reborn lover

One day when he was shopping and paying for something in the supermarket, Xi Le found the bank card that the man gave him. He felt mixed in his hand, paid the money and left in a hurry, holding the wallet in his hand. It's so tight that it hurts even to breathe.

Thinking of the promise the man made when he gave him this card, he could only hold his breath.

When people recall the past, it is not because of the goodness in the past, but because of the eternity in the past, and later finds that it is gone. At this moment, there is only loss and unspeakable pain in my heart.

He has never used this card, and the card that Xi Shu gave him before, which contains a full 100 million, has never been touched by him.

He thought before that if his mother urgently needed a large sum of money for surgery, he could borrow the money from this card first, but he told his mother to let him come here for an examination, and he also persuaded her when he called back. They never gave a nod.

After counting his savings, he found that now he is a poor man through and through, unable to take care of his parents, so he worked harder to make money.

Apart from studying harder and harder, Xi Le is also taking on more jobs. Another reason for wanting to make money is that he feels that this house is not his, even though it is under his name. , but I always feel that I owe that man a large amount of money, and he wants to make more money to make up for it.

That's why he's skinny recently. He's too busy, thinks too much, and doesn't have time to rest. Even if he has time to rest, he's still having nightmares.

"Why have you lost so much weight?" When Cui Huanyu saw the boy again after half a month, he found that he was so thin that the autumn wind could blow him up.

The corner of Xi Le's mouth twitched, but it couldn't be called a smile. He stirred the coffee in the cup with a spoon, but didn't speak.

In the afternoon of setting sun, the setting sun shone into the cafe through the window, which made him feel at a loss for a moment, wondering if he was still immersed in the beauty of the past, and because after two people had experienced so much, they could be like each other. Like two familiar and unfamiliar friends, sitting together and drinking a cup of coffee.

Don't need to say too much, the purpose is just a cup of coffee.

After this encounter, the man came to him every now and then, and Xi Le didn't refuse much. If he was free, he wouldn't mind drinking a cup of tea or having a meal with him. many ideas.

Now he and those people in the class often walk together, and the relationship seems to be better than before. Only he knows that the distance he treats people is getting farther and farther.

When the heart starts to feel lonely, people will slowly become lonely, afraid to go close to the crowd.

A substitute teacher came to the class. The old professor fell ill recently, so he asked his graduate students to come over as a substitute teacher. He is a young and handsome guy, wearing a pair of glasses, he is very gentle, and his lectures are very interesting. He can make a boring theoretical class interesting. , It was liked by the students as soon as it came.

Especially when he smiles like a neighbor's elder brother, which is much better than the white-haired old professor.

"Hi, hello, this classmate, don't you remember me? We met." Xi Le was still a little confused when he heard this sentence, and couldn't remember where he had met before.

The young substitute teacher smiled nicely, "Just the last time in the laboratory, the time you broke someone else's experimental product... Do you remember? Hehe... I didn't expect to see you here."

The students run away after class. If it is the last class, the teacher usually stays at the end. Usually the teacher has to turn off the computer, turn off the monitor, and return the classroom key to the school to avoid any The carelessness of the school caused property damage to the school.

Lu Mingtang was attending the last two classes, but he didn't expect to meet this boy.

"Oh, I remembered." With such a reminder, Xi Le remembered it, but when he thought about what happened that day, he was a little embarrassed, and his face flushed a little.

Shi Lei was standing beside Xi Le, looking at the substitute teacher with his eyes. The students who can come to substitute for the old professor must be students with good abilities, but he doesn't like the way this person looks at Xi Le.

Later, when the three of them left the classroom together, Shi Lei followed Xi Le, listening to him and the teacher talking, the two were a bit like friends at first sight, but he didn't talk much.

When he went back, Xi Le thought about it, even he felt a little strange, he felt an inexplicable intimacy with that substitute teacher, that feeling was like a memory hidden deep in his soul, but this feeling It was strange to him.

That night, I had a dream. I dreamed that a child was sitting next to a dead woman, but his eyes were staring helplessly at the door. There was too much longing in those black eyes, and he seemed to be waiting. who.

"Ah..." With a loud cry, Xi Le woke up, and when he woke up, he broke out in a cold sweat.

Reaching out for a few tissues to wipe off the sweat from his body, he knew who the child in the dream was, and this may be called a dream, but rather the deepest memory hidden by the owner of this body.

Before he was reborn, he never believed in the theory of ghosts and gods, but later he had to believe that there might really be ghosts and gods in the world, but at this moment he was not very afraid, after all, he was also a person who had died, so If he came, he would be considered dead.

There was a throbbing in his heart, he knew that the dead boy had never died with peace.

If there is something in a person's heart that he can't let go of, even after death, such an obsession will still be in his heart. At this moment, he believes that these childhood dreams are the remaining memories of that boy.

Life is always unsalty, every day is in a hurry, there are always things that can't be finished, and occasionally go out to play with others.

Once when everyone was playing basketball on the court, Xi Le sat and watched. He never participated in these sports. When Shi Lei sat next to him, he handed him a bottle of water.

"Thank you." Shi Lei took it, unscrewed the water and drank half of the bottle.

Then Xi Le heard Shi Lei say in a calm tone, "I broke up with her."

"Yeah." Xi Le lowered his head and said lightly, "I can see that you have never liked that girl before, and it will be a matter of time before we break up. together for so long."

When he saw the two of them together for the first time, Xi Le could tell that Shi Lei didn't really like that girl, he knew that his refusal and words had a certain influence on this boy.

Rather than saying that Shi Lei is really looking for a girlfriend, it is better to say that he is just looking for a sigh of relief.

But at that time, he was unwilling to think deeply about these issues, and when he thought about these issues now, Xi Le didn't think much of it, and there was no disturbance in his heart, just as if he heard his friends say they broke up.

He remembered that when he was studying in the past, he often heard the boys in the same dormitory say that he was in love with so-and-so. Not long after that, the boy who said he was in love said that they broke up in a sad tone unique to youth... …

Now Shi Lei gave him the feeling that he didn't have the feeling he had when he watched the excitement, but he also heard that there was no disturbance in his heart.

"Are you with brother Cui?" Shi Lei is a member of this circle, so he naturally knows about Cui Huanyu's past, not to mention that he doesn't like Cui Huanyu, even Cui Huanyue doesn't like such a brother , "I don't want you to be with him, really, he's not good, if you have to find someone, why don't you consider me?"

"Hehe..." Hearing this sales tone, Xi Le realized that Shi Lei had never given up on him.

"You know we are suitable together?" When he looked sideways at Shi Lei, he found that the boy with big eyes was also looking at him. The big and black eyes were full of seriousness, and the thick eyebrows were a bit like Crayon Shin-chan's. Eyebrow.

When Xi Le said this, there was still a little smile in his tone.

"How do you know if you don't try?" Shi Lei said excitedly for a moment.

Cui Huanyue, who was playing on the field, saw the two of them sitting together, and looked at them frequently. When he finally couldn't help it, he ran over, "Xiao Lele, give me a bottle of water. I'm thirsty." I'm dead."

A large bag of water was placed right next to Xi Le, and he acted as a support staff from the very beginning.

Shi Lei didn't get an answer to this sentence, because Cui Huanyue, a pig-like teammate, killed him, so he didn't get an answer.

In fact, there is no need to ask, Xi Le naturally has no idea of ​​giving it a try. If you can try this thing, can you still be friends happily in the future?He is not suitable for dating now, and he doesn't consider anyone.