Religious Faith

He arrived home 10 minutes later than me, and he didn't say a word when he got home. He just took a shower and changed his clothes before doing private work as in the past.

Do the math, we haven't talked properly for nearly two months, and it's been a month since I threw the lunch box, and we've been having a cold war during this month.

He no longer helps me wash my clothes, and he no longer tells me that he wants to listen to me playing the violin.A few times I made it loud on purpose, as if screaming like a ghost. He must know that I was angry with him and expressed my dissatisfaction.But he didn't say it.He didn't lose his temper with me, he just ignored me and used cold violence against me.

We avoided communication as much as possible, so he prepared my tuition fees and daily pocket money early in the morning, put them on the coffee table, and then went to work.

Maybe he still cares about me...

All I know is that I'm tired and I can't stand him ignoring me, and I don't want to bow to him in advance.We just spend and struggle like this.

The next day was the day when I was supposed to go to Mr. Wang's place to learn piano, and I took a leave of absence for myself.Because in the morning I suddenly felt very depressed and bored.We haven't done it for over two months, so I decided to figure it out myself.

I was in the bathroom thinking about how he looked...

Or maybe it is fate, maybe we have stepped into the circle of fate from the first time we met, or even from birth.It is fate, we are all arranged pawns, fate blindfolds us and pushes us forward.

Then this thing hit me.

After I was done, I was a little hungry, so I went to the kitchen to find something to eat, and when I entered the kitchen, I closed the door behind me.

At this time, there was a sound of a key being inserted into the lock, and the next second the security door opened.

Immediately afterwards someone said: "You wait for me outside."

It was his voice, who did he let wait for him?

He heard another person's footsteps, the sound of high heels.My heart tightened, and I opened the kitchen door a small crack.

The person who came was his manager. She smiled like a hunter and said, "Your place is not bad."

Li Jinze took a piece of clothing out of the bedroom, saw her coming uninvited, frowned and said, "Why did you come in?"

The manager sat on the sofa comfortably: "Can't you?"

He said in a deep voice, "Go out."

"I think it's good to be here." The manager unbuttoned his white shirt, and Li Jinze turned around with his back to her.He was facing the kitchen now, and I could see him looking down at the floor, his face darkened, and there was a lipstick mark on the collar of the shirt he was wearing.

"I don't." The manager threw the high heels on the ground casually, and said, "I'm going to be at your house."

"..." He said, "We agreed to go to the hotel."

"Changed, not going."

He finally broke out: "He went to learn the piano, and he will be back soon!"

The manager raised his eyebrows and smiled, and rolled his thick lips: "What? Afraid he will see it? I guessed that the relationship between the two of you is not normal... You have to come back and change your shirt. It doesn't bother you."

His face was expressionless: "He has a good nose."

"What? Are you afraid of being discovered by him? Heh, I can't see that you really care about him. That kid is pretty good-looking. How is his life? He can bear it,"

"You never finished." His voice was cold.

"Li Jinze, what is your attitude!" The manager frowned and shouted in a sharp voice: "I tell you! You don't want this job, but someone wants it!"

Li Jinze was silent.

The manager said arrogantly, "Come here."

Li Jinze didn't listen to her, but turned around and went back to the room.When he reached the door of the room, he stopped, turned his head slightly, and smiled, his dark eyes were like forbidden drugs presented by ghosts.Even a man couldn't resist that scene, let alone the woman who had been coveting him for a long time...

I didn't stand up at that time, because I knew that when faced with flesh and dignity, he would definitely care about the latter.If I stop him on the spot, he will suffer worse than death.He probably also knew that I knew about it, and about it, it had become something we all tacitly avoided.The layer of window paper is very thin, and there is salt in it.Behind the paper is a bloody heart, if it is not punctured, everyone will pretend that it is still good, but if it is punctured, the salt will be poured on the wound, and the pain will be overwhelmed.

……

However, I ended up hurting him.

She smiled and ran up, then Li Jinze turned around elegantly with her arms around her waist, and then gently closed the door.

The voices in the room were very clear, the manager was full of rambunctious words, but Li Jinze didn't say a word.It seemed to be a play of her alone, the protagonist was only her, and the bed and Li Jinze were just props.Li Jinze also doesn't want to be the protagonist, he should be ashamed and painful in his heart... He would rather be just a prop, so that if he has no heart, there will be no pain.

I'm in the kitchen and my heart... hurts.

I used to think that only those who love each other can do personnel affairs. I didn't know that the body can really be used as a bargaining chip.

I don't understand, is Li Jinze not doing well enough?Why do you want to keep your job this way? ?I am even full of doubts about the world, why, would someone be so dirty?Why do some people have to do it with others?She is so dirty, she dirty my Li Jinze.

There were waves of orgasms, and she said: "Oh!...It's so cool!"You could tell from her voice that she felt very stimulated and excited.She said to Li Jinze: "Treat me like you did to him, hurry up...! Ah~~!!!"

Li Jinze made her very comfortable, even though he didn't say anything, he couldn't say anything.

he and me.There is a wall between us, but now we are in two worlds.

In my world, it rains, but in his world, it rains blood.

After an unknown amount of time, he stopped.He said: "... let's go, he's almost home." His voice was low and slightly hoarse.It's this time, and he still cares about me... No, it should be said, everything he does is because he cares about me!

"Hehe, I got it. Jinze..." She said, "You are so capable at work, this job is still yours. Don't worry~" her tone was meaningful.

Li Jinze didn't speak.

She put on her clothes and came out, twisting her waist, her face was ruddy and refreshed.After she closed the door and left, I gently opened the kitchen door and walked to the bedroom without making a sound.

The bedroom door was wide open, with his back facing the door, naked and naked, sitting cross-legged on the bed, motionless.

He was raped.

Being forced to have sex with someone you don't like, even the attacker, is like being raped, and this feeling I later understood, I was raped almost every day.

So, he was raped.

Being raped for a job...

Raped for 6000 yuan...

Jiang Cheng was raped so that his Jiang Cheng could have a better future...

He can't live without the money...

……

Even though this was something he didn't even look up to at home, but now, because of these, he was sneaked.

That day was August 2011, 8, Li Jinze's 27th birthday in the Gregorian calendar.

However, no one remembers that day, and neither do I.

The author has something to say: Get ready for the music, Ania's "EL'alba Verrc", and listen to it when watching Chapter19.

This is a love song in Italian, which is very nice. The translation is "Take Me Away Before Dawn".Although the artistic conception of the lyrics does not match the content of the article...but listen to it, it is very emotional and you will be moved.