In love with Hollywood GL

[Gold Front Perspective]

The doctor said that Manxi might be suffering from depression, and Evelyn laughed dryly, saying what is possible, and said that the current doctors can be so irresponsible.

It's been a full week since Manxi's accident. This is the first time I saw Xu Mengshu. He ignored any of us. He just went straight to the ward, put down the flowers in his hand, sat on the edge of the bed, and reached out to touch her. head.I looked away from the window and landed on Evelyn, wanting to go out with her.

"Actually, I know that he will always take that step." Evelyn smiled and shook her head, looking up at the sky, "For him, that may be the greatest relief."

She tilted her head and looked at me. It was a look I had never seen before: "You know, Jin Qian, I saw Xu Mengshu just now, and I wished I could stab him to death. But even if he dies a thousand times, ten thousand Once again, I can’t get my brother’s life back.”

She squatted on the ground suddenly and sighed: "My father said that he has never done anything bad in his life, and his only wish is to reunite his family, but in the end he lost everything." It hit hard into my heart.

After that, every day Xu Mengshu would find time to come to the hospital to accompany Manxi for a while. None of us talked to him, and he would not take the initiative to talk to us, just like parallel lines, without interfering with each other.Because Manxi is emotionally unstable, different people will take turns to accompany her on the night shift every night, for fear that something will go wrong with her.

In fact, I was very tired every day, but I didn't dare to sleep too hard, until one day, I woke up in a daze at night, and heard the sound of Manxi panting heavily.I didn't dare to speak, for fear of disturbing her, until her breathing rate became more and more rapid, I called out in a low voice: "Xianxian... are you asleep?"

She ignored me, I felt hairy in my heart, so I got up and turned on the light, I saw her staring at the ceiling with dull eyes, like a dead person without a soul, I walked slowly to her side and sat on the edge of the bed , touched her forehead to confirm that she didn't have a fever: "Xianxian, what's wrong with you, are you feeling unwell?"

She ignored me, just closed her eyes, but couldn't help trembling.

I wanted to lift the covers to see what she was doing, but she wouldn't let me, glaring at me like she was going to eat me.The more she struggled, the more I felt something was wrong, but I was a man after all, and I was stronger than her, so I lifted the quilt when I was so cruel. During the struggle, I saw the toothpick under her body. I held it I grabbed her arm, rolled up her sleeves, and found that there were dense holes all over them. I shook and felt my scalp go numb.

She is hurting herself.

She looked at me coldly, without saying anything, as if looking at an enemy.I helped her cover the quilt, turned off the light, and went back to the sofa, feeling my face was wet.

I didn't tell anyone else about it, but I suggested to the doctor to take her home for recuperation. I thought the environment here was too depressing, which might aggravate her psychological barrier.

But the facts proved me wrong. Without the care of doctors and nurses, her condition got worse and worse, because no matter whether it was our friends or Xu Mengshu, we couldn’t stay together 24 hours a day. Staring at her intently, she always found an opportunity to torture herself.

When she kept hitting the wall with her head and knocked out a big red and swollen bag, when she cut off her pulse and was hugged by Evelyn with blood gurgling, when she looked at him with hostile and hostile eyes When those of us who loved her deeply, I realized how strong the sense of powerlessness derived from the bottom of my heart was.

When Lin Xiang came back from Canada and saw Man Xi, she couldn't even shed tears, because she couldn't believe that the person in front of her was the little princess who was always high-spirited.She told me that this is a completely different person, another person who looks very similar to Man Xi.

Lin Xiang postponed his report to the Zhonghua branch, took Manxi out to bask in the sun every day, showed her a kite, and made funny faces to make her happy, but she couldn't laugh or say a word.Lin Xiang has never given up, even if she doesn't respond to her, she still has to take her out to get some air so that she doesn't get bored in the room.Until one day later, when I bought milk tea for them, I saw Lin Xiang crouching on the ground, holding Manxi's face in both hands, burst into tears, and said to her: "You know how much we love you ."

We really love her because she has long been a part of our lives for us.

Maybe it was Manxi's illness that woke up Brother Xu. He finally stopped being sluggish and sluggish. He started to regain his energy and started working again to save the family.

During the period when Lin Xiang and I were taking care of Xixi, Evelyn hadn't been here, but when she appeared again, I noticed a change that couldn't be ignored.

She is not wearing a wedding ring.

"Lost it," she told me.

"you……"

"I thought, she needs me."

"Brother Li's matter..."

She interrupted me and said, "I need her too."

I don’t know how, but before I met them, I always boasted that I cried a lot, and my roommates in college also said that I was hard-hearted, but after meeting them, I shed tears every day, not a man at all Son.But what to do, I heard Evelyn say this, and I really feel very heartwarming.How much I wanted to shake Manxi awake, how much I wanted to tell her, Xianxian, did you hear that, you finally got her.

Bingxi's kindness to Manxi has completely exceeded our expectations. After Manxi fell ill, her temper and personality became very weird. She didn't like us to be close to her, and she liked to be alone more often, but her rejection was very important to Bingxi. But beyond any of us.She doesn't eat or drink water, and she is a lot thinner than before. In order to help her adjust her diet, Bingxi cooks porridge and vegetables in different ways every day. Not only does she not even look at it, but she often sprinkles the porridge directly To Bingxi's body.

We hid everything she might use to hurt herself, and she pinched her palm with her nails, or bit her teeth until the bite bleeds, and sometimes we found out, and she would be the first to go up But Manxi slapped her like crazy, pulled her hair, and even bit her shoulder. We couldn't stand it anymore, so we wanted to stuff a towel into Manxi's mouth, but Bingxi never refused us to do this. Do it because I'm afraid she will feel uncomfortable.She said: "It doesn't matter to me, as long as she doesn't feel uncomfortable."

Manxi’s tormenting people became more and more serious. We stayed up all night without sleep, which severely reduced our physical functions. Sometimes when I got up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet, I could still see the lights on in Manxi’s room. Through the door, Bingxi could hear Bingxi whispering stories to her.

"Manxi started talking yesterday." One morning, while eating breakfast, Bingxi said so.

Lin Xiang and I were so happy to die: "Really? What did she say?"

"She said, begging me to let her go."

"..."

"She said she wanted to die."

We lost our appetite for a while, I glanced at Lin Xiang from the corner of my eye, and found that she put down the slice of bread in her hand and sighed.