reborn lover

The two started indistinctly, and ended in an unclear way. Xi Le didn't know if they were over. After that day, there was no news from that man. He didn't want to admit that he had been subconsciously waiting for that man, but he had been waiting for him all the time. None of them appeared, just like walking out of his life.

Someone has existed in your life, he came, but left again, and then he left a deep mark in your life, like a scar, engraved in your heart.

If a person is always alone, then he will get used to being alone, and once someone comes to warm him up, it will be difficult for him to adapt to this kind of loneliness when he is alone again.

Therefore, Xi Le felt very painful, as if a piece of his heart had been forcibly broken off, but he had to let go, without any chance to defend himself, even if he was given a chance to explain, he really Still the same sentence: I have nothing to explain...

The saddest thing about him is that he doesn't know how to explain it.

People are always like that, when that person treats you well, he always takes it for granted, but when one day that person treats you badly, you start to recall the bits and pieces of the past.

Those days when the two of them were together, although there was not much time, they were so precious every time they thought about it. The man treated him well and cared for him. If he said that the man didn't love him, he really didn't believe it.

And now, if he had no feelings for that man at all, then he wouldn't be in such pain today.

After he experienced those things in his previous life, no matter how painful the separation in this life was, it was just uncomfortable in his heart. He still had to live his life the same, not because that man was no longer by his side, nor did he want to live anymore.

You can't have such thoughts, and you dare not have such thoughts.

Perhaps for him, today's separation seems to be psychologically prepared. Although it is painful, it is not so hard to let go. It seems that as early as the beginning, he thought of separation, and he couldn't believe that there was...

everlasting...

Ha ha……

It was never just a joke.

And this day came so fast, so unexpected... so, sad...

"If Dahui is here, is there at least some hope?" Xi Le thought to himself when he was packing his things, and then he shook his head and smiled, "Suddenly I feel that it is good for women to have children."

At this time, he thought, so men like to find women to marry, at least they have a child, even if they are separated, at least they still have a blood relationship, so that they won't have no relationship at all after breaking up.

But if two men are together, it can only be like this.

Xi Le took a big box and put all the man's things in it, from daily necessities to the clothes in the closet, one by one, and put the box in an invisible corner.

Cleaned up the house, tidied and cleaned it well, then removed the sheets on the bed and put them in the washing machine for washing, put on new sheets, and took the sheets out to bask in the sun.

Autumn is here, and winter is coming soon, and I can't help but feel very melancholy.

He stayed in the house for several days before going out. It was sunny outside this day, but it was very cold. The outside world was still the same without any change, except that it was himself who changed.

While walking on the road, the cell phone in his pocket rang, and when he took it out, he saw that it was Cui Huanyu's number, and he connected it too.

"Xiao Le, what are you doing?" Cui Huanyu asked when he called, "Why haven't you been back to class recently?"

Xi Le didn't know how that man knew that he didn't go to class. Thinking that the second youngest of the Cui family was in the same class as him, he didn't hide it, so he said "um", not in the mood to tell him too much, "Is there anything else?"

"Not in a good mood?" Cui Huanyu was spinning a pen in his hand, and there were documents for his approval on the table in front of him. Obviously, there were so many things waiting for him to do in a while, and he just missed them very much. this boy.

Even if he doesn't want to talk to him on the phone now, he still wants to hear his voice, but no matter how you look at this silence, he is in a bad mood?

"No." Xi Le said a word.

"Hehe..." The man on the other end smiled. He thought of seeing Su Sanshao with someone at Wan Shao's engagement banquet last time, and he had some thoughts in his heart, but it was all good, Su Sanshao didn't have time to accompany him. The boy's side is the truth.

Hearing the laughter on the other end of the phone, Xi Le simply hung up the phone.

Then it shut down.

When Cui Huanyu heard the beeping sound, he realized that the phone had been hung up, and when he called back, he was told that the phone had been turned off. He was speechless, but he couldn't help laughing at that wayward boy.

There was a knock on the office door at this time, and he buried his head in the documents without raising his head, and said, "Come in."

Anyi went into the office and saw the man in the office. After watching for so many years, he found that the man's appearance hadn't changed much. It was still the same as he saw in college. If it changed, it would mean that his temperament had become mature. , he was even more obsessed with this change in men.

"Come in and close the door." Cui Huanyu heard the silence, looked up at the person standing at the door, and said to him, "What do you want from me?"

"There is something wrong with this month's report, and I'll show it to you." An Yi held a folder in his hand, walked over and handed it to the man, "Also, this is a new plan from the marketing department. You see how it is adjusted in this way."

Then he said, "I've read it, and there's basically nothing wrong with it. I think you should take a look and ask for your opinion."

The two have worked together for so many years, and they have already formed a tacit understanding with each other. It is very natural to sit together and talk about work issues. The two people have different views, but they just happen to complement each other.

If Cui Huanyu can develop the Cui family to the present stage, it must be with the help of Anyi. He has seen from a long time ago that this person is capable and courageous. The most important thing is that this person treats him well. loyalty.

The two discussed for a while, and the secret technique knocked on the door and came in, "General manager, the meeting has already started, do you want to go to the meeting?"

"Well, let's go there together." Cui Huanyu stood up, the two of them were going to attend the meeting, so they went out together.

After Xi Le hung up the phone, he went his own way, went to the supermarket to buy a lot of food, and prepared to go back and fill up the refrigerator.

When he went shopping and bought everything, he came out and passed by the beverage area. He habitually took a few bottles of beer and went down. It was only when he pushed the car out that he remembered that the person who loves to drink beer might not be there anymore. He came back, but his walking steps still went forward.

If you can't forget it for a while, then forget it slowly in the future, and one day you will forget people.

It was a bit cold in the autumn night. After taking a shower, Xi Le sat outside on the balcony with a few bottles of beer at his feet. Some of the bottles were empty, and he was still drinking with a bottle in his hand. The whole night, the next door The lights in that dormitory were not on, and he finally went inside and closed the balcony door.

He said that he didn't want that man to come back, but he was just lying to himself. He always thought of that man subconsciously, and when he went out of the balcony, he would always look at the next door.

In just a short period of time, Xi Le lost weight quickly, his face was very pale, without any blood color, and his face was pointed like an awl, which made his eyes very big, but the inner layer was lost. Flowing brilliance.

"Xi Le, are you feeling unwell recently? Why do you look so bad?" Shi Lei was the first to notice that something was wrong with Xi Le. When a group of people were sitting together, he asked in his ear.

"Maybe I didn't sleep much, okay, it's nothing." Xi Le also likes to go out to play with everyone now, almost every time he is called to come out.

Cui Huanyue was naturally happy about this.

But Shi Lei sensed something was wrong.

In normal times, Xi Le seldom went out to play with them. He refused nine times out of ten calls, and the last time he was still embarrassed because of some special day, he went out crazy with them.

Compared with their peers, Xi Le is not very playful, even if a group of people sit together, he is quiet.

Shi Lei just felt that the people sitting next to him were too quiet, and sometimes his gaze was very focused on something, but in fact he didn't look at anything, and he didn't know what he was thinking about in his mind.

"Then go back early, go to bed early tonight, and I'll take you back." Hearing what he said, Shi Lei didn't want this person to play outside anymore.

"Okay." Xi Le was a little tired from sitting outside, and didn't want to fight with these children outside again.

I don’t know if it was because of his words, but for a period of time after that, none of the people in the class asked him to come out to play at night. Those who cared about him continued to care about him, and those who didn’t care about him also walked away. Le is slowly getting used to this kind of life.