In love with Hollywood GL

[Gold Front Perspective]

When Ruilong was declared bankrupt, I realized that the Xu family's business problems were not just a matter of a day or two.When Susie came to my house to look for me, she also had a gloomy look on her face. She has always loved beauty and didn't even put on foundation cream, so she looked very depressed.

I don't know anything about business, but Susie's father is in business, so I got some gossip through some channels.

"Brother Xu must have offended the Qin family, otherwise they would have no reason to target Ruilong." The Qin family that Su Qian said was the founder of the Qin Group and the largest shareholder of the Qin Group. Just like Xinghai is in the show business circle, he is the out-and-out leader. Even Ruilong, who has skyrocketed in the past few years, can only bow his head in front of them, or in other words, even bowing his head is flattering them.

Qin's business is very large, spanning Asia, Europe, and America, covering a wide range of fields.It is entirely possible that the Qin family took a fancy to Ruilong's development potential and wanted to take them for their own use, but why did they destroy Ruilong?Apart from personal grievances, there is almost no other possibility.Although it is said that bringing down Ruilong is like crushing an ant to the Qin family, the family members of the Qin family are not so willful as to target them for no reason.

"Hey, I really don't know what the Xu family will do next."

"Have you contacted Xixi?" Susie asked me.

I shook my head: "No. I haven't answered the phone, and I don't know where I went."

"I met Brother Xu yesterday. Really, his whole appearance has changed, his eyes are empty, like a dead person..." Susie held her face in her hands, feeling extremely depressed , "I really don't know how sad Xixi will be when she finds out the news."

There are too many facts that have happened in the past few years, and I have no room to fight. I suddenly had a terrible headache and a little nausea, so I had to let Susie go home first, and then shut myself in the bedroom and fell asleep in the dark.

I thought Brother Li wouldn't see me, but I didn't expect him to make a cup of coffee for me.

I looked at him in the suit and leather shoes opposite the sofa, with mixed feelings in my heart.He didn't look like a person who had experienced that kind of thing at all. Holding the new Hermès ceramic cup in his hand, he closed his eyes and sniffed the coffee, enjoying it very much.If I hadn't known about his past, I would have definitely thought of him as a wealthy son or a domineering president who had been smooth sailing for half his life.

"Brother Li." As soon as the words came out of my mouth, I felt that it was inappropriate for me to call him that, so I changed my name, "Mr. Li."

He smiled: "It's okay, you and Bingxi are good friends, you can call me brother as you like."

"Brother Li, it's a bit abrupt for me to come today."

He shook his head: "Jin Qian, actually, I really admire you. You are a very smart person... It is a great loss for the business community if you don't go into business."

"It was you who praised me."

"When I first went to jail, I was thinking about how to commit suicide every day." He put down the cup in his hand and crossed his hands. "Should I bite my tongue, go on a hunger strike, or hit the wall? But then I vetoed them all one by one." No matter which way I choose, it is too painful, and I don't want to die so painfully. In fact, I don't resist telling others about my experience during those ten years. I don't even mind if people use 'have What's the point of using the three words 'existing record' to describe me? It's a fact. Isn't it?"

He sneered coldly: "Do you know what kind of people are there? Because they don't see women all the year round, most of the men are forced to be GAY, warming each other, comforting each other...the place I just entered Two years ago, there was a man with a fat head and big ears, who was so disgusting that he wanted to do that kind of thing to me, but I was not a helpless little boy, so I choked his neck fiercely, watching Watching his eyes get bigger and bigger but he can't speak, not to mention how cool it is."

"You must want to ask me, where are the prison guards? Don't they care about this?" He shrugged, "But do you think they will treat us who burn, kill and loot as human beings? As long as we don't die, we can do whatever we want It's quite normal for a thin person to be bullied by a strong person."

"In the past ten years, I can't see the outside world, I can't see the sun, I can't see the sunset, I can't feel the rain, I can't touch the snowflakes. I, Li Yingqi, have long been a living dead. But time has changed me, It gave me the courage to live, and there was a voice in my heart telling me, it said, Li Yingqi, keep going, you must look good to those who have hurt you, and you must make them pay a hundred times the price."

He stood up and glanced at the interior of this magnificent villa: "Look, I did it."

"Do you know why I told you this? Because I don't care about anything now." After that, he laughed, and his smile was so desolate that it made my heart tremble.

"I haven't experienced that kind of pain, so I'm not qualified to say I empathize with you." I took a breath, stood up and faced him, "I just beg you, let Manxi go."

The smile on his face gradually receded, and was replaced by a look that I couldn't describe: "When I first saw her, I thought she was an angel who fell from the sky, she was so beautiful, so immaculate. I used to love her so much."

"I don't hate her." He turned around and sighed, "I don't hate her until now."

"That day I knelt on the cold floor of the hospital. My mother reached out and stroked my face. She said, it's so good, my son is finally back. The tree wants to be quiet but the wind doesn't stop. ...The doctor said that my mother's illness was a heart disease, and it was only when the heart disease reached a certain level that it was transferred to the body. I don't know how she got here in the past ten years, and I don't know how many nights she shed tears and missed her I have thought about giving up. But when my mother really closed her eyes, I realized that I am not qualified to give up."

Life is always changing, you never know what will happen in the next second.To be honest, in terms of this matter alone, even if I have a better relationship with Manxi in my heart, I can't say that Li Yingqi is wrong.Because I really don't know, and I will never want to know what kind of life he lived in those ten years. I am not him, and no one is him, so no one is qualified for him to forgive.

Before I met Li Yingqi, I was always thinking, since he was attached to the big tree of the Qin family, why didn't he simply overturn the case and send Xu Mengshu to prison.But when he looked at me with those eyes and said to me, "The child wants to support but the relative is not here", I suddenly understood, I suddenly understood that the lost life cannot be exchanged in an equivalent way for utilitarianism.At first I even felt that Li Yingqi was a little heartless, but at that moment I realized that it was not heartlessness, but mercy.Xu Mengshu did everything right, and Li Yingqi at least left a way out for the Xu family.

Perhaps this is the biggest difference between them.

When I received the call from Manxi, Xiao Lei and I had just come out of the convenience store. It sounded like she didn't know anything, and I thought it was true. I couldn't get in touch with her these days. How did you hear this amazing news?

I don't know how she will face what happened next, but I can be sure that Xu Mengshu needs her and the Xu family needs her.

After that, I didn't take the initiative to contact Manxi again. How should I put it, I thought about it in another way. If I am the one who has an accident at home now, I probably don't want to receive too many "comforting" calls.We are all the same people. If we have a broken tooth, we will choose to swallow it in our stomachs, and we will stubbornly prevent others from seeing the blood in our mouths. We live lifelessly, relying only on the word dignity.

Even if there is only one last breath left, no one needs pity.

Because we firmly believe that all wounds can be healed by ourselves.

It’s just that you can see reports about Ruilong in newspapers and TV every day, as well as some related pornography.The tree fell and the monkeys scattered. Without Ruilong, a big tree that can block the sky and the sun, who would pay attention to a weak woman who has no strength to restrain a chicken.But I really didn't expect Zheng Shuze to be so loyal. It stands to reason that Manxi has nothing to do with Xinghai, but Zheng Shuze managed to do public relations for Manxi for free.Let her at least keep her reputation while losing money.

As for Evelyn, I didn't deliberately inquire about anything. The grievances between Xu's family and Li's family are too deep. As an outsider, I can't get in the way. Evelyn is the same as Man Xi. They have nothing to do with this matter. , but had to be involved in this war.The two seemingly innocent people were actually the most injured.

"Something happened to Li Yingqi and Manxi."

To be honest, when Susie said that on the phone, I didn't realize it for a while, and I was stunned for ten seconds before asking where she was.When I rushed to the hospital and saw Father Li sitting on the bench in tears and Evelyn squatting on the ground holding her head and trembling, I didn’t even have the courage to leave before the exam. Susie ran over and hugged her gently. Me, I heard her sobbing softly.

"So, Li Yingqi committed suicide by jumping off the building, but Manxi didn't stop him." I really couldn't stand the cramped atmosphere in the hospital, mixed with the smell of disinfectant, I almost vomited, and I sat on the rock in the garden with Susie. On the stool, I said as calmly as possible.

Su Xi nodded: "It was too dark and the building was too high. No one noticed what happened on the top floor. I don't know how long the two of them stayed there before a passerby reported the case. When the police arrived, Brother Li... ...just fell from the top floor, and after they caught up, Manxi was already unconscious."

I wiped the tears off her face with a tissue, feeling a little distressed, and she asked, "Jin Qian, between them, what happened between the Li family and the Xu family? Why did it happen? I feel like Like a fool, I don't know anything... what to do, what to do in the future..."

I may have really been out of touch with reality for too long. During this period of time, I completely isolated myself from this matter, either playing video games at home, or going shopping with Xiao Lei, trying not to let myself pay attention to this matter.But I didn't know until Su Xi mentioned that Uncle Xu was found to have terminal lung cancer, and he might only last until the end of the year, so Manxi was admitted to the hospital, and I didn't even see him.As for Xu Mengshu, he still looked like he was devastated, drinking to relieve his worries every day.

"She needs us," I said.

Because I know, she may only have us.