In the evening, I arrived as scheduled, and I also brought a KFC family bucket, cooked food, drinks, and beer.

The warehouse compound is a place in the suburbs.There is a wide asphalt road sandwiched between two sections of abandoned towering brick walls, and there are street lamps every ten meters beside the road.Behind the brick wall is a mountain, and the wall on the right is inlaid with a tall and large iron mesh door. Inside the door is a warehouse that has been abandoned for a long time, and no one is guarding it.They kept it for themselves, but the yard was dirty and it looked like they didn't clean it.

They were still wearing the clothes they saw me last time, they were all dirty, they were still talking and smoking, they whistled when they saw me coming, and asked, "Are you here? What food did you bring?" , we are starving to death." They stretched their dirty hands into the plastic bags as soon as they came up.

I asked them, "How was the show?"

"What show?" they casually asked, and then yelled, "Fuck, KFC! Paralyzed, you're rich."

I frowned, thinking a little bit about it, and asked them again: "What's your name, I'll say your real name."

"Andy Lau, Jacky Cheung, Yang Yuying, Anita Mui..." They squatted on the ground and ate happily. I have never seen such a starving ghost eating.

I saw that they were still joking and didn't pay attention to my question at all.So I said, "Don't eat it, and answer my question first!"

Ah Xiang hiccupped, scratched her hair with greasy hands, and said with a smile: "Brother, come out to play, who uses the real name, is it earthy?"

I dropped the question and asked them, "Why are you so hungry?"

"I □□, you haven't taken drugs for a few days..." Xiaolong looked very excited, his eyes glowed, and Lao Dao's reaction was half a beat slower than when he talked to me a few days ago, so that Xiaolong almost said this sentence He didn't react until it was over, and then poked the little dragon with his elbow.Xiaolong knew that he had slipped his words, then lowered his head and ate and stopped talking.

"You..." I gasped, I thought they were really fighting for their dreams, but I didn't expect them to take drugs?It seems that they are really not serious people as Li Jinze said.

But if I go back at this time and quit them, wouldn't it be equivalent to losing in front of Li Jinze?It was precisely because of this idea that Lao Dao pulled me back without any effort.He said: "Everyone who plays art is like this, it's okay... Only in this way can they be inspired. Look at those who play music, whoever gets up and doesn't play twice..."

Ah Fen, who had been silent all this time, suddenly said, "You can try it too."

I shook my head in fear, Ah Xiang said: "It's fine if he doesn't want it, it's quite expensive, we don't even have enough for ourselves."

Lao Dao said: "You won't sell it to us, right...that brother of yours...what is he doing? Police??"

I shook my head: "It's a translator."

"Yo, that's going to make a lot of money, what a job."

I became wary of them, and I said, "Not many."

Finally, when they finished eating, I asked, "Can I practice?"

Perhaps seeing that I didn't trust them, they finally agreed to practice.

……

That was the worst acting I've ever seen.

But they still looked intoxicated.

Ah Xiang's flamboyant performance, voice of a male duck, and the movement of the group of demons danced wildly. Compared with playing music, at least the tune was not out of tune, so I reluctantly stayed.I found a reason to convince myself to stay, and I used the straw as a lifeline.

So I stayed because I still had hope in them.

However, my relationship with Li Jinze has dropped to a freezing point. I regard him as an enemy, and he regards me as "air".I would make some noise to express my dissatisfaction, but he ignored it.

The people in the band are still lazy and don't practice hard. They don't avoid me anymore when they smoke, drink or even take drugs.I wrote one song after another in their smoky warehouse, with my dreams and interests in my heart, and my passion.I will force them to practice the songs I wrote, even though they can't express my thoughts at all, but I have to drive ducks to the shelves, even though they are a group of stupid ducks and lazy ducks.But we are a team and we have to work together.

They still made all kinds of excuses to ask me for money, no more and no less, and asked me for three to five hundred dollars every now and then, and the pocket money that Li Jinze gave was enough.

But as I came home late day by day, and my body smelled of alcohol and tobacco, he also started talking about me.Although it was only a few words, I still talked back to him, and then we kept arguing.

On January 2012, 1, we were still "rehearsing" together. In fact, we said it was rehearsal rather than playing each other. I continued to write songs, and they should play or play.Cursing, taking drugs, crying poor, complaining, and self-pity.I don't care about them, they occasionally strike up a conversation with me.

When I got home at nine o'clock in the evening, Li Jinze looked at me with a gloomy face, and said, "Jiang Cheng, I won't allow you to associate with them in the future."

As soon as I heard it, I became angry, and he cared about me again.I gave him a blank look: "Why?"

"Why?" He said sternly, "Look at who they are? They are either drug addicts or prostitutes! What can you do with them! I tell you, start with them today Cut off contact."

I said, "Don't spitting blood, they don't have any,"

He interrupted me with a raised voice: "They are all yellow and thin, and their spirits are scattered. You can tell how long they have been smoking guns!"

I looked at him fiercely: "Are you following me...?"

"If you don't follow the past, you will be swallowed by them sooner or later, not even your bones will be left!" His eyes were cold, with a look of hatred for iron.

"They didn't hurt me at all! We just make music from the heart!" I yelled at him.Because of my competitive heart, I didn't want to "admit defeat" in front of him, so I distorted the facts and spoke good words for them.Even though I myself had little hope for them, I would not admit that I was wrong.

He tried to calm down and didn't want to quarrel with me.He restrained his emotions and said, "Today I didn't bring you back on the spot. It was to save face for you. Be conscious and don't go tomorrow."

"I don't want you to care! I want to go!" I stared at him and said angrily: "Why do you want to do whatever you want! You won't let me do whatever I want, who do you think you are? ? What right do you have to control me!!!" I yelled until my veins bulged, and my eardrums were buzzing after I yelled.

I was so irritable then, and I was prodding him all the time.In fact, I was conscious, but I couldn't control it, and then I couldn't choose what to say.The logic of those words was wrong, and it could even be said that they poured dirty water on him.Yes, I just want to stimulate him, and I choose the harshest words to stimulate him.

I said loudly: "Li Jinze, don't you think you are too lenient? What do you think you are? My father? I can't stand you thinking that you are right in everything, and then you deny others! I told You, Li Jinze, are not the only ones in the world who have dreams!"

"Other people's dreams are worthless, right? It's just that you have read more books! You are right in everything! The Second World War broke out because Li Jinze, like you, was missing to take care of it!! I'll tell you the fuck, you let me fed up!!!"

"Yes! Others have never been educated, so they are not qualified to talk about their dreams, so you have to be looked down upon by your high-achieving students! You look down on them, without them in the world, how can you be noble! Take drugs, what about taking drugs? Huh? Forced you to suck? It’s my business whether I suck or not! I tell you, you don’t care about me from now on! I’m a fucking adult! I’m telling you, even if I fucking suck, I’m whoring, I’m in !It has nothing to do with you!! You can roll as far as you like!!!"

I went to work, joined a band, who am I doing this for!It's because of you that I can't do anything!

I strode to the wall, picked up the violin hanging on the wall, I gave him a vengeful smile, and I said: "Let you learn... don't you really want me to learn?" I threw it on the ground, and I said, "Let you learn!"

The crackling sound of the broken piano was also mixed with the resonance sound of the piano body, and the fragments flew around, some of which hit my hand.Li Jinze was a little suffocated, his eyes as black as moyu were filled with disbelief, anger, and injury.He walked over without saying a word, and slapped me hard.

I staggered from his beating, and felt a little dizzy.I shook my body, and then yelled out the sentence that I regret most in my life.

I said, "Who do you think I'm doing this for! I don't want you fucking with someone else!!!"

After speaking, I glanced at him with deep hatred, and then left quickly.After going out, I slammed the door hard, the sound was deafening.

In fact, I fled in despair, and I fled too embarrassingly.I regret saying that.The moment before I escaped, I saw his eyes, he was crying, weeping unpreparedly, quietly.At that moment, he was so vulnerable...

Li Jinze stood there in a daze...

At that moment, two lines of tears fell from his black eyes.

His last dignity was torn by me, the layer of window paper leaked, and the salt in his pocket poured down, drowning his wounded heart.

He was so helpless, and a little hesitant, he was in pain, and he was helpless.

I left him, slammed the door and left.

I can't help but think of him, those eyes so deep and so sad, I'll never forget them.

When I left, I seemed to hear the sound of a very thin crystal thread breaking deep in his heart, so clear, so crisp, and so small.

My heart felt as if it had been pulled, and it suddenly ached.

I left.

I abandon him.

……

The author has something to say: The next chapter is a big drama, the most touching plot of "Faith", with great emotional fluctuations, and it is a crucial plot.Because it is the fundamental reason why Jiang Cheng is a male PR.So, please get ready for music, Zhang Xinzhe's "Faith", and listen to it when watching Chapter 25.

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