Religious Faith

I went back to the warehouse compound, and there were three more people, all men.Their dress, behavior and habits are the same as old knives.

Lao Dao saw me and asked, "Why are you here again?"

I was in a bad mood, so I ignored him.The reason why I came here is that it was so late, and I didn't know where to go after I quarreled with Li Jinze.After all, I don't even have any friends in Beijing, they are the only people I "know".

I just found a stool and sat down without saying a word.

Lao Dao came over and kicked me: "I'm asking you something."

I looked at his old, dirty army green sneakers in disgust.There were his shoe prints on my white down jacket, and I rubbed the dust in boredom, not giving him a good face.

"..." He gave me a blank look: "□□, not to mention Laqib, he is used to peeing."

One of the three new men asked arrogantly, "Who is he? He looks awesome."

Lao Dao said: "Oh, a kid from a rich family might be having trouble with his brother now, so he just ran away from home."

The other of the three smiled and said, "Damn, the young master of a rich family." He walked over and said in a nonchalant manner, "Borrow money from my brothers?"

They roared with laughter, and I frowned. There is really no clean place.

I got up to leave, but the man stopped me: "I was talking to you, but you didn't hear me."

I looked at his appearance... They seemed to have touched something that shouldn't be touched, I stretched my head and saw the "curling" on the table in the distance, and my heart tightened, this is terrible!

I pretended I didn't hear, and just wanted to turn around and leave quickly, but he slapped me hard: "Don't pretend to be deaf!"

I looked at Lao Dao begging for help, he looked like he was joking.Seeing my gaze, Lao Dao actually smiled: "It's almost Chinese New Year, my brothers are all poor, if you have money, just give us some."

I said to myself: It's over...

I told them: "I have no money."

Xiaolong said: "Don't lie, I already know that your brother works in xx company and earns at least [-] a month! Take it out, we are all brothers, and help us."

"I really didn't..." Even if I gave them all, then what?Will they let me go?I left in a hurry, and there was less than 200 yuan left in my pocket, but they would not believe me when I said I only had this little money.A gram of ice costs three hundred. There are so many of them, and one gram is not enough to play for two days.

Then... only... run!

I ran out as soon as I dodged, but I still didn't run far.

I ran out of the compound, but was caught up by them not far from the iron gate, and it took only a few seconds in total.They surrounded me, there was a wall behind me, and there was no way I could retreat.

A man poked me on the forehead and said, "Run, you, run!" As soon as he hit me in the face, he punched me unpreparedly, and I burst into tears from the pain.

I was beaten in a daze, and someone said, "Take the money."

I shook my head, and another punch hit me in the chest.My chest trembled and became very numb, and the next second my throat seemed to be blocked.

really uncomfortable...

In fact, I am very afraid, I am afraid of dying here, I am only eighteen.But in this wilderness, no one will hear me even if I call for help.I regret it, I miss him...

Maybe I won't be able to go back alive. People like them can do anything while they're going crazy.

"Where's the money?" someone asked me.

"I...I have no money..." I blinked hard, trying to wake up.

The two of them held me down, searched my body, and finally found 180 six yuan in the inner pocket of my jacket.

They cursed and asked, "Is there any more?"

I was on the verge of falling, panting heavily and shaking my head: "No...no more..."

"You usually bring thousands of them! Why are there so few today?" Lao Dao didn't believe it. He took off my coat, touched it carefully, and found that there was really nothing left, and then threw it aside.After throwing it out, he thought about it again, and picked it up again to put it on his body.

"Where's the money? Where's the card!" They asked me, and I just shook my head.

"No money?" One person said, "If you don't have money, hit me!"

A flurry of punches and kicks.

The winter in Beijing is very cold and the snow is very thick.

I fell down on the snow, and the snow on the ground slowly infiltrated the biting cold into my body, and my internal organs trembled from the cold.Because the snow absorbed part of the sound, the sound of kicking the flesh was muffled and very small, but the pain falling on the body did not lessen.My head made a hollow in the snow, and I had to turn my head to the side to avoid the danger of suffocation.The snow they kicked me up splashed on my face, and after a long time, my face hurt like a knife cut.

I curled up hard, covered my head with my hands, and covered my face with my forearms, protecting important parts.

I can't die...

I regretted it, I cried secretly, I hated myself for not listening to him, and now, I might die here...

My consciousness began to blur, but the pain in my body did not subside.I shivered and did unnecessary protection, like a dying snail without a shell, curled up wherever I was stimulated.But there are too many fists and kicks, and I always lose sight of the other.I am like a bug, that scene must be very funny, very ridiculous.

"If you don't have money, I'll beat you to death!" A man stepped on my head and asked viciously, "Do you have any money?"

My nose was bruised and my face was swollen from the beating, and my whole body was so painful that I felt weak. I didn't have the strength to move any more, and even my consciousness began to blur.My face was warm, fishy, ​​and covered in blood.

I shook my head tremblingly.

"If you have no money, I will kill you."

Before he finished speaking, he said: "My old grandson is here!" It was Xiaolong who ran out from the house with a wooden mop. I just opened my eyes and saw him jumping up, and the stick in his hand came from a very high place. Place smashed down, to the location of my brain.

I closed my eyes, trembling in grievance.My heart is sinking, I am sure to die.

I heard the characteristic muffled sound of the wooden stick hitting the skull, but the expected brain explosion was delayed!

I opened my eyes and saw him kneeling in front of me, staring at me intently, and then fell to the ground with a thud.Xiaolong was behind him, holding a broken stick with a dazed expression on his face.

The blood on the back of his head smudged the snow, and the snow shrank at the place where the blood flowed, slowly forming a snow pit.

That was the fastest run in his life, like the wind.

Xiaolong blinked and said, "...this is... what..."

"Here, how did he come here just now?"

"Damn...something came over all of a sudden..."

"My, Superman... What is this thing, when did it come...?"

I said: "Li Jinze..." I burst into tears, and I said: "Jinze..."

He struggled to crawl towards me, and the group of people reacted: "This is his brother! He is rich!"

They asked Li Jinze for money, Li Jinze crawled towards me with blurred eyes, as if he didn't hear them, and he didn't hear me at the same time.

"□□, fight!"

The stick and fist landed on Li Jinze, but he still moved towards me.We are so close, he tried his best to climb, it seemed to take a long time, I cried: "Don't hit him... I caused the trouble, hit me..."

Li Jinze's eyes closed, he groped and came to my side, and then he covered my body.His left hand was stretched out under my head, I was resting on his big arm, his forearm was close to the wall, his right arm was wrapped around him, his right shoulder blocked my head, and my face was buried in his chest.He lowered his head, resting his chin on the top of my head.His left leg was firmly on the ground, and his right leg was on top of mine.With a little force on his left shoulder, he supported his upper body and blocked mine.

Rather than crawling to my side, it is better to say that he has adjusted his posture to protect me... He is deaf to all words, and he can't hear them anymore. He can move because he uses his last consciousness to give orders to his body, Only in this way, I will not be beaten to death by them...

A triangle is the most stable structure.The city wall and the ground are two right-angle sides, and Li Jinze is a hypotenuse.He firmly protects me in this triangular space. I can hear and feel the beatings from the outside world, but I don't feel any pain.

He was stiff and motionless.I said: "Jinze, get out of the way...let me be beaten..." I cried and called him: "Jinze...Jinze..." He was like a clay sculpture, his arms were like iron tongs, I struggled with all my strength Twice, but couldn't break free.

"□□, what is this..." Someone came to break his arm, but he remained motionless.

"It's too dead, it can't be broken at all, it's like being dead for a long time!" Someone said.

Lao Dao said: "Then interrupt! I don't want this money, so I want to be quick!"

A stick was slammed on his arm, and I heard the sound of bones breaking, but he still didn't move.Someone came to break it, his arm was deformed, but his hand still did not let go, the triangle is always the strongest.

"Hit it again! Let him beat it and see if he lets go!" Lao Dao was full of interest. They were no longer seeking money, but also hunting for novelty.

One stick and one kick, so many times... Later, someone said: "Damn, the bones are really hard."

I can't do anything, I'm afraid that my struggle will make his arm useless, even though fists, kicks and sticks are beckoning at him, it is estimated that even if I don't move, his arm will not be able to keep it.I buried my head deep in his chest and wept bitterly.

I regret it so much that I'm dying of regret.

How I wish I was the one who was beaten and the one who died!

I was the one who caused the disaster, but it was Li Jinze who suffered...

I would rather die than live!

The sky is white and snowy, and the dim street lamps are flickering.It was cold and windy, and the night was endless.Here, in this suburb, in front of the abandoned warehouse, there is a group of people fighting around two people.Those two people were covered in blood and flesh, and the bones of the man outside had turned into a strange shape, limp...

Crying, scolding, and excitement, they startled the hibernating frogs and sleeping sparrows.But how far can they travel?They will be buried in the snow.

It's isolated, abandoned, nobody knows it exists, nobody knows what happened to it.I think we may be buried in the snow and sleep here...

My leg was subjected to external force, and I heard the sound of bones breaking, and his right leg was broken by the old knife.Lao Dao said excitedly: "My body is not bad, and I am still very strong! I kicked such a hard bone and broke it!"

Ah Xiang applauded from the side, and Ah Fen also came up to try. She broke Li Jinze's broken calf back...

Li Jinze's eyes opened suddenly, then rolled over again, and closed slowly.It's just that his hand hasn't loosened yet, and the meat shield made by his body is still very firm...

At that time...how should I put it?Call every day should not, call the land not working.

I pray for dawn, pray for dawn very devoutly.I told myself to survive the long night, and then they would leave, and I would take Li Jinze to the hospital...

I was crying so hard that I was shaking in his arms, and I took the last bit of warmth and support from his body.I shivered and said, "Li Jinze...I love you..."

I said: "I beg you, let us go... Isn't it just money? I will give you all the money..."

"Fuck, money?" They laughed wildly: "I don't want it anymore! I will be rare for your little money?" They seemed to have become heroes, treating money like dung.It seems that the money was originally theirs, but they don't want it anymore, they have something more noble to pursue, and they classify it as "spiritual".

I was numb from punching and kicking, and I even thought, let's hit Li Jinze where he is good...don't torture his broken bones anymore...

I'm tired of crying, my heart is dead, I think, let's fight.If Li Jinze dies, then I will recuperate well, then kill them and then commit suicide.

I closed my eyes quietly, and said, "Jinze, I'm sorry...Jinze, I love you...Jinze, I'm sorry..."

At this time, the sound of a police car suddenly came from a distance, and they immediately ran away when they heard the sound. At the same time, Li Jinze's body suddenly relaxed.He fell limply, and slowly exhaled his last breath...

I quickly touched the position of his heart.

Then stop, stop...

Stopped……

The author has something to say: when Li Jinze gives Jiang Cheng an apple, he is so nice that I want to cry.

I don’t know if you have listened to songs and read articles as I said?Does it feel really good?

Finally, dear ones, do you think about whether you have ever confronted your parents?Sometimes they are for your own good, and what they say is right, but you always insist on your own ideas, and then quarrel with them, and say some bad words to irritate them?If so, please hug them now and tell them you love them; if you can't hold them, send a text message and make a phone call.Arguing with them is also a kind of growth for you, and what you are doing now is also a perfect ending for your growth.

Believe me, you will one day thank you for what you did today.

Did you find out?In fact, this novel is not only to look at them, but also to tell each of us to grow up.Although the roads are different, they will more or less reflect our shadow.In fact, no matter how old we are, we are always growing.I hope that through this, I can teach everyone how happy it is to love and be loved, to cherish and reform.

It's a bit long, but it's my sincere words, and thank you for growing up with me.