, put them down, and said, "You're here alone, you won't be celebrating, so I'm here." She opened the plastic bag, which was full of food.

Wen Lian walked to her side and asked in surprise, "Why did you buy so much food?"

"On holidays, you should eat happily, shouldn't you?" In fact, she found very few, but she knew that there was nothing wrong with eating. Chinese people love to eat.

"Thank you." Wen Lian lowered her head and said, feeling the warmth she wanted to bring to herself.

Joyce turned his back to her and asked, "Why don't you turn on the light inside?" Before Wen Lian could answer her, she turned around.

When Wen Lian was backlit just now, she didn't pay attention to her face.Now under the light, she could clearly see Wen Lian's red eyes, obviously crying.

She asked in astonishment, "Why are you crying?"

Wen Lian lowered her head and was unwilling to answer, so Joyce firmly held her head up and asked, "Are you homesick?"

"No." Wen Lian turned his head away, left her hands, and wiped his eyes concealedly.

"Then you are homesick." Joyce nodded affirmatively.

"It's just that something happened, it's okay." Wen Lian replied reluctantly knowing that she would not give up until she got an answer.

After the two sat down, Joyce, who Wen Lian thought would calm down, asked again: "Can you tell me why you are so sad?" She thought for a while and added: "Except for homesickness."

Wen Lian has endured it alone for too long, and he also hopes to find someone to confide in, maybe she can help him analyze it.With this in mind, she breathed a sigh of relief, and told Joyce intermittently about herself and Gu Xianxi.

Because same-sex marriages are allowed in this country, she is not afraid that Joyce will look down on her after knowing about her and Gu Xianxi.

After hearing this, Joyce said regretfully, "Oh, it's such a pity..."

Wen Lian's mouth was dry, and he spread his hands and asked in distress: "Teacher, tell me, why did she break up with me?"

From the standpoint of an outsider, Joyce said, "Wen Lian, you have done nothing wrong."

"I know."

"From your description, I guess she is a good girl. As for why she broke up with you..." Joyce said hesitantly, she was not sure why.

Seeing Joyce, Wen Lian couldn't think of a reason, so she lay on her back on the sofa, stared at the ceiling with dull eyes and said, "I love her very much, and I don't want to break up with her..."

"Oh, I understand this feeling, as if Nick just left me." Joyce patted her on the shoulder heroically, and said, "But you will soon forget about that person."

"Maybe." Wen Lian smiled wryly.What she actually wanted to say was that not everyone had as much forgetfulness as Joyce.It's been a few days since we broke up, and she can come to class so lively, but because of Joyce's violent temper, she dare not say it.

Joyce glanced at the ring she was still wearing on her right hand, and tentatively said, "So, you are single now, aren't you?"

Wen Lian nodded noncommittally.

Joyce suddenly remembered that Wen Lian was in a hurry to return to China.She raised her eyebrows and asked: "So, you were so anxious to go back to China at that time, was it because you wanted to ask her why she broke up with you?" Wen Lian nodded again.

"I'm sorry, I don't know these things." Joyce sincerely apologized to Wen Lian: "If you need that passport now, I can give it to you right away."

"Really?" Wen Lian was excited when he heard that he could get his passport back, and sat up directly and asked.

After getting Joyce's affirmation, she wringed her fingers and hesitated for a while, and finally made a decision: "Let's keep the passport with you... I haven't figured out how to face her... Let’s talk about it after a year is up.”

"Okay." Seeing that she was not as excited as before, Joyce smiled and said, "If you want to go back, you can come to me anytime."

The one-year period is coming soon, and Wen Lian has been restless for a few days before returning with his passport.

She is still hesitating whether to return home.There is endless fear in my heart, fear that in just one year, things will change in the country, and there is Gu Xianxi's attitude.

This worry made it difficult for her to concentrate even during practical lessons.

When doing the cadaver experiment, she picked up the skin of the general teacher with one hand and a scalpel in the other.She didn't know what came to her mind, she lost her mind, and swiped the scalpel directly across her fingers.Not only tore the rubber gloves used for surgery, but also cut the skin, and the injured finger immediately bled profusely.

The pain pulled her back from her thoughts, and she saw that her fingers were bleeding continuously.Realizing that something was wrong, she quickly put down the scalpel and dealt with it urgently.Although nothing happened afterwards, I was reprimanded by the instructor.She said that she didn't care about her own life or the lives of others, and if she broke her finger when she met an AIDS patient, she was courting death.

Wen Lian went back to his residence unhappily, took off his coat and hung it on the hanger.She sat straight on the sofa, staring at the cut finger, in a daze.But after sitting on the sofa for a few minutes, she stood up again, grabbed a coat, and walked towards Joyce's office.

Hearing the sound of the office door knocking, Joyce, who was working, raised his head and looked at the door, just as Wen Lian opened the door and walked in.

Her eyes lit up, she put down the pen in her hand, and asked with a smile, "Wen, why are you here?"

"I'm here to get back my passport and ask you for leave." Wen Lian walked to Joyce's desk, looked at her and said.

"Oh?" Joyce picked up the pen again, played with it in his hand and asked, "Have you figured it out?"

"Yes."

"How will I face her when I go back?"

"Let's take a step, let's take a look. It's useless to think about it here now." This is what she thought of just now.Whether it's wind or rain, let's face it.Being afraid now will only make you look cowardly.

Joyce nodded and said in admiration, "You are so brave!" Just as he was about to take out Wen Lian's passport from the drawer, he suddenly closed the open drawer back.

Seeing her series of movements, Wen Lian asked suspiciously, "What's wrong?"

Joyce stood up and approached Wen Lian, with a smirk, he tapped his cheek and said, "Kiss me, and I'll give you back the passport."

Wen Lian didn't expect to be molested, so she looked at her with a straight face and said nothing.

Joyce couldn't stand it anymore, and disrupted the tense atmosphere between them, saying, "Anyway, we are single now, why can't we kiss?"

Wen Lian is still silent is golden.Joyce made fun of himself, with a disgusted expression on his face, he waved his hand: "You can't joke at all, it's boring!" He took out Wen Lian's passport from the drawer, handed it to her and said, "Take it."

Wen Lian got the passport she had been wanting for a year ago, but she was very calm.After turning over the first page, she confirmed that it belonged to her. She thanked Joyce and prepared to leave.

Joyce shouted from behind: "Come back early, I'll wait for you here!" Wen Lian's footsteps stopped, and he left in a hurry.

When she stepped out of the plane door, there was only one thought in her mind.

"One year, and finally I came back."