Religious Faith

Yes, I panicked, but I was also sad, because I couldn't stand it, couldn't stand him being so indifferent to me.He can laugh with everyone and communicate with everyone, except me.He can be so close to others, but when it's my turn, I don't even want to take a bite of the food I brought him, even if it's a small bite, it's just a taste...

What is the relationship between them and him, and what is the relationship between me and him? Why is he more enthusiastic about them than me.

I wiped my tears while walking on the way back to the office building. Anyway, I have to see who he really likes.I washed my face before entering their company.

"Hi~" the beauty greeted me: "Come here, what would you like to drink?"

The beauty's name is Jie Ni, from Shanghai, about the same age as Li Jinze, with a good figure, with willow eyebrows and almond eyes, with affectionate eyebrows.Waist-length hair, dyed maroon, permed in wavy curls, is full of charm.

I think Li Jinze may have an affair with her.

I said, "Coke."

When she was ordering food, she asked me casually: "Has your brother eaten your bento?"

"Eat." I just kept my mouth shut, after all, who knows if she is an enemy or a friend?I can't lose momentum.Even though... she mentioned Li Jinze and my heart ached.

"That's right, I would eat something that looks so delicious." Jie Ni smiled, and another male colleague said with a smile, "Then I'll make it for you?"

A female colleague said: "Jie Ni, won't your boyfriend be jealous?"

Jie Ni glared at the male colleague: "I don't want to eat your cooking, I love my boyfriend to death."

It turned out to be someone with a boyfriend... It sounds like they have a good relationship, so it shouldn't be her.

The male colleague joked again: "But you still said you would eat brother Jinze's..."

"What's the matter? The little brother is cuter than you!"

The meal was enjoyable, and the atmosphere in their French group was very good, especially Jenny liked to chat with me very much.

"I heard that your former manager has resigned." I was also bored, and I had nothing to say to chat with Jie Ni.

"Yeah, he's back home."

"Back when Jin Ze said he was applying for the job, Cheng Yaojin suddenly came out, but luckily he won."

Jie Ni was silent for a while, and said: "Jin Ze is quite powerful." After a while, she whispered again: "You can't say everything in the future, do you understand?"

"Oh……?"

Seeing my confused face, Jie Ni said again: "That person is the nephew of this female manager."

I froze for a moment, then understood.It turned out that Li Jinze "robbed" the job of the manager's nephew, and the manager became his boss...

But this manager is also very kind to him. It seems that Li Jinze is also capable, so she should cherish her talent.But where did that liquid foundation smell come from?

I asked Jenny: "When will they come back?"

"That's not sure, what's the matter?"

"It's okay, I'm just curious." I pretended to leave: "Then I'll go home first."

"Well, the handsome guy often comes to play." Jie Ni smiled.

I went to the first floor and found a remote place to hide, playing with my phone while waiting for him.I'd like to see how he comes back late every day.

At two o'clock in the afternoon, he entered the office building with the manager, and he left work on time at six o'clock in the afternoon.Our home is actually very close to his company, we don't need to take a car, it takes only 10 minutes to walk there.I followed all the way, keeping a distance of about twenty steps from him.He stopped at an intersection, made a phone call, and hung up when the light turned green.For 40 seconds from the red light to the green light, he did not speak, which means that the person did not answer his call.

He arrived home on time today, perhaps he had already discovered it.

I went around to the store downstairs to buy some snacks and brought them home, and entered the house 5 minutes later than him.

I ignored him and he didn't talk to me.

I habitually looked at the landline on the coffee table and found a missed call.That string of phone numbers belonged to him, and the time was exactly when he was waiting for the traffic lights.

……

Thinking about it now, I thought I was doing it perfectly, but in fact he already knew that I was checking him, and the call was just to confirm his thoughts.He also purposely kept that record, so that both of them knew something.

I was typing on the keyboard, and he came over with a glass of freshly squeezed orange juice and asked, "Why is it so violent all of a sudden?" He bent down and said seriously, "Come on, let me see where this is written. to make you so angry."

"Write that you are smart." I turned my head slightly and opened my mouth.He cooperatively put the cup to my mouth and fed me orange juice: "Writing that I'm smart makes you so upset?"

"It's cool, it's cool..."

……

He was washing clothes, and when I "passed by" the bathroom, I peeked in for a while, and he paid special attention to rubbing the collar of the clothes.I'm more convinced he has something to do.

Later, I went to his company secretly again, that time without anyone noticing.

When he got off work, he rubbed his collar with a wet towel in the bathroom, frowning slightly.He wiped hard and for a long time, 10 minutes after he got off work.

I understood, and finally knew why he was late.

On the way home, he didn't seem to be in good spirits, he stopped and walked.When he got to XX Street, instead of walking straight home, he turned a corner.He walked along the long curb, aimlessly and slowly.He kept walking, kept walking, and finally stopped in a very remote small park.He found a relatively clean bench and sat down, staring at the sky in a daze.

The sunset glow deepened, he took out his phone and dialed a number, then my phone vibrated, I hesitated, and pressed the answer button.

We haven't even spoken a word during this time, and this is the first time he's looking for me. "Hi." I said.

"Don't wait for me today, I'll eat outside." Although he suppressed the exhaustion in his voice, there was still a light sigh at the end.

"Oh..." I didn't reveal it, on the contrary, I wanted to see what kind of trick he was trying to play.

Unexpectedly, he just sat like this.

The park is lush and even a little crazy.At this moment, the light was dim, and the leaves were almost dark green, as if they were going to envelop him behind him.He just sat there quietly, his eyes were melancholy, even a little confused.His Adam's apple wriggled a few times, then opened his mouth again, and then closed it gently.He stretched out his legs, and his toes began to vaguely point to the cobblestone path in front of him, only a few times before he stopped.

He sighed, then straightened his collar, stood up, and was ready to come out.

I was afraid of being discovered by him, so I ran away in a hurry and ran all the way home without looking back.

The author has something to say: Get ready for the music, Ania's "EL'alba Verrc", and listen to it when watching Chapter18.

This is a love song in Italian, which is very nice. The translation is "Take Me Away Before Dawn".Although the artistic conception of the lyrics does not match the content of the article...but listen to it, it is very emotional and you will be moved.